oct 10 2007

My NEW BLOG!


My Whole NEW blog ----> Link http://frostyhero87.blogspot.com/

Writen at 5.21pm

oct 05 2007

forgeten..



Just woke up.. feeling moody and sian now.. sometime i wonder do i really have any true friends? ya i know i got a few soccer brother but some how i feel i been left out far far away.. why lehz? maybe most of my nyp friends is OGL the so call EXCO now.. i think we will slowly become a hi-bye friends to them.. later ice skating i only heard from my dearie... where my YONG LIANG!!! and KEN!! maybe they are too busy untill forget me le =( or they think my dearie will tell me? must alway think of the bright side mahz... actually is me nv contact them also la so not their fault.. so okie.. dont know.. too moody le ba.. hehe..

Writen at 12.21pm

Sep 29 2007

Wow so long nv been updating!!

Haha it been 4 mother since i update? Had been busy with test and exam.. then now holiday le have been busy dating =p Haiz my GPA drop lehz.. drop by 0.2 lucky still remain at 3 pointer.. this coming sem must study harded le.. rest enough le. hmm too long nv blog le dont know what to write about... hehe.. will try to update more =x

Writen at 11.00pm

June 03 2007

TEST! test~~ TEST....

So many test the coming week.. everything booked le.. whole week not free.. see ar.. Monday BPO written test, Tue ERP test, Wed Regina birthday then go clubbing, Thur BPO partical test, friday SFE test(the one i fail) & C# Test, Sat & Sun prepare for power point.. STRESS!! today study at home .. then meet my dearie and sister club go out at night.. then i last min call ppl out.. about the phat night meeting.. i forget about it! lol untill alex call me then i realie.. o guan yun told me that i left out some ppl then they very sad.. sorry lehz for those i didnt call.. cos i plan and anyhow call then faster go study le.. all last min de.. o about Alex .. i thought gy will call you cos you all together.. but he scare i dont like or what so nv call.. so dont misunderstand okie? lol so many test so stress also.. haiz.. i dont wanna get last any more.. my parent say me from the day i get last untill now.. more pressure.. night guy..

Writen at 1.57pm

May 29 2007

My life changing?

Guess what? i get last in class and fail my test.. haiz.. first time in my life i get last in class.. and first time fail in poly.. very emo lo.. then reach home parent still say why i so lousy.. haiz.. lucky i got my dearie by my side.. if not i will emo untill si... okie nvm.. then today some unhappy thing happen to my group, i dont remember i did anything to her why she wanna treat me like that lehz? aiya but nvm la.. after all we still a group de so it alright.. then saw yong liang at booth i say i emo then he dont care me and continue to do his work.. then i sian half then walk off after that.. why everyone like that treat me de lehz! haiz.. did i change or they change? i dont know.. emo le... byebye

Writen at 11.00pm

May 24 2007





What a wonderful life

Waiting for my update anyone? haha sorry been busy with school stuff and spending time with my dearie.. not play play de.. she my one and only girl in my heart now.. haha i finally landed and settle down le.. no longer emo le.. if even emo also because of her =X oop..
Trying to give her my very best.. Actually i have a wonderful life that every guy wanted. See ar.. i got a very caring parent, sch result also not bad and with a super nice sport bike.. and of cos a WONDERFUL GIRLFRIEND!! still need what else? enought le... thank god or who ever for blessing me.. =)

Writen at 11.00pm

May 07 2007

Dont dare to update

Dont you feel this few night very hot? or just because my feeling is no settle that why like that.. Btw now yi ting not my darling le.. cos she say wanna be my mei mei.. so i anything lo.. after all play play de..
Let talk about ytd.. ytd went to watch Spider-Man 3 with ogl.. then my Darling keep feeding me eat vinegar lolx.. from the start till go home she stick with alex like super glue.. then movie that time purposely hold alex and ask him to block me from sitting her side.. lolx am i really that scarly? dont know.. maybe i am? lucky she not my real darling.. she said she was afraid that i will put in true feeling for her that why she treat me that way.. OMG now everyone scare i will fall for them? then ytd emo.. she thought is because of her.. haha partly ba.. she remind me of my ex.. ytd what she do is exactly what my ex do to me when we are stead that time.. although it just my past.. but the feeling is sour sour de..

Okie today.. SIAN Lo from 9am study all the way to 9.30pm!! our new canteen open le.. but inside look the same.. lame (-_-) then wei shan buy chocolate for me lehz! so happy la.. she say she feel bad.. haha how silly right? really nice of her.. BUT!! after giving she went back to alex .. (-_-'l'l) haha.. my flirting wife.. lolx.. nv i enjoy the chocolate lo.. when i open.. OMG!! I forget to tell her i dont eat nut!! then i eat the chocolate but not the nut.. =P k la tired.. night guy

i finally not a good guy anymore.. my name are smelly and what did i get in return? nothing... what did i lost? myself... haiz.. i losing myself cos of hate.. the hate is growing in me..


Saturday night !!

Saturday night dinner!!

sentosa that time take de

Saturday night !! Emo story time!

Writen at 11.51pm

May 05 2007

Hallucination Everywhere?

Hoho waiting for my blog? hmm What shall i say.. now i dont know shall i believe in true love any more.. i hurt too much by seaching it le.. flying around untill i very tired.. now i finally got some landing point now.. i dont care where just do emergency landing le.. i need to hide there and heal my wound first.. With two nurse there.. wei shan(big darling) do the contorling and yi ting(small darling) just being entertaining..
Haha no worry i know everything is just an "hallucination" so once i heal i will take off and look for true love again.. =) i promise wei shan not to filrt liao.. actually am i filrting? i just being friendly.. lol excuss only i know.. =p just dont like the feeling of lonlyness mahz.. think i better change le la.. if not my da lao po going to angry again..
Sian just kanna scold by my parent.. say i very careless.. i actually left my key at my bike for OVERNIGHT!! what liao i super sotong lehz... haha lucky my bike are still around.. look at what card i am below..

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
     Take the Test to Find Out.

Writen at 1.15pm

May 03 2007

Sentosa & And Misunderstanding

Today abit moody lehz.. kind of disappointed.. they say we neglect kyo.. cos we alway ogl ogl.. ya maybe is our fault but can talk to us and tell us about it de mahz.. we so close le.. what thing can not say? then today test she and mike go sit other sit where we save two sit for them to sit beside us.. at first thought they dont know.. so i shout "kyo here got TWO Seat! " but then haiz.. maybe they nv heard us.. but normaly they will ask de lehz.. dont know why today .. some more on test, when we already say will help ken de.. i feel so sry for ken lehz.. if only i study more i can help him out.. haiz how useless i am.. k la dont want to think le.. tml we will be fine le.. i think?

O when to sentosa with the Ogl.. haha so fun! told alot of picture! but i only upload a few that i like most.. enjoy lo.. jeff in the hospital lehz.. so poor thing lo.. we share money buy bird nest for him.. hope he can get well soon.. k la.. tml still early class dont want to think so much le.. i really tired.. i been wondering too long.. i really want to settle down.. my below my feet is a huge ocean without any landing place. being force to move on or die in the sea alone.. now i finally got someone that care about me more then other did.. they are my OGL.. but because of ogl i got misunderstanding with classmate.. haiz.. i trying to follow other foot step.. end up i am lost here.. am i good or bad now? firlt or not? so now i what?












Writen at 10.05pm

May 01 2007

April finally pass!


phew.. finally MAY!! althought i born in april but i alway break in april! so that my bad luck month.. when the time hit 12am my nu shen come talk to me.. my luck is changing again! cool.. omg got to sleep le.. tml going to sentosa with OGL.. dont know why i emo lehz.. i waiting for my nu shen to sleep first.. cos she seem more emo then me.. first time see her like that.. SHE SLEEP LE!! I ALSO GO SLEEP LE>> NIGHT GUY!





Ee ling and Alyssa working place.


Writen at 1.15am

April 28 2007

WHAT! LOLX

Hmm let start from ytd.. Went to see my boy friends Yong Liang Preform during the night.. but he didnt see me! then after that went to S11 to celebrate Jolyn birthday.. haha we play a joke on ting(say she very thick face & we dont know her), she like take it to heart leh.. like so sad like that.. i feel so bad.. Then after that send jolyn home.. actally zhi yang wanna send de but too late le so end up we ask him not to.. jolyn said her block got ppl jump down before lehz.. WHAT LIAO!! then no last bus so i walk home lo.. super dark lo.. cos i take short cut(10min only).. then on my way back home i saw two police man.. lol lucky they nv check me if not i sure go police station de.. cos i got swiss knife in my pocket. plus my Ic is photo Copy de haha..

Today i late for soccer again!! I ALWAY OVERSLEPT FOR MY SOCCER TRAINING!! reach there like 3pm like that.. OMG late for 1/2 an hour.
Dont know after eating qr potato chip i become super high.. my body like eaten drug.. i feel young again!! i can keep running without stopping from.. hmm let see she come at 5++pm untill soccer end like about 7++pm, 2 HOUR PLUS!! And not feeling tired.. then after that went to KFC eat and watch soccer with my Brothers and uncle Lim. Reach home bath liao sit here write blog lo.. end of my days.. abit boring i know.. lolx. O ONE LAST THING MUST REMEMBER IN YOUR HEART! DONT EVEN CALL PPL A "GAY" Even they really are.. they still have thier right.. it only make them feel extra and hurt.. =)

Writen at 10.55pm

April 25 2007

Prefect Guy?

Haha today heard something make me very happy with.. i am one of the Prefect Guy in OGL!! that most girl think, so nice right? Dont say i bhb hor.. is my dear(Yong Liang) told me de.. haha but he die die dont want tell me who is the few said de... btw WHO IS BANANA!! think of that.. i hungry liao >.<
But i will not be mr nice guy any more le la.. haha cos i wanna ppl to love me.. and mr nice guy no one want de.. =) hmm About my nu shen right? did you go read her blog? haha she stress.. maybe too many ppl woo her that why she post there.. "dont want to have any realstionship" but my nu shen still my nu shen will not change.. she just there to be my moral support so that go ogl will have more fun.. Who care about realastionship, as long as she still treat me as good friends.. lolx dont say woo or not woo..cos it is not important at all, most important is the "feel" as long as you happy.. who care? haha.. lol Today heard something about someone that hold the same blue whistle as me.. know she sure being hurt now.. but this is the way she choose then let it be lo.. as a friends is better not to care so much.. Sometime when you miss the shooting star it will not stop & wait for you, it just continue flying.. Today i saw my 05 fresh man.. i say Yong liang is my bf! since when i become gay? or i already a gay? LOLX CRAZY!! I NORMAL OKIE! OMG i think she actually believe.. btw i wanna change a name lehz.. any suggestion? tag in my tag blog thank..

Writen at 1.10am

April 23 2007

Emo King?

OKie Emo king is back once again.. waiting for me blog anyone? haha my dayily veiw have Increase so much untill sometime you will feel abit lag while veiwing.. thank for being so concert for me. hmm what we have today? hmm i dont know how to say.. she ever ask me why can i change heart so fast.. untill now the word are so fresh in my mind.. and for those who alway concert and care about me.. i know who you are.. i wont forget what you all did or say.. when there a need. i will be there =).. i dont know how long i can hold on? i hardly even see her each days.. we dont have comment topic.. even serene also support another james.. i starting to lose confident. maybe even i not around any more she also wont notice.. OMG WHY I EMO AGAIN!! lol.. i Think too much le la siao de wo.. i fit fit scare what? dont know why i alway will blog emo thing ar? since when? okie la that all for EMO king of the days.. stay tone.. haha

Writen at 11.46pm are you playing on me?


19th jam and hop!

April 20 2007

Today My Birthday!!

My Birthday SMS Wisher

1) Mei Nee "Hello i wana be the 1st to wish u happy birthday! hehe hope ur wishes come true! aiya got 2 say gd nite and sweet dream! cya!
2) James Zhuang "Paiseh just now call u! btw just want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY! before the clock strike 12. this year hope that u will be happy and rich! haha cya soon!
3) Mei Hui "Happy birthday! May all your wishes come true n stay happy alway. ;-)
4) Yi Ting "Happy birthday! May all your wish come true :)
5) Regina "Happy birthday! :)
6) Victoria "Hey! Happy 20th birthday.. haha.. Stay happy and keep on smiling!!
7) Si hui "hey happy birthday=) hope that everything will turn out well for u this yr. be
it studies relationship. all d best. enjoy urself
8) Eileen "Happy bdae worx!
9) Peter "Happy bday 2 u.. Enjoy it.. Wish u will have an unforgettable day.. Tc..
10) Nerrine "Hey Happy Birthday! =)
11) Su Zhen " Happy birthday! One yr older le.. muz jia you n study hard for ur poly.. gd luck n all the best.. tkc
12) Desmond "Yo bro :) happy birthday to you may all your wish come true and yi ting will be yrs soon :) shaker clan rowk *Missing Text* jia you jia you :)
13) Wei Lin "Hey james! HapPy bIrtHday to U! hApPy biRtHdaY to yOu! haPPy biRthDaY tO u!! EnJoy tHis sPeciAl daY oF yoUrs to the FuLLesT! :)
14) Winnie "Qiu! Chinese(Sheng Re Kuai Le)! hee may u find ur happiness n stay charming n cheerful everyday! God bless u!
15) Jewelry "LOL! Chinese(Sheng Re Kuai Le)! :X
16) Wee Chong Andy "Yea today you the bday boy yea!
17) Su Fen "Happy birthday! Stay Happy always!
18) Qiu Rui "Hey.. Happy birthday..
19) Edwin "Happy birthday!
20) Ee Ling "Hey, good morning. james.. Just wanna say a very Happy Birthday to you today..! Haha.. :-) stay happy always..
21) Sandra "happy birthday (=
22) Vicent " Hey, happy Birthday. Wish u all e best & may all your wishes come true.. =)
23) Samuel "Yo happy Bday man Haha.. May all your wishes come true Haha..
24) Ida "Hey there! Happy 20th bdae (: may u hv wonderful bdae 2dae! & may u success in life! *cheers!*
25) Christina "Happie birThdae sHaoqiiu.. Haha.. ii dint forget.. Anywae. enjoy yrself TodaE.. hpe tt yr wish will come true.. i mean yr nu shen.. Looking forward 2 yr gd news wOrx.. Take carEx..
26) Zhen Hee "Happy birthday to u.. Hope all your wishes come true... aAnd stay happy always.. =D
27) Kenneth "Happy Birthday!! Wish your dream come true!!
28) Joyce "Happy birthday!
29) Elaine Goh "Hey james.. Happy bdae to u! Haf a joyous day n enjoy!! (: smile..
30) Danlin "Hey. Happy birthday to you!
AND NV FORGET THOSE WHO WISH ME ON BY PHONE.. Cheryl & Wei Shan!!


First Cake that My OGL friends bought for me.. SOO TOUCH AND SUPRIZR! Thank GY,Jewelry,Alyssa,Desmond,Dao Li,Jolyn,Priscilla & Everyone!
This Cake is bought by my Classmate! Thank lehz.. =P

This is bought by my Parent.. so nice of them!! i love my family muack! muack!

Present that i received this on my birthday! so many all so nice.. thank lehz.. i like it very much!

during jam and hop party! on the 19th night.. all rape the birthday boy! 0.o

Making my wish of the year.


litter Diary on my birthday today



I dont really know what to write about, everything was all out of plan.. at first i thought my classmate didnt remember my birthday end up they actually bought a cake for me.. haha so touch.. regina and stella give me a mini soccer ball..so cute but i wonder how i kick? lol but i like it very much.. now still playing like cat.. 0.o meow wonder regina really got eat the cake anot? haha cough dont find me k? =P
Si hui gave me a card holder.. haha look so nice.. abit cant bear to wear.. then edwin bought me a band.. nike de.. hmm cool .. last but not least is yi ting.. she bought me that shirt. haha cool hor? i have a very happy birthday eve sian.. really happy.. cos they know i actual day meet yi ting le so they celebrate with me on my birthday eve.. Surprise me sia! but really thank guy.. nv regret to know you all and join OGL..

Today before 3.30pm i was happy, everyone treat me so nice and everything seem to go soo well and i cant wait to end lesson faster.. but haiz.. 1st) All the shaker cant make it cos the meeting.. 2nd)haha nvm still got her but She also cant make it cos sick and say family want her to be home eat dinner(Sick rest at home nothing wrong, i also dont want her to sick. parent dont allow then i got nothing say.. but if shaker all got go she become can?) the shirt she wear already show that she choice meeting le and today mean nothing to her but just a normal day.. i really really disappointed lehz.. and really really sad.. am i hoping too much or asking too much? i know i am no body to her.. but all i want is normal dinner on my birthday with her isit very hard? maybe she trying to hint me ba, ppl said birthday can not sad de if not whole year will sad.. haha so i try to cheer myself up le..but as u know i emo guy very hard.. my birthday is at first happy then sad de.. mean will half year sad half year happy? lol dont know.. some time when you put too high hope on something also no good.. cos pain when fall :)
Every year during my birthday sure got a girl say sorry to me de.. this is the 4th year and she the 4th girl.. fated.. i dont know what to reply her.. not i dont want to reply.. haiz.. i dont want to lie and say i am okie when i not.. later 2am got metheor shower lehz.. cool hor.. now i.45am le.. write this blog and upload pic for hour.. lol

Writen at 10.06pm

April 18 2007

2 more days

Haha i very happy lehz my nu shen remember my birthday and wanna celebrate with me.. so we ask all the shaker to come along too.. wonder how will it be to celebrate? dont know, think normal dinner ba.. hey thank guy i know alot of you guy wanna celebrate with me.. dont know why suddenly like this. last year no one ask.. this year so many.. my ite classmate ask me to go lafina bbq together.. she born the same day as me 20th.. but i never go.. cos every year they only celebrate for her and forget about i also born the same day and i also having birthday.. lol.. plus go there all pair left me alone also sian(every year like that). dont know lehz.. but i nv go like very bad like that.. haiz see how ba.. sat day also got soccer.. feel like asking those soccer freak out but think they wont.. lol

Writen at 11.46am Do you ever play attention on me?

April 17 2007

Do anyone remeber?

Ytd i cough from 10.30pm to 12 mid night then sleep.. feel so unwell lo.. cough untill tear also come out.. hmm I asked the someone i like, to go out this friday.. but she didnt give me a comfirm answer.. haha i didnt tell her why i choose that day, so it alright for them to dont know about it... i dont want because of my birthday then she force herself to go out with me.. even i 3 year nv celebrate, so what? i rather dont want then force.. haha can anyone buy me a birthday cake? lol i know i very bhb but no one ever buy me a cake before except my mum..
Btw i change my bike motor.. outside might look the same but inside is totally different.. more horse power and lesser noise but abit more shake.. shake untill some time my hand nume. think i shall get myself a bike glove le.. still owe sk $25 nv get the chance to meet him.. this sat even i sick i will go down to soccer to return the money de.. promise.. only might be late lol =) hmm still got what? today zx called me.. thought he will ask me out friday or what.. end up he say.."hey my friend wanna play dk can give me your password?" what kind of disappointment.. but i didnt give la.. i dont know that guy also.. hack le i find who sia. even i didnt play le.. but my name and hardwork is there.. o i use to hang the log key on my landyand because it very important $500 if lost.. then now the key is return then i feel something is missing like that.. so i take another improtant thing to hang on it.. the blue wiser and the price? 20 cent.. lol but it mean alot.. i remind me not to turn bad and back.. and it keep all the OGL memerise inside. k la.. i gtg prepare le.. need to go sch liao.. tata

Writen at 11.46am Do you ever play attention on me?

April 14 2007

Back to Normal

just came back from OGL chalet, what bian super tired.. 2 night sleeping on the floor haha but i very happy to sleep on floor.. am i crazy? haha shared my tooth bruth with serene and vicent.. and bath with Desmon and samuel .. haha we SOOO GAY!! First day i already late cos i nv take my bike there so take bus abit miss the timing. i found out that alot of guy wooing my nu shen sia!! Haha but thank god i am not filter out in her list.. and she treat me as good as brice!! some time word from her can be really warm and touching.. like spending time with the shaker.. althought they abit crazy 0.o? i do not mean i dont like to spend time with the rest.. lol i like the time when we walk out to eat.. haha gossip time!! OMG since when i become part time gossip station.. but with si hui around we sure wont run out of topic de.. i LIKE EVERYONE!! o some senior stayed with us on the first night.. wei shen , wen tao and ting nv come.. sad sia. aiyo i very tired le.. i go rest le.. cos just watching the moive robinson with them.. 2 more days START SCHOOL LE!!


Tata!! this is my nu shen!! pretty & cute right?

Writen at 6.26pm Start missing you..

April 12 2007

Back to Normal

Ouch! my hand hurt now.. haha cos i stupid stupid go punch the wall.. lolz.. ytd night i very sick.. i eat alot of Medicine untill i am who also dont remember le.. haha just sleep right away.. like a dead person.. now wake up le feeling abit lost and dont know what to do.. lucky today i got chalet again! lol chalet almost every 4 days. later going to jewelry house to help her settle some bbq stuff.. wonder my nu shen will go mahz? haha dont know still wanna ride bike there anot cos my hand still hurt.. =*(
School starting next week le.. not time to play and enjoy le.. sian i nv get the chance to ask my nu shen out.. dame! dame ! dame! i no ball.. lol now she got some many ppl wooing her, so many untill she cant see me any more? haha who say shooting star will grant your wish? but my wish didnt came true.. from today onward i no longer emo le.. and no longer believe in fate de.. believe me i grow le.. i dont want be childish anymore..

Cookie that i brake at alex house.. the heart is i make de!! and it so nice to eat!!
You believe she is sleeping ma? but she is! ouch.. lucky she a not a guy! lolz

Writen at 10.00am

April 10 2007

Today is yi ting birthday!

Hmm busy days today.. trying to make myself super busy now, just dont wanna stay at home.. ytd help yi ting celebrate her birthday but a few ppl not happy with it.. cos they say it unfair to those ogl that we nv celebrate birthday for them but i still go for it and plan.. i dont mind what other think about me as long as the person is happy.. my nu shen lehz =) end up ytd because alot of ppl rushing for report all those then we rush here and there.. haiz i nv plan hao then everything is a mass.. i go run around but nv see serene lehz(forget got this thing call phone). end up she so angry.. lousy planner.. then collect money that time i go here and there to collect some i even forget their name.. but at least get the chance to talk to them.. jing ren come and say he pay for someone and himself.. then i was like orh. okie.. then stella scare i run away so in the meeting give me the money le lol.. some of them havent give me my money!! haha i bought a Necklace for yi ting.. no one sharing i solo.. lol wonder she will like it mahz? as you all know my taste are lousy.. my wallet spoil le =( coin dropping out liao.. everytime i open my wallet i feel pain.. lol.. ytd send zhi yang home.. end up i lost my way.. lol.. but dont know why i turn turn turn can turn to seng keng there..then the more i dont want to go the more i turn back there.. lol so no choice lo turn to seng keng then take the "past" road back home.. there something i still keep inside my wallet but i think i the only one ba..


later i going to meet serene they all to celebrate yi ting birthday again.. but my present i already give le!! then tonight i not coming back home to stay.. went to chalet stay.. tml still have to go back to my ITE to see my new dancer dance. cant believe i am a dancer right? i nv dance le only give advise.. sy is so lucky to have qr lo.. even his birthday is still long way like a few month back.. she planing for him what to give le.. lol really hope that everyone can find thier love one.. i really hate april =X i waiting for a princess to break the curse on me..

Writen at 9.37am

April 07 2007

Think it time for me to stop

Today i chat with jewelry on msn to get the pic that we take at alex house.. she ask me wanna go to doby ghout cos all ic meeting there.. then after that is alex ask me.. haha all abit last min cos they found out i nv go.. think they thought regina will ask me ba.. at least they ask me.. even last min i also very touch.. haha emo guy again.. (-_-l'l') o Guy if ever there is any outing dont expect regina to ask me can? now we nv talk much le.. we just friends.. normal friends.. i know you guy will think i filrt or what.. but i realie something.. she just not the right girl for me.. and i think i know what i really want le.. cos zhi yang ask me to follow my heart.. i dont care how ppl think about me also with this decideion soo ask jewelry the fishball or yi ting my nu shen to ask me okie? haha.. Then went to soccer training today.. run around as normal.. lol super tired so no strength to think.. i planing for yi ting and issa birthday cos they same day birthday.. actually plan for yi ting only.. but end up i plan for both of them.. money i pay first.. :*( wallet have to burn again..

i really hate ppl that dont keep promise.. if you cant do it dont promise.. haha i found out the senior all very nice to me lehz.. all so caring.. sooo touch.. lucky i join ogl.. i nv feel lonly anymore.. ya after all life will have to go on.. i dont believe i cant find someone that treasure me.. even i thinking of changing into bad guy .. cos girl also like bad guy de.. but end up i cant... that not me at all.. i will have to find someone that love the real me.. i wont give up seaching no matter what happen.. cos i believe that there is still haha i nv ask for break in all my past relastionship.. all gal dump me.. 5 time le. so sad hor? wonder why.. i trying to find out what my mistake.. if you all know can tell me? so far i know i am childish.. but slowly i getting mature soon..

Writen at 11.50pm

April 06 2007

Over le

Haha sometime thing just dont work out.. btw i not the old sq any more le la.. i changed.. this time not my problem at all.. i wonder why sometime people like to add salt on ppl wound? OGL ended today.. mean the chance of seeing her like very hard liao.. at least i did what i shall did today morning.. O about the chalet Thing right.. ya past le.. and i tooo busy to even come on time on the actuale day.. i go join them at night.. and about invite thinging right? we only invite ppl that wont spoil the mood there de. e.g dont say "no money" or "dont want la lazy" and all alonly guy camp there ma.. and pls dont tag my blog about this kind of thing when i down mood... Sometime must think why other dont want to invite that person first or maybe we did invite..

I dont have much close friends.. because i choice close friends de.. to be my close friends must :
1) Trust and believe in me
2) Stick together when troblem come.
3) Never one time step two boar
4) Never taker brother stead or girl friends (Mean Nv auto or get close to their gf)
5) Can not "Got stead no brother"


And for those who fall in this 5 rule.. that mean i nv treat you as my close friends at all.



Writen at 12.35am

March 19 2007

A wonderful day

First thing first.. Thank for veiwing my blog dayily and for those who come here to scold me dayily.. you very power sia nv know i can actually make someone to come in dayily to scold me.. really have lot of detemination to do that. Okie ytd go to play dota with ken & apple in the afternoon .. kind of fun! but we play only two game only.. cos i go meet E426(Church Cell Group) we go share the prize that we win.. remember the Ben and Jelly Ice Cream? we eat only a few it cost $74 !! then we go mind cafe to play.. $2.50 per hour, never been there before.. i so noobz.. next time got time i bring you guy there then after that all go home cos i whole day nv eat.. then Guess What happen at night ? Haha dont wanna post But i enjoy riding bike with you.. seem like time pass so fast with you hor? =) haha reach home bath then slp le.. everything seen like a dream..

Writen at 9.00am

March 17 2007

Planning for the new intake newbie

Have been SUPER busy with the planing with all my SIT brother and sister.. Haha this 5 day was a tiring one.. wake up early.. then go home late.. once reach home = slp le.. lucky my logistic got one entertainer if now will be very sian during everything.. His name is "GUAN YUN" and he have a very respect Nu Shen(angel) in his heart.. but we know him as a "gay" cos of a email =x, me? myself, i also got a Nu Shen but i dont wanna say out the name la.. i myself know can le.. there sure got alot of cute and pretty girl and of cos got handsome guy like ME!! OMG i so bhb.. took some picture of my treasurer cum classmate cum friends (Serene) haha i look ugly in that pic.. hey dont misunderstand she not my nu shen.. my nu shen is someone more pretty then her.. muhahaha



Writen at 12.00pm OMG 3 more day to Exam result

March 11 2007

Camp Eagle 2007

Hey i Finally back!! Miss me mahz? haha i Got alot of thing to Blog about the camp, dont know where to start from, hmm let see.. i am the last few person to reach on the first day, so many ppl is waiting for my classmate and i to start lo.. the first thing after the trainer introduce about himself, we play a few very chilidish to warm up.. ken face black black de lol like being force to come like that.. after that i purposely spilt group with serene and ken cos go camp is to know more ppl mahz.. some more the serene alway so busy talking to other guy beside her untill i feel like talking to the air..then ken face black black i dont dare to talk to him. haha even edwin thought serene and that guy are stead.. then i was posted to group 3 we name it as " Dragonix " .
At first abit feel abit weird but after the intro session, we getting to know each other better.. guess what? there another james in my group.. so many ppl name called james.. cool ar? this camp is both mentally and physically train.. at first let us guess and remember up to 30 item then play those game that need to be stable and fast. my team is more strong in mentally.. physically not that strong.. DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THIS!! we not weak.. we still strong!! then during the lurch time also nv let us rest much.. then still to come out with a cheer for each group. Night time we play tresure hunt, very hard lo..need to act and find qustion at 3 different lvl 1 to 6 without lift!! and the qustion is super wu-lu wu-lu de, my qustion is "The main star that fight with the guy acted as Batman in which moive? " who the hell know this answer right? then wanna what tip from them must do forfit.. i do 25push up and run from one end of the block to other end shout like monkey (Eeee.. Aaaaa.. Eee.. Aa...) then wat the tips is (T__ P______) omg haha i forget the answer le cos really super spuer wu-lu lo.. but end up i still get the manage to found out the answer and we got full mark.. with this game we end our first day. below is some of the first day pic


My face was block!! jump so high still block me!~ (-_-'l')

The Dragonix saw the Dragon head?

last one to register so they take my photo T.T
Under the sun thinking of the formation of the cheer


Day 2 of the camp


2nd everyone back to camp was like here pain there pain cos of ytd forfit and the Activities.. david worst he kanna food poisoning.. a few of our group even fall sick never come at all.. funny thing is almost every team wear white or black even myself wear white.. like got ppl die like that.. lol 2nd day of the camp 20% of the leader die on the battle field. The last Activities of the day before we join all the 5 group together is called the "poison river" rule is simple. use 3 chair to transport your team mate to the other end without touching the floor or the rode. then use back the same chair to come back fetch the rest and go again. if touch the rode whole team have to restart all over again.. we restart two time.. and i go there and back for total 7 time.. untill my a nearly have a backace. but fun la i like 2nd day more.. lol after that we have our lurch.. everyone is one group now.. And we not play game le.. we have mission to do..
The mission is call Bomb deflate, Find and complete 7 station out of 9 station within 2 and 1/2 hr then once 7 station is done run back to deflate the final bomb.. every 5min more then the time given will have 2 injured played that cant walk on thier own. The final bome cant be done it by one person.. at least 7 person then can be done de. one of the station i will nv forget is the 21 Porker card game.. pick 5 card that add together is 21, can not be lesser or bigger.. if fail to do so. reline up again from the back, each time is about 10min.. then dont know is i too "lucky" or wat! i get 5 time "GOlin(mean less then 21)" in a row... then 1 time bigger then 21.. then 7th time then hit 21.. OMG!! lol.. i waste alot of time there for one station only.. haha the rest of the startion i lazy say so skip!
The final station le but we already over the time given.. omg.. we are given cup to fill up a pile with water untill the ping po ball flow out, it have about 12 hole and 1.2m height.. then the toliet is so far.. haha so i run to my locker then the so call "deflate kit" actaully is a file la.. so they can take water from the file faster.. lol and it work!! then after the 3rd pile we done! but thing is the worst part! we over the time given that mean we have 18 person that cant walk and we given 30min to evacuate.. out of the 18, 6 must more then 60kg and above and 12 must tall then the trainer (about 1.7m) omg almost all the guy is out! nvm then i take one guy first.. piggy back him. the evacuation route is super Toooo de lo.. need to go up to level 6 with stair then go down to lvl 2.. then clam up the slop the about 30m.. reach block N still have to clam the stair to level 2 then reach.. OMG that is crazy right? i go 4 round.. lol mean i tank 4 ppl la.. FIt fit hor? lol super tired lo.. but no choice i need to help them.. THAT ALEX!! super super lucky lo.. 9-12 girl carried him one PERSON! then his right arm one girl left arm one girl.. omg.. so lucky! like god father!!! if i know i want to be the injure man.. lol half way i go take over so i one person carried him up slop to the end.. spoil his dream.. muhahaha dont want let him happy too long.. every guy there so jealouse.. haha lucky we make it in time.. just right.. lol.. this time i really give my 100% le.. Dinner time!! everyone eat like monster.. what a camp.. i long time nv enjoy this much le.


Last photo of the camp.

informal!!

Is the gal holding my hand? lol =x

worry about my backside will push them down? 0.o

Me and my "deflate kit" lol
Dinner Time! All ghost gate is open!! . See all wear white!


Writen at 3.00pm 9day to exam result

March 07 2007

New hair style

Hey been waiting for me to blog anyone? today went to look for jobz with bc sk and zh but the stupid guy only told us they dont want student when all of us take taxi down to bedok at 2 plus 3.. on phone still say they want student.. waste our time and money.. then we no choice lo.. haha went simei cut hair play ghost squad & pool.. then i go find "apply"(my classmate) since i was there.. wat can 4 guy do in simei? lol eat kfc then went to bc house play majong 1 round.. mean north south east west one round.. super long.. lol we nv play money.. but we got count i lose all the way T.T if play money i lose about $5.. but i have to do 50 push up!! OMG.. haha but i nv do.. next time ba.. cos tml i having camp at 8.45am.. if not no strength for camp.. wonder what will we be doing tml.. hope got pretty girl.. lol.. my fate is not for majong ba.. alway lose nv win.. WHO TEACH ME DE AR? THOSE PIGGY!! nv teach me full skill.. sad.. Chalet booked.. 2 story de.. a super big one.. lol then maybe i drive car on that day.. see how ba.. k la i going to pack my bag for tml camp le.. night guy..

Writen at 11.30pm Do you ever think of me at night? i do..

March 07 2007

Earth quake!!

Today i play dota untill half, suddenly i nearly fell of the sit.. dot i thought i play game too long untill i siao liao.. but NOT!! is EARTH QUAKE!! OMG my whole family feel it. okie nvm.. the thing stop after few sec. then about afternoon i take a short nap.. i dream of bikini girl!! haha so happy BUT.. THEN.. EARTH QUAKE AGAIN!! i was wake up by the earth quake.. wat liao.. sian half T.T

Went to school to submit the concept form for 8-9 Leadership camp. i nearly fall of my bike today. haha lucky didnt.. silped cos i suddenly brake. you must be wondering why i brake right? very lame de.. cos i wanna post letter then i only remember when i saw the mail box at the road side.. lol.. o tml i dying my hair so i take a photo of myself b4 cutting it. actually today wanna cut de but my mum say tml cut better.. so tml cut lo.. I just bought a new shoe ytd with the company of wc zx zh jk. After buying we went bugis to eat. Before we go home we play a stupid game.. each one of us must go ask a girl number. but end up only wc ask.. but kanna rejected.. then we took a super long trip bus back home lo.. today i nothing better to do so i make myself a death note.. copy right hor dont take. that all for today night.. =)


Writen at 12.36am 13day to exam result

March 04 2007

Friendly match with City Havert Church

Today wake up very early, first thing is on com play dota after wash up.. lol then ride zx to pasir ris mrt to meet e426 at 1pm, one of the cell group that invite us to their game. Guess wat the cell group leader name? lol also JAMES! lol zx & me sure play soccer de lo.. but is a 3 on 3 scrpoin match. first match we win! 5-3 then the 2nd match dont know what happen to that guy, a friendly match play untill like life and death like that.. push zx. haha funny thing is zx own goal!! from very far he want to pass back to me but i not there.. lol so no choice lo only can help them get 2nd place in soccer.. then zx right after soccer go help out the captain ball.. lol they got 2nd place for e426 again.

Then i team up with ivan(height about 1.80) and Rom(height about 1.73) then join the 3 on 3 basket ball.. guess what first match we win like range of 14 ball to 0. Fit fit hor? lol so bhb.. then cos of time not enough le.. so we play first 3 goal win after that.. lol then we get 3-0 and 3 of us get 1st!! So happy i so long nv play basket ball le but i on form.. overall e426 win the 1st prize. $60 ben & jelly coupon.. nv enjoy this much before.. but time pass very fast today 5pm le, me and zx was so tired and smelly.. haha there got alot of pretty and cute gal!! moral support.. after that went to eat dinner at TM they take bus and i ride bike.. but half way RAIN!! sian i just changed to a new shirt then it rain.. T.T but i still join them for dinner then go home. a really fun day! and Cool my blog hit over 100 over 3 day? COOL THANK.. i know i not alone anymore cos of you guy. =)

Writen at 10.00pm dose anyone feel my joy? hope you are.

March 03 2007

Cool Ar?

Haha so happy.. cos in two day time my blog got over 60 view.. lol i thought my blog is dead dead de. Today went to soccer training as normal, tiring day. today only one sentence can use "So near yet so far", i thought i just wanna have someone to love and care about me, but end up i keep rejecting girl, not alot only a few.. zhen hee ask me to forget about past and look at the girl that waiting for me.. but i say love cant be forgoten easily de, so he ask me why i love her.. i say i dont know.. then guess wat the answer? he say ppl with no reason loving is call true love.. lol this word actually come out from him? haha but i know my stand.. i wont have other thought but just standing one side waiting for sky to drop.. LAME!!

Writen at 11.50pm are you listening to the music now? i hope you are.

March 02 2007

Getting A New Look

Hey Hey i finally Changed A new skin.. been busy this few day.. Ytd went out with Sk, Zh and meet bear after that for movie.. Sk drive! so i nv ride my bike.. lucky nv ride cos it been raining whole day.. took some pic.. i will upload later.. cos my blog still got abit of error. I reopen a Soccer chalet again.. All guy again? Ya.. lol everyone voted and 0 voted to have underage.. haha cos we planing to go clubbing.. Ytd we when to drive all over singapore i think.. lol Got Punggol, Ang mo kio, Tampinese, Woodland, PS, Orchard road, Bugis, Boon Keng, Bredell road ect ect la.. lol last station is boon keng. we went there eat prata! i intro them to my ex.. lol a super talkative one.. lol about 11++pm i ask her come down.. very bad hor? lol =P

Had you ever thought that you play play in a relastionship and end up when that person left you then you realie you cant live your life well without her? have you ever did something wrong and you cant get the forgiveness from other? Once you being in the blacklist no matter wat you do you wont be good guy any more even you changed, there is no 2nd chance.. but i dont mind.. i really dont.. as long as i see all the gal i like found their happyness that enough for me le.. really.. i no longer need those "name" or wat.. cos i got my brother around.. i try to protent each of everyone, but after i am a human, there nothing much i can do.. so i still the best in dream land. haha those who read my blog pls stay here longer.. listen to the music that i like it too.. some is the word i wanna tell you but i wont get the chance =)

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