Lance talked to my mother about his intention in coming to the Philippines. He took my hand and asked me: Will you marry me? Then, of coursre....I said "Yes". Then, he got up and said "I'll be back in a minute" but he spun around and got down on one knee and professed his undying love to me in front of my family. I can't expressed my feelings during those moment but again, it such a tearful daze, and I'll never forget it.....

The Engagement Ring

The ring was made of white gold, and had a heart-shaped diamond, with three accent diamonds on each side. My wedding band was a matching thin white gold ban with plain accent diamonds across the top. I loved how dainty it was, and it did not overpower my hand.

The next 3 months were a flurry of wedding planning activities. There were many things to do, dresses to buy, and some songs to pick for the wedding.

Our Times Being Together

After many days of being together every minute, every hour and every day, we came to know each other very well. And we set the date on our coming wedding. It was then I realized that he really love me so much. I felt that my dream finally come true. And the rest of the days with him were the happiest moments in my life! "We were so close and each time we went to the internet, we acted like a kids.  People see us laughed and began to teased us. We have the same kind of interests. We had something in common....it was such a pleasure to have him in my life. Yes, I still remember how our friends were kid us that we're so lucky to have with each other. We sense each other's emotional ups and downs despite our distance. Then came the parting...It was the hardest moment in our lives. He decided to came back to the United States and he promised that he will coming back just for me. He will planning to come back on November for our church wedding. Well, as always, I always trust and hope in his promise because I know that he's telling the truth. When he's gone, it was then that we realized we couldn't live without each other. Being together for such moments confirms and strengthens our faith in the love we have. And now as we travelled down the road towards our dream, we may face certain obstacles but we know that our love is far stronger than anyone could imagine. It's hard because we're living in two different worlds but I do promise him that I will wait until his next visit.

Honey, thank you for being just the way you are. Thank you for all the joys you're giving me each and everyday.  Thank you for taking care of me. And most of all, thank you for loving me for what I am.

"I love you, my honeybunny! Gihigugma ko ikaw, sa kahangturan". 

"I love you too, my honey! Gihigugma ko ikaw, sa kahangturan"

So many things happened since he left me. I find myself crying every now and then. I felt sad because of our memories being together. We were both filled with dreams and hopes at the start of our relationship and we both know that we will gone so far because of our love with each other. On the one hand, my heart is overflowing with joy because I see him again in the net through the webcam. And every time we're on the net. we always talk about our future together. We're two people who are very deeply in love with each other. My tears are fall down everytime I wrote a letter or an e-mails to him. I could still feel his presence inside my heart. At first, I really don't know if I could handle it but I prayed to God that I can handle everything. Just he have said, the pain is hardest with the one who was left behind. I was used being with him all the time and now he's leaving me. But I'm saving my love for him because I know that we're meant for each other. I'm terribly missing everything about you honeylove. He's given me hope and courage and all I can do is to wait for his next visit.  I know that we have no other choice than to wait because we both know that he's worth waiting for. I felt that he's perfect companion for me that God wants me to live my whole life with.

For now, we are here to face with beautiful thoughts of our future. We both believe that our union will last forever. We're trying to walk down the rough road towards our togetherness...

We could give our unfailing love to each other as long as we both live.
May God will always put his blessings towards our union and may we live happily
together with our future kids someday.

Sending All My Love

always dreamed of finding someone really special who would come into my life and love me, someone who would understand me, encourage my efforts, and share my dreams. When I grew older, I found that person.  I love you for loving me just the way I dreamed it would be.

A moment in time is a lifetime when I am with you. Because when we are together time stops. Our hearts dance without musictwining souls embrace. Our eyes talk not of words but of understanding. Our minds accept without doubtblush swept grace. And this is how you make me feel, everyday. You are the only one in this world that could bring a smile to my face.Never did I believe that we would be here together, and so deeply in love. You are my heart, my world, my everything. I don't know what I would do without you. I want to say thank you for coming into my life and showing me true love. Thank you for showing me that there is such a thing as happiness. That happiness is being with you. With all of my heart, I will be loving you.

So many times I think of you and wonder how you are.  There are many miles between us and yet, you're not that far. I wonder if you're happy and hope you're doing fine. And if you ever miss me and do I cross your mind. So many nights, I dream of you. You're welded in my heart and in my dreams, we love again and never do we part. I see your eyes, so bright and clear. The most beautiful eyes I've seen. So soft and kind and heavenly blue. But this is in my dreams. Many years have come and gone and still you?re in my heart. I've grown so use to life this way a I know we?ll never part.

-By Nita-

I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. I am an incomplete soul, needing to be whole. In fact, my life lacks many things - love and someone to love. Now, things have changed. I have found love and with it came the one person who can make my life truly complete.

The day that you came into my life was the most wonderful day that God has blessed me yet. You swept me right off of my feet in just a matter of seconds. My heart was filled with so much happiness. I feel as if God sent an angel into my life to spread your love all around me. When I fall, you catch me with your wings. I love it when you embrace me in your arms, kiss me with those soft lips, and let me know that you are a person of no harm.

When I'm with you I feel like I'm in a dream. When I'm with you I feel like I can do just about anything.When I'm with you my days seem so much brighter. When I'm with you my troubles feel a little bit lighter.When I'm with you I just want to say...How much more I love you with each passing day.When I'm with you I forget about the days I'm not. When I'm with you I can't help but be thankful for what I've got. Because when I'm with you every moment becomes a dream come true. I love you!

My days and especially my nights are so empty without you! Waking up to the softness of your skin against mine, your hair gently brushing my cheek. I can feel you breathing as if you were a part of my own body. Looking at you as you dream.  Gently "waking" you to the soft caresses of my hands. Your body yielding to me. I hope you come and see me soon. I can't stand another minute without you...I miss you so much!

The feeling of forever overwhelms me when I think of you. You are the love of my life. I promise to love you forever. Even when I'm dead and gone, I'll love you while God has me as his heavenly angel.No matter what obstacles that come into our lives, no matter if there is misery and strife, you'll always be the love of my life.I don't know when I'll see you next, but I am refusing to lose faith. I know we can make it through this and finally be face-to-face. My life has been blessed from knowing you, so I will never give you up... no matter what may come. Sometimes life gives us trials, and sometimes love can be tough. Just remember that even though I'm not physically there...I will always do the best I can to show you that I care.

-By Lance-

Our Wedding Picture