6.30.2008
So I haven't updated in like forever. My life really isn't that interesting so there really isn't much to update. Anywho, I guess I could share a few exciting things that's happened in the past couple weeks. I'm not a big drinker (well, to tell the truth, I rarely do it) but the other night I drank at my friend's graduation party. It was fun because she lives like, two doors away from me so it's not like I was going to drive home or anything. But what made it weird/interesting was that my parents were there too. My sister and I spent half the night trying to hide the drinks from my parents before they figured out what we were doing. Apparently we weren't doing a pretty good job hiding eachother's drinks. What was even weirder was my parents were all "you better only be having one" where my friend's mom was all "i need some one to help get rid of all this alcohol!"...? Weird, right? So I'm officiall a college gall. Well, I start classes in the fall but I am officially registered and have my room mate and dorm and ahh i can't wait! She's a big partier which is kindof an ehh situation for me but i hope it'll be fine. I finally get to take a vacation! I know summer is one big vacation, but when you're working every day of the week for the good portion of the day that the sun is out, you can't really call it a vacation. I'm going up to my friend's cabin with three of my closest friends and her mom. Which should be a blast. I am making it my goal to come back looking like I'm a Native American or something. Hello Banana Boat tanning lotion.
Is it just me that has to sing the song my Gwen Stefani when i spell the word banana?
6.11.2008
I love how my hair feels right now. How it's so smooth running my hands through it feel like touching satin. It's surprising how good it feels, considering I'm in chlorine 90% of the time. I hope I can hang out with him today. :D Why does life have to be so complicated? You know those Easy buttons they sell at Best Buy? I wish I had one of those -- of course they'd be real, and not those lame fake ones that make buzzing sounds and what not. Gah. I hate when I feel like I'm musically deprived but it's like none of the bands I listen to interest me right now. I'm finding a few new bands that are alright for the moment I guess. Like when you're craving something but there is NO TRACE of it in your house but you end up finding something that has sort of the same value as the thing you want super bad. It's not the thing you want, but it satisfies you none the less. Even if it's for a moment or two. Bah. I really miss him. I've never texted so much before him. Which I can't tell if it's pathedic or now. I wish I hung out with more smart people like him. He's my little jute-box. Just the other day we were out at dinner and a song came out of the ceiling and he automatically blurted out the name of the song, artist, and year it was recorded. Music freak much?! I can't tell if I love him or not. It's such a delicate subject for me. The L word. I want it to be important to me when I say it, but, the tough thing is, I don't know when that important moment will be. I don't know how i'll be able to tell when I'm seriously in love with him or not. He's trying hard not to say it; for my sake, to keep the presure off me.
Where is my easy button when I need it?
BAM. New thing right here because Q! is being a you-know-what. Anyway, I'm starting to love this place more than Jamba, and I LOVE Jamba. -nods-
I want to dance naked right now. Thank you FTSK.
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