I'm mamun from Bangladesh. I want you to be happy but always I'm a little scared if I won't. I suppose, but since I made up my mind to do this I haven't really thought of backing out. I'm a simple, average looking & easy going guy. Looking for common interests friends to go for outdoor & gathering activities...Not a typical guy. Can be quite crazy at time. An extremist.
FOR SOMEONE
I terricically, Crazy about you. I think you're the swwetest things I've ever known but sorry dear, cause I've been quite honest with you about my way of life. You've said all the way along that I was not to be serious and that we were just to be happy together while we could.
I'm a little scared , It means too much too me. I've never known what's to love somethings as much as I love my own way, I was so young when started somethings. It was as like an experiment. just hopeless, always I've done this things, I've done hopeless things. how could be possible to justify hopeless or not to be? It was way. Yeah! I know all you've got to leave me and I've accepted that. Besides, I can't quit from my way of somethings. but I want tonight to live alone and perhaps I want me to be as happy as GOD. I spoke often in my life, It isn't wrong? Yeah! I try to belive that to be happy as GOD. Nowadays I turned more and more to get happiness but happiness can't take the place of GOD in a normal man's life.
Don't cry, there's nothings to be afraid of, you've done so yourself, look here do you really want somethings? but which things you wanna get? shall we call it off, is that any answer? Cause you've changed your mind, you've only to say so. I love my own way with a terrible passion. But now I'm walking along with melancholy and a longing to be comforted. Now just I look myself indescribably foolish and uncomfortable.
Don't worry, I'm quite sure you'll be able to convindce yourself that he's/ she's making a fool of himself. Yeah! I do miss being with you. What the hell does this mean? nothings! nothings!! and nothings!!!...
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