{Got Sanity?}-{V.7}-{Aren't we just the cutest chicks?}

3.8.08

wow it's been so long. just wanted you all to know that i'm alive and well. only because liz added me on myspace! and then i got to thinking about the little web blog we had together. uh yeah, i finally figured out the password after 348304938049 times of trying. :) i'm a junior in high school right now, so it's been a little hectic and i haven't been doing so great in my studies. i had a job awhile ago at mervyn's because of winterrrrr and all those holidays. i got laid off later on since i was just a seasonal. uhhh, i had a boyfriend for a while. seven months. ended terribly, he broke my heart. five months later, i'm doing much better. i also cut my hair along the way. goddd, there's so much more to tell you, but i have a major brainfart and i don't know what to say but if you have questions, i'd be glad to answer them. :) oh sc, i still have your aim sn but you're never on! and i don't have msn anymore so that's why i can't keep in touch with liz or kry.

Ann is living @ 11:38 pm

10.15.07

I'm just posting to give people heart attacks.

Because thats how I roll.

KryCrystal gave heart attacks @ 10:37pm

09.18.06

Soo, just to let you know I'm grounded from the computer and I was attacked! By Sarah Funk's parents, for the second time being pinned. They were dissing my parents so I stormed out of the car; Kim started after me, grabbed the hood of my hoodie and broke it! (Rude.) She was like, choking me with it! E_E Then Dwaine tackled me onto the ground and then he decided to go for my throat to try and choke me, and when he choked me he suddenly let go while Kim was ripping at my hoodie, so Dwaine let go of my neck and grabbed at my hair and ripped out alot of my hair. Both of them threw me into the car, and I fell onto the floor, so after that I got up to sit on the seat (due to I was on the floor) and so Kim, thinking I was gonna try to get out of the car again, got out and opened my door, turned on the child lock and screamed at me. Both of them were then dissing my family again, so I relentlessly defended them, Dwaine threatened to slap me, hard, his hand hovering over my cheeks. I HAD to say that I understood or he's slap me, so I ablidged for the sheer fact I was not going to reach over and kill him while he was driving. Worst part is, when I get really badly tempered I black out and hurt people! I haven't done that in four years and did it for a split second yesterday, it sucked. Mom reported it and stuff, but I'm scared. @_@

KryCrystal almost DIED @ 1:49pm

08.26.06

;-; School starting on Monday. Fluck. I haven't bought any school supplies or did the summer reading or bought any of the books.. =0= I feel like not caring about college right now..

YG Concert in L.A. in Oct. ;0; I want to gooo. e-e No money, no ride. D: ANN! You live there?! ;0; And I want that SuJu photobook.. WHY MONEY WHY?!

StarCrystal lost her sanity @ 5:40pm

08.22.06

Wow, we died. Kry's living with her girlfriend. Ann should be back from Vietnam by now. Liz started school and hates it. I am depressed about everything and somewhat fangirls time to time. Use Livejournal, guys!

R.I.P. Got Sanity?

StarCrystal lost her sanity @ 1:37am

06.21.06

I graduated! Summer is here!

StarCrystal lost her sanity @ 3:53am

04.03.06

yes, a livejournal would be easier, but it probably won't change the fact that i'm lazy and not willing to write in this blog LOL. but today, i feel like it and plus, i have free time. so.. how are you all? i've talked to star about you krystal, i hope you're doing well and that karma bites your stepdad in the ass for hating such a sweet girl like you. everything bad that recently happened in your life, you don't deserve, at least in my view. and i hope you find eternal bliss living in her house. [: cheers to you two! umm, liz. i don't know what's going on with you. sc failed to inform me about your life, but she tells me you say hi. i miss talking to you cause you're hilarrrrrrious. :D maybe we'll catch up sometime soon? i remember we all agreed to take a roadtrip when we get older. LOL you guys are almost to the ripe age of leaving high school aren't you? when i'm still a frickin' freshmen. -_- it sucks ass, i can tell you that. but i'm happy, i guess. the happiest you can get when a year ago your parents just divorced and you don't have any close friends in school. eh, i'm okay though, i know i'll manage. well, that's all i have to say.<333 bye guys. i'll try to be on msn often cause that's probably the only way i can talk to you other than this. p.s. happy belated birthday to krystal. [: i'll take you out drinking when we're both legal!

Ann gained her sanity @ 6:26 pm

02.13.06

Happy late b-day to Kry! (2.04)
And.. would an LJ be easier to update?! T___T I know all of ya are online at one point! Could have at least say hi or something..

StarCrystal lost her sanity @ 11:12am

01.05.06

Happy late new years everyone!!! D: Like five days late! Ahaha. Okay anyways, so life is going okay. Sluffed todya and yesterday and the cops came to my house today and totally got us all in trouble. o_o; I had five people at my house, Anna, Midnight, Cody, Scott, and I. The three boys were totally smoking illegal stuffs and I didn't smoke! :D YAY! So yeah, oh my crap, right now I'm at the school using the computers because I'm totally grounded because of all the crap that has been going on and I dont know, it really sucks. I can't believe I'm grounded! I almost got grounded from Sarah! I was so pissed I freaked out and told mom that I needed to be able to talk to her! Mom let me off easy. o_o And the school let me off easy, and the cops let me off easy. None of us were suppose to come to school today, but the let me come to school. :D They love me, then they let Anna back but only because her mom yelled and totally freaked out on the vice principle person. D:
So yeah, talk to you guys later! D: LIVE GOT SANITY, LIVE!!!! MEkeke. Okay I'm gonna go now. o_o <3

Kry lost her sanity (to love) @ 3:42 PM

12.04.05

I bet we have more than 100 entries in this blog.. And it's almost 3 yrs old next March too :0 But we never do consistent updates @___@ -sigh-
Anywho, finally got this thing started: Got Sanity? Cafepress GO TO IT. :D Yes? Maybe we should make another account on zazzle.com too..

StarCrystal lost her sanity @ 2:53pm

11.14.05

Dammit you guys can't just quit! I mean come on! This is the one thing that -all- of us had and were involved in. TOGETHER. As SISTERS. I mean, if you guys quit this then whats left?! ;__; We can't just give up on GS! I mean, we rarely are able to all talk together on msn and stuff, and we rarely use DA or the same places anymore. .__. How can you guys do this? I'm sad. .__. I mean, at the very least you can just post once in awhile, we aren't a freaking religion or anything you don't have to come every sunday just to post. o__o I mean. ;__; The more you guys go away the more distant it feels and it's very sad. .__. Ima go cry now. *sobs, runs away*

Kry clung to Got Sanity @ 4:04 pm

11.11.05

It's been about two months since I've posted in this blog. I don't think I can keep up anymore you guys. I'm probably going to quit too. I have too much things to do in my life and I probably DO have time to blog, it's just I don't feel like telling the world my secrets, problems, issues. Whatever you want to call it. I'm sorry. But I know if I ever need somewhere or someone to talk to, I know you three will be here for me. If anything dramatic or a significant event happens in my life, I'll be sure to tell you, just not here. Sorry again. I'll miss you guys. :) Enjoy your lives. <33 And I hope you feel better Lisa.

Ann lost her sanity @ 9:31 pm

10.28.05

I finally got my soft contacts today. It seems a bit more complicated than the hard ones (not that I'm complaining, I'm just saying) and I feel I have even less control over them then I did with my previous lenses. It's huge and thin o___O; I hope I don't screw with them this time.. Everything seems REALLY bigger now. Or maybe it's just my comp.
I can't stand being alive. I've been down lately; I even had a small break down during lunch. I just feel extremely unhappy with school, people, society and everything in general. If I was gone only people who'd slightly care are family (which is obligatory) or others have befriended me. I seriously don't make much of a difference. I'm not close to anyone, so it'll be easier to get over grieving (if there was any in the first place). I can't seem to belong anywhere. I'm always clumsy, saying incoherent sentences, and a useless, worthless person. I feel helpless and people either are ashamed or pity me. If I didn't have any feelings or wasn't so sensitive maybe all of this wouldn't bring me to my attention (along with having no/dull personality, which I already aquire.) My depression is getting worse this year. It maybe not be as severe as others, but I'm not that happy either.
Sorry to burden you all with this D:

StarCrystal lost her sanity @ 4:27pm

10.5.05

I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school.
Went to PHHS at 7pm at night to do extra credit for AP Bio. Unfortunately, I did not have a ride and my mom was freakin' out because my uncle had the car, but got into an accident. (Nothing serious) Then she goes to find some college student that lives nearby to give us ride T__T; ..She's just a year older than me goes to UCSD. While driving, my mom keeps talking (she does that a lot) about what to watch out for on the road and yahda yahda.. And the girl just nods and says yes to be polite. D: We know how older generations are... Just leave them talking and you'll be fine. So when I got there, there were already a whole bunch of students from class already doing the lab with burets and sulfric acid and hydrogen peroxide solutions. Did the experiment, collected data. Yeah yeah. =| I am totally failing Math 150 (college calc).. from my last tests and quizzes were not even passing. It'll take forever to bring up that grade. Adv. English Lit.. uggh.. The teacher is a hardass when it comes to grading (said that himself). Why am I not smart enough?! My education hasn't improved for me or I can't retain information very well D: I shouldn't be taking these hard clases in first place. I can't do anything well academically..

StarCrystal lost her sanity @ 9:58pm

9.24.05

I'm just on here to say that this is OFFICIALLY MY LAST BLOGGING ENTRY. WOW! What a great lost. I have nothing interesting to say here or anywhere else. I don't plan to ever blog again here (not even on birthdays or holidays. I know I told you I would, Star). I will, however, still work on the site to make sure everything is running. I think I've kept this to myself long enough, but actually I hate blogging. =) See ya!

Liz lost her sanity @ 8:53pm

9.22.05

GAH. IM SO GOD DAMN CONFUSED. Everyone wants me to go out with this girl named Kris, but I still thoroughly love Sarah, Kris understands this. And I told her IF. --IF-- I went out with her I'd not tell Sarah, and if Sarah ever wanted me back I'd probably leave her like that to go back with her. And Kris says she doesn't care. But I can't, I feel so weird. ;__; I still looooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeee her. And then like, even Sarah is trying to get me to go out with Kris, and she is going to the homecoming with some chick named Heather (*stabs repeatedly*). Gah. *takes deep breathe and breaks a wall* I don't want to lie/hide anything from Sarah, and yet I want her to take my back. I know it sounds pethetic but I absolutely adore and love her. Is that so wrong?! Why is everyone getting mad at me for still loving her!? Is it so god damn wrong to be faithful nowadays?! *freaks out*

Kry spazzed out @ 6:08pm

9.18.05

Hey, well alots happened. .__. My girlfriend and I broke up, sort of. I mean, we aren't dating or anything but we are "Friends with benefits" I guess. xD It feels like we are still together, but we don't have quiet as much stress going "Omfg I have to call my girlfriend." x__X Or whatever. (Except I still love her, so much.) But she suggested with all thats going on like she has no time except on weekends, and we live like five miles away and such. But I'm glad we are still good friends, and a little more. xD She's like "I still get to hug and kiss you every time I see you, even if you have a girlfriend and she's standing right there 'Fuck you bitch, she's mine.' I don't think she will have to worry about that. I love her enough I probably won't date anyone, she suggested I date this girl named Kris who is breaking up with her girlfriend and stuff, but I can't. I am way to passionate about her (Sarah). But you know, what ever happens. And guess what, ya'll. I'm turning part skater. XD Hahaha, stole my friends shitty wally world skate board, but for christmas Ima try and get a proboard. xD I tried to ollie it today but that kind of, freaked me out. Well, My Sarah (Thats what Im going to call her since she isn't my girlfriend but I'm not going to call her my 'x') is spending the night next weekend, again, hopefully. I have to be a perfect angel though, moms not happy I slept in the same bed as her, and she gave me a hickey. I had Kris, Brittany, Alexa, Sarah, and then Myself all over at my house. We all slept in the same room except Alexa, she went upstairs. Alexa was the only straight, single, and colorful person with us. Kris's sister called us a bunch of Dikey emo chicks, we were gonna jump her. xD Kris and I are gonna start hanging out more often, I kind of can't stand the fact I hang out with certain people I just don't enjoy anymore. But Kris is awsome, I mean, people think that 'ghetto' or 'punks' or 'skaters' or whatever you want to call us, dilinquents what the fuck ever, are like, not true friends and are such horrible people to get involved with but I couldn't ask for truer and more awsome friends. Well, I dunno. Should I try dating someone else? I have plenty of people throwing themselves at me, girls of course, I'm not interested in men at all anymore, and she suggested it. But I don't think I'd feel right kissing someone else. E__e; I could date Camis for a little while, show her what it's like because I'm sure she's never been in a relationship. But I find that kind of grotesque, Camis isn't really my type at all but I feel bad. @.@; Gah. I'm so damn confused. I ended up cutting my arm but My Sarah kind of, interogated me and told me not to do it anymore, she said she liked me because I use to be just like her, and because of my sence of humor and my energy and crap. Yeah well, I'll talk to ya'll later. I got alot on my mind and none of my homeworks finished (and probably wont get finished.) Gah, anything you say will help, except for lectures on me cutting, that's getting fucking annoying (No offense to anyone! I love you all! Just warning you I will snap if you lecture me.) I get the lectures even from myself and those who are around me, so yeah. Just chill. Alot's going on right now, breaking up with My Sarah was really hard, I ended up crying in her arms. xD; (Awwwww.....) She said it wasn't me at all, she still likes and cares for me, she's just so busy. @__@; I hope we can get another chance when we get older. xD;

Kry lost her soul @ 10:41pm

9.17.05

Since I was updating the link exchange, I figured I would blog since I have nothing better to do. What to talk about... well Justin's birthday has past. I went the whole day telling everyone I didn't get him anything. They said that I was mean, being I was the closest person to him. =P I thought it was funny. So when the end of the day came I gave him all his stuff. He really liked it all. I put confetti in everything! His card, both boxes and the bag. It was a mess. =P None the less fun. What else to say... hmm.. I went to the "Shout to the Lord" contest. It was a small contest consisting of six Christians [3 bands and 3 solos] singing a Christian song to win a demo CD contract to start their career off. It was held at the church I go to (which is the church Justin's dad owns =P). Wow, I have nothing really to say. =D I cleaned my room today! Yep...

Liz lost her sanity @ 10:41pm

9.13.05

Hey guys, I may not blog much for awhile. I'm having some problems, I found out I'm Bipolar, and I talked to a counciler today. I hurt one of my friends really bad and need to get it taken care of. I guess, and they are going to try and put me in some Anger Managment classes. *sigh* Not the greatest day in the world. I didn't sleep at all last night, atleast not enough. I mean, guess how I found out?! I slept a little bit and I had a dream I told my mom I was bipolar, and I've never heard of it before, so I ask my friends, and it sounds kinda like me. I look it up and find that website, and guess what?! I fit! *insert vulgar swear word here* I sluffed school yesterday, well not really, we left for lunch and came back after sixth period. (Missed fifth and sixth.) Today I was in the counsiling center part of fifth, sixth, and the beginning of seventh talking to the counciler.
It's not the greatest thing to get up one morning and realize you have a mental disability, ontop of me being a klepto, which I'm sure I'm a minor klepto, no doubt on that one. I have a huge anger problem. I'm naturally rebellious. Lezbian. And now Bipolar. Great. Just great. Some kids came up to me and were like "Look she has gay pride on her scriptures, hahaha she's gay." and I FLIPPED (bad day, alot of voilant twitching all day, too.) and I SCREAMED (At lunch, they all heard me.) "DUH. BECAUSE IM A FUCKING LEZBO. FUCK." I have very voilant screaming habits, and this was during school lunch. They kind of stared at me and left. I was about to start crying but laughed instead and was not to happy with the whole ordeal. x__X
Then some dumbass mofo's in my manufacturing class started saying things like "You love your girlfriends?" (It says "I <3 my girlfriend" on my scripture case.) And Im like "Girlfriend, singular, dumbass." and they are asking me if I'm on my period, of I'm onery, what PMS is, teasing me for being a lezbian, teasing me for being morman. I was just, FREAKING out. I walked out of class when they called me down to the office, let out a voilant shout and slammed myself against a locker. Im a FUCKING GENIUS. DONT YOU THINK?! *sigh* Sorry. Rough day.
I'm also checking out law sites because I decided, if I stay with my mom and she doesn't straighten out her act I -will- fail in school. So I'm looking at laws, to see about how it works, me leaving to live with someone else at age 16. I don't know who I'd live with, though. I mean, god. It's going to be hard enough to tell my mom "Either give me consent to live with ____, or I'm taking your ass to court." to my MOM. But I know I'll fail if I don't get out of here. I've thought about this for four years now. I'm going to do it. I may get a job first, and kind of get myself stable in a working enviroment before I leave, but I'm sure I have too leave sooner or later.
Well, I'll talk to you guys later. Good luck on life, don't give up. Wish me luck, ya'll. Im gonna need it. *sigh* (We aren't even mentioning how my dads going to take me being a klepto, a lezbian, and a bipolar. Hmm. Nice combo?)

Kry cried her insanity away @ 4:51 PM

9.11.05

*lingers on the date for a moment* Well, I guess it's time to show up some support for my country. So I'll start off with saying I'm sorry for those who lost someone 9/11, and if you all will take a moment of silent at home, or where ever you are when you are done here that would be nice. Take a moment to recognize those who died. And if your religious, pray for those surviving and having to deal with the cause of 9/11. My girlfriend I think is one of those who is gonna have a hard time coping with 9/11 and I feel bad I can't be there for her. I didn't even realize today was Sept. 11th or I would have called her, I guess I will have to call her tomorrow.
[Insert moment of silence here.]
Okay, I guess I will go on with my blogging. But on a lighter note I saw her Friday at her high school's football game, not for long though, she dropped by a few times, stole some popcorn, and bolted off. xD Dunno where. (That's a lie, I watched her almost the entire game.) I saw a bunch of my friends and made a bunch of new ones, I even saw Mike, he's the student body presidant. I said hi. =3 I also got to hug the mascot, it was pretty awsome. Later that night we drove up to magna, that's where the opposing school was, and went through Wal-mart parking lots, and wendys, and harmons and such and the neighborhoods screaming "GRANGER OWNS YOU." "GRANGER ROCKS." "LANCERS RULE." (Lancers is what our football team is.) "GRANGER. GRANGER. GRANGER." "Go Granger, go-go-go Granger! Go!" and such. xD And a few things like (WARNING. LANGUAGE!!!!!!!!) "YOU ARE GRANGERS BITCHES." and my friend screamed "GRANGER FUCKED YOUR UNCLEEEEE" And some other random things. It was so awsome. xD
I also called up Sako (My gf. o_o Who is Sarah, but in japan they add 'ko' as a prefix to a females name you are romantically involved with, as a nickname kind of thing.) and then my friends got mad I didn't ask her if I could come over and took my hat for randsom, made sure I had a flat tire on my bike, and biked to her house, with my hat (That she gave me), and handed it to her saying "Someone will be here to pick it up in a minute." So I get there, Sako is going "What the fuck..." holding the hat. x__X I was NOT happy with that. (Okay I was because I got to see her, but yeah.) And I found out she can cook. I can't. ALL my friends can cook, I can't. It's SO DAMN ANNOYING. *twitches angrily* She's so talented. ;__; She cooks, fixes cars, is a really good football player, and is very pretty. xD I drew a picture of her! Yee, I'll see if I can scan it or something. It looks just like her but the face is a bit long. I drew it for art class. ^.^;
I also stayed the weekend at Carly's house. It was pretty neat. @__@ Spiders crawled on me while sleeping though. But we played video games! We played Halo 2 and Mortal Kombat mostly. xD *sigh* It was fun. And I had ALOT of hamburgers. @__@ Infact thats all I ate there was differant kinds of hamburgers. WEIRD ISN'T IT!?
Well I'll let you all go do your own thing, school starts again tomorrow and Ima have to go to bed in awhile. u__u But first! To tell you I got more Pizza hut merchandise. Which is good since I gave a purple, collared pizza hut shirt to Sako, and a button up one. Which leaves me with I think, 2 button up pizza hut shirts, one purple collared shirt (Dunno where its at) and one red pizza hut baseball cap, but mom gave me a necktie, an apron (Doesn't say pizza hut on it but it is from pizza hut none the less) and a... uh...barret? It's a cap type thing. So that makes another hat. I have some magnets and had stickers somewhere....Hum. Moms gonna get me some Utes stickers, it'll be awsome. She works at a place called Schmidt signs so she gets to do it for free.
Also I have these coupon thingies for the Nightmare on Thirteenth, that I'm like SCARED SHITLESS to go to, but I have 18 of them and my girlfriend says she would go with me. @__@ I dunno what to do! Help! I'm scared of the dark and the things jumping out at me and what if I start crying and they have to do with me like they do with the little kids when they get too scared and pull me through a back way to leave, and my gf is there?! Or what if they don't have a back way and I have to go through the entire thing and spaz out, balling like a baby the entire time?! What if I DIE!? Or if it's really haunted and I mock a ghost that is a real ghost and it KILLS OR EATS ME!? WHAT IF!? *sob*
~Bzztt~
xD Please send your responce as soon as possible.
~Bzztt~

Kry was afraid of her sanity @ 9:15 PM

9.09.05

w00t!!! 6000 HITS!! XD

Liz lost her sanity @ 4:20am

9.04.05

Wooh. It's cold in here. Well my mom got me some pocky. =3 Yum yum. Nothing much gonna on here, I made a tattoo for myself, and if Sarah and I are still together during christmas I'm going to get that tattoo. ^^; It's a heart with a sword through it (the one I bought her for her b-day, it hasn't arrived yet and should arrive this wednesday.) And it has flames...and the japanese symbol for passion inside of it, and smaller near the side of the heart has the japaense symbols for "Seera" which translates into Sarah. xD I know, I may regret putting her name on my leg, but I don't care. ^^; I'll never forget her! Which goes back to one of our cheesy conversastions. xD We were talking and dunno what I said but she said if I ever forgot her she'd die, my corny responce was "Then I'll never forget you, so you'll live forever." xD She then commented on how cheesy -we- are, and I said it was okay, because I like cheese. :3 Taste good melted on bread. XD; Yeah, but whatever.
BUT OMG! I walked FIVE BLOODY MILES TO HER HOUSE TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY. OMFG. IN THE BURNING SUN. BLISTERING PAIN AND AGGONIZING DEATH. *sob* And she wasn't home! So I go to Alexa's house, who isn't home. So I'm stuck with her FUCKING MOTHER, STUPID ASS BROTHER, AND ANNOYING FATHER for an HOUR! ZOMFG. *sobsob* Yeah but, then her dad say's she's outside and okay's me to come over and say hi. So I do! I come over and she's still outside and the first words outa my mouth is "Is it over yet?!!?" (Which it wasn't.)
She was so happy to see me! ^^; It was great. (Did I mention I wore two shirts?! TWO. BLOODY HELL IT WAS HOT.) The shirt I was wearing over my other, white, shirt, was a shirt that said "It's a guy thing." and had tools and crap on it. I pulled it off and showed it to her, she said it was awsome and she needed to get one of those, so I tossed it on her head and it was hers. :3 She then proceeded to sniff it. xD.....And said it smelt good, because she could tell it was me. I said she was weird. (We aren't going to mention the fact that to this very moment I still smell the hat she gave me and know right off the bat it was hers. XD)
School starts again tuesday. x__x Gyah. I have the fact I have Practical Law FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. IT'S CRAZY. OMG. That reminds me, get this, some kid walks in my class, okay? And he's really chubby and stuff (no offense to anyone, just listen.) And I realize he looks like some kid who use to make fun of me for being fat (Since I am no longer fat this is really funny). He goes up to the teacher and says his name is Matthew Despain! I bust out laughing! Because he use to make fun of me and now he was fat! Ahaha. xD The teacher stared at me oddly. <__<;;
Sarah's sword should arrive wednesday, in which I will proceed to walk another FIVE MILES TO HER HOUSE TO GIVE IT TO HER. (....I said I'd never walk that far again for ANYONE. I lied. But this will be the last time!...the THIRD AND LAST TIME I walk to her house....(I said that the last two times, too.)) *faints* I'm also gonna give her some Pizza Hut stuff! Since I have a bunch of Pizza Hut shirts and crap 'cause my mommy use to work there. Yeah. Hope she likes 'em. :3
Tomorrow my grandma is taking me on some weird tram thing, wtf is a tram!? And there are some heights involved somewhere. @__@; *fearshake*. AND ITS REALLY FUCKING COLD IN HERE. Hihi I'm ranting sorry. xD
Atleast I'm blogging now adays! Sort of. Oh and I'll get to fixing that rotations thing ASAP. Well, even though I'm leaving. xD I'll fix it when I get back. Haha. Talk to you guys later! <3

Kry lost her sanity @ 10:57pm

8.29.05

Bleh... bored. So I figured I would blog. Woo... well since Kry talked about birthdays... my birthday is coming up! XD Woohoo I'm next in line. =D You all better get me something. >XP Hehe, just kidding. =) Justin's birthday is coming up on September 15. I already got his gifts. =D Two Volcom shirts and some Gloria Jeans Hazelnut Coffee (that came with a scooping spoon O_o;). I spoil him ^^; Anyways.. hmmm nothing else to really talk about. WOW I'm bored. ._.;;

Liz lost her sanity @ 1:45am

8.28.05

LOVE THE LAYOUT <3<3<3<3
Okay, so here's how it goes. I already know what I'm getting for christmas. But thats okay, ayleast I know I'll use it. I'm getting a radio from my mom, and KHII from my grandma, aswell as a tattoo (from g-ma.). I will probably end up getting some clothes, too, and uh, yes. I dunno what else yet. =P I decided I'm going to draw my own tattoo, wh00t. I also got a new hat from my girlfriend. ^.^; It's red and has a gothic cross on it with some flames. She says it has a curse on it but so far I have had good luck. =P Like yesterday I wore it and I got cake, and icecream! (I just happened to go over to Sarah Thorups house and it was Erik's birthday. What're the odds?!) and today my mom gave me whip cream (On my hand! She didn't make me put it on anything! XD) and today isn't over, so yes. *is wearing the hat* Come on babeh, gimmie lucky number! <3<3 LOL. Oh! I want to show you what I'm getting Ivin for her birthday (Thats the girl that gave me the hat.)Mini Kilgorin Sword Of Darkness Ahaha :3 Here's a close up picture of it: Close Up I have $5.45 right now. xD I have to earn $16 more. XD;; (Including shipping and handling.) So yeah. Her birthday is August 31st, and shipping (after I get the money) takes about a week, so she is gonna get it kind of late. xD; I hope she doesn't mind. That's okay, I gave her a bunch of stickers yesterday she really liked. XD And a chibi picture of her. Then she went through my sketch book, and to make a long story short ended up seeing this picture I drew of both of us (Side views, looks like we are about to kiss o_O;) with a cute lil phrase thing on the bottom :3 I had made two copys, dunno why, but I did, and she found it and I got all emberassed and she said it was awsome. I let her keep it.
Also, I think she is turning 18. @__@ Ima ask her for sure, but with my intellectual estimations and calculating crap she is going to be 18. I mean, I think she can drive, she goes to work, next year is her last year at girls camp and when you are 18 thats your last year at girls camp, so yeah, and since she is having a birthday I think she is turning 18. And she knows I'm 15 and she said that she's 'jail bait'. XD Considering I don't turn 16 until Feb. 4th. XD;; Eheh. I'm not sure I should tell mom the age differance. She might not care considering her and my step dad have a 6 years age differance, (my moms older) but whatever.
Yeah, my shaking feeling went away from yesterday when I went over to Ivin's house. (Thats her nick by the way, not her real name.) xD I always get really nervous and stuff. But it was okay, and then going over to Sarah Thorup's I loved the cake!!!! :3 ^_____^; I also drew lots of abstract pictures, it was pretty weird. Okay maybe not abstract more like, just, angst. Like hearts with swords through 'em, and demons clutching them, and skulls with odd designs. Yeah. @__@;
Anyways, school starts tomorrow. But mom still has to register me. XD; So I may not go to first day of school. I already have school supplys and school clothes and stuff that my grandma bought. xD; Ahh, the good ol' days. I have to get anything but F's to go to Hunter High, and all A's (Maximum of 2 b's a term) to go to -any- high school I want. Within reason of course. Well I think that's all I shall rant to you guys this time. XP Feel the burrrnnnn. Lol yes. I postied! <3 Love me! XD

Kry hugged her hat, therefore totally losing her sanity @ 12:13 pm

8.18.05

The layout`s lovely Liz. Anywho, on to my day.
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I went to Knott`s with my friends; Jamie, Celine and her boyfriend Ryan. We had an AWESOME time. ^^ We also went on alot of rides [I`ll name them in a list]:

- Jaguar [IT`S A KIDDY RIDE BUT STILL FUN XDDddd]
- Silver Bullet [OMGOMGGOMG FUNFUN! WE WENT ON LIKE THREE TIMES @___@;]
- Timber Mountain Log Ride [We got wet, but barely. Too bad there weren`t even any dips. ._.]
- Perilous Plunge [HA! WE WENT ON TWO TIMES; ME AND CELINE, then the second time with Ryan too, ahahah, wet from head to toes.]
- Boomerang [Just me and Jamie, but it was still fun. The freaking ride made us go backwards, scared me. ><;]
- Rip Tide [THIS HURTS YOUR PELVIS!!!!!!!!!! I went on once with Jamie, and it hurt, but was fun. It kept flipping over violently which was sort of scary.]
- Bigfoot Rapids [Okay ride, no dips or anything but I got hella wet. Not as wet when I went on the Perilous Plunge though.]
- High Sierra Ferris Wheel [It was a kiddy ride, but we still enjoyed it. XDD Haha, Celine thought about spitting on people in mid - air.]
I think that`s about it, but I wanted to go on GHOSTRIDER SOOOOOOOOO bad, but Jamie didn`t want to go on it anymore and I kept changing my mind cause they were talking about how scary the ride was. I think it`d be fun to go since I never went to Knott`s before. This was my first time and I went on ALL the rides that my friends went on. I would have tried Xcelerator, but it`s too steep and I was too chickeny, but I regret not going now. X_x; And I saw Supreme Scream; it wasn`t all that bad, you only drop once from the top and then they just move you up and down for a while and it`s over. I should`ve gone on that. T________T Also we took pictures in the photobooth, when Ryan scans them, I`ll post it on here. :DDddddd Okays? Okays. That`s mostly the whole day since I came to Knott`s at 1O:OO am and stayed til 8:OO pm. :3 Today was seriously all about fun, fun, fun. I still can`t believe I survived this day since I absolutely HATE heights, but I`m trying to overcome my fears.

Ann felt like saying something else @ 11:06 pm

8.14.05

I told Star I would do this. So since I have nothing better to do, here we go! Here is an in depth outline of my typical day. Ready for the excitement!? =D
-Wake up at 6:30am take a shower.
-7am get out of shower and lay down for about 25mins.
-7:25am blow dry my hair andd leave at about 7:45 (school starts at 8am, btw).
-Skip breakfast and get to school about 5mins before first period.
-Hang around Justin and interact with some other random people.
-Insert all boring classes here. Except english, because english class rocks.
-Lunch. Eat with Justin in the schools coffee shop. Then do some random stuff after that.
-4pm go to sleep.
-8pm-11pm wake up and do random stuff around the house (i.e.: Homework, net, take a shower, etc..)
-This part varies. Sometimes I stay up till school starts sometimes I go to bed at 3am.
-Repeat.
XD Haha so you see my life is pretty boring. Hmm... The weekends are just about the same except no teachers are involved and I normal get a phone call from some person or another. YAY for no lives! =D
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Liz lost her sanity @ 12:57am

8.13.05

Blah, blah, blah. No one else is blogging so I'll just have to blog. =P The only thing that changed for me was math. So now I'm in Algebra II. Fun. Woo.Hoo. -_- Maybe it's just me, but I have this weird feeling the teacher has not a clue what he is teaching... Haha, anyways. It's probably just me. The end.

Liz lost her sanity @ 11:50pm

8.08.05

Oh well, it was the first day of school so I might as well talk about it... We have two new teachers. One is a male teacher and I swear his voice almost rivals that dude's from the Clear Eyes commercial. My set up is like this: Book of Matthew (might change to French), Consumer Math (might change to Alegbra II), English/Lit, US History, Lunch, Bio II, and American Government (might change to Book of Matthew). As most of you know I go to a Christian school so it's required to take a Bible course. So if I wanted to take French I would have to kick out American Gov. and put BoM there. Yep, it was pretty boring though... I got a top locker.. woo! -_- Yep life is great.

Liz lost her sanity @ 12:49am

8.05.05

Woohoo yay -_- I got the lay up finally. It only took me like a month or so. Uuh this is the first post...but I kept a few from the last layout since we hardly blog. =X

Liz lost her sanity @ 10:12pm

7.25.05

I'm about ready to copy and paste my LJ entry into here. XD LOL, nah. Well, I love Johnny Depp with a passion now.. Willi is so funny! XD He act's like such a little stoner, though. Like omg get this, my friend Alexa was talking about how I have this movie called Willow, and he turns around and is all "Her PS2 version?" XD!@#$#SF What the crap!? Willow, PS2, Movie, Game, is he high!? XD (He was playing DDR when he said this, btw.)XD.*sigh*
Oh we went up to the cabin this last weekend, and on the way down it was so cute. XP Willi like cuddled in a bunch of pillows and stuff and only his head/face was visable and he looked like he was biting the pillow. XDD Emma and I were giggling/bust out laughing and he looked up at me and blushed, and started laughing himself. XD It was so queer. Im like "Dudewtf." XD But he is hot.........XD~~ *sigh* Ooh, I have picceh of him. WILLI PICCI *ahem.* Anyways. Don't tell him or he might eat me. XP Or worse, give me the "Silent SILENT treatment" in which he threatened, THREATENED to give Alexa but never actually gave her. He hates her. XP.....HI. IM POSTING. I have an LJ now. o_o Wooh. LJ WOOH >___>; I may get a domain soon, lets hope so. *Crosses fingers* Well lurve you all, don't know what to say.....*melts away*

Kry licks her sanity and decided it was icky @ 3:42am

7.11.05

Well, since most of you want to know why he`s going to jail. You know I mentioned before he cheated on my mother right? Well, he works with my mom, she has two shops, a waxing salon and chiropractor one. Chiropractor is the massaging place, where you get massages and check ups from your doctor about your back or something like that. Well, the woman my dad cheated on with was a WORKER in the chiropractor shop. So, that must be a federal law or something, it`s kind of like prostitution, but I`m not really sure. My mom works in the waxing salon next door, and usually busy so she doesn`t visit my dad in the other shop often. Weeell, he tells me that he might end up going to jail if he gets another ticket, he has two tickets already. He tried to explain to me why it happened, saying something that my sister and my mom trapped him or some sort. Now my mom`s angry at me cause I let my dad in yesterday and today, except I didn`t let him in here today. My other sister, Thien did and she`s blaming it all on me. Tonight she told me, "Your dad is the enemy, he`s my enemy and you are.. You are my enemy too, which means I want to kill you both." I`m like what the fuck? Why the fuck would you say that to your daughter? Your own flesh and blood? I swear she`s fucking crazy, if she even tries to kill me first, I`d do it to her. Fuck man, what kind of mom threatens you and tells you that you`re her enemy; and she wants to kill you? Fucking crazy shit. I hate her now, I hate both my parents, they`re like putting me in the middle. Fucking bitches. At least my dad is being kind about it, he doesn`t go around threatening me, it`s not my fucking fault my dad cheats on my mom. She probably deserved it, but the family didn`t. Him cheating on her made the whole family split up, it is his fault, but my mother`s done worse to him (I don`t even want to talk about what she did, but it`s basically the same; cheating). I can`t stand it here, my mom tells me "Why don`t you live with your dad?" I say, "No." She`s so fucking stupid I swear. What kind of fucked up asian family did she COME from? -_- Comments, advices and yaddayadda are welcome.

Ann lost her sanity @ 10:08pm

7.10.05

My dad came over just a few minutes ago, now he tells me that he might end up going to jail. -__-

Ann lost her sanity @ 4:19pm

7.06.05

Okay. Today was the second official day that my parents were finally.. Apart. It was going well at first, I had taken it better than I thought, but I was sleeping with my mom that night before, so she wouldn`t be lonely, and she called me today and told me when my dad came back to the house, she told me to tell him to stay so they talk. I thought it was like.. Talk, talk, make - up talk to settle things. But It wasn`t. My dad came, I called my mom and she came over as quickly as she could. He handed the keys to the car, the house and the money he had kept in the bank to pay our bills. It was about 5O,OOO dollars in cash. So when she came, she was talking to him, he gave her all the papers and our mom was yelling at him, accusing him of stealing her money. He didn`t say anything and my mom was hitting him on the arm and everything. He just walked quickly out of the house. Then later that day, I fell asleep, because I slept so late the other night since I was talking to my dad and all. So, my sister was on the computer as usual and he called. When I woke up at around 5:OO pm, she told he had called. I was happy to get his call, since he`s keeping in touch with me, but unfortunately I wasn`t able to call him back because I was out at a restaurant with my other sister, her son, my mom and her friend. Everything was going well until I got home. My other sister, Thien had left by then, but she came back like 3O minutes ago. I asked her what number was on the caller id , she told me it was 3O somethingsomething. I asked her what did he say? She told me he said, "I made a huge mistake, please forgive me, would you and Ann please talk to your mom for me?" When I heard this, it made me cry so hard. I really do want our family to be an actual family again. My mom and him.. They both did bad stuff to each other, so I guess it`s right to forgive him. I really miss him too, he`s the only one in our family that actually cared for me, was there when I needed him. My mom wasn`t there, she was just working. The others were gone, off to school or work. I don`t want this family to end up like all the other separate parents. I don`t want to have two homes. Whenever I think or talk about my dad and mom, I have a mental breakdown. I want to talk to my mom about it, but I`m afraid that she still won`t forgive, and that`ll just crush my heart even more.. She had told me yesterday that if my dad had said "Sorry, I`ll never do it ever again," she could`ve forgiven him and let him stay, but she said it was too late now. I`m afraid of what`s gonna happen. I worry about my dad too much, not knowing where he is, not having a way to contact him. I don`t know what to do.

Ann lost her sanity @ 10:58pm