..::Skin Deep::..

Painting - Mandy Staab

Painting,

Look at the painting,

Its getting more colourful with each day,

But no one knows why

But the thing is,

The Paintbrush is its fire and the blade,

And the canvus is my body....

 

Cassie Thompson - Best Friends

I met a new best friend today
we never ran out of things to say
It seems i have known her my whole life
and we chatted about life's constant rife

I told her all my lost hopes, broken dreams
She has been there too it seems
She listens quietly, I love her so much
and my heart she managed to see and touch

We stand there,choked up and crying
Then i found out i was lying
I reach out to draw her nearer
it hits me that my best friend is only a mirror

 

 

 

My Suicide -By Gemma Boyle (owner)

As I sit up in my room

My eyes fill with tears of doom.

What will I do? Where will I go?

I can’t leave my blood to flow!

My suicide

My suicide

 

The clock is ticking

My time is up.

My mind is telling me

No one gives a fuck!

My suicide

My suicide

 

All my fears

Have disappeared.

Not 2 Blasts

But just 1.

It took from that little gun!

My suicide

My suicide

 

No one knows

No one cares.

I’ll leave this poem

On my chair!

My suicide

My suicide

 

Who is this Girl? - by Gemma Boyle (owner)

 

Here she stands

Holding a razor

in her hands

 

Just one cut

and she will be free

And she can be

Who she wants to be

 

How can she live

in this tormented life?

Be a friend and pass the knife!

 

She looks

so lonely, sad ad blue

she can never

see the light shine through!

Someone help here

someone see

that this girl is really me!!!

 

 

poem by anon!

 

She looks back at me,
Her face pale and white,
Her hair hangs wildly,
And her eyes look sad and tight.


If she dies tomorrow, next week or today,
Theres things she will regret,
And things that she should say.


Shes not afaraid to die,
But theres things she should of said,
But she didn't know how to voice them,
So she kept them in her head.


So if she never see you,
She wants you to know,
You'll be in her heart,
Where ever she may go.


She looks into my eyes,
This girl who i call 'she,'
A tear falls down her cheek,
It's so easy to forget that this girl is really me.


samantha R.

 

 

Im going to draw a picture

 

Im gonna draw a picture
A picture with a twist
I will draw it with a razor blade
I will draw it on my wirst
And when i have finished
A fountain will appear
It will drain away my troubles
And make them dissappear.

 

Poem - marilyn manson

I cut deeper,

Until the blood flows,

Until the mark of my pain shows,

Cover up the scars,

Hide my work,

They just dont understand,

Nothing will ever work!

They think im crazy,

They just dont see,

Self-Mutilation is fun..

..and i know you'll agree!

 

Poems By Jenna

~I Want The Sun~ 
In the midnight hours When your face haunts me I become afriad and alone When will you leave and go? The hours drag on and I become withdrawn I lay awake and Wait for the early sun To break over the clouds So i can break free Why won't u just let me be?

~Moon Light~

Tonight in the darkness of the moon I lay down my heavy head While shadows whisper Their horrific tunes As i am engulfed By the grasping sheets of my bed

~I Need To Try~

How do i feel 
How can this all be real? I feel like dying But i keep on trying I want to fall And to loose it all it's still the same You're keeping me sane

~Blood Tears~

If blood tears were to fall They would stain the White sheets of My delicate heart How can one love and hate This darkness without Ever fully understanding it 

~Tattered Wings~

My wings are tattered Bloody and torn Dying, falling, i slowly crawl My life is forfeit No longer mine by right I lost it when i took my flight

~Don't Try To Change Me~

Take me for what i am Make me into what i am not Turn me into what i wish to be And see me for what you want 


~Night Watchers~

The house is ghostly With no souls I climb the long And winding stairs With some of the power That i do have left I slowly find my way Into my cold bed I try to sleep but All i can see are The watchers of the night

~Peaceful Dreams~

All i hear is ringing Here in my head Oh how i long for When i am dead I want no noise I want no fears Just leave me here With my blood stained tears How was this done? I shout and scream In this darkened room Bring back my peaceful dreams

~Late Night Watchers~

I often come home Late at night As i know that i am Accepted by the Watchers of the night I answer to no-one and I can be myself without Having to explain All of my actions

A poem by britt!

AS i sit and wonder, wonder why, why i really want to die? I think its cuz of what they all did and how i jst want 2 get rid, of all those memmories that they left me with. Its not that easy 2 explain i just cant seem to get rid of this pain!

Poem by Lauren

i'm sitting here with nothing to do.

what the hell am i going to do?

i go to the bathroom and reach for the blade,

put it by my wrist and there it laid,

pushing it deeper until i bleed,

this is exactly what i need,

the pain and suffering i just felt,

all begins to fade and melt

 

Poem by Jimmy

Play with razors
Play with knives
Cut yourself
And live your life

cut it deep
Hit the vien
Let it bleed,
Bleed,and bleed

So cold inside
So hard to live
Cut again
You've hit again

Hit the floor
Bleed to death
Die right there
Thats the rest

You've gone too far
Your so depressed
You die to live
Yet lived to die

You dont regret
The things you did
You hurt inside
And did what you did!!!

I'm Sorry By Nicole

 

I'm sorry that we're best friends,

For forever til' the end.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough,

To be your girlfriend.

 

I'm sorry I love you so much,

That I long to feel your touch.

I'm sorry you won't even give me a chance,

As I feel I'm in a rut.

 

I'm sorry you feel nothing for me,

You've broken my heart as you can see.

I'm sorry my soul cries for you,

For we will never be.

 

I'm sorry for what I'm about to do,

As I prepare, I grab my tool.

I'm sorry as I pull the trigger,

For I'm doing this because of you.

 

I'm sorry you couldn't see the love,

That was standing right in front of you.

I'm sorry I went to another place,

But now I can call you my boo.

 

I'm sorry that you are so vain,

Although Im sure I sound insaine.

I'm sorry I took my own life,

For I just couldn't take the pain.

 

Trapped By Me! By Trevena

 

Trapped by me (Trevena Harper)

 

I feel like a prisoner in my home,

My parents have no control,

There up smoking dope,

Getting stoned!

 

They don't even give a shit,

Don't even notice when i slit,

When i bleed from the inside,

Cry at my bedside.

 

"Mum stop it your hurting me"

My tearfull plee,

When she hits me!

Too scared to go out now,

Incase someone looks at me,

Is this the way it was meant to be?

 

So many years of built up pain,

I'm trapped, insane!

Scarlet tears dripping down my face,

Look at me, i'm a discrase!

 

Is life worth living?

If so what's there to live for?

Just misery? and bore?

 

Tell me the answer,

Or find me a cure,

Cause i don't want to live like this,

Anymore!

 

 

Will They Ever Learn? By Stnr

 

I sit and I cry

All the time

Asking God why

Won't you let me die?

 

He says it's not my time

That I'll be just fine

Then give me a sign

As I feel I'm last in line

 

I don't have the guts

To give myself cuts

Everything sucks

My mind is going NUTS!

 

I'm tired of being sad

Everything I do is bad

My life is just one big fad

The day I die, I'll be so glad

 

Why was I born

Into a life so torn?

Will they ever learn?

They will.....

The day they mourn. 

 

 

Can't You See? By Stnr

 

Can't you see?

Can't you see

the love powering over me?

the aching,

the burning,

the crying,

the yearning.

Can't you see?

Can't you see

the glow coming from me?

the smiles,

the laughter,

the excitement,

the answer.

Can't you see?

Can't you see

that you and I were meant to be?

the holding,

the hugging,

the staring,

the cuddling.

Can't you see?

Can't you see

that I love you

and you love me?

That we should forever be?

Can't you see?

 

 

Empty Inside
    Sheri

I'm all alone, theres no one here
I cover my face and hide my tears
Crowded room, no ones around
Screaming, but not making a sound
Nothingness swallows me and i slowly slip away
Hiding myself, scarred in dismay
Noone can help me or change how I feel
And I don't think I'll ever heal
Nothing can help me, its to late
Noone could understand me, noone could relate
So I want to keep quiet, not let all my feelings whoe
You're too involved with yourself, how could you possibly know?
I would never explain to you my feelings, and what they are all about
You never cared, you'd watch me die bleeding after you ripped my heart out
I'm sick of all the lives, living like I'm okay
Every day is the same,  yesterday and tomorow are today
Complete aloneness is taking over me, it's too over powering
The feels devouring me
I can't make them go away, they are blinding
And the scars are constantly a reminding
These feelings isolate me from the truth
And I'm completly empty inside
All good things die

 

 

Please By Lisa

please help me find another way,

please help me live another day.

 

please don't let me walk away from life,

please help me put away this knife.

 

please don't let me give up hope,

please help me get rid of this rope.

 

please help me fight away my fears,

please help me dry away these tears.

 

please don't leave me here  to die,

please help me find my wings so I can fly.

 

 

  

            good-bye by lisa

Sunlight beams through my window

and dances across my sleeping body

head resting peacefully on my pillow

a soft smile touching my lips

a graceful morning hides the events from the night before

one hundred pills and a razor blade.

my skin is stained with red,

the sheets are stained too.

the piece of paper clutched in my hand explains it all.

it was too much for me to handle.

they haven't found me yet.

dad knocks, then walks in to find my cold, lifeless self.

he reads my final goodbye

I'm sorry, dad, I hope you understand. I am happier this way.

he hugs me tight, tears staining my pillow.

'I love you pumpkin,' he whispers in my ear.

I love you too daddy.

 

 

This one is about my struggle with anorexia and bulimia.

 

  for the love of emptiness by lisa

a familiar panic

I know what I must do

I feel too fat

and must rid my body of food

 

look in the mirror

even I can see I'm too thin

the problem is, I cant stop.

 

so here I go with the same old routine

eat like a bird

feel guilty and huge.

feel I must make myself empty.

 

turn on the faucets

close the door

stick my finger down my throat

choke.

it burns coming up,

but still I continue.

heart races, I cant breathe

shaking uncontrollably

my chest hurts.

hit my chin on the toilet.

I'm on the floor in a ball

holding on for dear life

I can feel my life slipping away.

and for what? eating a little bit of food?

pathetic.

 

I wake up with my father standing next to me.

I am okay.

I get better for a while,

but after all that, I go back to my destructive habits.

will I ever change??

 

Poems By Badgirl

Skin Deep -Made for the site!!

Skin deep did the knife stab me
Skin deep did the knife shoot me
Only skin deep did the friendship go
Cause im still standing here on my own
Trying it again,again and again
One of these time's i no it will be the end.

You say you love me

You say you love me,but if you love me you will do anything for me,will you kill me?no,then i guess you dont love me.

I dont care anymore

dont care anymore know one cares about me,just leave me alone leave me be,i dont want to do this anymore,i never did,i guess you never knew i never wanted to live.

I scar

I scar my wrists I scar them for good,  this life is rubbish i new i could.

I oculd never survive this thing you call life this just aint me.

so leave me alone, leave me alone to die, this is the end

GOODBYE!

Im Giving Up

Im giving up i dont care anymore just forget about me i'll be gone soon, and all you will have is memories all you wanted was me i never wanted to be me i just wanted to be free

Cry

You make me want to disappear, you make me want to die, I ran home and on my bed I softly cry, I think of you and the bad
things you said, I wonder if there true, you make me want to die more than I already do. I cant take anymore of this, all that
I do and nothing is good enough for you, so goodbye forever I’ll be on my way, I never knew you hated me this way... 

I want it to be all over

 

I want it to be all over,

Just this thought of me living my life a normal life,

No that can’t be me!

My life is hell but

No one can tell,

They can only the see the happy, cheery person I am on top

Not the suffering person I am underneath.

You think you No what I’m going through no you don’t no1 do.

Every breath I take it gets harder I’m trying to forget you,

But everything reminds me of you,

And what we used to do but

I’ll hold my head high and try to walk away,

But your there right in front of me with every step I take,

This make's we want to die,

Because I love you, I want you; I want to hold you,

But I tell my self No he will kill me inside so I’ll stab myself before you stab me in the heart.

 

Scarring wrists
All the happy days are gone
nothing but rain from now on
since you've been gone i just cant see
how i'm gonna make it threw
with out you
but i guess i'll have 2 try
no matter how many tears leave my eyes
i gotta get threw this
i just cant help scarin my wrists

Death is on Sale

DEATH IS ON SALE TODAY
Death is on sale today
Its free no price to pay
Just take a knife
Cut your self deep
Into a deep sleep
Were you will never rise again
You have made it
This is the end ...

This Place

THIS PLACE
Im trying to escape
This place of torture
And place of fear
This place where i never wanted to be here
This place of anger
This place of hate
This place of hell
I just want to run out and yell
"I never want to be here,
Take me away from this"
No one answered
No one replied
But the next day
I woke up and i died.

 

SHADOWZ
i've spent my life in shadowz, i dint need any1 but myself, i dint need any1 2 love me, nothin n no1 else, now i reeli regret that, im juz sum1z past, i dint tink it wud, it wud eva last, now im cast away in the shadows, i sit her all threw the nite, nite after nite no1 can c me, c me in there site, 4 i am juz a shadow, juz a ting from the past, thiz iz how i've spent my life, n 4eva it shall last.

WE WILL NEVER NO
one cold winter morning, one young + lonely gurl, woke up this morning 2find nothin but herself, she woz a puppet, the world had taken over her, the wind blew that winter morning, she awoke by herself, it began to rain, there was nothin + no1 else, the sun drew up later, later in the day, no1 eva new wat had happend, wat had taken d gurl away, the earth began 2shake, the wind began 2 blow, but wateva had taken d gurl away, we will neva no

DISAPPEAR
whsper whisper in my ear, disappear disappear, disppear into the nite, disappear out of site, dig a grave, dig it deep, steap rite in2 where the deep people meet, rite a song only we can here, i am the gurl who wishez she cud disappear

CRY
u make me wana disappear, u make me wana die, i ran home on my bed i softly cry, i tink bout u n all d bad tinz u said, i wonder if there true, all that i do, nothin iz ever good enuf, so gdbi 4ever, il be on my way, i neva new u hated me this way.

DARKNESS
i wana disappear, in2 the nite, no1 wud no i woz gone, not until lite, i wud hafta put up a fite, but it wud b worth it, if i cuf take it, i mite juz make it, out in the darkness, all on my own, were i wante 2be, from the very 1st day i came here, i new, it wasnt rite 4 me.

CHAINED
cawt up in chains, cawt in life, i feel i am a victim, a victim of myself, im chained, chained in this life, with no where 2do, the chains i fear, r here 2stay, im chained, i cant b chained much longa, no datz juz not me, gotta get out of these chains, i gotta break free.

I FINALLY NO
i hate this thing called life, 2tink it cud b gone, with a shot of a gun, or a stab of a nife, jus brings a smile  2m y face, i dont beling in this place, i've givin up hope, i've given up fear, i realised i dont beling here, 2tink i cud b sum1 else, alone, by myself, 5secundz of pain, or a life time of tears, i tink i no after all thse yearz.

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NITE
in the middle of the nite, id be walkin around,in the middle of the nite, not makin a sound, in the middle of the nite, no1 can c the shadowz that remain of me, u cant escape, u cant run far the shadows will follow u wereva u r, u cannot run u cant escape, 4 the fear u can handle, but the pain u cant take.

THE WAY U MAKE ME FEEL
u piss me off, u make me cry, u make me wanna die, u pick on me, u call me namez, u pick on me, time + time agen, all the tym u pick on me, and except me not 2 react,well my friend i've got newz 4 u,now im fitin bk!!

 

Tommorow = credit 2 chuck  Posted by bad girl!

When tomorrow starts without me
and im not there to see
if the sun should rise and fing your eyes
all filled with tears for me
i wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today
while thinking of the many rhings
we didn't get to say
i no how much you love me
as much as i love you
and each time that you think of me
i no you'll miss me too
but when tomorrow starts without me
please try to understand
that an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand
and said my place was ready
in heaven far above
and that id hae to leave behind
all those i dealy love
but as i turned to walk away
a tearfell from my eye
for all my id always thought
i didn't want to die
i had so much to live for
so much left yet to do
it seemed almost impossible
that i was leaving you
i thought of all the yesterdays
the good ones and the bad
i thought of all the love we shared
and all the fun we had
if i could relive yesterday
just even for a while
id say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile
but then i gully realiszed
that this could never be
for emptiness and memories
would take the place of me
and when i thought of worldly things
i might miss come tomorrow
i thought of yoy and when i did
my heart was filled with sorrow
but when i walked through heavens gates
i felt so much at home
when god looked down and smiled at me
from his great golden throne
he said "this is eternity
and all ive promised you"
today your life on earth is past
but here life starts anew
i promise no tomorrow
but today will always last
and since each days the same way
theres no longing for the past
you have been so faithful
so trusting and so true
though there were times you did some things
you know your shouldn't do
but you have been forgiven
and now at last your free
so wont you come and take my hand
and share my life with me?
so when tomorrow starts without me
dont think we're far apart
for everytime you think of me
im right here in your heart.

Thank you for writing these poems Badgirl they are fab!!!!

'Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them'

'Most people walk in and out of your life but only true friends leave footprints in your heart'

“Suicide is a serious thing, Take control of your life, before it takes control of you” By Samantha Johansen

'Everything is ok in the end, if its not ok, then its not the end'

'I wish i were your tears, i'd be born in your eye, live on your cheek and die on your lips. If you were my tears id never cry in case i'd lose you'

“When no around you seems to care, hold your head up, and say I don’t care” By Samantha Johansen

'God made us plain and simple, but we have made ourselves complicated'

'Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear'

Dont cry over anyone who wont cry over you'

'Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget'

Evil is just Live spelled backwards

'The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else'

'Dont let the past hold you back...........................Your missing all the good stuff'

'Life is short, if your dont look around once in a while you might miss it'

'A best friend is like a four leafed clover, hard to find and lucky to have'

'Best friends are the siblings god forgot to give us'

'When it hurts to look back, and you are scared to look ahead, you can look beside you........Your best friend will be there'

". . .just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say that death was on sale today. . ." -Marilyn Manson-

'Lend me your ear and I'll tell you about the things I fear Open your heart and I'll tell you why I'm torn apart'

"Why do you care about me now when I want to die, and not then when I wanted to live" -Tiffany Vochatzer

"Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt and dance like no one's watching."

"Scars are stories, history written on the body." -Kathryn Harrison

"The scars will last forever, But nothing compares to the pain the put them there"

“tears come at night smiles comes during the day” By Samantha Johansen

"Therapy? I don't need that. The roles that I choose are my therapy." - Angelina Jolie

"You're young, you're drunk, you're in bed, you have knives; shit happens." - Angelina Jolie

'Dont breathe and forget to live!' - Pixie_dust (thats my motto for life)

u can fall into a bird,
u can fall into a tree,
but the best way to fall

,is in love with me! - Katie

"Suicide is painless, it brings on many changes! ..and i can take or leave it if I please!!" - Marilyn Manson

Don't settle for the one you can live with...wait for the one you can't live without! - Roisin Broad

My world stars to spin My blood runs cold These scars & cuts are way to old I've got a gun to my head
*BOOM* Im dead - Bad Girl

I'll be happy when it's over Happy when im free Life was just not Meant for me - Bad Girl

'My first rule of consumerism is never to buy anything you cants make your children carry' - Bill Bryson 1951, American Humorist.

'Make all you can, Save all you can, Give all you can' - John Wesley 1703-1791, British religious leader

'Excellence is to do a common thing in an uncommon way' - Booker T.Washington 1856-1915, African American educationist

'Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it' - Confucius, c.550-c.478 BC. Chinese Philosopher

'It is possible to achieve anything, so long as you don't expect to gain credit from it' - Harry S. Truman 1884- 1972 American President

'Either that wallpaper goes or i do!' - Oscar Wilde 1852-1900 Irish Dramatist

'I sometimes feel that I have nothing to say and I want to communicate this' - Damien Hirst 1965 British Artist

'It is only beacuse of problems that we grow mentally and spiritually' - Dr M. Scott Peck 1936 American Psychiatrist

'If women didnt exist, all the money in the world would have no meaning' - Aristotle Onassis 1906-1975 Greek Shipping Tycoon

'The best scientist is open to experience and begins with romance - the idea that anything is possible' - Ray Bradbury 1920 American Science fiction writer

'I was the first woman to burn my bra - it took the fire department four days to put it out' - Dolly Parton 1946 American Singer

'I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them' - Ian Flemming 1908-1964 British Novelist

'A friendship founded on business is better than a business founded on friendship' - John D. Rockefeller 1874-1960 American Businessman

'I only drink to make other people seem interesting' - George Jean Nathan 1882-1958 American Theatre Critic

'It's never too late to have a happy childhood' - Tom Robbins 1936 American Writer

'Hope i die before i get old' - Pete Townshend 1945 British Rock Star

'The less you talk, the more you're listened to' - Abigail Van Buren 1918 American Journalist

 

Constant struggle- By Nadine

Verse 1
Everyday, in my pathetic life,
Is a constant struggle,
To want to keep myself alive.
I've had thoughts of death.
And am planning to die,
As soon as I get home,
And find myself a knife.

Break
Don't hold me back
This is what I want to do.

Chorus
Point a gun at my head,
And watch as I bleed
Or point a knife to my chest,
And stab me.

I can't stand this pain,
I always feel,                                                                        
When I wake up.
And remember life's real.

Verse 2
My past life,
Was nothing but hell
Mum ran away
When I was 12
Dad took a bow then jumped of the bridge.
My brother killed himself,
To join him.

I belong with them.

(Chorus)

 

Suicide is Painless  By: Marilyn Manson

The early mornin fog i see,

The visions of the things to be,

The pains that are witheld for me,

I realise and i can see...

(chorus)

Suicide is painless,

It brings on many changes,

and i can take or leave it if i please.

 

The game of life, is hard to play,

Im gona loose it anyway,

I loose it cause, i some day lay,

and this is all i have to say...

(chorus)Suicide is painless,

It brings on many changes,

and i can take or leave it if i please.

 

The sword of time, will peirce our skin,

It doesnt hurt when it begins,

but as it works its way on in,

it grows stronger, watch it brim. Cause...

(chorus)Suicide is painless,

It brings on many changes,

and i can take or leave it if i please.

 

The brain that once request in me,

to answer questions that i keep,

Is it to be, or not to be?.. and i reply,

"Oh why ask me?"

(chorus)Suicide is painless,

It brings on many changes,

and i can take or leave it if i please.

... and you can do the same thing if you please

 

Hold On - Good Charlotte

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on.

You'll Be in My Heart- Usher

Come stop ur cryin it wil be alrite jus take my hand hold it tight now i will protect u from all around u i will b here dnt u cry. 4 1so small u seem so strong now my armz wil hold u keep u safe n warm this bond between uz cant b broken so im guna be here dnt u cry coz ul b in my heart ul b in my heart from diz day on now n 4eva mre. Y cant they undstand d way we feel dey juz dnt trust wat they cant explain i no were diffrent but deep inside uz were not dat diffrent at all. Ul b in my heart c ul b in my heart from diz day on now n 4eva mre from diz day on 4eva mre. Ul b in mi heart no matter wat they day ul b in ul b rite here in mi heart alwayz. dnt listen 2them cuz wat d they no we need each ova 2hav 2hold they'll c in time i no we'll show them 2geva.Ul b in my heart il alwayz b there ul b in my heart u no that from diz day on now n 4eva mre> ul b in my heart no matter wat they say ul b rite here im my heart alwayz> juz look ova ur shoulder juz luk ova ur shuolder juz luk ova ur shoulder il alwayz b there. Juz luk ova ur shoulder juz look ova ur shoulder. I'll alwayz b there.

 

Please dont do this By Lintu

 

Dont do this to yourself,

I cant bear to see you cry,

please stop these tears from falling,

please stop the blood from flowing.

 

You know it isnt right,

that you shouldnt be doing this,

you know that its their fault,

that your not the one to blame.

 

You didnt ask them to hurt you,

or make you cry,

I know that you do,

and that you hide how you feel from them,

but it will be okay,

you'll get over it.

 

Please dont do this to yourself,

I cant bear to see you die,

please stop these tears from falling,

please stop the blood from flowing.

 

You know this isnt right,

that you dont deserve to die,

their the ones who are wrong,

just keep telling yourself that.

 

You didnt ask them to hurt you,

or make you want to die,

stop hiding how you feel,

tell them,

its not fair on you.

 

Please dont do this to yourself,

please dont close your eyes,

please dont say goodbye,

dont let yourself cry...

dont give up please...

I dont want to die...

Vivica, By Jack Off Jill  Posted By asha-jane


Vivica i wish you well
i watch you burn in humid hell
No sleeping pills no old tattoos
will save you now

He'll never change he's just too vague
he'll never say you're beautiful
Vivica i wish you well i really do, i really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
i'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

Vivica i wish you well
i watch you sit i watch you dwell
No crooked spine no torn up rag
will save you now

He'll never change he's not that brave
He'll never say you're beautiful
Vivica i wish you well i really do, i really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
i'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica i wish you well
i'll sit right here i'll never tell
no tender scar no twist of fate
will save you now

He'll never change he's just not there
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica i wish you will i really do, i really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
i'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...

She's empty and so beautiful
i'll keep her here with me

 

Everytime By Britney Spears

 posted by Stnr