Here I am, stuck inside myself, flashbacks of what used to be. I can say I don't care, I can say I moved on, but so much has stopped me. I've been through a lot, it's true, I have changed, but one thing still remains. The thought of you brings tears to my eyes, and I feel like I'm living in vain. When it comes to you, very little makes sense; so many questions arise. Although you are no longer in my life, not a day goes by in which your memory doesn't cross my mind. They say time is the only thing that can heal, but it doesn't seem to be getting any easier. I want so much to just forget about you, but I know I will regret it. The truth is, without you, a big part of my life will be missing. However much you are still with me, it hurts to know I can never have you again. I gave you everything I had, yet it still wasn't enough. You taught me a life long lesson, be careful who you love. I know it's better off this way, even though I miss you more then anyone should.
~My luv for u will never change...U are my one nd only true luv nd my companion... I never want to lose u...becz.. u are da key to ma whole life...Without u I woul dbe lost nd confused.....You guide me through good nd bad times...*****I luv you forever nd always~
Goodbye my friend, You were the best, You were always there, With all that care, It seems to soon, To say goodbye, So when i said it, I didn't cry, Afterwards, when you left, I realized that, My hearts a mess, I wish you knew, How much I cared, Cause all this pain, Has left me scared, Scared for you, Scared for me, And our other friends too, You always knew when something was wrong, And always cared we got along, It is never goodbye, Because i'll see you again, But promise me now, You'll live in the end.
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.
You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated?
Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.
Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.
Theres nothing I can say to change the way you feel But right now my hearts broken and you won't let it heal. For once in my life, I thought we were real Now I see the truth, a love that will kill.
I want to say goodbye and let you go But I am stuck in this trap with nothing to show My soul is shattered and I am feeling low Yet still I love you, I'm sure you know.
You tear me apart and throw me away You cut me so deep with each word you say I've seen the evil in you since the first day But still, I pretend to be ok.
You see the pain when you look into my eyes But that doesn't stop you from telling me lies Every night I have to hide my silent cries Just thinking of a way to say my goodbyes.
Please stop this torture that you put me through Even if that means I will never see you This is worse than anything I'd ever do But I guess I just care too much for you.
Now my feelings have to start changing fast No way in hell could we ever last I guess for you, it is just too much to ask I'm sorry, but for once I am taking off this mask.
If you ever even cared, you would still be here But now your leaving, what I have always feared Goodbye my love, I will shed no tears I'm just glad I didn't waste anymore years.
I remember that day it rewinds in my mind over and over played all of the time
I can remember the games that we played you were the catcher and I played first base
Laughing and singing filled those bus rides when I heard what had happened I fell apart all inside
I love you, I wish I could have told you, just so you knew if I had told you maybe you'd still be here but i know that you knew that I held you so dear
I talked to you that day right after school I never thought that be the last I'd see you
I remember how you smiled as you yelled for my name asking what time to be there for the game
Seeing you turn away and drift out of site how could this happen I'll never know why
I love you, I wish I could have told you, just so you knew if I had told you maybe you'd still be here but I know that you knew that I held you so dear
What's the point in loving? when all I get is pain, What's the point in wiping tears? they come right back again, What's the point in hearts? when all they do is break, what's the point in "Ilove you"? I know that you're a fake, what's the point in loving me? Cause you don't even try, What's the point in caring? I know you never will, What's the point in running? when my legs are staying still, What's the point in speaking? when all you do is yell, why am I in love with you? when I'm going right through hell, What's the point in satin? When heaven's in the sky, what's the point in staying here? I think I'd rather die, what's the point in truth? when all you do is lie, Why am I in love with you??........ I have no reason why!
We went our seperate ways and now I can't stop crying, I've nothing left to feel, to stop my soul from dying.
I feel so bad, I feel so sad, there's nothing I can do, Nothing in the world could show, how much I'm missing you.
You always seemed to make me smile, no matter what you did or said, but now that happy feeling's gone, and now my heart and soul are dead.
Even when things happen that my soul can hardly bare, I'll reminise on old times, that we used to share.
They'll always be a place for you, Right here in my heart, but it's time for me to recognise, that we are now apart.
And now it's time for me, to say my sad goodbye, I loved you then, I love you now, I'll love you 'till i die!
