I was a beautiful angel but then you tore out my heart and tore off my wings now im just an ugly girl, the light no longer shines from my heart.

Once upon a time i was happy like a fairy tale but then everything went black, I'm so close to the edge and I hear you behind me whispering.  Pushing me closer all the time.  Sometimes i think you want me to fall.  To die.

You were supposed to love me, why don't you love me? I know you could never really make me any dirtier than I already am...or could you?

I can't be your fairytale princess, I can't feel love, love is a fairytale, but im damaged so how would I know?

I'm not pure enough to be a part of you, give yourself to me and we can be unpure together.

I dont want to be like you, I don't want to be a racist bastard who feels the need to be jelous of others happiness in knowing who they are, I want to be me.  I am me.  I shall stay this way.  Forever.

Sorry i cant be the girl your mummy would like me to be, but im not perfect, I never will be.

I can't count how many people have followed me down my path.  They all thought my life was great, something they wanted to be.  Now they know that my life is far from a fairytale, but they can't go back because they are now tainted and unpure.  Please don' follow me along my path, create your own path.  Don't become too tainted to turn around and go back, Iknow Icould never go back.  I don't even want to anymore

GET USED TO IT THIS IS ME.

Well i said i wasn't putting a friends part on my site cuz im fed up of people whining that they aint on it.  However i think you deserve a mention seeing as you've been the one picking me off the floor recently.  I want to say thankyou for putting up with my whining and somehow you've had the self reserve not to slap me lol.  I wish the best for you and Stu you deserve to be happy :D

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