ALL About ME Full Name: Faith L. Singson Birthday: November 11, 1989 Spiritual Birthday: april 2003 Nicknames: fh8, faithy, fai Dream Name: Julia Faith, Beloved Current Condition: Single and Loving it! ^_^ Occupation: christian student Siblings: Immanuel Jireh, Jubilee Roi Parents: Mr. and Mrs. Vicente E. Singson Personal Things and Faves Song you wish you recorded: I Promise by Jaci Velasquez Dance in the music of: The Last Dance -sweet dance- Fave Flower: tulips, sunflower, white rose Fave Dessert: halo-halo, ice cream.. Fave Snack: creampuff!! Fave Dish: Tokyo-tokyo's Beef Misuno Fave Hangout Place: church terrace Dream Dating Place: Greenbelt Park, delifrance Dream Career: Late Night News Anchor Dream Boy: A guy who's head over heels in love with the Lord. Dream House: a bunggalo with a garden, terrace and backyard Dream Car: Rav4 Still Clueless? First Impressions: suplada..(akala niyo lng un) Annoying traits: i'm quite dominating... Pleasing traits: i am never a pretender, what you see is what you get. I love to: sleep, read, draw and color, write poems, unwind, reflect, sing and get to know people I hate to: dance (street and modern dancing but i love ballroom dancing), be alone in the middle of a crowd. I Love: pillows, chocolates (especially w/ hazel nut or almonds), flowers ( fresh or pressed), 168 mall, surprises, halo-halo, mp3, ruffles (potato chips), sundae Mcdo, french fries I Hate: pineapples(check out my journal about this!), not so ripe bananas(mapakla), plastics, social climbers, guys who pretend to be a gentleman when they aren't. Peek In My Thoughts Realizations: that I no longer live for myself, for Christ liveth in me. How do you see life? It is a matter knowing your Creator so you won't get lost in the world's misconception about life, because life is ought to glorify the most high God, not waste it with selfish ambitions. I feel awful realizing that the mountains bow down to Him, when we, his beloved, are ignorant of Him. What Bible Character are you often like? ISRAEL- they rebel against their Lord, then go back to Him realizing they are nothing without Him. Who do you want to be? King David, he knows his weaknesses and always asks God to cleanse his heart and test him. A man after God's own heart. Who is mr.RIGHT for you? He is the one who knows me, he is the one who understands me, he is the one who loves me...and last but not the least, he is the one who lets me love JESUS before loving him..^.^ What is your view on love relationships? Committing in a love relationship isn't just about falling in love and staying in love, it is a matter of decision and choice, a testing of faith if i will obey God's will regarding the right time and the right person. What is your view on marriage? Marriage is like God giving you mirror saying: "Ok, here is who you really are." It is a matter of loving with an unconditional love just like Jesus who never gives up on us. It isn't about desiring to be loved but desiring to give love more. How do you see yourself at the age of 25? I am an independent woman, probably still single but ready to commit in a relationship. A christian nurse, serving Christ through giving a piece of myself to those in NEED physically and spiritually. This site is hosted for FREE by . Click here to get your own Free Website! The Farmer and The Soil Inspired by: Psalms 141:7a "Even as a farmer breaks up the soil and brings up rocks..." The farmer once visited His garden Then He saw the soil that's self-centered The soil was thinking that the other soil Is less in quality than her Seeing this the farmer thought Of teaching the soil the truth So He took His shovel And started breaking up the soil right through "Ouch! Ouch! Ouch!" Said the soil Until she saw what's inside her Rocks, big rocks that make her Not useful to the farmer "Sorry Farmer, I am so proud I thought I was all that good But then I thank you for exposing the rocks Please destroy it as You should So, in time after you have exposed All my rocks inside I would be a soil of good use Serve you and abide. -Faith L. Singson 13/5/06- Aking Bituin Dedicated to: mama Simula sa pagbubukang liwayway ng aking buhay Nadama ko na ang sikat at init ng iyong pagmamahal Ikaw, na nagiisang bituin sa aking umaga Sa aking kamusmusan Tila nakabantay ka nasan man ako, Lumingon ako?t ika?y makikita Sa dapit hapon, Sa paglalaro, pagaaral at iba pa Kasalo kita sa bawat ligaya At sa gabi Ikaw ang palamuti sa madilim kong kalangitan Kasama pa rin kita sa kalungkutan At sa susunod na umaga, sa aking paglaki Ikaw ang inspirasyon ko at idolo Isang araw pangarap ko rin maging isang bituin, Gaya mo... -Faith L. Singson 6/23/05- Heaven Sent Dedicated to: Nina I called up to heaven In tears, all alone Afraid to go back And fight the battle on my own Then my prayers were answered Much to my surprise Now, I believe in miracles And blessings in disguise It?s quite funny knowing That what happened to you, happened to me Although it?s quite annoying Coz what I?m gonna tell you, you?re also about to tell me From burdens to distractions, About love, about life About people who just don?t understand And continue living unwise From visions and feelings To lessons and what we realized It?s really His blessing That He is teaching us to be wise Now, being His child Has its own don?ts and do But carry your cross Follow Him and we?ll get through And it is written In Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 That it?s better to have someone with you To help you stand up again And though I know we?ll be parting Keep our deal & treasure everything we went through So, someday when we look back i?d be smiling For having found a twin-partner in you. -Faith L. Singson - Shelter in the Night Though there may be heartaches, Disappointments and frustrations Though the storms may come crashing in Though I walk and stumble And fall on my knees And I feel my tears are falling I will take courage And refuse to let go For I know my father will see me through For all things work together for good This pain is just a reminder And a wake up call to my heart That I am weak but in Him I am strong That He will be the strength of my heart In times of sorrow And though the sorrow may last for a night His joy comes in the morning And though I feel alone in this fight I?d fear not, beside my King. -Faith L. Singson 2/11/06 The Rebel Child January 30, 2006 Here I am again Though we walked together Here I am again Struggling to take shelter Veiled with guilt I cannot face You You see right through me And in my very heart You knew I am my own self Giving in to my desires Blinded, foolish Decieved by the fires Oh how can this be That I rebel against my King? When will I learn To live the songs I sing? Oh how can this be That I can't help but turn away? Why am I so weak? I'm so tired to be this way. Please Father.. Don't welcome me back home I have to learn my lesson So let me suffer on my own No, Father.. Don't hold my hand so tight Don't call my name and speak to me Because again I've lost my fight Stop Father in saying: "I still love you." Tell me it's not true Tell me that You don't love me anymore Because I turned my back from You Please Father.. Don't dry my tears away Let me feel the pain I'm giving You When I choose not to obey Oh, Father... I cannot understand Your love Unfailing, unconditional Higher than the heavens above You have all the right to punish me And leave me all alone But then instead You carried me And took Your rebel child back home... -Faith L. Singson- I am a Christian I am a Christian Before I thought I was alone Then I heard Christ, called out my name and He became my Savior and my Lord I am a Christian But oh, I am not strong My own strength is too weak So in Him, I hold on I am a Christian But, I was once a slave of sin Now, i am adopted And being trained to be clean I am a Christian But no, I'm not just being holy He is the one, one by one Working out my inequities I am a Christian But please, don't get me wrong I just want to share with you a love Where you and me would belong I am a Christian You're suppose to be one too.. If you would just decide to go back home To our Father, who is always waiting for you. -Faith L. Singson- After A While written by: Veronica A. Shoffstall from Chicken Soup For The Soul After a while you learn the subtle difference between a holding hand and a chaining soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, With the grace of an adult and not the grief of a child And you learn to build all your roads today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans After a while you learn to plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you are really strong... And you really do have worth. Love Of My Life Although I'm afraid to fall in love again I'll take the risk for you I'd be strong enough to believe That dreams still come true Coz' when you came, I knew It's different this time And I pray and hope That you'll always be mine I am not asking for a diamond Nor a room full of gifts Just your honesty and affection No lies and no tricks I am not asking you to do everything Just stay and I'd be fine Just hold my hand and don't let go That way I'd be alright So from this day, march sixteen, year two-thousand and five And until God allows you to be mine I'd always be here at your side Loving you, love of my life. -Faith L. Singson- nasan ka na? nakita ko xa ngaun..kht ndi totoo. nakausap ko xa ngaun..sa panaginip ko. andito xa ngaun, ksma ko..andito xa..sa puso ko. alam ko sabi ko lilimutin ko na xa. sabi ko..magmamahal ako sa tamang oras. pero gusto kong aminin na nasasaktan ako ngaun.. khit di ko na xa mahal. nasasaktan ako ndi dahil di na nya ako mahal, nasasaktan ako ndi dahil nakalimutan na niya ako, nasasaktan ako ndi dahil may iba na xa. nasasaktan ako dahil xa,na nagturo sa akin kung paano magmahal noon, ndi na marunong magmahal ngaun. wala na xa, iba na xa, ndi na xa ung taong minahal ko noon. -Faith L. Singson- It has been '04 its been long enough to forget about you.. its been clear that we will never be together again.. its been told.. you are gone.. finally after 4months of crying over the fact that it's time for you to say goodbye.. its been so painful..to let go of someone you truly love.. its has been the happiest days of my life when i was in your arms.. but now that i recall it is now the most painful memory.. knowing i can do nothing to have you back again.. to be with you again... its been a long time.. i still love you. i miss you so much.. every night before i go to sleep i cannot stop myself in remembering you.. i cannot stop myself to reminisce.. to to try to live in yesterday again.. the joy that i had when i you were still here.. with me.. the love that you let me feel.. its was so precious for me.. it was what i haved dreamt of for a thousand years. it was given to me but it was taken so far away.. how can i move on now?? now that you have became part of my mind and soul?? how can i learn not to think of you? when its only you that i know?? how can i live life as if nothing happened?? how? tell me! so i can live another day.. another of being faith and not your ex girlfriend! tell me why do you have to be taken away? why? why do i have to suffer this way?? why do u have to let me have pain? why do you ignore every tear i shed for you? why does it all seem okay with you? why do we have to make memories together then throw them away? why do u have to teach me how to love? then teach me to how to let go! now that i am miserable what are you? where are you? are we meant to be together again in the right time? how can we say forever now? it all seems never. how do u heal my wounds? how do i free you from my grasps..? how? tell me.. how can i just live in your memory and never wake up again? never again not until you are here.. not till you wake me up and dry my tears not till u hold my hand and never let go. not.. till.. forever. i want to forget you but i can't! i hate you now but hate means more than love! i love u so much that i am beggining to hate you because of all the tears that you cost me! i don't know why it just hurt so much! so much that i can no longer breathe! i want to cry but my tears have gone dry.. they are not falling anymore that is because they too are tired i want to feel the pain once more but i feel so numb.. so helpless...so empty. i am now numb.. i am completely insane! i am miserable! i am so drowned of all the pain! im drowning in memories. please how can i go on? someone tell me! i am desperate.. i am so helpless........ but, you are my last breath i know that i still love you.. i guess i always will. i will never love this way again.. you are my first love.. sadly, my first heartbreak i loved you. my childhood sweetheart. -Faith L. Singson- Lachrymose A bliss before my sanity Thy eyes within me grasp my inner martyr Hold on still we will be together Are we yet to last forever? Begun twas thy look, gazed upon me A smile i gave, kiss thy lips to feel thee Oh how colorful were the days, how i envy The girl who lives there, with you, so vividly Promises were spoken Assured as we walked apart But are promises meant to be broken? And erased but remain as my part? We gave love, though we never knew what was it We made vows only to mask We didn't know what loves real meaning Thought our love was gonna last Everything happens for a reason Every pain was meant to make us strong Every tear was the rain on every season But there's a RAINBOW always after every storm As i stood, i lie, i wander As i recall and cherish our ways Must i say we wasted time and emotion Or should i keep it close and let it stay? Time made us Will time also change us? Love warmed us Will love also let coldness surpass us? I let go now becaue i have to I set you free, I set you loose Be another's if you want to But come back to me if it is me whom you choose Tonight i shed a million dew Full of meaning, meant to be for you But tonight i also gather myself that was lost When i chose you, and became my lachrymose. -Faith L. Singson, 2004- Melancholy Adios my enmity enfold my deep rooms they supress thy fears fears of losing you. realizing that you are gone now and soon beyond the realm of reasons i start to drown in my own tears i grasp for laughter and fight this fears but they only mask what is within but search me and see abysmal misery just clear the smile that you see have you known it was acherontic? the laugh you hear it was an excuse to mimic pretend, disguise as i weep i seek for you day and night i find ways to replace you but i only learnt that maudlins arent always real often they are ways to delusion believe and hold on to things that decieves now tell me what is the oblivion of heartaches? if memories become eidolons that grasps tell me how to surpass heartbreaks when you are the sole remedy of the past Is this melancholy set to last? thy rue kept on waking me thus in my dreams i can hold you close shut the light that blinds thine eyes dance in darkness yet mourn for it and overdose tell me words that would heal but i will settle for "adios"! -Faith L. Singson, 2004- Rewind I've done it all So i can be free But you kept on Going back to me I counted every tear that fell from my eyes And ended up shedding A little more each time I read every letter again and again To bring it all back even just for a day But i ended up bringing myself Prisoned to our yesterday I looked for someone Who might heal this heart And learned that no one Could ever play your part I taught myself to be numb And hide it all with my smile But then, at night i just can't fool myself So, i'd stop living in lies I tried to believe That you'll always be just a memory But what will i do? Even memories become real Coz at night, your ghost still haunts me And with every attempt to run I'd pause and see the truth That the reason why i can't be free Is because i can't find the reason why i should be I guess i'll just try to be thankful For all the memories we left behind That for once, we gave it all and tried Yes, i believe it was never a lie And it will always stay the same You'll be here, just beside Just like yesterday, you and I But sadly, it's only a...REWIND. -Faith L. Singson- This site is hosted for FREE by . Click here to get your own Free Website! I Draw What I Feel This site is hosted for FREE by . Click here to get your own Free Website! My Utmost Dreams Right At This Moment If Possible own a cellphone w/ cam...at last after 40yrs... (X.X) post my sketches on my site as soon as possible be able to be NUMB of pain (seriously) (though the sorrow may last for a night, HIS joy comes in the morning!!! visit the scenic spots of the Philippines (cebu, bohol, palawan) be an amatuer photographer, capture artistic photos make a speech and really make an impact pass the UPCAT test sad to say, i failed it but still i am thankful, because I have proven that my FATHER (the KING of kings)knows best! have my own study table (i really don't have one, i manage to study on the floor of my bedroom...poor me...) buy a new cabinet paint my room w/ anything that spells..ME.. finish my highschool life scrapbook this summer actually usher and nurture (dedicatedly) someone my age to CHRIST my Lord own a book called "Sophie's World" it's really good..around P400+ wear a diwata-themed gown for prom (i did and it's stunning Short-Term (mostly 18-up) learn to love my NURSING course(i super loved it!!) and survive it! have my own debut party actually look stunning... get a didi-cam as a birthday gift actually transform my wardrobe to an all-white parade (my fave color) have a professional studio shot, the ones I see on magazines..lol The Ones I Really, Really Wished my special brother to be normal again.. This site is hosted for FREE by . Click here to get your own Free Website! This site is hosted for FREE by . Click here to get your own Free Website! Quotes to Inspire "Lord, when I lose hope because my plans have come to nothing, help me to remember that your love is always greater than my dissapointments and your plan for my life is always better than my dreams." -Unknown- "You have been made by God, for God and apart from Him there will alwaYs be emptiness in your soul." -Angela Thomas- "When fear and worry test your faith and anxious thoughts assail, remember that God is in control and He will never fail." -Unknown- "God can read each falling tear. He sees the heart that's needing cheer. He knows the path thats heard and dear, don't ever give up for He is real." -Unknown- "Our hearts have been made to cry out for a love that can come only from our Creator." -Angela Thomas- "We look into the mirror with our eyes. That is the problem. God does not see as we see. We should look at ourselves through His eyes." -Angela Thomas- "A good man can be wonderful. But, he can never be enough, and he can never make you whole. You and I were made for even more. We were made for God." -Angela Thomas- "Mercy is not the ability to no longer feel the pain & heartache of living in this world. Mercy is knowing that I am being held through the pain by my Father." -Angela Thomas- "If He is not the Lord of your all, then He is not your Lord at all." -Unknown- "When the hurricane winds blow, the Father holds you close." -Angela Thomas- "Prayer is not an extra option, nor a last resort when all other methods have failed. When a man works, a man works, but when a man prays, God WORKS!" "When the IDEA isn't right, God says NO. When the TIMING isn't right, God says SLOW. When YOU are not right, God says GROW. When EVERYTHING is right, God says GO!" "Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow. We must fail in order to know. We must lose in order to gain. Some lessons are learned best only through pain." "Let go of the hand of the person you love but don't let go of God's hands. For He might be holding the person you love on His other hand to let you hold each other in time..." "With God's glory in mind, Keep doing your purpose in life. Your worth is not who you are and not even what you have, but what others have become because of you." "There are no shortcuts to any place worth going." "You can complain because ROSES have THORNS or you can rejoicE because THORNS have ROSES." "life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.? "What you see and say about me does not define who I am in reality. Whats perceived is a mere surface, whats said is mere opinion; for whats inevitable is hidden within the depths of my soul. Only I can tell my own authenticity. "Love will always lead you back to the person rightfully meant for you..." "Friendship is not finding gold or silver among the rocks of life... It is seeing each other as coal until diamonds are formed through time." "The most painful way of missin' someone is the time when all you can think of are the memories you had together coz it will make you wonder..."will those memories ever happen again?!?" "In life, you should find someone who can dance with you under the night sky. Even without the moon and the stars, Even without any music playing, Even if that someone can't dance well ..But still dances with you 'til the end♥" "You said that love goes anywhere in your darkest time it's just enough to know it's there when you go, i'll let you be but you're killing everything in me.." "Never say goodbye when you still want to try.Never give up when you still feel you can take it.Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go. "Love may take long, but it will always take you to where you belong. Enjoy the journey. Your heart will know, when it's finally home." " what u THINK is what u say, what u SAY is what u DO, & what u do is what u BECOME..." "Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop." "sing like nobody's listening, love like you'll never get hurt, dance like nobody's watching, live like it's heaven on earth!?" "Absence makes the heart grow fonder." "Only as high as I reach can I grow, only as far as I seek can I go, only as deep as I look can i see, only as much as I dream can I BE...." "hate me for who am i, don't love me for who i'm not.." acknowledgements: thanks to teentalk.com, Do You Think I'm Beautiful-Angela Thomas for some quotes This site is hosted for FREE by . Click here to get your own Free Website! Thanks for visiting my webbie! Please include your website address in your message..^_^ Name: Email: Leave your message here: The Prayer (taken at the 4thyear Spiritual Retreat 06) My beloved ISRAEL06 (try and spot me...) 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