Hey...I guess all that I have to say is.  Well I'm sorry for acting the way I do.  This isn't so much a strip as it is my own afirmation that... that I'm more than what I act like.  I'm tired of being so hyper and oblivious all the time... I'm tired of being so loud in the way I act because I really want to convince myself that this is who I am.

I know that I'm oblivious to the obvious some times... but that's because I'm paying selective and close attention to the details of other things around me.  Details some people seem to ignore that I just find myself picking up and focusing on.  I want to know who I am sometimes... so much that I think that if I can convince myself of a real identity by acting so immature that maybe... maybe I'll be comfortable in that way of action.  I've needed to grow up in alot of ways for a long time.  And I just think I need to express that, because I can't bring myself to say it.

Cool....that was really emotional and heartfelt.

Well... I guess I'll just be toning my voice down and acting a tad more calm from now on, or at least I'll be trying such.

This isn't so much a strip as it is a...well I don't know what it is but it feels good, and that's enough for me.