I am an actress. I am a painter. But, more than that, I am a writer. A poet. I'm the type of person you see who is mesmerized by time and space and feels captivated by a universe unknown. I'm the type of person who grasps to the unseen.

However, more than the reaches of artistic visions of colors and sounds and words that seem unrealistic I hold onto something more. My other site artizticvizions which you were just on was all about the artizticness however, that was too many "mys" I am not reaching anybody by that site, so I had this idea... Beyond the grasps of an artistic soul there is something more.

So, in creating this website I thought, what is my purpose? Is it to share my poetry? Or my paintings? Stories? Songs? Photography? Plays? No. It reaches beyond that, beyond my yearning to be artistic and become famous for MY interests.

I have you captivated by now, I do believe. So, travel with me, beyond the artistic soul, BEYOND all space and time, lose yourself to the only vision of color and truth you will ever desire to know. Beyond all, there is something more, larger than time, larger than space, lose yourself to this reality....

The soul it yearns. Step outside your door at night, feel the tears on the wind. Our world is hurting. The tears of abuse, the tears of neglection, the tears of a million different futures that could lead them gone, the tears, ultimately of death. But, then, see the joy. What is the difference you ask yourself? We all suffer from tears I'll tell you, nothing is ever perfect but, some, if only a small group, has rediscovered their purpose for being here.

The people, who might hurt you, might call you names, make fun, abuse, whatever are hurting as much as you. There is something beyond this existance. Beyond these tears.

Now, go outside again and look at the stars. I don't know about you, but for me something magical plays on the moon, the stars twinkle with some kind of delight. Don't you feel the magic? This takes you beyond time and space, you see that something is larger than all in this world.

This something, well, it heals. It is the most unseen yet seen force ever. Okay, you are thinking,she's gone off the deep end. But, I haven't I'm trying to bring you to a point of realization. This force which I will call it for a little bit takes you beyond the pains. You cry out, the force listens. You beg, the forces will answers. Just ask, a sign will be given.

So, now, you either think she's gone way on the far side, or you are so fasicnated to hear this. I am going to provide to you now, qaulities that the force pocesses

Qaulities:

Mainly, beyond everything the force pocesses love.

Love sometimes though leads to stern correction and yes, jealousy

But, this love, well, even when jealous even when correcting is loving

However, the force wants you to come to it.

No matter what the force sees you

It is real, it is very real.

Now, who or what is this force you are wondering? Well, go to my next page, and I will reveal whom this force is. Don't be hesitant I know you are fasicnated

The Reveiling

The revealing I know you have stuck around for. Before I say this, I want you to stay. Don't leave when I say the word, please, I have found only life through this word, can you chance it to accept it?

Before I say this, I want you to look outside. Glance around, look at anything you hold dear, by chance? Not by any means. Just consider this. If you are ready to learn more proced to the next page, and by no means feel afraid, it's running to the arms of love.

So, this force, this life that has penetrated all I thought I knew and overtook my soul (it sounds bad but it's not, its freeing) is one word that will chance your existance, will override the tears, bring joy... be your hope and love, your only place to run.

Jesus, is the force's name. You've probably heard this a billion times, but you see, I can only go by personal experience and He has over given to me. He is my shoulder when I need to cry. He answers when I'm calling. He alone is my strength when I am weak. Without Him I would be gone at this moment, my life has no meaning without Him.

Now, if that meant anything, by any means to you, precedd to this last page and please, I plead with you, don't be hesitant, new life awaits you! It can be as simple as going to the next page and listening to that tug at your heart.

"Come all who are hungry and I will fill them come all who are thristy for you will be no more."

- Jesus

If you are thirsty, hungry, or just worn out of this life you know you need something more Jesus is going to supply. Ask Him, let Him beocme your Lord.

If you believe, if you are on this page God wants you, He wants everyone but He is calling. Don't resist. Take this!

If you believe Jesus is Lord, if you want more, if you believe God is the maker of all. I ask you to call out.

Just pray this prayer

Dear Jesus,

Become my supply. Become my life. I know I'm a sinner, you are God. Lord, I give up, I need you.

Please come into my heart. In your name I ask it

Amen

If you just said that prayer and meant it you are saved! Jesus loves you. If you just said this prayer for the first time or even rededicated yourself I ask you to e-mail me at artinmyheart@hotmail.com or use the form below. If you have any questions before you make this step I ask you to do the same thing, use the form or e-mail at artinmyheart@hotmail.com

Don't be hesitant to write me, I would LOVE to talk to you about this step in your life.

Please, I beg of you, don't wait another second to make this choice, God has been waiting for you your entire life, He loves you.