Lots of things have changed since my last update. I'm no longer living at Joel's parent's house. I moved in with my former coworker, Chris. His girlfriend lives here most of the time, which is sometimes entertaining and sometimes annoying, because her definition of respect (if she has one) varies from the correct definition. I'll leave it at that, because I'd really rather not go into a rant about it or anything. She's usually alright, but I suppose it's just emotions and the fact that Chris is sometimes careless. Who knows? Anyway, it's been going pretty well. I pay $120 a month as my part of rent, half of the electricity bill, and half of the internet bill. We don't have cable TV, but that's alright because there are plenty of movies and video games to pass time with. I'm no longer working at the hell-hole known as Apple Creek, but I do have a job at Pitney-Bowes, which pays well and has benefits as well. I still have trouble getting Kim out of my mind, but I've at least come to the realization that she's probably not the one for me, as she recently got engaged to Isaac. It's weird because Isaac used to be cool to hang out with, even though he seems to ruin things that I care about rather quickly (it's happened a few different times since I met him (as a freshman in high school I think)). Long story, so I'm not gonna go into it. Basically now I'm just kinda feeling confused about life, but I'll figure something out. I'll always seem to be able to. So....since I probably won't update for a while again...Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and wish me luck! |
I need to find a job as soon as possible. I've had some more interview, still no luck. I can't get Kim off of my mind, but it looks like we might be able to hang out a little bit on my birthday, so hopefully I'll have a job by then so I can afford to do something. I'm gonna try to get Damian, Derek, Joel, Beck, and hopefully some other friends to come along too hopefully, should be fun. Hopefully mini-golf or a movie or something like that, then food at Perkin's. I dunno, I just can't wait because I haven't seen her in a while, and basically I just miss her a lot. I got an early birthday present from Anna, Joel's girlfriend: How to find God: Living Water for Those Who Thirst. I haven't read it too much so far, but it's cool. I've learned a bit that I didn't know, but a lot of it I learned just from the times when I used to go to church with my mom and my stepdad, and also from going to church with Joel and his family. Let's see, we've got a foreign exchange student living here with us now. Her name is Chrissy (not sure on the spelling) and she's from Germany. That's about all that's new. |
A lot of things have changed since my last update. No more girlfriend. Still play D&D, just a lot less often. Still have a job, but it still sucks. Still have a car, and thank God nothing on it has failed just yet. Still have a website and forum, obviously. I failed all my college classes. Don't really know how...I was doing pretty well. I'm alive, I suppose I have that to be thankful for. The girl I'm still in love with is dating another different guy, but it doesn't bother me too much, he's not a terrible guy. I've never really seen him as a good guy, but then again I've never had much time to get to know him. At least he's not a complete ass...but who am I to judge? She never really developed any feelings for me, so obviously I'm not really all that great either. I don't really know. I suppose if I were able to get over her I might be able to move on, but it seems difficult because anytime I hear from her or anything she's doing something new and interesting, sometimes even inspiring. I admire how honest she can be with others, and I kinda wish I could do that. Ever since I can remember, I've always been shy and afraid. I hope one day to get over that. She's told me countless times to say what's on my mind but as soon as I'm talking to someone that's not her I just shut up and keep it all in. It basically just sucks. Basically, in order to get to a point where I can develop feelings for someone, I have to become their friend, and by then it's too late because all my other friends were doing the same thing, only they're better than I am. I try to be a "Jack of all trades" so I can be of use when I'm needed, but who needs me when there's somebody better? Honestly. |
I have a girlfriend. I play D&D at least once a week. I have a job. I have a car. I have a website and a forum. I'm attending college and doing mostly well in most of my classes. I don't have to deal with very many problems at home and most of the time get to watch movies or play video games. The only source of unhappiness in my life is my job, which is incredibly abundant, unfortunately. I really hope I get hired at 451Press. That would make my life incredibly awesome!! Yeah. Awesome. Once summer comes around, my job won't be that bad anymore. I hope spring and summer come soon! |
It seems my website is slowly gaining content. This is a good thing, as it gives me something to do. I've added my weekend away message, because it's basically always the same (work). I've also added a "BS'd" version of the truth of global warming. Fun fun. |
I'm debating whether or not I'm ever going to post anything of significance on this site. If anyone actually visits this page, you should email me and let me know what you think. |
There, I fixed some more stuff. I forgot that HTML is actually kinda fun! |
I think I'm gonna just keep adding tables, eventually making my webpage take hours to load. Oh joy! :) |
I'm writing all of this code myself because I am really, really bored. OMG! |