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Poems of Gothica Angel
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5/27/03
What is it about life that makes me want to cry?
What is it about life that makes me want to die?
Sometimes I wish that I could just run and hide,
I want to escape the misery that is life
I see no need for all the pain and suffering
Why does it seem like I can do nothing?
Nothing to ease the pain of everything
I wish that all the despair was ending
What can I do to ease her pain?
I can pray that Jesus she might gain
I need Him to come and lend a hand
I wish He had stopped it before it began
Before the pain took hold of her
Before the grief was here
Before the demons had captured her
Before this hour was near
3/23/03
I want to cry, but the tears don’t come out anymore.
I need something.
I need someone.
I need anyone, anyone who cares.
I want to cry.
I need someone to be there for me when I need them, which is now.
Tears came so easily before.
But I have gotten used to living this way.
I need a shoulder to cry on.
I can’t live this way much longer.
I need You, Lord.
You are the only one who truly cares about me.
Please show me how much You care now, Lord.
I need You so much Lord.
God, help me, save me, Lord!
I want You Lord, I need You Lord, I love You Lord.
Please come, Lord, and take away my sorrow.
3/23/03
Fear. What am I afraid of?
I didn’t think I feared anything, but I do.
I fear loneliness. I am alone.
I fear that no one cares about me.
I fear that no one hears me when I need them most.
Not even my friends, not even my Lord, not anyone.
Fear.
I fear this now.
Help me.
I need You.
I need someone who cares.
I need someone to listen.
I need someone to love me.
I need someone to help me when I feel sad and depressed.
But no one seems to care. I know they do, but they don’t show me.
I know they mean well, but they don’t show me they care.
They don’t help me, but I need them.
I need them now.
I need someone to love me, care for me, listen to me, talk to me, help me.
I need someone, anyone.
Lord, please send me someone to love me, to care for me,
To help me through this fear.
3/23/03
I am so confused, Lord.
I need You here with me.
I don’t know what’s going on.
I don’t know why I feel this way.
I have friends, I have family, I have You,
But it doesn’t seem to matter.
I am so confused.
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know why You don’t come to me
When I pray, when I call for You.
I need You now, Lord.
Please hear this prayer.
Please hear my prayer, Lord God.
I need You.
Show me the way.
Show me what to do.
Please help me with all this confusion.
Help me to get through all the pain and suffering.
Help me not to be so confused.
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