Sunset Suicide

~ Under the sun on a time limit ~


 
“Come to me,” whispered Misery,
extending a strong frigid hand….
I sought to escape him, I ached for my freedom,
but his power I could not withstand.

I avoided his gaze… his touch left me dazed,
as we entered the realm of his darkness….
Overcome by his presence,
his embrace left me senseless….
He turned to ask, “ Do you want this?”

His attention I craved, his love kept me slaved;
he kept me from being so lonely…
Enveloped by sadness and taunted by madness,
I wanted him only to hold me.

My mind such a mess, I pressed close to his chest;
I felt his heart colder than mine…
I understood his devotion could well be my poison,
but such thoughts are forgotten in time…

And his voice in my ear, such a low, sexy whisper,
rendered me speechless and aching…
His lips on my throat, so deliciously cold,
left my body hungry and shaking.

“You are wanting me here, you are needing me near,
to love you when no one else does…”
The truth cuts like a knife, within an inch of my life,
and I feel it is me whom he loves.

For this I surrender, the release such sweet pleasure;
I know that for me he would kill…
I feel that he wants me, so I give him my body,
to ravage and do as he will.

After all of these years, he still kisses my tears,
and responds to my every emotional whim…
Because he adores me, I allow him to own me;
I no longer fear to admit I am his…
 
~Poem by Nina Hugo

My Writings

Fanfics

Full Moon a Siri/Re fic. Remus is suicidal, need I say more? [Finished]

The Game a Harry/Draco fic. Warning; Rape, SM (well, hints anyway). Harry is in love with Draco, but when Draco decides to rape Harry, what will he do? [Unfinished] (Dead)

Ilumunati a Gackt/Mana fic. Set just after the consert Ilimunati live at Utban. [Unfinished] (Dead)

Ma Cherie a Gackt/Mana fic. When Mana is raped, and Gackt comes too late for the rescue, can Gackt ever make Mana forget the horrible crime? [Finished]

 

Novels

Someone Else's Song  Marco er ganske vanlig tennåring, med et untak; han liker og følge den japanske Lolita moten... [Finished] (Norwegian)

More than This En kort fortelling om en bit av livet til Neji. [Finished] (Norwegian)

My Story Is life nothing but an illution? Is it possible that the life you have led has all been a lie, and only after years and years will you start to remember the truth? [Finished]

 

Poetry

My World [Welcome to my world...]

A Slave and His Master [A Slave and His Master -series]

Pleasure and Pain [A Slave and His Master -series]

Edge of Forever [A Slave and His Master -series]

Never let me go [Love-poem]

Roses are Red... [Hate-poem]

 

 

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