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Hello, my name is Kaelthiere Worldslayer. I came to Earth seven years ago to get a truth that can save me, instead of that, i did really horrible things to a lot of people. I decided to write the story of my life and to bring it to some people, people who have parts of my personality, to warn them to dont commit tghe same mistakes I ve done and to bring them a future. The meaning of my story is Iam not a hero, iam not savior, iam just a freaking monster, the only one who was evil in all this story. The people I wounded were strong enough and continue with their lifes, now they have a future. Please dont end with your lifes, continue living and be happy as the persons I wounded. Please never give up like them. My death is gonna prove to be evil is NOT the way, in the end Iam just a loser, being evil and emotionless made me a loser. Find peace and happiness in life...and true love for me. Thank you so much.
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Extinction
Forgive me God for all my tresspasses
Iam prisioner in this body
I wanted to fly so high
Forgive me once more
Iam weak, i pretended be a god
But iam just a simple being
Seeking for a truth i came
Unearthed from a foul world
Lost in insanity
Since the beginning i had the truth
I need to save my soulheart
But i was so proud
That i didnt accepted it
No is so late for me
I cant move, my legs are so damaged
My flesh is decayed
My left arm scars are putrid
Iits nerves are destroyed and i cant feel it
My chest is wounded
But i lost a lot of blood
That is open and it does not bleed
I cant bleed
My head is like a storm
And the buzzing fullfills it
Iam crying
The eyedrops cant be count
My hand is wet
There is not rain to cry instead of me
Iam so scared
I wasted my life
I was so evil and cruel
Forggive all my sins
Make them dissapear from my skin
I dont have anything to bring to u
Cuz iam little and nothing
Iam so sorry for the shrouds i provoked
Iam so sorry for all my faults
Iam so sorry for not forgive me
Iam so sorry for not forgiving anyone
Iam so alone contemplating my end
Remembering my forgotten dreams
Wishing to see all the ones i love
The anxiety invades my heart
Iam so calm and quiet
The voices dissapeared
The swarm is inside me
The flutter of its wings doesnt mock me
Everything seems so beautiful
This blue planet
The sound of the waves striking the coast
The stars in the sweet sky
The sound of the leaves moved by the fresh air
The beautiful view of a forest
And the tranquility od the desert
The rain that wash my wounds
The snow the freeze my burning heart
Ive never appreciated this beautiful lands
The light of the moon and stars
Iluminate my path in the romantic night
The sun allows the flowers grow
Each one reminds my songs and curses
Sometimes i wish to sing
If the sun is so annoying
I can always seek a refuge under a tree
And to feel fresh and rested
And thanks for the existence of my dear friends
The songs of the birds in the mornings
Seem so beautiful
It means iam alive for another day
Thanks God for allowing me other day
I wish to be able to run again
So i cna feel the joy of all the creation
So kind and peaceful
A living world
That cries in the rain
And calms us when we are thirsty
That rages in earthquakes, tornados and storms
To warning us about when we do something wrong
The world does not want to kill anyone
Just to show where we should not live
And to remind us, it is strong
And we have to respect it
When it accidentally kill one of us
It cries with frozen tears
The Earth gives a food
A place to live
Wood to warm our fragile body
Thanks God for bringing the humans
A so beautiful and gentile world
From the highest mountain
To the bottom of the ocean
Iam so sad
I wish to have more to time to enjoy it
The nature is a equilibrium
This is my sadness song
Thank for bringing the humans a weak and fragile body
You make they learn the value of life
To dont hurt each other
To feel
To love
To be great when the overcome its limits
Iam so sad about hurting this body
Cuz it is perfect
So complex and simple
Sorry for not taking care of it
For slicing, cutting and hammering
For using acid and fire against it
Thank u for make them fragile
So each human cna protect each other
And for procteting each other
The friendship borns
To teach them that united can reach
All their dreams
Sometimes I wish to be a human
To be fragile but forceful
To be able to love and care
To have hope and dreams
To have faith to believe in miracles
The humans can cry
And know the suffering of others
To console each other
Is so beautiful
When i see them laugh and smile
With tehir friends and soulmates
Sometimes I wish to have a friend
This is my sadness song
Thank for bring the humans a family
A parents to love theri songs
No matter how stubborn and bad are th songs
A brother or a sister
To play and to take care
And to grow together
And become decent and good persons
The discussion and figths does not matter
Thanks for having a family
At least u have one
My entity does not have anyone
Sometimes I wish to see the smile of my sister
I dont care if she is not my sister
Because I love her a lot
Iam sad because I wont protect her anymore
I pray for her welfare and safeness
This is my sadness song
Evrything seems so perfect
To grow up and improve ourselves
And eliminate our imperfections in love
Thank You for bringing the humans a short time span
Thank Your for death
Because death is not a easy exit from our problems
The death is made to learn
The value of our life and the ones we love
The detah is there to remind us
To dont forget to say i love each day
To make the humans to love more each day
Because they can see the ones they love for another day
To say a goodbye
To say you are my best friend
To say i love u
Thank you for allowing me
Another day for writing my last poem
Forgive me for being a coward of life
For desiring to be dead
For forgeting all the ones I love
All the ones the need me
All the ones I need
I wish to have another chance
To live
And love the joy of creation
To spend time with friends
And to love someone
To overcome all the problems
And thEy say I cant believe I figured out them
And to see the ones i love next to me
And think
No, i overcame them
Because i know there is someone that loves me
Forgive me
For thinkig i was alone
And for being selfish
You are always one my side, forgiving me
My nightmares wera always next to me
My songs and curses understood my pain
Iam not alone
Why i feel so alone today?
All the ones I love are here
Accompaining me before my end
Why I cry a lot?
I did a lot of bad things
I betrayed and lied
I was a coward of love
“The love is a lie and a human illusion”
I desire to be a human
To live a lie and illusion
Because is not a lie
Is the most beautiful gift in universe
To have someone to love
To share a beutiful world
To share love with something greater as it
To share a deep feeling
To share the silence
But know that the one next to me loves me
Without words
Just the stars and the great ocean
To iluminate us
To sing a melody
About our deep connection
The world was made to be a tool
To express love
To share the greatess feeling
To share the greatest materpiece
Together
Two persons
A group of friends
The being and the world
The being and God
The parents
The father and the son
The mother and the daugther
The family
The brothers and the sister
In a kind world
In a Insane World
So exhausted
So blind
So sick
So hurted
But I will end this poem
Iam loving and the swarm makes me love more
This is my sadness song
It was a long way
Seven years destroying everyone
Cold and calculated
I broke a lot of souls and hearts
I told u to kill me
But u negated
And i knew it
You are my sweet assasin
You are killing me
But u brought me life
I will throw away my knives
Goodbye Nunsbricelle and Albizia
I dont need you anymore
My void lady took your place
She is my new knive, my sweet assasin
Thank you very much
I cant slow this down
Does life have a sense?
Does all this suffering has a sense?
If all of this was neccesary to reach you
If all of this was neccesary to prove
Real an true love really exists
So i dont have any regrets
This is myn sadness song
I remember all my life
Sometimes I feel that i deserve all of this
Sometimes I feel like in comma
The time is frozen
Somehow I just want to stay there
And have a second chance
To start again and love
Iam sure if I find you again
We are gonna be good friends again
Iam sure if i find you
I will fall in love about you again
I wish all my songs and curses be with me
Next to me waiting my end
To dont be alone
I know your spirits are with me
Bring your hand and let me feel you warm hearts
My life is a delayed bomb
Take everything I have
Because my love brougth me a peaceful end
This is my sad song
I have the remembrances of the ones
Ive wounded
You are my drawings
The only friends i have
Thank you for patience
Thank you for tolerating me
Thank you for trying to understanding me
Thank you for continue talking to me
Each day I cry
Thinking about if the things can be different
I dont want to leave you
Iam so panicked about death
Of no meeting all of you
I want to believe there is a life beyond death
I want to believe i have a soul
And that i will keep it
I wnat to believe there is another world
Where I can wait all of you
I wish to ask for God forgiviness
For chance for entering heaven
For the existence of a peaceful world
Without ailments, without pain
without broken hearts
Where the faith makes the dreams real
If death is just closing the eyes
I wish when i close them
I have many dreams
With all of you
Happy and laughing
Enjoying life
What we deserve
With the ones we love
I wish to be in that world with all of you
Where we can be happy
Where I cant fail you again
I dunno, I started to pray
To pray for your safeness
My entity begs God to protect all of you
To helps you
To helps you to find love
To helps you to find a meaning
For all this insanity
To encourages you when you are down
To encourages you
To acomplish your dreams
To give you dreams
To give you a dream
Because Iam not God
I wanst able to help you
I wanst able to give you a future
I wasnt able to cure your achen heart
And I pray for more persons in the world like you
Instead of me
because iam not perfect
At least allow me
That my spirit be close of all of you
Healing all of you
Bringing all of you air
Birnging all of you freedom
Bringing all of you perfect love
Let me stay
Let me wait her in the other side
Twilight
Allow me wait her
And kiss her once
Just once and the I will accept the judgement
I will wait all of you
To meet all of you personally
But i wont abandon you
Continue living
Refresh your life
I will be next to you
Make mey sacrifice valuable
For eternity with the hope of meeting all of you
Sometimes I pray
That my death takes all your pain
Take all your problem
And gaves you a new opportunity
Glad i will accept
Inside me I know
The only thing I wanted is to love
Flashbacks of my past actions
Memories of a heartless mind
Pretending to dont love and feel
In the end love overwhelms me
Deep inside my heart i knew it
I knew the truth of this world is love
Love is not human, love is divine
Why it took so long to accept it?
Seven years is a sigh
And I want to scream
I have friends!
I have someone to love!
I have people who cares about me!
I care about people!
And I have someone special who owns my heart!
Dont cry for me
I will prove with my death
The bad way I took is the worse
Dont suffer what I suffer
Is not late
Is not late
Truly is not late
Dont fear, I walked the path for all of you
And you know what is gonna happen
This is my sad song
The song of the Goodbye and thank you
Yes, all of you are unique
And special
Forgive this mosnter
And be happy
Live
Love
I love you all
 
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