Dear Friends

  I'm sorry to say that my hoMePage is stiLL unDer Construction and is Not Yet Ready.. but feel free to look around first. Let me know if you have any suggestions ya.. to add your suggestions, click on "My everday thoughts" on the left panel then add in your suggestions in the TAG Board on the right of the page. Thank You.

kNow aboUt e Lady of thiS site first...

Are you ready??

thEn we sHaLL bEgIn...

Her name is JiLLiAn Teo HuiLun standing 1.61M taLL and weighing 44Kg .(Not sure if she has grown any taller or put on weight) A fun-LoviNg Saggittarius who never fails to seek fun and bring smiles to people.Loves to smile.. but lately with abit of difficulty. EnJoys Eating, Sleeping, Poems, Dreams, and imaginating... Loves to be in a WoRlD of her own too.

The Lady SpEaKs...

I remember first seeing my mum's gynaecologist on the 12th of December, Year 1984. To tell you, he was really mean. He held me up by my tiny legs, and started spanking my little butt.. keke..Felt really HopElEss then..Geez..I'm just a playful little girl.. who doesn't wish to grow up. I wanna meet Peter Pan who will take me to Never Never Land!! hahaha...Can you believe these coming out of a Alomst-Stepping-Out-Of-Her-Teenage-Years Lady??

PuSh mE dowN.. aNd i'LL stiLL sTaNd UP!!

I'm just a simple girl who uSeD tO bE like a clown to lots.. cRaCkinG theM uP .. cHeErInG thEm oN .. dOiNG sIllY sTuFf.. sMiLe n sMiLe n sMiLe.. LauGh n LauGH n LauGH.. aLwAys paIseH easiLy.. aLwayS cOvEr faCE.. EasiLy iNfluEncEd .. fUn-lOvInG.. eAsY-GoInG (uNlEss yOU mAdE mE haTe you).. blahblahblah ... keke.. mY oLd oR cLoSe fReNds wiLL reAliSe aLL thEsE facToRs.. bUt wOw.. sUffErEd a Really gREat BloW gUess cAuSeD bY mY oWn plaYfUlnEsS , dUmbNeSs anD rAshNeSs thAt haS wiPeD thE smIles, laUghTer ,duMbnEss aNd FuN ouT oF mE.. gEeZ..I waS so COnfUSed anD depReSSeD.. nOt knoWing whIch dIrEcTiOn To hEad.. So lOSt aS iF iN a BlAck hOle, iN a BoTtoMless piT whEre i wAs aLL bY myseLf..sUffEriNg dEep... bUt HeY gUeSs waT..tHiNk i'M regAinInG mY facToRs baCk aS thE dAys paSseS aNd tHe mAdnEss iN mE is stArtinG to bUild uP aGaIn, pRoviDeD No oNe cOmes iN mY wAy maN.. REalIsed i Can OnlI bUilD mYseLf uP n SAve waTeveR i haV Left wiTh mY owN sInCeRiTy aNd bELiEf To do So... tHAnks To All tHat hAs suPpOrtEd mE aLoNg tHe wAy.. I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN, I CAN STAND UP ONCE AGAIn ON MY OWN, AND I KNOW THAT I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO MEND, AND EVERYTIME I FEL AFRAID I HOLD TIGHTER TO MY FAITH AND I LIVE ONE MORE DAY AND I MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN!!

-=GooD oLd sChooL daYs=-

Nanyang Primary School has left me with Loads of WonderfuL and silly memories.. Back then, we were so young, so naive and innocent. Geez.. Those were the good old days with parties.. trips.. stay-overs.. performances and stuff. Not to BRAG but i believe i've had a WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE during my primary school days which i think not MANY would have the chance to experience at such young age. Heez.. It was also then when Puppy LOve Came into the Picture. FiRsT LoVe~~ geez.. ANd my Dad was always making about it.. 

Entered Bukit Panjang Governmnet High after that with a whole new start. Gosh.. everything was so different. The Type of people, the Language they speak(Chinese n Malay), the school system, the style, the attitude n moods of the people there.. Oh Man.. i could just Die!! heez.. guess i just wasn't used to it at all.. my Pri Sch friends were like aLL ENgLish Speaking.. they had really good temper and moods.. they were all so Joyful so Crazy.. REally missed them then. Maybe i've gotten so Used to them.. Anyway, as time went by.. i had a few REally CLose friends. you can say that.. at that time, especially towards girls, i can be rather unfriendly. It will take time for me to be your close friend and when i regard you as one, I would stand by you no matter what.. How funny is that. hahaha... I used to put my friends priority even more than"Boy-friends" until Joel Came along. hahaaa.. hey you can't blame me. IN the past.. i wasn't really into the BGR thingy.. ahahaha.. anyway.. SEC school was MADNESS for me..hahaha.. WOW... the Crazy us doing all sorts of SILLy STUFF... doing all the wrong things and yet still defending ourselves in such a dreadful manner. haahaa.. We were still so young then... and yet thinking we have all grown up and old enough to do this and that...keke.. the trouble we got ourselves into... and everything man.. How i REALLY MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL SOOOO MUCH!! THE teachers were all so nice to me except for some me and Jane really Hate!! hahahaa... The things we did will really sooo CRAZY... doing stuff we shouldnt .. teasing..playing pranks.. scaring.. hiding.. ah ahhaha.. okok.. SWEET MEMORIES never to be forgotten.

Okay.. currently studying Info-Comm Technology under EEE  in Singapore PoLy.. The people there are really friendly.. and i realised that the GUYS are REALLY very hard working!! A few CLOSE friends frm sp is enough for me and i'm also Glad that i'm able to see some old friends around. I Like School with my friends around but i Hate lessons!! hahahhaa... guess ever since i forwarded my modules which landed me in different classes, i no longer have the mood to go for classes. How sad is that.. geez.. guess i'm gonna Drop out soon.

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