i just knew how it would be, i mean god it really doesnt take an einstein.....
2 Expert witnesses with their false smiles , rushed questions and constant scribbling. Independant did you say lol.....ok , i" ll believe you, il trust you with my innermost thoughts, fears, asperations, loves of my life....do i really have to do this ???
your a complete and utter stranger to me , cant you just give me a few minutes to feel comfortable ? i mean.i.......WHERE WERE YOU BORN ?
WHERE YOU "SMACKED" AS A CHILD ? WERE YOUR RELATIONSHIPS DYSFUNCTIONAL PERHAPS.???....HMMMM,...BROTHER ? MOTHER ? FATHER ? (Hey il find out anyway i have your medical files)...WERE YOU ABUSED OR WERE YOU ABUSIVE ? DO YOU HAVE ANY MEDICAL CONDITIONS.....??? DO YOU DISAPLINE YOUR CHILDREN ? HOW ?..... ARE YOU CONSISTANT ? ...DO YOU FAVOUR YOUR YOUNGEST ??? (mmmmm....not giving me much here.....) ANY EVENTS THAT STICK OUT IN YOUR MIND ?......OH......HMMMM
OF COURSE , TOTALLY UNDERSTAND......(gotcha )
scratching away at his pad , the pound signs swimming around in his mind ?? now what did the that nice man say on the phone today ................ahhhhhh thats it!.. this ones to be labeled with something weird and hard to follow...sort it out later, hmmmm il just get the initial background out of the way can work on it later.....il keep her here for an extra hour , give her a couple of standard tests thatll keep her busy an bulk out my report some more......gosh if the patients only knew what easy money this is.......they need to realise of course that this is for the best, the child should be placed elsewhere........shes single (not good ) and disabled of course, (speaks for itself sadly)....but what can "she" possibly offer the poor boy.....and shes on er....benefits, (good god)
she looks ok, but then again they do dont they.....bet she mollicoddles him.
dr i want you to know that i love my children, would never ever hurt them in any way.........(oh no......here comes the water works, wheres the flaming tissues.....shes obviously emotionally unstable, better be nice to her...)
im just praying for august to come and go.....august 07 will change my life in so many ways.....
the family courts within their shroud of secrecy will decide if my son will stay with me or not......oh dont worry people i havent touched a hair on his head nor would i ever in the future. but you see if they decide to take my son from me i will never be able to tell anyone about it.....they call it a gagging order, an injunction they put on the parents to stop them from going to the press, so that no-one knows what lies are told.
my son , if he is taken will be taken on the strength of probability, this means that if in their opinion their is likely to be abuse of any form in the future , they will make their opinion known. the ss must walk around with crystal balls strapped to their backsides as they may as well be saying i will be run over by a bus.......or i will join a convent of duck lovers from googoo land.
no one can predict such things, no-one should try to when it can result in inevitable fostercare or care home. mind you the more children they snatch from loving families the more their paychecks rise. quite an incentive for the ambitious social worker hmmm....my son has autistic spectrum disorders, he has been diagnosed but they fight against the diagnosis. they accuse me of fabrication lol.....nothing could be further from the truth.
i will have my day and be exonerated as i have done nothing wrong.
christmas eve, ay!!! merry christmas all.....had visit from independant education psychologist, she saw my son. Said in her opinion on his scores and her conversation with him he has aspergers and severe ocd/tourettes.....let the LEA stuff that up their jacksy....i so hate them all for what they have done to us....my sons have suffered , i have suffered, so they could save a few quid.they now insist on psychological assessments of myself, (bring it on).....im not rattled, ive coped the best way i possibly could with a son that has needed a lot of care and guidance 24/7, but ive done it.....without their help.they want another expert to assess my son (bring it on).....see we have absolutely nothing to fear!!! we have been truthful throughout.where-as the local authority are going to look so damn stupid....
