It's okay if I get hurt, as long as I'm doing what is best for the one I love.

 

          

    

                                                         

       

 

October 14, 2005

 

                          Kuhaan ng cLasScard nmen s anat0my,, yippee! Nakuha coh na,, heheheh pasad0 me,,, den haAaAyyy kainiz tLga yang stat. n yan,, hmpf! D nman nmen maj. Pnahi2rapan pa kmi,,, haaay,, an0 b tLga,, ga2wa b me?,, whaaaa d coh tLga Lam,, haAay,, bhaLa n c batman,,, hmpf!,, den gRabe na toh’,, dba nGa kc pumayat me dti,, ung super pumayat me,, den sbi kc skin ni edis0n ang pangt dw,, mas okei dw ung chubby me dti,, kya un,, ng pataba me,, eh,, feeling coh sumobRa nman,, whaaaaaa kainiz, hmpf! Ang bgat ng pkiramdam coh,,,  pn0 ba 2,, haaay,,, ewan,, hehehe bhaLa na,, mg pa2sukat p nman n sna me ng uniform coh nagun,, heheh nxt week na Lng,, my 1 week p me pRa bumalik ung katawan coh dti,,, heheheh haaay,, Lam u ba nag internet me Lastmyt,, den mga 11pm un,, ntp0z me 2,,, hehehe khuLet nga eh,, dba gr0unded me??,,, sbi coh s papa coh pRoj. coh un,, heheheh LoL’z,, haaay,, well anyweis gudLuck n Lng skin,,, heheheh

October 13, 2005

 

                          Hahahha pmnta me hiR s skuL pRa gumawa ng special pRoj. nmen s basic sta peRo d me gumawa xe,, natamad me,,, kakainiz nGa kc d coh nman Lam kng pno un eh,,, haAaAy,, s bhay coh n Lng ga2win uN,, kainiz! Hmpf! baLa n kng bumagsak me,, kesa nman s mg pka hiRap p me,, eh babagsak din nman pLa me,, hmpf! Naku! Ikaw n mgkaRo0n ng prof. n so0obRang perfectionist, tp0z,, basic stat. subj. nmen, BAWAl CALCULAT0R??! oh dba?, hmpf! baLa n c superman,, haaaay,, den d prink mi ngki2ta ni edis0n san n kya un? Hmmm,,, I mizZ him pro sLyt Lng,,, J  

 

octobeR 11, 2005

 

                                                wHat a day! Hehehe mga 7 nNman me umuwi heheh kYa pnagaLitan nNman me ng mama coh hehehe paxaway tLga,, xe nag-onLine nNman me,,, haAaAay internet addict kc,,, den aLa,, uNg frnd coh n c apLe auN! Nahawa n aTa heheh nbaLiw n din s pg gawa ng web page nea,, heheheh tnuRuan coh kc,, aLa,, ei! It’s not my fault n0h,, hmpf! Heheheh tnuRuan coh Lng xa,,, well anyweis I’m happy n din w/ mah’ Life n0w,, a single Life! Ung wlang ini-intinding bf,,, hehehehe di n nGa kmi ngki2ta ni edis0n eh,, La Lng maxado n din me busy heheh kunwaRi,, bxtah’ tenkz xe d coh n xa maxadong naaaLaLa,,, haAay,, den nag finalz kmi knina,, s rLe,, okei nMan mdyo mRami din me’ng nsagot heheheh d me nkapg review eh,,, scan-scan Lng kYa un bka scan Lng din uNg gRade coh,, whahahahah well bsta! Hmpf! I Love mah’ self!  C yah! J   

 

octobeR 12, 2005

 

                                       haAay,, what a day! aLa ngkaRo0n pLa ng issue uNg 2ngkoL dun s anat0my proj. nmen,, heheh gRabe nGa eh,, so0obRang guilty me,, *aminado nman me eh suk0 n me,, taas 2 kamay coh,,* kc d me nkipg participate eh,, d coh nman akalain eh,, kLa coh kc cla nLang mg pp acetate nun,, aUn,, hmpf! Ng kainitan p 2Loy kmi nUng cLassm8 coh ,hmpf! Aba! Tarayan dw me? Naku ha!! Wg xang mgta2ray skin dhiL mas mataray me sknya,,,  kainiz hmpf! well anyweis ewan,, bstah’ guz2 coh n nGa mg sorry ky ateh’ neLLyn *xa uNg leader nmen* d2 n Lng heheh kng mbasa neat oh,, haAay the’ neLLyn sorry p0h tLga,,, ok change t0pic,, haAay gRabe naku! auN! Ung mGa cLassm8s coh n-impluwensyahan coh na! auN! Lalo n c apriL heheh aba guz2ng guz2 n din mg pnta d2 s smulti media heheheh LoL’z,, okei c yah! Ee-dit coh p 2ng website coh whahahah J   

0ctober 10, 2005 monday,, 

                                                                    0mg! you w0n't beLieve what had happened! wha khit me d me mkapaniwaLa,,, i passed the anatomy!!!! khit n 3.0 Lng atLeast d coh na xa uuLitiN,, haAaAay,, oMg tLga! thank god!! Lam u b nUng ng i-sTarstRuck na,, ung cnasabi n Ung out,, whaaaaaaaaaaa guz2 coh n tLgang Lumabas dun s rm. nmen,, haAaAy,,, tp0z nUng tnawag uNg name coh iN dw me,,, whaaaaaaaaaaa so0o0obRang hapi me nd so0o0bRang n-shock tLga me,, naiYak nGa me n0n eh,, den uN cgawan din,, haAaAay,,, thank god!,, haAaAyy,, ok Lng uLitin uNg stat. wg Lng anat0my,, kc kniNa d me nka pg finaLs s staT nmen xe na L8 me,kc inuNa coh isend mUna s emaiL coh ung proj. nmen s rLe,,, eh d coh msend xe wLang diaLtone uNg phone nmen kYa pna-aUz coh p s papa coh nd chi-neck coh n din Ung frndster coh kYa mdyo ntgaLan din me,,, hehehe 7:30 cLass coh umaLis me mga 8:30 n aTa nun,, den pgdating coh s skuL 9 paSs na,, kya uN,, den nUng engLish nmen my pLay kmi,, heheheh anG kuLit nGa eh,, d coh nsAbi uNg dpat n Line coh tLga,, heheheh den nUng exam n nmen whaaaaaaaaaa aNg saYa!!! dmi coh nSagot,, haAaAaAy,,, actuaLLy n0w Lng me bumabawi actuaLLy ngha2boL xe me ng gRade coh,,, den Un,, kya coh nman tLga ,, tmad Lng xe tLga me mgreview,, d Nman kc me sLow tLga,,, haAaAay,, uN nga n0w naAawa tLga me ky jen (frnd coh xa) xe bumagsaK xa s anat0my nmen,, weLL anyweis! uN ang kuLit nGa nmen niLa ate neLLyn eh,, heheheh aUn wLang sawang pictuRan pti s cR wLang ptawad heheheheh paxaway tLga,, den i toLd dem na ga2wa me ng website for oUr sec. na Lng n0w,, heheh actuaLLy i'm doing it na eh,,, weLL c yah! ei! mdyo nka2move n nGa pLa me ky edis0n hahahah ok Lng na skin heheh pasad0 me s anat0my eh,,, 

                   

0ct0beR 05, 2005 wednesday 

                                                   pumas0k me ng maAga ngaun s skuL,, heheh actuaLLy wLa me cLasS 2day,, xe uNg my mGa p.e Lng nman uNg my activity 2day eh,, heheheh den uu,, nan0od kmi nG cheeRing squad,, den since mg1 Lng me,, un nagsaMa kming 2 ni rusSeL,, *giRL din xa ha,,* den uN Lumabs kmi ng gym,, nd den dun kmi s LobBy,, den knukwen2k kc sknya uN smen ni edis0n,, den bgLang dumaAn cLa!!! c edis0n nd heR gf,, huhuuh,, den npatingin me xe nguLat me ky rusSeL,, den ngkatinginan kmi ni edis0n,, den umiwaS n Lng me ng tingin sknya,,, den nwaLa me s pgkkwen2, den nsbi coh n ky rusSeL den tnn0ng nya kng cn0,, at 1st ayoko tLga,, eh siNce ng 0open din xa skin ng secret nya,, uN i tRust heR din nman eh,, khit n cLoase nya ung gf ni edis0n cnabi k pRin sknya,, haAay den nguLat xa,, den uN,,, den nung lUnch time nman nmen,, c aNna'ng so0obRang daLdaL nman eh nsabi dun s frnd coh din n c apRiL n ex coh c edis0n,, s0 naguLat c apRiL,, heheh den sbi nya oh? as in ky0? sbi k o0,, den uNa nahi2ya me, heheh p-humbLe pa,, eh.. cRush pLa nya c edis0n,, xe cute dw nd magaLing tLgang sumayaw,, den Un,, denpgdting nmen s LobBy,, andon c edis0n,, den niLo2ko nLa me,, sbi coh oi wg ky0ng ganyan,, eh mgkaLapit Lng kmi,, *i kn0w he'z sTaRing at me,, nRa2mdam k kc,,* den umakyat cLa s 2nd fLr. pRa dun n Lng cLa mgpRactice,, den pgba2 niLa eh ka-up0 n me,, pgdaAn nya s haRap coh ngka tinginan Lng kmi,, den umiwas me agad ng tingin coh,, den sbi ni anNa,, oh bkt tnabla m c edis0n?.., den sbi k huh?,, eh,, den sbi nya pra ky0ng cRa,, sbi nYa ng iiwaSan dw kmi,,, den sbi ni apRiL,, 2mititig nGa xa saU eh,, den sbi k ha,,,, den dey keep on teLLing me n hay naku sheL!!! wLa ka,, pnakawaLan mo and npakaLaking iSda,,, whaaaaaaaaaaa haAay,, khit me ay0ko pRo kyLangan eh,,, den knina nkaup0 me don s LobBy,, den uNg iba kc nyang tr0papiTz dun maLapit sken,, soe un d k Lam ga2win coh so i decided na Lng n umaLis,, den nUng paALis me,, my 2mawag ng name coh,, sbi : micheLLe,, *in a s0ft voice Lng,, actuaLLy d k Lam kng cn0 un,, bt i thnk it'z him,,* haAaAy,, sNa ma2ya pg Labs k,,smething happen,, pRo sNa uNg masaYa,,, 

haLheR hiRz d' continuation ng ngyaRi Lastnyt afteR coh mg Log0ut hiR s muLti media,, pmnTa me agad s gym xe and0n din dw c edis0n,,, s0 un pmnTa me,, eh hnahanap cph din c madz xe nman bgLang nwaLa ang bRuha,, eh d coh tLga xa mkTa kya uN nkitxt me dun kLa andy nd toti *vaRsity hiR s skuL nmen* eh. inaasaR p niLa me,, kYa pmnta n Lng me dun kLa hugabLe,, den bgLa nagcgawan uNg mGa ta0,, so npatingin me,, den pgtingin whoa,, *so0obRang nsh0ck me,* kc cLa edis0n sa2yaw,, *kYa nman pLa ngcgawan eh,,,haAay,, hmpf! dmi kc my cRush sknya,, * den soe me nman npa pNta dun s hrap,, pRo hndi dun s mRaming ta0,, dun me s Likod nkaty0,, ay0ko kcng mkipg siksikan dun s mRaming ta0,, nd 0mg! nUng ngsa2yaw n cLa,, my paRt kc dun n nka2ro ung kmay niLa,, eh. uNg Line nmen ni edis0n mgktapat Lng kmi,, eh kya whiLe he'z dancing,, pg p0int nYa nka2Ro sKin,, aS in,, so ndYahe tLga me n0n, nd npatingin xa skin,,, xe d nman me maxad0ng maLay0 eh,, nd hndi nman maLabo uNg mata nia,, heheh,, so Un,, den Ung mga giRLz,, sumicgaw,, i Love y0u edis0n,, haLa,, dmi kcng ngk-cRush sknya eh,, hmpf! heheheh weLL anyweis,, i'm so fLatteRed nman,, xe ex coh xa,, nd bstah' mahaL coh tLga xa,,, whaaa haAaAy,, ganyan tLga aNg buhay prang Life!!,,, 

       

0ctobeR 04, 2005 tuezday!

                                           haAaAy,, so0obRang tiRed me 2day,, nd thank god! okei nman kinaLabaSan ng pRogRam nmen knina,, haAaay,, yipeEeee! wLa n kming reseaRch papeR n ipa2sA,, yes!! nd wLa n diN ung sec. nmen'ng depaRtamentaL exam,,, haAaAay,, kYa nga so0bRang tnatamad me 2day nd i'm soe sLeepy,, ei! gRabe aLa,, cRush coh n xa,, heheh Ung bf nUng cLassm8 coh,, bt dn't woRi cRuSh Lng nman eh,, heheheh natuRaL Lng uN,,,  weLL anyweis haAay,,, sNa mgkiTa kmi ngaUn,, haAaAy,, so0obRang miz coh n xa,, *edis0n,,* whaaaa Lpit n finals nmen s antomy,, haAaay,, 4 suRe pu2tok nNman cerebRum coh,, whahahaha  ,,, cHanged m0od,,, c0ntinuaTion toh' huhuhu pg Labas coh d2 s muLti media kniNa *hey! d2 xe me s skuL,, * hnanap k xa,, den sbi ni madz,, nkiTa dw nya knina c edis0n,, *bf coh,,* den sbi huh? aLa d k p xa nki2ta,, den niLoko p nGa me ni madz n wg dw xe me umaLis s tabi nya,, deN uN ngpasama me ky madz n hanapin xa,, pmnTa kmi s gym,, nd thanK g0d and0n nGa xa,, *ng22ro xa ng saYaw,,* den

diz d' stoRy,,

             i asked mh bHezzy a fav0R n sbhiN ky ediSon n mg uUsap kmi,,, den uN cnabi nya ky eS0n,, den uNa tLga ayaW nya,, xe nahi2ya xa sKin,, *bt y?,,hmmm* den sbi coh kyLang kyLangan,,, *kc gRounded me,,guz2 nya kc twag n Lng dw me sKnya ng mGa 10 pm,,, eh. d me pde,,* den uN pniLit coh xa,, tiLL s pumayaG xa,, *actuaLLy ngtu2ro xa ng saYaw n0n',,* den pg Lapit nya,, he asked me y d n me 2matawag skNya,, den cnabi k sknya uNg ngYari y gRounded me,, den tnan0ng coh kng kmi p b,, den nki2pg bReak n din me,, den sbi nYa okei Lng saU?? den sbi k o0 nman n0h,, w/ smiLe pa,, deep inside ay0ko tLga,, huhuhu den ng jjoke p nGa xa n0n', den umaLis n kmi,, den pgdting nmen  s Lobby,, whaaaaaaa i changed my mind p,,, huhuhu i asked madz again n sbhin ky edis0n n bnabawi k na,, *d n me mki2pgbReak,,* den gan2 uN pg appRoach ni madz,,

madz:oi! bnabawi n dw ni sHeL uNg cnabi nya heheh *she'z Laughing kc eh,, xe nka2tawa me heheheh 
him: __
madz: xe mahaL kNa nya kc eh,, nagu2Luhan Lng xa kc pRang aYaw m na,,, *bgLang serious xa s paRt n t0h',,
him: *siLence Lng,,*
him: umaLiz kNa cge na,, pntaHan m na xa,,,
madz: nu kba,, d m p nGa cnasg0t eh,,,
him: kYa nGa tnan0ng k xa kniNa eh,, *whaaaaaaaaa ayaw n nYa,, huhuhu*
madz:  nagu2Luhan,,,
him: siLence uLet,,
madz: cge aLis n me,,

--> den whiLe ngLa2kad c madz my cnabi c edis0n,,,

him: mahaL coh din nman xa eh,, *serious uNg epresSion nYa,,*
madz: huh? an0 uN? naRinig coh un,, uLitin m0 nGa,,,
him: *sery0so pRin,,*

whaaaa so0obRang naiiYak n me n0n',, den nkaup0 kc me don s ap0 bench,,, den pgtingin coh s hRm bldg. i saw dem 2gedeR,, huhuhuhu

  

septembeR 06,2005 tuezday

                                                            last day nmen s c0mmunity, den Un okei lang so0obrang kpag0d nd thak god tp0z na,, den we visited ouR cLient nd give dem give aways fR. ouR group,, den Un srap ng feeLing ng nka2tuLong,, den afteR ng co0mMunity instead of going nd take a reSt xe so0obrang pg0d kmi non pmnta me s skuL,, pRa ky edis0n, hehhe guz2 coh kc xang mkita eh nd mkasama,, den afteR ng cLasS ni madz bumiLi kmi ng buRgeR ni aNna,, den un pgbaLik nmen sbi ni madz nkta nia c edis0n,, eh kSama coh din non cLa x'tian,, d coh nman cLa pdeng sbhaN ng umaLis xe frnd coh cla,, den Un nsa kbila kming tabLe nla x'tian,, den ka2in p Lng me n0n' ng bgLang bumaba c edis0n Lumapit xa smen dun xa s tabLe nla madz umup0 phRap skin eh nkataLikod me kya humaRap me,, den kaUsap kc me ni x'tian eh,, den maya2 LumipaT me s table niLa madz,, den un ng smiLe me,, den ngitian Lng mUna kmi,, hehehe den binibgyan coh xa ng burgeR ya0 nia,, den uN,, tp0z dba mgkatapat kmi,, pnicturan coh xa,, den xa din pnipicturan nia me eh ya0 coh nga, heheheh den Lumipat me d0n s tabi nia,,, den Un mgkatabi kmi,, eh, my 3 girLz don p-cute ky edis0n,, eh since edis0n is soe mkulit tLga uN nki2pg ngitiaN xa d0n s mGa giRLz,, nd nki2pg tawanan heheh so ung mga giRLz nman kinikilig hahaha den sbi k sknYa bkt kba 2matawa?? den sbi nya Lika d2,, bu2long k saU soe Lumapit me,, den sbi nia: kc my cRush skin Yang 3'ng yaN,, so me nman ntawa me! *heheh kulet nia kc,,* den sbi nia: tgnan m kw din natwa heheheh,, haAaayy,, den umaLis xa sandaLiah,, ka2in xa,, eh kumain n me,, den sbi cnya ba2lik din me agad,, den sbi coh saN k ka2in? dyan lng s lbas,, sbi coh o cge iwaN m 2ng bag moh,, den iwan nia,, den sbi k san k ka2in smahan n  kta,, den sbi nia s bhay sama,, hmpf! ng aAaR nNman,,, den Un kumain n xa,, pgbaLik nya nkahawak xa s tiyan nia heheh nprami dw,, den sbi nya kiSs m coh,, eh y0ko nga nSa LobBy kmi eh,,, den umaLiz xa,, xe d coh dw xa pnapancn,, den un ngvoLLeybaLL xa akaLa k mg v-voLLeybaLL n Lng xa whole time,, den bumaLik xa tp0z dun xa s tabi coh,, den Un tniti2gan nia me,, den n-iilang me,, den h-no holding hands nia me heheh den naALis coh,, den un sbi nia bkt ina aLiz moh,, den ngumiti Lng me,, den umaLis kc cLa aNna n0n den naiwan kming 2,, tp0z mgkaUsap kmi,, mg kaharapan kmi,, den bgla nia me k-niSs s chx! whaaaa ngulat me n0n' den sbi nia,, o yaN,, d k nNman mka2-2Log nian,, heheh ntawa nga me n0n' eh,, hehehe den un iki2sS n nia me s Lips Lumay0 me,, hehehe *haLheR my ta0 kya s LobBy n0n' ung 2 matanda kLapit p nmen ha,,*,, den Un pgbaLik nLa anNa ng ku2litan kc kmi ni edis0n, hehehe dpat ta2nungin nya cla anNa hndi n Lng xe tawa kmi ng twa,, den ung mGa giRLz nNman pa2ncn ng pi2ctuRe kc cla,, den sbi ni edis0n, tgnan m pp0st me,, ako ung kinukuhaAnan nyan eh,, kunwaRi p eh, heheheh den knuha nya ung phone ni madz,, so ng ppicture pictueRe xa heheh, den sbi nya skin ib-blueto0th dw nya,, aba! cnend nga! hehehe ang kuLit,, den sbi nya pg 5:30 uwi n xa,, sbi k,, ha,, aLa,, 6 n Lng pLs, sbi nya d pde,, xe mg g-gym dw xa,, sayang nman dw ung bnabayad nia,, den inaatok n dw xa,, sbi k o cge higa k mUna d2 s shoudeR coh,, den smandaL xa,, den sbay taU,, heheh y0ko nga bka d m k gcNgin,, heheh sbi k hndi ggcngin kta,, den Unn haaaay,, kuLit nya hehehe den guz2 p nia mg picture kmng 2, heheh eh y0ko kcng mgpicutre dt time eh,, hehehehe den dpat sabay kming umuwi eh,, y0ko eh heheheh den 2mawag me sknya confirming if ma22Loy b kmi tom, xe aLiz kmi,,, den Un haAaAayy,, luv yah,,,,,,,,,,,,.

   

septembeR 05, 2005 m0nday,,

                                                                 haAaAyY,, so0obrang hapi toh'nG day na toh' whaaaaaaaa i'm so0o0o kiLig nd so0obRang feeling so inLove,, and so0obRang,   kc he'z mine n0w nd so0obrang sweet nia,, i'LL teLL u wt happened hehehe 1st. s skuL i txtd him,, eh d xa ngre2pLy,, so Un i tot it's d' end na,, den pg uwi coh s bhay mGa r0und 10pm pntawagn coh xa ky madz xe nhi2ya nga me n me uNg 2mawag sknya,, so uN den sbi nia ky madz bt p dw b me mahi2ya,, eh xa Lng nman dw ung my extensi0n n phone s rm. nYa,, so un den pgtwag coh sbi nya,, y p dw me nahi2ya,, heheh natawa Lng me,, heheh *pnas0k coh un phone s Lo0b ng rm. nmen heheheh eh. 2log nman na ung paRents coh eh,,, den uN,, usap kmi tnan0ng nya me kng kumaiN n b me,, sbi coh yup,den sbi coh sKnya haAaAy,, dmi coh nGang ga2win ngaun eh,, den sbi nya, gawin m0h n mna ung ga2win mo tp0z twag k d2 skin,, ha,, me: eEeEe,, y0ko uSap muna tau,, kya nGa me 2mawag xe guz2 mUna kitang mkaUsap bg0 coh gawin uNg ga2wiN coh,, *so0obRang p-sweet me nd prang bata  heheh LoL'z,,* him: eh hndi! gawin m mUna Ung ga2win mo tp0z twag k d2,, cge na ibaba coh n toh',, *hmpf! kiLig me heheh  feel na feel coh uNg pgk-care nia skin,,* me:hmpf! cge na,, usap mUna tau,, him: ma2ya na,, tpuzin m mUna yaNg gnagawa m0h,,, aauzin coh mUna 2ng pnto ko,, twag k skin ma2ya ha,,,, cge Luv u,, me: ok bYe,, s0 uN eh. ay0ko p tLgang gawin uNg jouRnaL coh pra s community nmen eh,, kYa uN nki2pgtxt din mUna me kLa,, dritch *c dRitch Ung nanLi2gaw din sken,, hahah busted n xa ,, nd n0w we're frnds,,* den Un 2mawag p xa skin khit wla xa s haUz niLa,, heheh gumamit xa ng pay ph0ne den un tgaL din nmen mgkaUsap mGa 12 mgkaUsap p kmi,, heheh y0ko xa p2Lugin heheh inaAsaR coh kc xa,, tp0z sbi nya d m nman me bf eh,, twagan m na bf moh,, sbi coh eh. ma2ya n my gnagawa p Un eh,, 8gRabe so0obRang lkas p ng energy coh hehehe* haAay srap buhay telebabad sbay txt ng txt hehehe den afteR nmen mg uSap ni dritch tnxt coh c edis0n n ta2wag n me sknya, den sbi nya: o cge twag kna Luv u,, den pgtawag coh tnan0ng coh xa kng tp0z n nya ung gnagawa nia sbi nya d p dw,, sbi coh o cge tpusin mo muna,, d2 lng me,, den uN den nri2nig k maingaY heheh den naAuz na,, s0 uN so0obRang sweet nia nd sRap nya kauSap den tnan0ng p nia me wt if niYa2 nia skniLa sa2ma dw b me,, sbi coh o0 ksaMa coh c madz,, hehehe den Un den tnan0ng nia me kng ng0kiSs n dw b kmi nUng ex coh,, sbi k hndi,, heheh *22o nman eh,,* den sbi nya ang tanda m na,,, den sbi coh eh an0 nman eh ikaw nGa uNg 1st kiSs coh n bf coh eh,, den Un tawa xa ng tawa,, sbi coh hmpf! bkt k b 2matawa?.. * ung b0ses k non prang bata heheh* ka2iniz k hmpf!,, ewan coh saU,, den sbi nya eh. kc *d nia tnuloy,* den sbi nya kng pde dw b xang mgtan0ng den sbi k o0 nman cge an0ng tn0ng moh?,, den d nNman nia tnuLoy heheheh den sbi coh sKnya,, hmpf! kw nGa dyan eh,, pnag t3paN m Lng tLga me,, hmpf! den sbi nia,, nu kba Kng pnagt3paN kTa mgpu2yat b coh saU ng gan2? *serious m0de heheh* sbi nia d dw nia me pngt3pan kng mng t3p! dw xa y me pa,, nd guz2 nia tLga dw me,, nd d dw xa gn0n kng 3p dw uN eh.md dpat d xa nge-effort mkipg uSap skin,, den Un,, haAaAyY,, so0obRang srap nia kaUsap s ph0ne,, eh uMuULan skniLa,, kYa sbi nia LkasaN m ung boses moh,, *me dw,,* sbi k: eh 2Log n mama coh mari2nig  me n0n' *hbang mgkaUsap kmi ng k-cut out n me 4 my j0uRnaL,,* den sbi nia Lkas nga ng ulan d2 *actuaLLy nari2nig coh nGa,, heheh den nUng wLa ng uLan skila d2 nman smen Ung uLan heheh,, den uN knuwen2 nia skin ung mGa naging ex nia,, infaiRneSs monthzzZ ang inaAbot hehehe den uN lam coh inaAntok n xa,, xe mGa past 2 n Un eh,, mg t 3 n aTa,, den sbi coh oi,, wg k mUna m2Log ha,,cge na,, wLa me kaUsap eh,, d coh p tp0z 2ng gnagawa coh,, cge na pLsSS,, den sbi nia o cge,, den Un wen2han kmi,, haAaAyY,, ang srap ng feeLing Lam m Un mahaL coh n tLga xa,, haAaAy,, daLi coh tLgang ma-inLove,, haAaayY,, den uN eh, cnasbhan nia me ng i Love y0u, eh ay0ko mg i Love oyu to0,, 2matawa Lng me,, *nahi2ya kc me,,* den ng i Love y0u xa uLet stiLL no resp0nse fR. me,, den sbi nYa pg d k sumag0t ba-baba coh toh' sbi k eEeEeeee kc wg na pLsSs,, toh' nman oh,, den cnabi nia uLet i Love y0u,, eh hndi me sumagot pRin,, un d xa sumasagot d xa ng sa2Lita,, sbi k oi,, nu kba,, oi,, wg k ng mgaLit oi,,,kya un sbi k oi,, cge na nga i Love y0u to0,, den un ngsaLita xa,, hehehe den pauLit uLit,, haAaAayY,,,kakiLig tLga,, heheh ang saYa haAaAayy,,den maya2 ng c.R me sbi k ei w8 Lng ha,, den un,, den pgbaLik coh ng heLLo0o me den uNg boseS nya mahina na xe i kn0w inaAntok n xa,, den sbi k inaAntok k n b? den sbi nya o0,, s0ri ha,, inaantok na coh eh,, wg k nman mgaLit skin... *pra xang baTa heheheh* inaantok n kc tLga ako eh,, den sbi k: hmpf! cge na nga heheheh den uN,, sbi nia: cge b-bye i Luv u,, me: Luv u to0,,  den uN,, haaaaay,, i'm so0o kilig! den d p tLga me inaantok xe kylangan coh tLgang tpusin ung journaL coh,, den ang gnawa coh tnxt coh c dadaw *daRwin ex coh,,* den ng rply xa,, den sbi nia bt dw gcng p me,, heheh den pnpatawag nia me,, den sbi coh d me nka ctu,, txt txt n Lng taU,, *den nrinig k bumukas ung pinto ng kwarto ng mama coh,,* den pmas0k ung mama k s kwaR2 nmen,, den un,, eh 2matawag c dadaw k-na canceL k,, den ngtxt xa cge wg mong sgutin mabuti yan,, den sbi oh lowbat,, sbi ia lam k k-na canceL myan eh,, den cnagot k un usap2 kmi,,*akala k d n la2bas ung mama k s kwaRto nila,, * ngulat me inagaw ng mama k ung phone coh,, ala,, eh ngk-kwen2 p nman c daRwin n0n',, haaaayy d coh n Lng inagaw heheh pra d m-obvious,, hehehe dn un haaay nu kyang cnabi ng mama coh ky darwin,,, den nka2log me 3,, de  ngcng me ng mga 5:45 den gnawa coh agad ungh j0urnal coh,, dtp0z coh n xa,, yehey! heheheh pRo d maxadong tp0z my kulang pa,, 

          taLk to him tiLL paSs 2am,, heheh

 

SeptembeR 03,2005  saTuRday

                                         i'm so0o haPi 2day,,, 0mg! he kissed me!! twice,,, hahah pRo s cheeks Lng,,, hehehe y0ko nGa s Lips,, heheh j0ke,,nagLar0 cLa ng basketbaLL, gaLing nGa nya,, ks0 Lng,,, taLo cLa,, pRo kei Lng hehehe gumawa p Nga xa ng sceNe eh,, sinCe mata2Lo n cLa,, uN niLoko-Loko n Lng nya uNg game niLa aba! mg j0hn ceNa dw ba,,, LoL'z kYa un cgawan nd tawaNan duN s gym,, ok Lng uN carRy nMan nya eh,, cute nmaN xa eh,, nd xa nMan dw c johN ceNa eh, den after ng game ng cR xe me,, den pgbaLik coh andon n xa,, den bgLa xang sumigaw,, him: LOVE! *sbay ngiti den sbi nya ay,,* heheh den me nman ntawa Lng me,, den umup0 me,, den sbi nya tgaL coh dw s cr,, sbi coh eh,, naghugas p me ng kamay coh eh,, den umup0 xa s tabi coh,, den sbi nya kiSs coh? den ngumit Lng me,, den sbi nya: bkt madumi b me? den sbi coh: hndi eeeE kc,, den umaLis xa sbi nya sandaLi Lng,,den pgbaLik nya sbi nya ano? kisS coh? birthday coh nman nGaun eh,, den sbi coh eeeEe dming ta0 d2 eh,, den aba! niyaya nya me dun,, hheheh dun s my eLementary dept., kc wlang ta0 dun,, heheheh Pro d me pumayag heheh, den umaLis uLet xa,, den cnabi skin ni mdaz n break n pLa cLa nUng gf nya,, *huh?* den 2natawa xa,, xe ung mGa pLayer ng pasay branch Lumabas n s gym,, eh. dba nGa knina niLoko nya,, heheheh den sbi nya: biRo Lng uN ah,, sabay smiLe,, den uN tawanan kmi,, den paaLiz n kc cLa,, den nkaup0 kmi dba den 2mabi xa skin,, den sbi nya kiss coh? den smiLe Lng me,, den sbi nya acoh n nga Lng,, whaaaa den k-nisS nya me,, whaa naguLat me n0n' eh,, ang dming ta0 dun s LobBy nun,, nd and0n uNg 2 girLz n frnd nya,, aLa,,* haay so0obrang Long story pa pg cnabicoh Lhat,, heheheh*,, nyweiS,, bday ni aNna,, s0 uN may inuman ,,, 12 n kmi ni madzki umuwi ,, buti n Lng n-bkSan coh uNg bhay,, kundi,, n0 choice me,, kyLangan k tLgang kumatok,, LuckiLy,, nbkSan coh,, *haAy,, mzTa kYa c madz? pnagaLitan kYa uN?,, bKaz mki2baLita taU,,* deN b4 me m2Log ngtxt me skNya n ta2wag me,, den ng txt xa,, tawg n dw me,, w/ Luv u! *whaaaa kiLig nNman acoh,, hahaha* :) deN uN he asked y n0w Lng me,, s0 i toLd him d' reas0n den sbi nYa nxt time dw maga2Lit na xa,,ganto Ung pg kasabi nea,, him: sa su2nod pg umuwi kpa ng gan2ng gabi, maga2Lit na me sau,,  *whaaaaaa i'm so touched nMan,,,Nd so0obRang kiLig so0obrang n-appreciate uNg pg caRe nya,,* den uN cnabi nyaNg bReak n Nga dw cLa,,, pRo d me Ung reas0n ha,,* haaAaAay,, d 2Loy me nka2Log heheh j0ke! nka2Log me agad xe pg0d me n0n' den sbi coh sknya, 2mawag Lng nman me pRa mg gudnyt eh,, den sbi nya,,, him: Lam m hapi nman me xe andyan ka,, w/ effort,, *aLa,, heheh* den sbi nya o cge m2Log kNa ha,, den nag gudnyt me sknya,, den b4 xa mg bbye sbi him: cge Luv u!,,, me: hehe Luv u to0,, *whaaaa* anyweis so0obRang antok n tLga me ,, c yah!

sweet dReamz,,  

   

SeptembeR 01, 2005 thuRsday

                                           i saw theM 2getheR,, huhuhuhuhu 0ne oF my daRkest day,,   but it's okei i ch0ose thiZ dt's y i hve to face it,, nd awaRe 2 diZ scenaRio,,,                                                                                

dat's wHat i feeL,,  

August 31, 2005 wedneSday

                                       nagkiTa kmi,, i thoght we w0n't be seing each otheR iN skuL,, pRo ngkiTa kmi,, whiLe we're eating duN s burgeR sTati0n,,, my 2mawag skin,, and omG! it's him,, den he asked me if dun Lng me,, den s so0obrang shocke coh,, nsAbi k yUp,,, hahaha deN sbi nYa xe my pRactice cLa ng basketbaLL kYa pmNta kmi s gym,, den he saw me uN we taLked he asked me again kng weR me ta2mbay,, sbi coh s Lobby Lng kmi,, deN uN d' whoLe game we jst kept oN sTaring at each otheR jhit n maLay0 xa,, xe my pRactice nGa cLa ng saYaw,,, deN afteR ng game ng iNteRneT me,, den pg Lbas k s iNteRnet Lab. andon pLa xa s LoBby,, deN uN Lumapit xa smen ng bhezZy coh,,, den c madz kc p-obvi0us kYa uN he asked me Kng cNabi k dw b ky madz,, heheh i said yeS,, heheh kYa uN sbi coh eh,, bheZzy coh xa eh,, deN uN okei Lng sKnya,,, den so0obRang p-simpLe tLga xa,,, xe and0n ung mGa frnd nya diN s LobBy,,, deN omg! he's so sweetie tLga,,, i reaLLy Like him n tLga,, *though it's nt ryt 2 faLL for him tLga,,* oi can't expLain how kiLig i aM,, hahah    deN pg uwi s bHay b4 me m2Log we taLked,, he kept on saYing i Luv u,, pRo me d me ng re2sp0nse xe i d0n't Luv him p nman eh,, bt i d0 Like him aLot! as iN,, cguRo pg 2magaL bka m-faLL n tLga me sKnya,,, kc d nMan xa mhiRap mahaLin eh,, nd siNce i Like him n nUng 1st. yR pLang kmi,,, deN uN so0obRang kiLig n tLga me,, deN sbi nya y dw me nahi2ya sbi k d nman eh,, *pRo nahi2ya tLga me,,, heheh* deN he asked me p kng nasa2kTan dw b me pg nkkiTa k cLa nUng gf nya n mgkaSama,, sHempRe nman! nSaSakTan me,,, pRo d k cnabi,, d n Lng me sUmagot heLLoo0o sHempRe nMan,, pRo so0obRang hapi me nUng mg kaUsap kmi,,, haAaAay,, sna Lging gan2,,, pRa nman m-iNspiRed me,,

mixed emoti0n

AugusT 30, 2005 tuezday

                                                                                 ei whaAaAaAaA gRabe n toh' so0obRang nka2sHock tLaga khit me din nGa tiLL now d mkapaniwaLa,, gan2 xe uN ng 0nLine me kniNa mGa 10 n aTa uN,, den bgLang ng 0nLine c edis0n,, *weLL edis0n is my certified cutie cRush heheh nxt 2 mah' ex,,* so0obRang cRush k xa nuNg 1st yr. me nUng 1st. sem,,, nUng 1st yR. p Lng kmi me ng pkiTa n diN xa ng motibo n he Likes me diN,, heheheh kpaL,, bt tRue,, dba? heheheh xe ng m-msG din xa s y.m k b4 ,, pti s frndsteR,, nwaLan Lng kmi ng comm. xe dt tym my gf xa,,,kaYa umiwaS n diN me,,, deN kniNa uN mg k caT kmi,, deN bgLa nya me tnan0ng kng my bf b me,, sbi k: wLa n eh, ,, den he ask me kng pde dw bNg manLigaw,, *kiniLig nman me,, heheheh* kYa tnan0ng k xa kng cLa p nUng gf nya,, sbi nya o0 dw,, *so0obRang h0nest d mn Lng ng cnuNgaLing heheh pRo ms okei xe h0neSt xammm* sbi k0 ha? y0ko nGa,,, ayoko ng guLo,,, den uN aLL d' tym he keep on asKing,, kYa me nman pumayg n siNce i Like him nman,, den sbi k o cge! 4 suRe 1 weeK Lng nman taU eh,,, den d nya aTa npancin uNg cnabi qng 1 wk.,, den he said: tLga? gf na kTa? me: o0,, nd bf n kiTa,,, den Un kmi,,, haAay,, d tLga me mkpaniwaLa,,, xe he's mah' Long time cRush and omg! he Likes me to0,,, 

 edis0n ->  Luv u!!! <- and it'z me -> 

 

SepTembeR 22, 2005

ei Hi deR u kn0w i'm so sad 2daY,, xe kmi pRin ni edis0n,, pRo pRang hndi nA,, huhuhuhu kniNa LumapiT xa smen nd ng hi Lng xa sKin den d me kumibo,,, deN he said: aUz! xe pRang napahiya dw xa sbi ni aNna,,, deN umaLis n xa,, deN nung mg isa n Lng me knina s Lobby,, dpatLaLapiTan k n xa,, den nUng ppNta n me sKnya,,, wLa n xa,, den nUng 2miNgin me s buRsaR,, *dUn kc cLa Lging ngki2Ta ng ex nia,, n gf nia n uLet, wHiLe kmi pA,,* huhuhuhu and0n xa,, w/ d' giRL,,, as i expecTed kaRa2Ting Lng nUng giRL,, nd dt time so0obRang guz2 coh ng uMiYAk,,, huhuhu dpaT ppNta me kLa atEh' kaRen xe mLapit cLa d0n kiLa edis0n,, pRa mkiTa nya me,,, eh saYang paaLis n cLa ateh' kaRen,,, kaYa hiR i aM s muLti media,,  so0o0obRang sKit tLga,,, ei bday nGa pLa ni ateh' *haPpy b-daY ateh'!*  

 

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