Sembreak.

oct.17.2006

Waah! Ngayon lang ulet ako nakapag log-in... It had been a busy month. Finals, business plan, feasibility study… Kamusta naman?! Pwede na siguro ako magpahinga. Medyo nakalusot ako sa finals week ng hindi nag-aaral, nakalusot na rin ako sa defense ng business plan na apat lang na oras ang tulog for 2 nights [este madaling araw pala], naipasa narin namen yung draft ng feasib. Thank you! *bow* kakaiba yung feeling na natapos na lahat… Next sem naman ulet. Hehe!

Hmmm… Where do I start? I’ve been working on our feasib for 4 straight days, right after that exhausting business plan. Cramming. That’s my word for the week. And honestly, PAGOD NA AKO. Tatlo nalang kasi kami sa group. Pero thankful narin ako na kaming tatlo nina Aby & Macky yung natira, mas convenient and hindi masyadong nakaka-pressure. Mahirap talaga. Pero we had to finish everything. Gusto ko rin naman maka-graduate. Pero ayoko pa magtrabaho. Baby pa ko eh. Hahaha! Just kidding.

DotaAllStars.
Addicted to a new game called D-O-T-A. Suddenly, I forgot how to play cute and non-violent games like o2jam, which promotes friendship and communication. I guess kicking ass is much better. Haha. Dota just seem to conquer computer shops, as well as the innocent minds of people [like me]. I’m a victim. And will still be… hehehe!

Meet my Jhe.


Bagay ba kami? Mas cute ako. Hehe!

New photos uploaded in my Multiply account.

Untitled.

aug.13.2006

I’m sick to the ass… But I’m beginning to love it.

I’ve realized.
It’s just shit to live life thinking about this stupid illness. Six months of hell would be of lesser burden if I won’t have the time to think about it. True. I go to school. Tambay. Go home late. And then sleep… Satisfying, but exhausting at the same time. Pero at least I don’t have the time to worry about all these stuffs. The only thing I’m going to worry about is my boyfriend… [if he’s home safe?] Even if he always tell me, “lalake naman ako…” hmph! Bad guys won’t care kung lalake ka or bading or whatever diba?! Well maybe I’m just being paranoid coz I don’t want anything bad to happen to him… He’s my everything, you know… hehehe! Being funny-dramatic [whatsoever] helps me sometimes... Madalas kasi dinadaan ko nalang sa biro. It’s a good thing though… coz at least people around me would think that I’m ok and there’s nothing to worry about. Pero ok lang naman talaga ako… I just have to take some medications. After a few months, I’d probably be alright.

Addicted.
Ayoko makulong sa bahay. I feel really sick. Parang mas lalong lumalala yung sakit ko everytime nasa haus lang ako buong araw. Siguro kung may o2jam ok lang. hehehe! Aaahh! Sooper addictive! I think I can play o2jam for five straight hours! Pero masakit yun sa mata…

Quit Smoking.
And do it now. Mahirap pero I’m doing my best. Seriously.

No classes today.

aug.08.2006

Waah today's really boring.. St. Dominic day daw ngayon kaya walang pasok. Ang dami talagang kabaklaan ng uste. hehehe! Tomorrow, prelims na.. at hindi pa ako nag-aaral. Btw, i made my new layout weeks ago pa. Kaso lang wala pa akong time ayusin yung codes. After prelims nalang siguro. I have to study pa. [bawal magpanggap!] hahaha!

Announcement:
I'm sick. Literal na SICK. hehehe pero happy parin ako kasi I still have [hindi lang 'someone'].. EVERYONE.. they're all here for me. Masarap rin pala magkasakit. Ako lagi nasusunod sa bahay. hehe! Ang hindi lang masarap, yung marami at malalaking gamot tsaka ang daming bawal gawin. hmpf!

Back again.

july.24.2006

I haven’t had the chance to visit my website again coz we [my classmates] are busy with our feasibility study and I‘m busy with o2jam. Hehehe! Hey my pc’s ok now. All my files are gone, all my pictures, my website stuffs… But I’m over with that. Good thing is I can start all over again. Forgetting the past? Hell yeah!

Ang dami ng nangyari. [Basta may nangyari kami-kami nalang may alam nun] But I know that things happened for a reason. Maybe to make US stronger? Me & him. As he said, “xobrang hirap pla ng mga pngdaanan nten bgo mgng tau tlga noh.. La lng xana lng wg m ko give up n parang andali2 lng..” Those are the words that made me realize how much I needed him... That if he weren’t my partner, I wouldn’t be this strong girl who felt loved and secured. Kahit magkamali pa siya ng ilang beses, lagi ko siyang mapapatawad. Siguro nga it makes me stupid. But I know he loves me. Siguro pag naramdaman kong may iba na talaga siyang mahal, dun nalang ako susuko ulit. Ang dami niyang ginagawa para sakin. I can't thank him enough for everything. I cried for him for who-knows-how-long. I cried in front of his friends. I cried alone. But really, I have no regrets. I love him, period. Alright, so much for the drama. I just want to point out here that no one, and I mean NO ONE, can keep us apart.

“The best way to be strong is to admit that you’re weak…”
I am weak.

.c.r.a.p.

june.18.2006

Tagal ko na hindi nakapag-net. Sira pc namin. Badtrip. I can't give up my files, my pixx, my everything! Pero kailangan daw talaga i-reformat. So be it.

silenceHURTSmore

crybaby-no-more

june.04.2006

Yeah right! We all have the freedom to express ourselves in whichever way we want to. But everything’s just different now... I suppose I became stronger. I really learned a lot from my past. I’m mature enough to understand life and its purpose. Hindi na ako umiiyak sa mga maliliit na bagay na nakakasakit sakin. Iniisip ko nalang na if ever iiyak ako, dun ako magiging mas malakas. It’s funny though, that we have to commit mistakes first before we realize the lessons we can earn. But that's how life goes. Just bare with it. Who knows? You might be the next lucky star.

Wanna know the qualities of THE PERFECT MAN? Read my Multiply entry .click here.

New layout AGAIN.

june.01.2006

Maybe its becoz I've got nothing to do here than check my e-mail, my multiply, friendster, etc. Aaaahhh good thing computers were invented! hehe I LOVE THIS LAYOUT! I'd probably keep this until I find time to make another one.

Summer's over.
School's driving in again. Rush hour. Traffic jam. Suffocating air pollution. Bitter professors. Toxicating lectures. What more can you ask for? I'm writing in behalf of 70% college students, I guess. But on the good side, you'd be able to hang out with your peeps often. Go on with your we-still-have-a-paper-to-finish palusot. Overnights for your thesis-kuno hehe! Its really amusing how young people like me bares to see their mother cry because of late night drinking sessions & coming home the next morning. But hey, don't freak out coz you think I'm such pain in the ass. I discovered one thing, nung bata pa mom ko parehas lang kami.. mas malala pa yata siya. So while suffering OVER PROTECTION from your parents you ask, "Were they ever young?" Probable answer would be: Maybe they're just protecting us from any harm that could be brought about by this so-called 'hunt for adventure'.. They've been there you know.. its all about being young - being a teenager. Perhaps I made some point? [pero masarap parin maging pasaway hehe]