What am I to do when I want you? Why was it so that I let you go? Why did I make us part? It just made a huge hole in my heart! I know I made this mistake, but someday I hope you will take me back. You know I love you! I wish I would of told you! I knew before I closed my door. I was scared and I wasn't prepared to what you would say or do! I'm so sorry I ended it. So maybe I just need to be buried in a pit! Then you wouldn't have to ask me why I had to make it be. If I could rewind the time, you would still be mine. Please forgive me and let us be the way we were before I closed my door a few weeks ago. If you say no, then I guess I will just have to let you go. SO PLEASE DON'T SAY NO!

(This poem that I wrote does not have a title or a date that I wrote it on. I think I wrote it sometime back in September of 2003... Once again, this was for a guy that I liked and I wanted him back because we had just broken up and everything. If you have any ideas on what I could name it, please e-mail me. My e-mail is in the "About Me & Contact Info.")

What do you do When you think you Love someone so true? Do you tell them how you feel? Or do you keep them in a seal? Would they cry? Or would they sigh? Or even want to die Because they hate you deep inside? Would they say they love you? Or would they say they hate you? Would they hide their heart? And then leave like a dart? Because they don’t want to get hurt. Or even be thrown in the dirt? What if you just want them by your side? But can’t because they have someone by their side? Do you think they hate you? Do you think they like you? Do you think they love you? What will they say and do? What do you say and do? Would they walk out the door? Does it really matter anymore? Would they still care? Or would they dare To hurt your feelings By them saying that they are seeing Some other human being? Would they call you name behind you back? Or would they act Like you don’t even belong here? What if you just wanted them there For you to hold and care? What if they do care? What if they don’t care? Do they want to go out? How will you ever find out? So how many times will you be hurt before you find your love? Will they float out like a dove? Will you ever find that lover Before you’re a goner? Is this love really true? Do they really love you? Do they really like you? Do they really hate you? What if they aren’t what you thought? What if they get caught With someone so close to you That it makes you want to cry or even die, too? Would they say they will love you forever? Or would they say they hate you forever? Would you get so depressed That you would cause your life to go to rest? Why should they care? What if it just tears us apart And it keeps you from their heart?

(This poem is just a poem I wrote back in May of 2003. I was going through some bad times with a couple of guys I liked. It usually helps for me to write my feelings down on a piece of paper and turn it into a poem like this one!)

My love for you is non-stoppable. You make my life so much adaptable. I am much more capable, To live the life I do, It’s all because of you. If you were not around, There would not be any suns in my skies. Then I would have to die. If something was to happen to this life, I would hope that we would meet again in the after life. I am lucky to have you in my life. You are the love of my life. I wish we could be together all the time, But the time does not allow us to be together. You are like the feather, That floats in the sky on a windy day. You are the wind that lifts me up everyday. Maybe one day, We can be together, okay? You are my dream come true. And hopefully it will stay true. I hope you love me, too. Did I forget to say I love you? I will always be there for you. Even if we split up a time or two. I love you too much to hate you. I wrote this poem for my love who I will stay true to. When I talked to you, I knew I loved you. You may not feel the same, But I will forever remain this way. You are my night and day. You helped me find my way when I was lost. You’ll never know how much your love cost. Hopefully you’ll understand my love for you. I love you and always will be there to comfort you. I hope you realize my love for you, Is the greatest I can give to you.

(This is the first poem I ever wrote. It was for a guy that I liked, but that relationship didn't last long. I wrote it on July 20, 2002!)