.:: Guys ::.

Ah, lets venture into the confusing world of guys. They are strange, are they not? I have noticed that the ones in PA are the strangest. Like Brian, when I do not say I love him, he gets mad and hangs up on me, kind? And Donte, he enjoys mind games. Defenatly strange. There are also the OK guys. They will rip your heart to shreds! They will say they love you and make you love them but then they will ignore you and stop talking to you. Ouch. MI guys are bad too. They will pay you for sex, like Mike. He offered to pay me $300 for sex. Strange. I only have sex for love...? *cough* Anyhoo, I am attempting not to get my heart caught up in someone right now. I am avoiding loving Brian too much, even though I do love him. I am just not ready for a heartbreak right now. I still have thoughts about Shane... Damn I miss him. I wonder if he misses me. Like, I hope that new girl isn't as important as I was. Was I even important? It was probably one of his sick jokes! I hate guys, but yet I can't help but love them. Help me. I can't have my heart broken again. I am avoiding it so much. I am sorry to Brian, but I can't love him as much as would be desired. Argh. Whatever. Boys suck. Stop breaking my heart! 

.:: Things ::.

In English today I was asked the question "What do you remember from when you were younger?" It reminded me of one thing, I am sure you know what it is. Anyway, it inspired a poem. I cannot repeat it, for it is private, makes you wonder why I told you, but anyway ask if you wish to read it. I MAY let you. 

I had a strange dream. Me and Brian met at some "Moonfood" resteraunt. He started kissing me and some black guy (I am thinking Josh) came up and started hitting him and shot him. I hid Brians body under my bed. It was strange.

I do not like Nick.

I like Dan.

I love Brian.

.:: Family and Such ::.

Topic today: Family and such 

I shall rant and ramble about my family. My brother is only the coolest person alive. He just makes me giggle when he pores fish food down the sink. Ha, the look on his face was priceless. I love his girlfriend, she is so funny. She didn't want to take a shower for she was afraid that people would walk past the door and hear the water. I also love Russel, Chloes dad, because  I enjoy fighting people when it comes to football. 

 

That is all for now. ~ Ariva and Chus ~