Hawini Tsiwoni

Our Name


People we know often ask what "Hawini Tsiwoni" means.  If they're plural, this is all they ask.  If they're not, they ask this either before or after wanting to know why we have a group name.  So here's the scoop:

1) "Hawini tsiwoni" is Tsalagi (the language of the Cherokee people).  Roughly translated, it means "talking inside".  What happened was...   so... like... Okay, there used to be all this noise in my head.  I can't really describe it any other way.  Just noise.  Then one day it turned into chatter.  This is when I, Leigh, started to become what I refer to as "selves-aware".  I couldn't find the Tsalagi for "inner-chatter" and I don't speak enough of it to shake a stick at (though I am learning) so I went with "talking inside".  Just a cute little thing to use for whatever reasons.

2) Why do we have a system name?  Well a majority of the multiple groups we know online have a group/system/household/whatever name in order to distinguish each group from the others.  As we became more involved my others were prodding me from all angles to have a name of our own.  I had no reason to deny this request.

Our Home (a/k/a Inner-Landscape)

Most multiples have reported having an inner-landscape of some type.  We are no exception.   I (Brook) was not here when our core first became aware of us but I understand our inner-landscape at the time to have been nothing but a dark, cold, gray place.  This didn't feel like a safe or comforting place to go to when someone needed to be inside for an extended period of time.  We have a group of very close friends who go by the system name of Rhymershouse Collective who explained to one of us how we could build a home inside.  Then the children were asked for ideas on how this home should look.  It was a big agreement that they wanted to live inside the trunk of a tree.  When asked what kind most of them decided a willow tree.  The adults took to making this place.  I was not around and can not explain how it was done to a "t", but do know it involved some serious thinking and planning.  As of now, we live inside a hallowed-out willow tree with a large iron door that locks on both the outside and the inside.  We each have a key once we get inside to let us into the tree.  Once inside, this place is much much larger than it appears on the outside.  We each have a bedroom that we decorated ourselves.  We have a large living room with a fireplace, books, a computer area, a cafe table and chairs, and a play area for the children.  We have a kitchen there as well, and of course a bathroom.  The latter is more out of outside habit as there is no need to use the restroom inside.  Outside of the tree there is a sitting area under the long branches of our tree.  We often have one-on-one meetings with our core there if something needs to be discussed in private.  The ground is lush and green a majority of the time though we do have snow there.  There is a crystal-clear stream in the distance.  Oh yes, and we have a dog inside named Conrad.

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