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How InspiR3ing...

Friday, 23rd Nov,2007

I tried to come out with new concept designs for my client's company... I was supposed to come out with new brand conceptualization design...However, I can't seem to get inspiration lately. Other things just keep running through my mind instead. This is so amusing. Everytime I want to focus on this particular design subject, I just keep getting ideas of other things. When I want to get ideas of other stuff, I can't seem to break the train of thoughts for this design subject. The brain is a weird machine, isn't it? It's like it's so rebellious and you can't control what it thinks of or imagine... *rolls eyes* Well, I thought since I had thought about these things, why not blog it down? No harm or damage done, right? Haa...

How InspiR3ing - The Guide To A "Zero-Sum" Life.. (Part II) ...

Emotions

You feel Happy because you decided to think that you had gained something in which you think you should feel that way.

You feel Sad because you decided to think that the people round you made you feel that way.

You feel Bored because you decided to think that you had to blend in with how the crowd is feeling around you.

You feel Desperate because you decided to think that everyone around you has got something which you don't.

You feel Hurt because you decided to think that you had lost some "non physical" attribute to that person who had done something to you.

You feel Lonely because you decided to think that everyone around you was talking like old friends and you are not part of them.

You feel Loved because you decided to think that someone had shown concern for you.

You feel Vexed because you decided to think that you had many problems and you don't have any solutions.

So... if you understand what I mean...

You feel because you think...

Therefore,

If you don't think of anything, then you don't feel anything.

Am I not a genius? Hee...

// Jotted Down@ 1240 A.M
By David

Memories of StarDust...

Sunday, 11th Nov,2007

A Man who do not know he possessed royal blood,
A Lady who fell from the sky watching the world,
Both who never knew what the future holds.

My first impression of Stardust wasn't very good. I just pass it off as another fairytale which had no meaning until tonight. If the movie was trying to move me, it had definitely succeeded.

Tristan was a fine man who never knew what real love meant. He just thinks in order for love to be his, he has to prove it by doing something. But then again, if one does so much just to prove that he loves her, what has the other party done to prove that she loves her just as much?

Yvaine was a lady who watched the world for many centuries as a star before falling to earth. She never knew love was unpredictable, so much so until she met and fell in love with Tristan. She had watched the world fight ugly wars,with its lies and hatred. But the most beautiful thing in the world? Love. Yes. If only more people would care about it and stop fighting over meaningless things, this world would have been a better place to live in.

You need to grow up in order to understand love. Love is not just what you think it is. You can't choose the person you love based on his talents and his looks at that moment. You don't choose that person just because he's the nearest available one with talent and good looks at that point in time. You don't choose a person just because you know he will become the anchor of envy of everyone else around you.

Love is not decided just by the things people do. You can't buy love. Even if someone says he would go to Egypt to get a ring for you and ask you to marry him. You can't say yes just because he went all the way and did that.

Love is unconditional. Love is about giving all you have to the one you love without expecting anything back in return.

Love takes courage; courage to protect the one you love, even when you know that you are afraid and the odds are against you. And you will do all it takes to make sure he or she doesn't get hurt and not abandon him or her in the dangerous place alone.

Love is realisation ; realise that when your loved one is in danger, you will risk it all when you don't even know whether someone can be trusted to help you and you might be killed in the end.

This beautiful movie has and definitely will enlighten the crowds of many about love. Definitely...

// Jotted Down@ 0240 A.M
By David

Suddenly... Lost in the Maze of Life...

Friday, 09th Nov,2007

I went to Suntec today. Although I sent my resume to them, they wrote the timings below for the walk in interview so I thought it might be better to go down as well. However, when I reached there at 0330PM in the HR Admin Office, the staff told me that all the positions have been filled up. I was so energetic until they told me that. I felt like a loser,like a strong gust of wind had knocked all my self confidence away. I felt so empty. I don't know why I feel that way. Dejectedly, I spent the rest of the day in the Orchard Library.

As I browsed through the sections, I re-read some of the books which I had completed reading half a year ago. Somehow, I grew emotionally attached to asian literature. They have thrown me into deep thoughts. They were beautiful in their own way.

All the books written by Low Kay Hwa are so sad. They do not have fairytale endings. The lovers were never together. They always ended up separating after being reunited after a short time. The ending was always so tragic. Sometimes, I could not help but wonder why the man up there would want to separate couples who are so in love with each other. They were so happy and satisfied with each other. Yet, the worst scenario happens. And one of them never lives.

Life is like a game. You play fair but they don't. I think maybe that's why God wants us to treasure each and everyone who comes along our way. I haven't really learnt how to do so yet but give me time and I will try.

"You will never learn how to treasure what you have until you really lost them... "

Hopefully, I will learn how to treasure every one who comes along my way before God deprives me of that chance.

// Jotted Down@ 0939 P.M
By David

Job Hunting...

I received an email on the latest available jobs for the day from JobsCentral.com.sg and I found out that Suntec Convention Centre is hiring staff for a Sports and Fitness Exhibition from 22nd - 25th Nov. It is from 0830AM - 0700PM. Well, it looks promising. I think I shall go down for a walk-in Interview at the HR Office at Level 1 today. Afterall, I worked at Suntec just not too long ago right? *Roll eyes* Haha. ( Boring...ZzZ but who cares? I got nothing to do anyway)

I think I can make it for the 2-5 PM slot only though. Hmmmm... (Hopefully, by writing here, on this special blog which I believes bring me good luck....Seriously... Lady Good Luck can help me clinch the job.)

*Grins* Well, Off i go.... Will be back to update on the results...Haa. Byebye.... (^-^)

// Jotted Down@ 0959 A.M
By David

The Truth About Guys... A guy's perpective...

Thursday, 08th Nov, 2007

Every guy in this world has dreams, shaped constantly by the things happening around them. No matter how hard they try to push some things out of their hearts, the past returns and memories haunt them.

What we do not say, it does not mean it is not going to happen. What we choose not to do, it does not mean we just give up and let it go. What we do not show, it does not mean we are void of emotions.

Every thing that a guy tries to treasure will remain the things which will require a great deal of courage to protect. The hope will burn brightly or come to freeze depending on all the little things which affects how the mind thinks.

We choose to keep it in our hearts because we want to give people joy. We choose to sacrifice because we do not want people to live in a world of blues. We choose to care because we want to share.

When time has gone too fast, the world has been drowned in chaos, it is only understandable that we get thrown into confusion.

Different signals form complicated perpectives and thoughts. Simple actions turns into complex messages. Even if we try to decipher the codes, we might just end up with more puzzles. Much more like questions which just multiply and answers which continue to divide.

What do we do?

// Jotted Down@ 0315 P.M
By David

Knot in your heart...

Wednesday, 07th Nov, 2007

Life was once so free for you
A peaceful world where you lived in joy
But he came to take away everything you had
All he did is just to come and go away
All the time
So I wrote this song
Wishing away all your pain

Everytime I found you
Tears have flooded eyes with a
Knot in your heart
I dont know Why
I had to untie it again

Time and time
You were hurt
Baby, I dont want to see you
Crying again
Take my hand
You'll be alright
I promise to let you smile

I wish we met in the early days
Where I could have
Bring you brighter days
Promises he made
Had not been kept to you, i know.
I wanna do
Everything I can do
To win Your heart.
So I use my hands
To shape you back again

// Jotted Down@ 1145 P.M
By David

New Found Life...

Monday, 05th Nov, 2007

Im bacccccck.... After so long, I haven't had time to update this scrapbook. Haha. Its getting dusty here. *wipe wipe*

I feel so refreshed after being released from the army for two years... My creativity had been restrainted until now.. Finally, I get to work my creative juice. Most importantly, after returning from the Brunei Trip, I discovered my future. I know what I want accomplish, I know what I want to study and I know what to do to make my life better than before. And to start off the day.. I shall post this dish I cooked myself... Haha. Yummy!

It looks good, right? I never really tried cooking ramen before. I managed to do it and it tasted really good.

As I was saying, I have been looking for jobs which allows me to unleash my creativity. These jobs include those in the advertising industry... Whaha. I can't wait to start work and start working on those portfolios... I want to take photographs so much too!!! Haha. Maybe I am a little too over enthusiatic. Haha. Well.. Tatas.. Shall cont'd in the job hunt. See You soon...

// Jotted Down@ 0918 P.M
By David