So were do I start, well im 41 im born in adelaide, south australia, my parants are both from poland and arrived after the war. I must say that my parents new each other, from the ship they were on, but didnt marry till years later as both parants were allready married till both other partners passed away. both parents are cathlics part of there polish culture i think, you know my mother told us kids this amazing story when she was waiting for her visa for america you see USA was peoples heros they saved them from the nazis. So america was on everyones list for there new home, so my mother put down USA also because thats were everyone was headed, australia not well known or even seen much of in poland, being such a small country only a few soldiers around compared to USA, and one day the letter came to go to australia and the very next day a letter advising my mum that she has been accepted into the USA.So the next day my mum went to see the immergration about were to go, I must state my mum and most others wanted to depart to america the land of milk and honey and all things good, well so they thought. Any way, so my mum asked were do i go I have two letters one from USA and one from some place in australia, what do I do? and he kindly said which came first my dear, now you must remember people my mum wanted more than anything else to go to USA all her friends well what was left after the war anyhow, she wanted to go there and that was that.So cofronted with the question which came first was the hardest question of her life up till then, she looked at him and slowly it came out australia. I think she knew that god was speaking to her "tell the truth" what would you have said? I think I would have said USA at the time knowing you wanted USA, but somethink in side said no tell the truth.So to aussie land off she went, other then that she had a mostly average life i think, I was born in lower end of adelaide the northern suburbs elizabeth, we grow up in goverment housing just an average family, dad working mum home with the kids and maybe a dog & cat at home. And mum and moved to the western area in a old one bedroom house bath and shower in the shed, toilet also out-side with a bucket wich yous truely helped to empty, I had two sisters I also had a older brother & sister half from my mums first marrige we stuggled like most familys, we didnt even get a color tv till 1976 pretty pov hey? my dad slaved his guts out at GMH car industry at shift work just to make ends meet lucky for us dad was really handy with his hands he could make allmost anything but he mostly built houses or extentions dad built our house slowly took about 3years finances pending.Hey how much do you remember of your childhood, I remember being in a cot screaming to my mum to get me out, I also remember climbing our roof of the trust house and playing up there thinking I was superman etc, my mum didnt mind me playing up there at all, and I must say I was no older than 4 yo, and I must also say my mum never let us kids play any sports or ruff games as we got older, makes me wonder why she let me play on the roof on my own, no help up or down . I also remember going to school I think I was about 5or 6 yo in grade 1 or 2, very young, and i must say i enjoied school very much at that age most kids do. So it was morning we were washing our hands to get ready for school, when i had this instant erge to run away from school dont ask why cause im still asking my self anyway i told my mate that my mum was down the road to give my lunch to me, so off i went i ran so far it seemed i new were i was going i hid between a house and a fence, i think i spent a good half day there never new why but i new i had to be there and i was at peace being there, so after being there all morning i got out and went home. mum and dad greeted me gave me lunch said the school left a note at our door to say i left somewere so they took me back and i must say my parents never ask were i went or why i went it was like they new and was at peace, any other time i went missing maybe ticked off to my mates i would get the third degree, were have you been etc etc. and more likely to get a good spanking.For the next few years went as normal as most any child, did what most kids done you know like- wag school, stole cars broke into houses,killed cats and birds with my BB gun, ill also shot people with it I also smoked weed took other drugs cheeted lied stole. another words i was a little shit, thought i was tuff I use to put this big front on dont mess with me I wanted to be someone had somethink to prove i wanted respect from people, even though I wouldnt admit it to much pride. My friends i also have this deep dark secret I would like to share with you, Im ashamed of it but god needs me to share it with you to help you in your journey to heaven, god also asures me you or any one else will never meet me on this earth about this , you see people this is Gods site and Im just sharin my experience with you for your benifet not mine god says dont worry michael Im with you and these people need my help and we work together for the good of others share your message, and I said anything for you mate. So the devils been after my soul, inreality satan cant get your soul he dont own it or ever will, but what he will try and do is trick you into doing somethink which will drive you further from the image of christ to his own image its an image that satan couldnt stand, you see christians would be able to live together for ever, but all who follow satan, even without knowing it, couldnt live under the same roof for more than a second I think, to me thats hell, they couldnt stand to look at each other, they are full of hate because of satan, and christians are full of love because of jesus christ. So from the age of about 7 yo I started having thoughts of lust and sex, thoughts I shouldnt have for years to come, my friends were does a 7 yo get thoughts of that kind, I must stress that I never remember ever seeing a porn book or anything of that type so were does a boy that young get thoughts like that??? No these thoughts are coming from somewere else but were? I know its not from the outside, didnt hear anyone tell me about sex or didnt see any books or movies. So were!! Must be coming from the inside my thoughts, but how would my thoughts come up with that sort of stuff if it didnt get teached that, must be a higher power behind my thoughts. Maybe gods thoughts, no the god of the bible is opposite of all that, no must be a devil behind it all, yes must be were else would those thoughts come from, this is getting scarie. Yes my dear friends satans been after all who bare an image of christ. Satans been decieving us from the beginging of time,but ill tell you how he works, lies tricks, steals murders and ill tell you how he rapes all our children, but not on this main home page, ill be breaking it up into parts dear brothers&sisters please bare with me, thank you.so he made me think im a sex maniac,pervert trying to get me to rape girls tried to get me interested in gays, porn, my mind was allways filled with sex, i use to try and make the thoughts go away but failed every time. Satans plan for me was-death from god, he wanted me to live for myself, he offered me money, all the girls I wanted with all the sex I could handle, for a small price-renig god, turn from him, but I didnt know all this till later in life, past my thirties, so Ill tell you all I can till I knew what god was doing in my life. So hes being trying to bring me all my life and still is , you see my friends he the devil wont ever stop trying to bring you down, he never ever stops, ever!!!!!!!!!. Things may seem quiet but hes there just waiting, for any opportunity to strike and hes good at what he does, remember hes had thousands of years practise.When i was young i went to church didnt really believe but had to go anyway, so Im no priest of the human kind, didnt think there was a devil ether. Until one day I was driving back to my depot, I was about 20 yo I was picking up drums for my boss when I was approaching some stop lights next to the waville show grounds, for those who know adelaide, australia, so I pulled up at the lights with a number of other vehiciles, what IM about to tell you is totally true, god as my wittness, it was my first encounter with the evil one and its stayed with me ever since, as we were at the lights they turned green BUT!! we could not move, we were watching this person walking across the pedestrian crossing as if we had a red light, but no we had a green light, and most wied thing was we couldnt move till he was across the road all the way and me and a car next to me looked at each other and shrugged our shoulders didnt know what to think, also you thinks thats wied, guess what he was wearing black, also a hood like thing like something out of the movies, I had a small glimps of him he was human. I think he was some sort of devil priest who truely believes in satan, the devils trapped him, and using him for his own purpose, usely no good.
My friends satan will offer you many things from this world to sway you to him and his ways, but he forget to tell you he cant offer you life eternal, only christ can, every thing in christ is yes. And everything from satan is a lie!!. This home page is finished, I shall be having links to other files and my life story of gods great power in saving me through jesus christ.
TO BE CONTINUED.
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