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Wlecome to XxAngels_Of_AgonyxX .This cult is for anyone who has been, or is going through really rough times. This is also an advice cult for Self-Harm,Suicide,Relationships,Eating disorders, or life in general.This is a place where able to vent about your problems in life and what you are going through with those who can relate to your poroblems. The staff here are people who care about and want to help those in need. We (the staff members) are here for you at anytime, and we will help you with whatever problems you have. Please dont feel hesitant to ask for help or vent your personal problems.. This cult was created just for you ...and you are NOT alone...
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My-Touch-Is-Cold
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October 09, 2006, 07:59pm
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¢¾ Beautiful Scum ¢¾
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Self-Harm
Discuss your self-harm issues here

I wont be held down by who I used to be... SHES NOTHING TO ME...¢¾

 



My-Touch-Is-Cold

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October 10, 2006, 03:08:pm

So... What made you start to cut????

I wont be held down by who I used to be... SHES NOTHING TO ME...¢¾


PUNKAMZ

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confused October 11, 2006, 12:31:pm

If I cut does it make me a crap-ish person?

*Blimey Oh Riley,,,I`m sitting in my underwear*

XxKiss_of_deathxX
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Posts: 26

October 11, 2006, 12:34:pm

no it does not
people don't honestly understand why people cut there are many reasons maybe they had a bad childhood or maybe they were born with depression or are currently going through depression but there is nothing wrong with it it just means you have unresolved issues but why are you cutting? when did you start? did you look at the thread about allternatives to cutting?
But i myself cut and im not a bad person im still me just rather more stressed than others and also i was born with depression and other things in my life has happend
but would you care to talk about why you cut?


PUNKAMZ

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Depression October 11, 2006, 12:46:pm

I do it because I have depession dissorders, I`m put on pills for it and have a shit life

*Blimey Oh Riley,,,I`m sitting in my underwear*

XxKiss_of_deathxX
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Posts: 27

October 11, 2006, 12:56:pm

yes i have the same thing with depression but i have also had a shitty life i have been beaten, raped, molested and everything in between and yeah i know how you feel but no it doesnt make you a bad person but you need to find better ways of letting out stress try reading our other ideas it should be something about self harm i dont remeber the name buti try to write or get online or i take a rubber band pull it when ever i feel like cutting try other ways you know ways that are not so dangerous


PUNKAMZ

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Love October 11, 2006, 01:09:pm

Its usually about love life as well, its a wreck

*Blimey Oh Riley,,,I`m sitting in my underwear*

XxKiss_of_deathxX
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Posts: 28

October 11, 2006, 01:16:pm

join the club recently i have cut over a guy who told me he loved me but never did but yet i have a boyfriend and i relize that im hurting adam with loving justin and i kept saying things will be better if im gone but no things wont because people would still hurt
so please try better ways of handling your stress like now you know me you can IM me or get me on vf im always on and you can talk to me about it i will always listen

ImperfectCry
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October 11, 2006, 03:31:pm

I cut because my life is a wreck and nobody understands

Siete la mia zappa della prigione
I R Italian
Pheer m3


murderdoll_666

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October 11, 2006, 04:02:pm

i cut because it makes me feel alive.

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murderdoll_666

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October 11, 2006, 04:12:pm

i cut because it makes me feel alive.

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FAQU

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October 11, 2006, 04:19:pm

you know there are other ways to make your self feel alive cutting yourself pumps your body full of adrenalin to cope with the pain thats why you feel if you ever try something that scares you like high speed skate bording down a hill or a fast paces activity it should give the same effect

Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?

XxKiss_of_deathxX
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Posts: 34

October 11, 2006, 04:50:pm

yes he is right
self harm is not good its actually really bad for you
i know we have had out drammas but thats what we made this cult for ya know its not good to cut and well when you feel sad call you friends or write me



murderdoll_666

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October 11, 2006, 05:37:pm

i no its bad for you..i am trying to stop. been trying for months. seeing a counceller that sucks. but thanx anyway xx

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XxKiss_of_deathxX
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October 11, 2006, 05:41:pm

no i dont mind becuase honestly all my friends do it to me so it doesnt bother me lol



XglycerineX

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October 11, 2006, 07:15:pm

i cut because of my family.

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ToolxOxPhile

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Me October 11, 2006, 07:17:pm

To be honest, I do it because it feels good. I don't mean it tickles..I mean the fact that it hurts so much (it's often glass with me, I have a serious thing for glass...) feels really, really good.
I actually started because the pressure of being a freak was getting to me.


FuzzyDogSlayer

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October 11, 2006, 07:35:pm

I cut to displace emotional displeasure with physical displeasure, given the choice I know I'd rather have physical displeasure rather than constant emotional worries.

Edit: Just thought I'd mention the fact that I rarely do it anymore, I've moved onto self-piercing. It's sort-of constructive, unlike cutting which can be very destructive. And just so you know, I wouldn't recommend that anyone starts self-piercing, unless you know what you're actually doing.

Edited by: FuzzyDogSlayer at October 11, 2006, 07:41pm


My-Touch-Is-Cold

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October 11, 2006, 08:13:pm

Most people thinks its okay to cut cuz there not hurting anyone else but themselfs.. it actually does affect other people... I found out first hand... I was cutting myself and my fiance wanted me to stop.. I told him i didnt want to so the next day i see his wrist all sliced up and it made me cry... after that I totally stopped.. I never realized it really DID affect others...

Darling I forgive you after all. Anything is better then to be ALONE...*


FuzzyDogSlayer

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October 11, 2006, 08:23:pm

Yep, I agree with that, except I would have said "people that care" instead of "others" because there's a difference....


ImperfectCry

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October 12, 2006, 12:35:am

If there is a pain going on emotionally in my life, I cut to focus on that instead

Siete la mia zappa della prigione
I R Italian
Pheer m3


FAQU

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Posts: 8

October 12, 2006, 11:17:am

see i admit when i went though high school got i cut liek there was no 2moro but to be honest we cut becuase we feel bad that makes us fel good but then we get called freaks for cutting with makes us in a mood again with then means we cut to feel good if you see where am goign it becomes a rolling ball for the ppl that cut becuase it feels good like FuzzyDogSlayer says he went onto self pearcing has anyone tryed looking for a escape i now tattoo it gives the same rush but looks alot nicer it is a hard thing to stop becasue since you do it for so long you become a adrenaline junkie and like any drug get hooken on it best wat to stop is to slow down and not stop all at once

Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?

XxKiss_of_deathxX
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October 12, 2006, 01:12:pm

well i guess honestly depending on how you are treated and what your life experinces are is who you become and some just feel rather alone i know i started cutting when i was 13 but i have been through alot and i kept it up until the age of 14 the stopped for a year and a half then started cutting again i know its bad for me but the pain does feel good and i would rather have the physical pain than the emotional pain


-only_me-
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October 13, 2006, 12:21:pm

i cut because the pain of a razor blade across my arm is better than any kind of emotional pain. i am going through a really tough time in college and i have my GCSE's coming up in a year, i do it to relieve all the stress and pain of seeing the guy i love like another girl.


MORBIDRAVEN

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October 13, 2006, 08:58:pm

I used to cut all the time, but not as often as i used to, i used to cut because it was to relieve the stress i have to deal with in my family and everyday life, but since i don't do it as much anymore, i think that maybe im growing out of it

XxKiss_of_deathxX
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October 15, 2006, 10:20:pm

i cut but i see that its really hurtting all my friends and most importantly adam and i dont want to do that plus adam told me if i cut one more time he would cut to and i know he will because he has done it twice bc i did it



MORBIDRAVEN

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October 16, 2006, 11:02:am

Well, I guess thats a good way to get you to stop

Xcheap_perfumeX
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October 16, 2006, 02:52:pm

i cut because i like watching my blood run down my leg (i cut my knees instead of my wrist). i barely even feel the razorblade cut me. i feel like im crying through the cuts. but sadly it doesnt seem to make me feel better. i feel guilty after i do it. but yet i love it so much when im cutting. i felt so guilty about it the other day that i threw away my razorblades. i feel like ive made a big achievement doing that. but i do sometimes have the urge when im shaving my legs or doing something that requires a sharp object.


MORBIDRAVEN

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October 16, 2006, 10:40:pm

I get the same feeling, im trying to quit all together, it's like a really bad habit you can't hardely break


My-Touch-Is-Cold

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October 16, 2006, 10:45:pm

I used to cut for the same reason... the stinngin pain of the razor cutting your flesh and tissue... the warm thick blood dripping down your arms... your eyes cry why cant your flesh right?....No...not anymore... Im done with that.. Im done with it all... Ive been doing it for 9 years and it finally got old... but that dont mean im gonna stop helping other people... you'll stop one day.. dont worry

Darling I forgive you after all. Anything is better then to be ALONE...*


jesus_swallows

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October 17, 2006, 05:32:am

I quit for a while.. then a few weeks later it all comes back, and you just need it. But it isnt something i exactly want to quit, i do it when i need to, or want to.. and its a huge release.. if i dont release then id probably end up insane.

Hail Satan.


My-Touch-Is-Cold
wrote in xXAngels_Of_AgonyxX
October 09, 2006, 07:59pm
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Self-Harm
Discuss your self-harm issues here

I wont be held down by who I used to be... SHES NOTHING TO ME...¢¾


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XxKiss_of_deathxX
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Posts: 95

October 18, 2006, 04:41:pm

yeah well at this point im feeling like i need to just kill myself and save my life the hurt and hate and the headaches



MORBIDRAVEN

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Posts: 21

October 18, 2006, 10:50:pm

Wow, what happened?

XxKiss_of_deathxX
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October 19, 2006, 12:46:pm

pretty much i might be pregnant and the baby will be born with birth deffects
then a guy that i love is mad at me because this girl told him that i said that he raped me when he did not and it brought up bad memories of me being raped by this guy named bud when i was 13
he also told me that somegirl said that the only reason why im still friends with him is to make him jelous and thats not true
a huge test is comming up
i think im fat because i went to find a homecomming dress and the one i tried on made me look like someone should stick a wide load sticker on my ass so then i cried myself to sleep
then this one whore is flirting with my boyfriend adam
now that same bitch wants to fight me bc she thinks im starting rumors about her when i dont give a shit about her and i barely remember her
one of my friends is hurting over a guy and idk im stressed out mostly over the fact the i might be pregnant and my baby will be a retard and i gotta get an abortion sooo idk life is getting to hard

i want to be a kid again i had no worries then



MORBIDRAVEN

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Posts: 26

October 19, 2006, 06:04:pm

Thats alot to endure all at once.... All I can say is, things will hopefully get better with time, especaily if your getting an abortion and all, then it might give you a chance to start over, and not make the same mistakes... Maybe try to think of the future that things might get better, because if you kill yourself, thats it, and there is no turnning back


My-Touch-Is-Cold

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October 19, 2006, 08:22:pm

aww im sorry dear... ive been through the same thing..well kind of.. see I got with this guy named Jon... i thought he was amazing! but the night me and my best friend michelle met him, after he left she told me that there was something weird about him that made her kind of nervous... I didnt feel that way and i thought nothing of it.. so we keep talking on the phone every night and hanging out (this was almost a year ago btw) and he met some of my friends... they also thought he wasnt good for me because he was kind of stalkerish... then some chicks that knew him said to stay away from him because he was really bad knews.. like in the mafia and was in trouble with the law and that we was a liar and a manwhore.. i liked him so i didnt listen... we keep dating... even tho he made fun of my weight alot and he pretty much had me in check... all we did was fight fuck and party...then i find out that my brother knows him and said he was bad for me ... still didnt listen... then about a month later we get drunk and fuck... i come home the next day with hickeys on my neck... parents find out the whole thing... i call jon and tell him my parents fuond out (btw he was 20 and i was 15) the last thing i said to him was "im sorry"... we hung up... about a week later i find out that he was saying that he only felt sorry for me and that he was 18 and that i supposedly said i was 18 and that i had my own apartment.. and that we never did anything sexual... then i end up pregnant.. he leaves to IOWA with his old girlfriend and son (didnt know he already had a kid)... i end up in HARDCORE DEPRESSION...which makes me have a miscarraige... he never knew i was pregnant and still talks shit about me... and hes stalking my best friend... and his gf wants to fight me because she said that when i saw them one day at the store i was giving her dirty looks... idk... ive learned from that to trust no one and to never give my heart away every again... but anyways.... dear... just let them do what they will they'll go away eventually.. i know its hard but trust me they arent worth it

Darling I forgive you after all. Anything is better then to be ALONE...*

XxKiss_of_deathxX
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October 20, 2006, 07:45:am

yeah but still it hurts because my boyfriend and i chose to keep the baby and if his mom says its ok he and i want to get married for the baby but with all this stress ill end up loosing it and i dont want the baby to have birth deffects but keep in mind i dont know if im pregnant or not my period is just late
i know my mom will support me its just im sick of my friends dramas that guy justin treats me like im shit and hurts me and my best friend first gets mad at him then takes his side and i hate it bc she is suppose to be my friend
plus then this one bitch is threataning me and i cant take this shit anymore i hate this
ill write more later i gotta go to school and talk to laura about it



MORBIDRAVEN

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October 22, 2006, 10:07:pm

Ya, she should be taking your side, hopefully soon enough, it will all work out, i mean, it normaly does


aMuffledSCREAM

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October 27, 2006, 05:25:pm

i started when i was 13-14, i was struggling with a lot of depression and lonliness and confusion. i'd manage to stop for a few weeks, or months, but something would trigger me again. but, right now i've gone quite a long time without cutting. several month, i believe. i don't know how many. i use to think about it every day.. which made it even harder. but, the thoughts are mostly gone. sadly, joining groups like this triggers the thoughts. but, i'm sure i can fight them.


MORBIDRAVEN

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October 29, 2006, 10:06:pm

You can, you just have to be real determined, and set your mind to it, but i think you can successfully stop
  

x-TeenageZombie-x
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June 21, 2006, 03:37am
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Self Harm.
Do you do it?
Have you done it?
Know someone who has?
Post here.

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/
This is a great help/support site, I used to go on it a bit and it helped me stop cutting for a while.

Edited by: Nemesis-X-Undead at July 19, 2006, 06:14pm


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BulletTheory_x

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August 29, 2006, 02:49:am

a few times, I don't know the real reason I just get depressed a lot. and don't express myelf. I keep it bottled up, cause I don't want attention


Xxx_Princess_xxX

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August 29, 2006, 01:45:pm

i've done it since last year ... and it used to be such a release from everything ...but now my friends are telling me to stop everyday , that makes me feel like i've failed them which leads to more urges , but i just can't stop


xForever_Brokenx

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August 29, 2006, 04:43:pm

i dont cut. at the min anyway.
have before, and stopped loadsa times
but most of the time i end up starting again
but my family have found out, and mah bf wants me to stop, and he told his sisters friend, cuz she used to, and she said she'd help. so have stopped. again. hopefully i wont start again


mychosenoturs

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August 29, 2006, 05:29:pm

at school the other day someone told the conciler that me and my friend cut and she called me into her office and yeah it was this big thing and she called my parents and now my life is fucked up and the conciler said a friend told but none of my friends would of cause they no it would only make it worst and well it did so im really pissed and i want to no who told and i want to do it again so bad but my mom now checks my wrist every day and she wont leave me alone anymore and its just really frutating and the thing is that was my last time doing it after that i was going to stop but now even though i dont want to die i want to kill my self and my whole skool found out and now every one is calling me a cutter and sainten and my dad thinks im suicidle and i worship the devil and i just want it all to stop and it wont and i dont no what to do.....

-bloody_me-
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August 29, 2006, 05:53:pm

umm. do you all kno the reason why you hurt yourself??? i mean the reason why i did it was because i couldnt control anything that was happening around me and i was about to lose the life i had... i dont do it as much anymore but still get to doing it every once in a while.

gothfreakdeath
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hey August 29, 2006, 06:35:pm

I cut myself all the time . can't stop cut myself I its bad my depression is drive crazy.

Kinky_Sex_Puppet
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Pain August 29, 2006, 06:37:pm

I enjoy inflicting pain on my self, i always have, i have countless scares allover me body, bruses and burn marks...

Kinky_Sex_Puppet
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Pain August 29, 2006, 06:46:pm

I enjoy inflicting pain on my self, i always have, i have countless scares allover me body, bruses and burn marks...

Pick_The_BleedingXxx
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August 29, 2006, 07:07:pm

I've been doing it since i was in 5th grade..
I'm in 9th grade now and my mom still hasn't found out
..Yet...
I do it because my ***** touched me when i was little


x_bulletfuck_x

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August 29, 2006, 07:28:pm

My blade is looking rather friendly at the moment...

x_bulletfuck_x
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August 29, 2006, 09:19:pm

God I feel like cutting so bad.
Ugh this sucks.
I don't know what to do anymore.


youregonex

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Posts: 8

August 29, 2006, 11:57:pm

yeah ive tried before, but i got nothing out of it so i havent done it again.


sparky_d

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Posts: 7

August 30, 2006, 06:29:am

I self harmed since i was 13 i only stopped earlier this year
It was a way for me to relieve my pain
And to express my anger
I bottle things up
So i guess that's why i did it


decembereyesx

[cult status]
Posts: 32

August 30, 2006, 07:05:am

so i hadn't cut in awhile
months and then i gave in
the scariest part is that nothing happened
i couldn't feel it
now i have to wear long sleeves again
and i'm afraid of scaring the shit out of my mom...again


sparky_d

[cult status]
Posts: 18

August 30, 2006, 07:10:am

I'd go back to cutting if i had to
It helped me alot
The way i held my razor
Anyonw would have thought it was my lover
I went nowhere without it
But i stopped
Wouldnt stop me going back if i had to


Stranger

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She Holds My Hand
Posts: 185

August 30, 2006, 07:35:am

I'm worried I'll go back to cutting everyday like I used to.
I'm down to once a month now but this (school) year is going
to be really hard on me. I'm stressed about it already and I
havn't even started yet. There's going to be so much pressure
on me. I'm already falling into depression again and I don't
know why. Even though I'm worried part of me is saying fuck
it just cut, it doesn't matter that much. My head's a mess.


sparky_d

[cult status]
Posts: 19

August 30, 2006, 07:39:am

I was the same hun
I started a new school last year
But i got through that
So you will get through this
Just think of happier thoughs
If you have any
They will get you on your way

HeAvEnBaBe
[cult status]
[online]
Posts: 7

August 30, 2006, 08:15:am

I am a recovering cutter/burner/bruiser...
Things like these sites & cults rilli help...
I haven't self harmed for 27 dayz now & I'm feeling better...
It's only because I made a promise to my best friend that I wouldn't...
I hope i never have to self harm again...
At least I've thrown out all my razors...
I can't even keep small things like sharpeners anymore...=[

COBZ
[cult status]
Posts: 1

Huh! August 30, 2006, 09:00:am

I always thought that people who cut just can't help it, as I was one of these poeple. but now reading these posts I realise with some horror that people 'try' it to see what it is like!
What else do you think it will be like??

I did it and had no reason for doing and still feel like doing it sometimes and most of the time I stop myself. My shrink later told me that it is a mental illness and has to be treated so I guess that these girls who are trying it because their friend is are all wrong.

If any one needs to talk about their genuine experiences, I am here for you...x


Dangerous_Addiction

[cult status]
Posts: 28

August 30, 2006, 04:22:pm

Luke got me to stop.

Luke rocks.


xX_Stromy-Skye_Xx

[cult status]
Posts: 3

August 30, 2006, 04:29:pm

ya i cut myself over this guy but now i cut myself cause of wat my mom ex-bf did


glitter_gurl

[cult status]
Posts: 5

August 30, 2006, 05:02:pm

i only cut myself when im at my lowest,i did it over steve that ive fancied for 2years at ski race training because he said something cruel and yea it sounds pathetic but i felt so bad. i also did it after a break up because it hurt me so much and i sound so stupid for doing it but i carnt help it, its the only thing that helps me.


BloodStainedHalo

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X~Fox~X
Posts: 142

August 30, 2006, 05:10:pm

I know how you feel. Tbh, i've kinda been messed around, not told the truth, bin left and all other things. t does help. But like you say, i only do it at my lowest.

And you dont sound stupid at all. Most people have gone though it sweetheart.

Edited by: BloodStainedHalo at August 30, 2006, 05:10pm


lost_in_ur_eyez

[cult status]
Posts: 5

August 30, 2006, 05:13:pm

I've never done so, but my boyfriend has before...he's cut himself as well as burned himself....and he has done it for years. He's a lot better now, I've tried so hard to help him get through the rough times that made him feel like he had to do such things...it was hard times for us both....it still makes me sad when I think back to those times....*sigh*


glitter_gurl

[cult status]
Posts: 6

August 30, 2006, 05:15:pm

yus bt when i do it i cover it up and when my friends do find out they are like omfg and they practicaly tie me to a chair and talk blunt to me and i only have 2 friends


CheatedHeart

[cult status]
Posts: 12

August 30, 2006, 07:10:pm

Last night an ex bf of mine started talkin bout wanting me back,i was kinda excited untill i talked to a friend and she informed me shes been dating him..not only did i feel like a fool but i went to bed,blasted manson and started cutting up my arms.
Im ashamed but ive already done it twice more today,it helps when im doing it but hurts in the long run...idk what to do cuz i keep going back and doing it.


dont_break_me_down

[cult status]
Posts: 1

August 30, 2006, 09:36:pm

I cut... I have a broken heart cut on one leg... My ex boyfriend's name on the other with this --> "


xXxSaraxXx

[cult status]
Posts: 3

August 30, 2006, 10:24:pm

I'm a recovering cutter of four years. The scars remind me of the horrible day in December of '05. I was sent out of school because I cut myself and a teacher saw, they said I was lucky, because I had a great deal of blood loss. I almost died and that made me never want to do it again. I always thought it was the easy way out, like it was the only thing I could control. (If that makes sense)

kill_me_painfuly_
[cult status]
Posts: 1

August 31, 2006, 12:00:am

i am a "recovering" cutter. i still sometimes do it when i cant take wahts happening in real life. its like the only way for me to let loose sometimes. i hate my scars. i started to cut when i was 13 and tried to stop 6 monthes after i had started but that didnt work 'cause i was addicted to it. i went to counsiling and everynow and then i have a slip up and feel even more depressed knowing how i have to hide my arm or leg for monthes just so no one knows. i want o find a better alternitive, but for now when life gets to crazy i can cut.


CrapTheHat

[cult status]
Posts: 4

August 31, 2006, 12:05:am

I cut and burn. Mostly burn. I have scars on my hand and huge scar from a lighter burn on my left arm. I am ashamed of my scars and when people ask me how I got them I usually say something stupid like I ran into the stove.. people must thing I'm pretty clumsy by now. I really need to stop, but it seems that no matter what sites I go to or whatever support groups I go to it just doesn't help. Does anyone have any advice?


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x-TeenageZombie-x
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June 21, 2006, 03:37am
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Posts: 18

Self Harm.
Do you do it?
Have you done it?
Know someone who has?
Post here.

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/
This is a great help/support site, I used to go on it a bit and it helped me stop cutting for a while.

Edited by: Nemesis-X-Undead at July 19, 2006, 06:14pm


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BulletTheory_x

[cult status]
Posts: 9

August 29, 2006, 02:49:am

a few times, I don't know the real reason I just get depressed a lot. and don't express myelf. I keep it bottled up, cause I don't want attention


Xxx_Princess_xxX

[cult status]
Posts: 3

August 29, 2006, 01:45:pm

i've done it since last year ... and it used to be such a release from everything ...but now my friends are telling me to stop everyday , that makes me feel like i've failed them which leads to more urges , but i just can't stop


xForever_Brokenx

[cult status]
Posts: 6

August 29, 2006, 04:43:pm

i dont cut. at the min anyway.
have before, and stopped loadsa times
but most of the time i end up starting again
but my family have found out, and mah bf wants me to stop, and he told his sisters friend, cuz she used to, and she said she'd help. so have stopped. again. hopefully i wont start again


mychosenoturs

[cult status]
Posts: 1

August 29, 2006, 05:29:pm

at school the other day someone told the conciler that me and my friend cut and she called me into her office and yeah it was this big thing and she called my parents and now my life is fucked up and the conciler said a friend told but none of my friends would of cause they no it would only make it worst and well it did so im really pissed and i want to no who told and i want to do it again so bad but my mom now checks my wrist every day and she wont leave me alone anymore and its just really frutating and the thing is that was my last time doing it after that i was going to stop but now even though i dont want to die i want to kill my self and my whole skool found out and now every one is calling me a cutter and sainten and my dad thinks im suicidle and i worship the devil and i just want it all to stop and it wont and i dont no what to do.....

-bloody_me-
[cult status]
Posts: 5

August 29, 2006, 05:53:pm

umm. do you all kno the reason why you hurt yourself??? i mean the reason why i did it was because i couldnt control anything that was happening around me and i was about to lose the life i had... i dont do it as much anymore but still get to doing it every once in a while.

gothfreakdeath
[cult status]
Posts: 1

hey August 29, 2006, 06:35:pm

I cut myself all the time . can't stop cut myself I its bad my depression is drive crazy.

Kinky_Sex_Puppet
[cult status]
Posts: 1

Pain August 29, 2006, 06:37:pm

I enjoy inflicting pain on my self, i always have, i have countless scares allover me body, bruses and burn marks...

Kinky_Sex_Puppet
[cult status]
Posts: 2

Pain August 29, 2006, 06:46:pm

I enjoy inflicting pain on my self, i always have, i have countless scares allover me body, bruses and burn marks...

Pick_The_BleedingXxx
[cult status]
Posts: 1

August 29, 2006, 07:07:pm

I've been doing it since i was in 5th grade..
I'm in 9th grade now and my mom still hasn't found out
..Yet...
I do it because my ***** touched me when i was little


x_bulletfuck_x

[cult status]
Admin
Allie ¢¾
Posts: 263

August 29, 2006, 07:28:pm

My blade is looking rather friendly at the moment...

x_bulletfuck_x
[cult status]
Admin
Allie ¢¾
Posts: 265

August 29, 2006, 09:19:pm

God I feel like cutting so bad.
Ugh this sucks.
I don't know what to do anymore.


youregonex

[cult status]
Posts: 8

August 29, 2006, 11:57:pm

yeah ive tried before, but i got nothing out of it so i havent done it again.


sparky_d

[cult status]
Posts: 7

August 30, 2006, 06:29:am

I self harmed since i was 13 i only stopped earlier this year
It was a way for me to relieve my pain
And to express my anger
I bottle things up
So i guess that's why i did it


decembereyesx

[cult status]
Posts: 32

August 30, 2006, 07:05:am

so i hadn't cut in awhile
months and then i gave in
the scariest part is that nothing happened
i couldn't feel it
now i have to wear long sleeves again
and i'm afraid of scaring the shit out of my mom...again


sparky_d

[cult status]
Posts: 18

August 30, 2006, 07:10:am

I'd go back to cutting if i had to
It helped me alot
The way i held my razor
Anyonw would have thought it was my lover
I went nowhere without it
But i stopped
Wouldnt stop me going back if i had to


Stranger

[cult status]
She Holds My Hand
Posts: 185

August 30, 2006, 07:35:am

I'm worried I'll go back to cutting everyday like I used to.
I'm down to once a month now but this (school) year is going
to be really hard on me. I'm stressed about it already and I
havn't even started yet. There's going to be so much pressure
on me. I'm already falling into depression again and I don't
know why. Even though I'm worried part of me is saying fuck
it just cut, it doesn't matter that much. My head's a mess.


sparky_d

[cult status]
Posts: 19

August 30, 2006, 07:39:am

I was the same hun
I started a new school last year
But i got through that
So you will get through this
Just think of happier thoughs
If you have any
They will get you on your way

HeAvEnBaBe
[cult status]
[online]
Posts: 7

August 30, 2006, 08:15:am

I am a recovering cutter/burner/bruiser...
Things like these sites & cults rilli help...
I haven't self harmed for 27 dayz now & I'm feeling better...
It's only because I made a promise to my best friend that I wouldn't...
I hope i never have to self harm again...
At least I've thrown out all my razors...
I can't even keep small things like sharpeners anymore...=[

COBZ
[cult status]
Posts: 1

Huh! August 30, 2006, 09:00:am

I always thought that people who cut just can't help it, as I was one of these poeple. but now reading these posts I realise with some horror that people 'try' it to see what it is like!
What else do you think it will be like??

I did it and had no reason for doing and still feel like doing it sometimes and most of the time I stop myself. My shrink later told me that it is a mental illness and has to be treated so I guess that these girls who are trying it because their friend is are all wrong.

If any one needs to talk about their genuine experiences, I am here for you...x


Dangerous_Addiction

[cult status]
Posts: 28

August 30, 2006, 04:22:pm

Luke got me to stop.

Luke rocks.


xX_Stromy-Skye_Xx

[cult status]
Posts: 3

August 30, 2006, 04:29:pm

ya i cut myself over this guy but now i cut myself cause of wat my mom ex-bf did


glitter_gurl

[cult status]
Posts: 5

August 30, 2006, 05:02:pm

i only cut myself when im at my lowest,i did it over steve that ive fancied for 2years at ski race training because he said something cruel and yea it sounds pathetic but i felt so bad. i also did it after a break up because it hurt me so much and i sound so stupid for doing it but i carnt help it, its the only thing that helps me.


BloodStainedHalo

[cult status]
X~Fox~X
Posts: 142

August 30, 2006, 05:10:pm

I know how you feel. Tbh, i've kinda been messed around, not told the truth, bin left and all other things. t does help. But like you say, i only do it at my lowest.

And you dont sound stupid at all. Most people have gone though it sweetheart.

Edited by: BloodStainedHalo at August 30, 2006, 05:10pm


lost_in_ur_eyez

[cult status]
Posts: 5

August 30, 2006, 05:13:pm

I've never done so, but my boyfriend has before...he's cut himself as well as burned himself....and he has done it for years. He's a lot better now, I've tried so hard to help him get through the rough times that made him feel like he had to do such things...it was hard times for us both....it still makes me sad when I think back to those times....*sigh*


glitter_gurl

[cult status]
Posts: 6

August 30, 2006, 05:15:pm

yus bt when i do it i cover it up and when my friends do find out they are like omfg and they practicaly tie me to a chair and talk blunt to me and i only have 2 friends


CheatedHeart

[cult status]
Posts: 12

August 30, 2006, 07:10:pm

Last night an ex bf of mine started talkin bout wanting me back,i was kinda excited untill i talked to a friend and she informed me shes been dating him..not only did i feel like a fool but i went to bed,blasted manson and started cutting up my arms.
Im ashamed but ive already done it twice more today,it helps when im doing it but hurts in the long run...idk what to do cuz i keep going back and doing it.


dont_break_me_down

[cult status]
Posts: 1

August 30, 2006, 09:36:pm

I cut... I have a broken heart cut on one leg... My ex boyfriend's name on the other with this --> "


xXxSaraxXx

[cult status]
Posts: 3

August 30, 2006, 10:24:pm

I'm a recovering cutter of four years. The scars remind me of the horrible day in December of '05. I was sent out of school because I cut myself and a teacher saw, they said I was lucky, because I had a great deal of blood loss. I almost died and that made me never want to do it again. I always thought it was the easy way out, like it was the only thing I could control. (If that makes sense)

kill_me_painfuly_
[cult status]
Posts: 1

August 31, 2006, 12:00:am

i am a "recovering" cutter. i still sometimes do it when i cant take wahts happening in real life. its like the only way for me to let loose sometimes. i hate my scars. i started to cut when i was 13 and tried to stop 6 monthes after i had started but that didnt work 'cause i was addicted to it. i went to counsiling and everynow and then i have a slip up and feel even more depressed knowing how i have to hide my arm or leg for monthes just so no one knows. i want o find a better alternitive, but for now when life gets to crazy i can cut.


CrapTheHat

[cult status]
Posts: 4

August 31, 2006, 12:05:am

I cut and burn. Mostly burn. I have scars on my hand and huge scar from a lighter burn on my left arm. I am ashamed of my scars and when people ask me how I got them I usually say something stupid like I ran into the stove.. people must thing I'm pretty clumsy by now. I really need to stop, but it seems that no matter what sites I go to or whatever support groups I go to it just doesn't help. Does anyone have any advice?


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