Kagome and her Feelings
Inuyasha was injured that dear, delicate night,
And if you listened hard enough,
You may, you just might,
Hear someone weeping from neither close nor far,
Someone right next to him,
Yet really miles away,
Not speaking a word, because, at that moment,
What was there left to say?
She had tried to stop him, she really had,
He wouldn't have done it
If he had been human clad.
But he still transformed into someone unknown;
This wasn't Inuyasha,
This was more like his clone.
Then, suddenly, from nowhere,
A voice broke into her thoughts:
"Kagome..."
She quietly said,"Inuyasha, do not speak...
There is nothing left to say."
"Kagome," he continued, through her many tears,
"My love for you will always
Be very clear.
It's not like Kikyo, it's justy not the same.
She shared my misery, but you share my happiness.
Kagome, all I want to explain
To you is: Kagome, I love you,
For all eternity and time."
I hope this explains Kagome's feelings
And thoughts in this little rhyme,
And always hope to not end up
Like someone else,
For although this night was sad,
To Inuyasha and Kagome,
This night was the best...
Maybe
My name is Kikyo.
My heart, people think,
Is tainted with woe.
Sometimes I believe them myself.
Since I shall always be sad,
So it is besides the point to go
On smiling and that is that.
What is my goal in life, you may ask?
My goal is not in life, but in death.
And my goal is not
To be put to rest.
I once fell in love.
It was foolish of me...
And yet before, he was the fool;
Not I, but he.
Why I changed my mind so quickly
I can only guess.
Perhaps it is because back then,
I blamed myself and he,
But now that I know better,
I can believe I have two goals.
Because in my life,
I know this girl who plays two important roles.
One is Inuyasha's lover,
The other is a mere person.
Someone like me because...
She is my reincarnation.
But she is nothing like me,
Do you understand?
Perhaps you do,
But I now take a stand
To make Inuyasha remember that I was someone
Who captured his heart, filled up his mind.
To him I was always so kind, but then
One day, Naraku came.
Onigumo, I knew, was
In the past, his name.
He wanted revenge for when I
Rejected his love.
Crushed our bond the way
Inuyasha used to crush doves.
So now my first goal is to murder
Naraku, the villain,
And the second is to stay with
Inuyasha forever,
As our hearts melt
Completely together.
Yet his heart belongs
To that girl, Kagome.
She is something like an enemy,
What more can I say?
Maybe, just maybe,
One day his mind will stay on me,
Just me and me alone.
Not on Kagome, who
Would never have sewn
Her way into his heart
If not for that well
That rings in my mind
Just like a bell.
Thoughts
In my head, thoughts are swirling.
In my mind, my life is unfurling.
Complete yet incomplete.
Done yet undone.
This is a wish, a dream, a destiny.
In my mind, all that blinds me is sun.
My mind has many thoughts,
Yet none at all.
My head hurts,
Just like I've banged it on a wall.
My mind has been
Swallowed by emptiness.
This is something I should have seen.
He's in love with her,
She's in love with him.
Their cup of love
Is filled far above the brim.
They have something true,
They have never fought.
They shared dreams
And they shared thoughts.
The two of us are the same being.
We share the same dreams
And even the same feelings.
Like our longing to be
With Inuyasha,
And I thought we had love,
But then, he kissed her
Before my eyes.
And I felt like
I had to say good-bye.
But then he spoke like
He loved me and all loneliness
Was gone, as well
As all of my sadness.
I soon realized it was
Hard for him to give up Kikyo.
It would be difficult,
And also slow.
His feelings must be mixed in together.
Yet I know we shall
Both be in his heart forever.
So now I rest with both our hearts in his mind.
Yet still I wish for
Reasons unknown that...
He could just be mine.
Kirara
I was given to Sango when she was very small.
I was raised outside and slept in a basket near the wall.
Little did she and I know that one day
Our loved would have to go away.
Like her father, the one who brought me to her,
Yet I know we'll always be together.
You can never forget great friends,
Even throigh your odds and ends.
So now we have but one mission,
It's not a mission, but a longing, a passion.
To kill Naraku, the horrible beast,
Because he let his huge demons feast
On the people in our village, our little town
Where love will still always be spread around.
We've made friends along the way.
We've made new friends day by day.
We now have terrific friends, like Kagome,
Who shall forever have something kind to say.
Or Inuyasha,
Who is what people would call "a halfa".
He does have temper problems, it's true,
But he can be someone kind to you.
We also have friends like Miroku, the monk,
The womanizing, lecherous monk.
He has problems and sometimes gets wild,
Asking women to bear his child.
So now we must be on our way,
Sango and I riding the winds each passing day.
A Shoyru
A Shoyru I always wanted,
A Shoyru with big bright eyes.
A Shoyru either red as fireplaces
Or as blue as the skies.
But now instead,
I do not have the pet of my choice.
And sometimes deep within my head
I hear a tiny nagging voice.
Exploring Neopia, I see
That everyone has
A magnficent Shoyru.
Everyone, of course, except for me.
But now that I appreciate
These four pets that I have
A fantastic Shoyru
I still wish to create.
Captured Heart
He was someone who captured my heart,
Someone who I thought would always be lost,
Deep in the heart of darkness,
It seems like he's lost in the frost.
I longed for him to kiss me,
Anything like an embrace,
Everytime we meet,
He stares at my face.
Could it be a new love?
Could it be that he loves me?
If it truly and really is,
Then I long for him to see
That a love is true and shall always
Be found in hearts and minds
And that love, yes, all true love
Shall be found in different kinds.
Our love is a sacred love,
As gentle and delicate
As a beautiful dove.
A love is a longing,
A love is a dream,
A love is the longest river,
A love is the clearest stream.
One day, in his eyes I could see.
A beautiful longing
For someone like me.
I cannot describe what happened next.
He came down from that tree,
He jumped down
Oh, so gracefully.
Came over to me and said something pure.
It was like a dream,
Yet it was real, I can be sure.
He said that he loved me.
He said it so true.
He said:"I deeply and truly
Shall forever love you."
Sometimes he can be moody,
Temperamental most of the time,
Yet now I understand "The Ladder of Love",
Which he and I slowly climb.
We are not famous, that I know,
But soon the world shall know our names:
Inuyasha and Kagome, and what about true love?
Well, the world shall know that true love is our game.
The Girl Who Overcame Time, and the Boy Who was Just Overcome
Kagome is my name.
My little brother's is Sota.
I also live with my mother
And my very ancient grandpa.
My grandfather used to make
Fake Shikon Jewels, or Jewels of Four Souls.
He said there'd been a real one,
While I thought these myths were just empty holes.
I have a cat;
His name is Buuyo.
When he wants to be,
He can be a greedy fellow.
I was chasing Buuyo
On a fateful day.
I fell down a well!
What can I say?
I felt several arms pull on me and it was a giant centipede.
Somehow I produced a barrier.
I more amazingly,
I somehow repelled her.
I saw a boy; a very strange boy,
With dog ears atop his head.
He was pinned to a tree by an arrow,
Which pierced through his kimono of red.
A spear was suddenly thrown at me,
Barely missing my head.
Several more spears were thrown and --
"Someone's in the forest of Inuyasha!" a strange voice said.
I was bound by strong arms
And a great length of rope.
Now their main priestess, Kaede,
Was my only hope.
The priestess let me free for some reason,
I do not know why.
I could not think anything,
But I felt like I would cry.
Let me describe Kaede:
She heaved many great sighs.
She wore two colours: white and red;
And an eyepatch over one eye.
Kaede took me back;
Back to her hut,
Where she made some stew
With vegetables she cut.
Mistress Centipede came back,
Aimed her many arms at me.
I ran away into the forest
And to "Inuyasha's Tree".
The boy; he had awakened.
He kept calling me Kikyo.
I told him I was Kagome,
But about my name he was slow.
He told me to pull the arrow out,
Told me it was my only hope.
The centipede's arms bound me,
Just as that morning, I'd been bound by rope.
I pulled out the arrow,
Just as he said.
Quick work he made of Mistress Centipede,
Not a speck of blood landing on his kimono of red.
He told me to hand over the jewel,
Said it was "useless for a human like me."
All I could say was:
"He isn't the hero? EEE!"
Does He Love Me?
When he hugs me...
Does it sting?
Does it hurt and does it burn?
Does he even feel a thing?
Does he love me?
It seems like he does,
But is it really true?
It seems he's trapped between...
Trapped between us two.
How did it happen?
Why is this what I'm thinking?
Does he think about it, too?
In his thoughts,
Is there an inkling
About what could have been with her?
Does he really want me?
When he looks at me,
What does he see?
Is it true?
I love him,
But does he love me?
Looking at her,
What does he see?
I would give my life for him
Without a single thought.
But remember, Inuyasha...
Neither of our loves can be bought.
Emotionally Distressed
I will push,
But only if necessary.
I push people less
Than they push me.
I was thrown
To one side,
But all I do
Is hide.
Don't show your hands,
Your arms, your face
To me no more;
I'm leaving this place.
Pass the torch up,
Then throw me down,
I don't care,
I'm turning around.
Going back
To the main land.
All I have
Are my bare feet and hands.
Thousands of rivers
For me to sail,
So I leave,
Hoping my courage will prevail
I may fall,
I may wither,
But your face will still be
The only thing that makes me shiver.
I'm heading somewhere
That you can't go,
Where slow is fast
And fast is slow,
Where flowers bloom
In mid-winter,
Where the sun shines
All day long,
Where wrong is right
And right is wrong,
But you've scarred me for life.
These scars on my heart
Just won't go away,
You've done your part,
Just leave now, okay?
All I am now
Is emotionally distressed;
Right now I don't care
How I look or dress.
So don't follow me,
Don't come now unless
You now understand that
I'm emotionally distressed.
When all Hope is Lost
When all hope
Is totally gone
And your heart
Is totally torn,
You may cry,
You may plead,
You may still
Try to succeed,
You hold nothing
In your hands,
You're an outsider
To these lands,
You try to belong
But you just can't,
Every taste in your mouth
Has gone bland,
The floor's completely
Stained with blood,
Outside there is
A horrible flood,
When flowers can
No longer bloom,
When there is
No sun or moon,
You cannot hide,
You cannot run,
There is no light
From the sun,
Then you sit
And you wonder:
How did you get through
The earthquakes and thunder?
You made it through
The wind and fire,
Everyone around you
Is considered a liar,
You don't know the truth,
The world is a lie,
All you can do
Is sit there and cry.
Then, just then,
Not before, not after,
Can you gain my
Sympathy forever.
Secrets
You feel left out
From the world,
You feel pushed out
Into the cold.
Nobody ever
Tells you the truth:
They say they adore you,
Even say that you're cute.
Your hopes are raised
Only to fall again
It's always your truth
They have to bend.
You wonder why
And wonder how
They've always fooled you;
Before and now.
A tear falls
And more tears flow,
But the crying
Will come and go.
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