Sunset Suicide

WoW (Que'Thalas)
- Mísery (Alliance)



A note on my brilliant names:

Last Update;  June 2008

10 things you like:

1. Kai.
2. WoW.
3. Sex.
4. Anime/Manga.
5. Coke.
6. Internet.
7. Role-playing.
8. Listening to the music.
9. Writing.
10. My (and Kai's) apartment.


3 things that make you happy:

1. Kai.
2. Sex.
3. Money/Gifts.

3 things that anger you:

1. Love.
2. Stupid laws conserning things I should be alowed to decide myself.
3. Life.

10 things that you hate:

1. My body.
2. Being left behind.
3. Being forgotten.
4. Friends acting like they don't want to see me and yet say they like me.
5. Boordom.
6. Being broke.
7. People who don't care.
8. Cruel Gods.
9. Cruel faith.
10. Not being able to get what I want!

3 facts about your name:

1. It's taken from Lawr i Boys Next Door.
2. Neji is japanese for 'screw'.
3. It's chosen by me.

5 facts about yourself:

1. I'm slightly insane, turning worse.
2. I can't sleep without Kai.
3. People keep hitting on me all the time, even when I'm dressed in rags.
4. I've been plotting my death since I was 16, but I never had a good enough reason.
5. I'm deeply in love.

2 things you expect (at least for now):

1. That I will be able to more or less fix my little argument with the goverment and the Gods some day.
2. That I will hopefully be able to see Kai again soon.

4 random thoughts:

1. Kai :heart:
2. I like Pet Shop Boys
3. Wonder exsactly how much Red Kick I can chew up before it destroys me.
4. I wish I had kep my piece of glass, even if my knife makes pretty cuts...

Song you're listening to (give artist):
Last Song by Gackt.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Stress, depression and a piece of glass.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Hentai Yaoi Pictures. In frames

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
It's black and silver. Looks cool.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
J-rock. About anything that is about sex. Punk. So much diffrent stuff...

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Midnight. Autumn. It was raining. Perhaps I should have taken the hint.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To be with Kai.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Kai!

8. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
Yeah.

9. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON YOU THOUGHT OF?
Kai.

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Neji (in english; screw. *Snigger* But I'm kinda unsure of wheither it's spiral or the slang-word tho')

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
All to easely. Word of advice; Don't jump out in front of me in the dark. You might end up badly beaten before I can recognise you. xD (I get violent when I'm scared.)

12. THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Chips.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Disel or Passion, for men. *Snigger* Only perfums I've got.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
No matter the sex: Black hair and green eyes.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Both.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Err... Mincemeat and cheese, and onions.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Taco!

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Ni-chan. I always make her angry at me. Most of the time I don't even know why, and it's difficult to get her to tell me. I found that with girls, it's always best to ask for forgivness, even if you don't know what you've done wrong.

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
Sorta. I speak english quite well. A bit Japanese, A bit spanish, A bit french, some german, I understand sweedish and danish (and of course norwegian. xD), and a tad bit of something close to 20 languages. (Mostly just a very few words tho')
But It'd be a bad idea trying to speak tho'. What I know is very much hentai, cursing or just exstreamly weird stuff.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU:
I have no idea. I think it's that silve-spoon my mom still keeps. (Yes, shame to say i was baptised. *Blushing in shame* It was not my faulth! And I got the hell away as soon as I was old enough!)

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
Yeah, very much so. 

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I seriously doubt it...

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Putamayo. Dressman.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
Bentley. I keep forgetting the name of that model tho'.

26. DO YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
I don't think so. If I have, I've left it behind.

27. WHAT'S THE FUNNIEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE?
Falling in the river I think. It wasn't as funny when I was draged trough the cold water by a strong stream, smacked myself into a log and got me to land, lost my glasser (leaving me blind), lost my wonderful porn-hat *sniffle*, and when I finaly after walking for god knows how long, got back to school, I found the side of my head had been hit so I bled, and the cut in my leg was as long as my visa and 1cm deep, and I was so beaten I couldn't get out of bed for a week...
But looking back on it, it's funny. *Laugh* That's what I get for beeing stupid I supose.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Obviously.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Buy them stuff. Money = Love. At least in my twisted little world. Of course, it would have to be the right stuff. shoving that you've actualy spendt time figuring out just the right thing. Oh, please them good.  And also give them mucho body-contact. (I'm alergic to body-contact if I don't like a person)

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED :
13

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunetts.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
The bank. Checking the money on my card.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
That I can't have the body I really want. GIMME WHAT I WANT DAMNIT!!! *Shakes my fist at the Gods*

34 . HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY YOU LIVE IN?
Of course. Several times.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Oh my... That's a tough one. *Thinks*
Love. It's the only weekness I got, I think. But there's only one person who can actualy use that against me tho'. (Then again, I end up giving away all my power to that person, so it IS a rather terrible weakness... I leave myself open to be abused and killed even. and I'm pretty sure that's not necesarily a good thing.)

36. FIRST JOB?
A coffee-bar I think. (My first real job anyway.)

37. EVER OWNED A BUNNY? HOW MANY?
My mom did. We also had a cat, a dog, four ducks, two turtles and a bunch of fishes. (And no, we didn't live on a farm.)

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Several times I think.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Fixing my home-page. (Doh!)

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I think people knows the answer to that. xD
And I'm pretty. What more could I possibly want to fix?

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
'cause I'm bored to death. And it's fun.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I don't really listen. And most of the people saying stuff with translates 'I wanna fuck you' so... I mean, one guy even started out checking me up by comenting I had no shoes on... 

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I'd actualy get my lazy ass to more partyes and drink some more. XD If it's illegal; it's fun!

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Kai moveing inn with me.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Not very many, but I guess I can live with whatever Kai wants.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes, but I thankfully got rid of that stupid name long ago.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
On the stars, on holding my breath trough a tunnel, on about everything I can think of. Dosen't work tho'.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
Mine or other's? *Laugh* The three in the middle. (I'm uke/sub )

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
After Kai had to go back home.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Of course. I've been working hard on steeling it from other people.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Does fried squid-rings with sourcream for dip count? I don't do lunch.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Quite a few... And I'm working on getting more. 

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Er... Tokio? It's J-pop... But I love them.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Of course. I mean, who wouldn't? *Flips my hair nocelantly* I'm interesting as hell, and pretty too. *Laugh*
Of course, normal people just get's a heartattack insted.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Actualy, I never swear to not tell secrets. Usualy I always somehow manages to not answer to promise or not while making people think I promise it. xD
But no. I can't see the point in telling other people's secrets. What's the point?

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
'Beauty makes the world go 'round'
Of couse it matters. But beauty have a tendency to change with the personalety...

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
I destroy things. Mostly what I'm angry at. (But since I'm most often angry at myself... Go figure...) I've been known to kick doors pretty often tho'. xD

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
I don't have a home. Never had since I moved out. (And now that place is destroyed too.)
Home is where the heart is... So I supose Tokyo would be a good bet.

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
I don't trust anyone. Not really.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Candy. (No, not in a hentai way, I know how it sounds. xD)

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Who knows... Around 50 maybe...

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Sometimes.

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
I guess.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Cruelty. A mean steak. Good looks. A perverted mind. Someone with my sense of romance. Someone that's good in bed. Someone sharing my interests.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Lawr. (Or as Nî-chan keeps calling me; Lawr-chan. xD Evil girl.)

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
To lazy. Be happy I'm actualy putting on shoes. (I often don't bother in the summer.)

69. HAVE YOU NOTICED NUMBERS 63 AND 67 WERE MISSING?
Nope.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Chocolate with strawberry-sprinckling. 

71.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE?
A Dirty Shame, Hedwig, Ichi the Killer, The libertine, Constantine... Oh so many. And Including anime, even more...

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Neon-sighns at 4 am.

73. YOUR FAVORITE BAND/ARTIST?
At the moment; Gackt, but it keeps changing.

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
Hopefully none.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Last Song by Gackt

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Chips.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Outland I think.

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Same as I notice on the same sex; their overall looks.

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG:
'Provoking'... I can translate it, but that word is SO not in my vocabulary...

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
Not telling.

82. FAVORITE DRINK:
Coke! Or Malibu and Coke.

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
I have no idea. The chineese zodiac? Dragon. Or Snake.

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Baseball (but not the running). Or indoor hocky (as long as there aren't too many anoying rules) I like hitting things and hurting people.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown.

86. YOUR EYE COLOR?
Sadly it's a boring blue... *Sniffle*

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
Not that I'd alow people to see much.

88. SIBLINGS?
My mom insists I have a brother, but neither of us wants to bealive her.

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
October. The month everything dies.

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Not the ones with fish in it. And definetivly not the ones they have on Deli de Luca. They've manhandled it, I'm sure.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Angel Sanctuary. Or was it Simpsons?

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Well, I'm sorta found of X-mass... and V-day... and my birtday...

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Not exsactly shy... It's just... I'm Uke damnit! It's the other guys job to ask me out! (Unless I take a girl of course, then it's my job. )

94. SUMMER OR WINTER
Summer. Because I can wear whatever I want and still not freeze. (Mostly not freeze anyway)

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Is this a trick question? Kisses, of course.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Well, relationships is less of a stress, and I'm lazy. Trying to teach someone new *ahem* things all the time is tiering. But I take things as they come.

99. BIGGEST FEAR?
That Kai is just tricking me, or that he'll tire of me...

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
I think so... I hope so...