| Sunday, 6 August 2006 |
Yay, I've moved forever! So get moving!
♥ Not-so-Gary
| Sunday, 8 January 2006 |
WeeeHooo. Its 2006 already! I last updated last year! Haha, that was so lame.
I haven't done much work, and hell, there's history quiz tomorrow. And almost all the work's due tomorrow. Yayee.
So I haven't decided what to do for my LA SIA either. I guess the tarantula wouldn't be considered a speech. :( Then I can only do it as my free pick. That is unless I do individual work for the other, which is highly unlikely.
In any case, I have to decide soom :(
Haha, but I've got my future all planned out. Or rather, someone else planned it for me. Haha, maybe I should join the Singapore teacher's LJ community soon. :)
♥ Gary
| Sunday, 24 December2005 |
Oh yay. Its christmas eve! :) Merry Christmas everyone! Oh I can't wait to open presents!
Thanks to feeb for the lovely card she sent. Oh and she wished the postman Merry Christmas too. How sweet.
Yay, and I still haven't started on work. How very wonderful. : )
Oh, XinYi's recent update reminded me of my awful childhood days. Sigh, I was a pathetic kid with no friends except for barbie dolls. I'd drive my dolls around the house on my brother's skateboard, playing and talking to
Seriously, unlike XinYi, I don't think I had a childhood bestie. I kind of inherited all the weird habits from my brother. The eating of soggy fries and all. Mmmm. And I'm just as lazy as him. But Urgh. I never got any of those "sports genes". My mum used to run hills and swim lots. She used to be a dancer! My dad's an oil painter, remember? But I can't draw half as well as him. My sis got a chance to get into national team for swimming, but she wasn't willing to pay the huge amount of money for it (yes, you were supposed to pay out of your own pockets at her time). My brother's good at extreme sports and he draws well too. And not to mention his table tennis skills. And I didn't tell you my cousin won gold medal for triathlon in sea games this year right. HAHA. I'm such a joke.
Oh back to childhood. I remember I used to go crazy over sailormoon, and I once spent LOADS of money buying stamps. Those very expensive ones. I have a Mao stamp that I misplaced that I bought for $20+ when I was say.. 6?
And how could I EVER forget the musical "The Heart of Christmas". Stalagtite. That idiotic charactor. Very retarded person. And I like Jack Frost's voice. He sings well.
And I got whacked/whipped by my mum when Yi and I were playing some game.. That was... plain sick.
Oh, I almost forgot about the times I ran around the house being chased by my mum with a cane. I could never be as brave as my siblings. They'd just let her whack them. I'd be crying before I get whacked. Yes, I am THAT weak. I cry for almost anything.
Do you believe I was able to lift myself from the ground? Like fly? I bet you don't. But I'm quite sure I was able to. I'm not joking and I wasn't dreaming.
♥ Gary
| Sunday, 18 December2005 |
Oh yayee. Christmas is coming! Whoo. And school is starting. Ooh, guess what. I haven't started doing a single piece of homework. What have I been doing man, and I still have loads to do. Like making a new wallet (since I lost my dear red adidas one), making a pencilcase (since my darling strawberry shortcake has grown rust and the interior is rather broken). Urgh. But I've got no cloth. Anyone care to donate, please IM me.
Magic ball rocks. It works so well. Ask a yes/ no question and it gives you a very accurate answer. It works even better than the questions section on my site. (Scroll down and you'll see it) So, if you want the link, don't hesitate and IM me.
I'm bored. And if you are too, or in any case you feel like talking/gossiping to someone, IM me.
♥ Gary
| Monday, 05 December2005 |
Okay. So instead of making a new layout, I spent tonight drawing this. Mmm. He looks kind of evil..
And I made a rose for Delphine today. With some paper, glue, and paint. :) The picture is VERY blur. But heck.
♥ Gary
| Thursday, 01 December2005 |
I haven't been online for soooooooo long! Its a month since I blogged!
AND I'M BACK!
Back from India, and back online! :) I've spent 2 whole weeks watching TV. DaChangJin, to be specific. Gosh. Its a great show! I feel dumb when I think about the number of times I fell asleep watching it when its shown on ch55. Ahah. But one fine day, I had nothing to do/ watch. I decided to watch DCJ. And although I fell asleep a couple of times, I got sooo into the show I cried for days! :'( HOOOOOWWWWW CAN HAN SHANG GONG DIE YOU STUPID.
ChangJin is an arrogant, stubborn, psychotic *#%!@&( She's crazy over HAN SHANG GONG. Ooh yes, I do love her, but CJ is MAD. The way she threatens, the way she thinks she's oh-so-great. AHHHHHHH and she has imaginary friends!!!!!! She was talking to HANSHANGGONG after she died and imagined her!!!
Okay, fine. I did have imaginary friends while in India. When I was outcasted.... Ohhhhhh how I miss Lucy and Peter...
Oh, India was fun. Although I was an outcast. How I miss those days when I was an outcast in Pri school and Sec 1. I did enjoy the experience part of it. And the place was quite nice. :) Many people thought it was meaningless. But I think its fine!
Okay, I don't want to talk about these. I'll talk about DCJ and India all day. Err.. So, now that I'm back, its time to change my layout cause I'm so sick of it, and mmmm... maybe visit IVLE soon.. To check out for homework....
♥ Gary
| Monday, 31 October 2005 |
I'm sick again.:( So I was down with food poisoning all along.
I'm suddenly fond of this song, its SOOOOO touching!! :(
泥娃娃£¬ 泥娃娃£¬ 一个泥娃娃， 也有那眉毛，也有那眼睛，眼睛不会眨
泥娃娃， 泥娃娃， 也有那鼻子， 也有那嘴巴， 嘴巴不说话；
它是个假娃娃， 不是个真娃娃， 它没有亲爱的妈妈， 也没有爸爸；
泥娃娃， 泥娃娃， 一个泥娃娃， 我做它妈妈， 我做它爸爸， 永远爱着它。
♥ Gary
| Sunday, 30 October 2005 |
Holidays are here. Well, YAY I got promoted. With a shocking 63%! Haha.
I spent Thursday night drawing Oscar Wilde. :) <3 And ended up with a fever the next day!
So I drew 2 pictures of him! But the first was ugly, and didn't even look like him.. Second was much neater.. But still.. doesn't look like him a wee bit.. Anyway, its here. But REALLY. WILDE'S NOT AS UGLY AS THIS. HE'S MUCH PRETTIER!!!!
Anyway, and I was sick. I had fever, 38.5 deg, diarrhoea, and vomited when I took the diarrhoea pills. I suspect my kidney's/ kidneys' failing. Mmm. And, haha, XinYi still doesn't have enough money to buy me a dialysis machine! :( Anyone care to get me one?
Okay, India's on Saturday. I didn't even realise.. Haven't got anything ready yet. I have only 2 track pants including the ny ones. How am I to survive when we are supposed to wear track pants 24hr a day? '_'
SIGHHHH
And all the best to all the Chinese O's takers!
♥ Gary
| Wednesday, 26 October 2005 |
Okay, I bet EVERYONE found the previous entry boring. You probably gave up halfway or used comprehension skills (skim and scan). But then again, my entire journal is boring.
So. I was looking through some old photos. Those when I was a baby to about 3. Ooh those were wonderful days when I went around half-naked cause my parents never believed in getting too many pretty clothes. I outgrew them too often. I actually thought I was really rather cute. :D Just that I hated how I hardly ever used my brains.
Next, I looked at those I took in Europe. Gosh. I didn't even realised I travelled THAT much. I was an ugly, brainless child. No, I'm not saying I'm very much intelligent or pretty now, what I'm trying to say is that my spastic look and retarded mind was with me since young. Even if it means to look like a China kid.
I don't like this. Why couldn't I use more brains and be more exposed to english or even general knowledge since young. Why was I already not motivated at all to study, to know more interesting and fascinating facts of the world? Okay, why wasn't I born with a better brain? I'm probably so passive in learning, so afraid of everything cause I was scared of my mum and sis since young.
This sucks. :(
Tian1 sheng1 wo3 cai2 bi4 you3 yong4. Hah. I remember how XiaoZhang used to talk about this SO often. Maybe I am better off at memorising texts.
♥ Gary
| Saturday, 22 October 2005 |
Yay. I finally cut my hair. I can finally stop using my oversized brown hairband and stop worrying about my hair falling all over the place. :)
The hair now, is okay lah.
The school is ever emphasising on kicking students out of IP and how some of us will not be able to make it. Sigh. I should be one of them.
Lets not worry about such stuff, and I'm happy cause I'm back to loving Oscar Wilde!! I forgot when I started liking him, when I read The Picture of Dorian Gray and The Happy Prince. Or The Selfish Giant or bits of The Importance of Being Earnest, perhaps. I went to our school library and borrowed one of his biographies and a collection of his short stories. ♥ ♥♥
The biography, titled: Oscar Wilde: A Certain Genius. It says in the introduction that: "Wilde was a reluctant writer and a great procrastinator when it comes to carving out the solitary hours needed to compose. He suffered from writer's block and bouts of depression. But when he put pen to paper, he wrote quickly because the story was already in his head. Wilde started with an idea, an epigram or a paradox, which he told as a story or a parable, polishing it in the retelling and committing it to memory. His intellectual work done, he needed only an interlude in the pursuit of pleasure to put words on paper. But was he genius? This question was persistently asked. How could he be considered a genius when he wrote the first draft of his masterpiece, The Importance of Being Earnest, in three weeks? To be a genius, the reasoning goes, a writer must suffer, each word written in torment; a writer must take years, not a matter of days to produce innovative ideas. But Wilde's work habits defined a different kind of genius."
Ooh, he's what I call genius. Quality and quantity.
Anyway, his birthday just passed. I can't believe I missed it this year. :( I forgot. Anyway, here's some eye candy!!! Waxwork model of Oscar Wilde (Urgh I was too young to know to take pictures with him when I was in Europe! :() He swirls his cape as a form of greeting! Another lovely picture!One of my favourite pictures of all times! But this is still the best! Wilde dressed as a girl in a blue velvet at the age of 2. Oscar and later boyfriend, Bosie.And here's Bosie. Ohhhh. Look at another pretty picture of Lord Alfred Douglas (Bosie). And this is John Gray, his previous boyfriend, I think.
And this is a lovely poem Wilde wrote about the death of his sister.
Tread lightly, she is near
Under the snow,
Speak gently, she can hear
The daisies grow.
All her bright golden hair
Tarnished with rust,
She that was young and fair
Fallen to dust.
Lily-like, white as snow,
She hardly knew
She was a woman, so
Sweetly she grew.
Coffin-board, heavy stone,
Lie on her breast,
I vex my heart alone,
She is at rest.
Peace, peace, she cannot hear
Lyre or sonnet,
All my life's buried here,
Heap earth upon it.
Writing poem's not his forte. But its really nice. I don't know, I just like it. After this poem, he continued to explore this theme of unfulfilled womanhood and sadness of death before maturity.
Anyway, I should end here. Haha, this is a whole post of hua chi-ing. :) Well. And, this made me love him even more. (Also in the biography):
The platonic relationship that Wilde believed to be the spiritual ideal between men was a comfortable part of student life. About intimate attachments at Portora, Wilde later told Lord Alfred Douglas, the significant love of his life, "there was nothing more than sentimental friendships." Wilde's adult behavior, Douglas said, could be described as "the usual public schoolboy business." Sentimental or spoony friendships started with looks, furtive glances at choristers and cricketers, or a walk along cloistered paths with an arm over another boy's shoulder.
And he's not into music, math, and games. Haha.
In the book as well :
"Symonds recalled in his memoirs how "the talk in the dormitories and the studies was incredibly obscene. Here and there one could not avoid seeing acts of onanism, mutual masturbation, the sports of naked boys in bed together. There was no refinement, no sentiment, no passion; nothing but animal lust in these occurrences. They filled me with disgust and loathing."
♥ Gary
| Thursday, 20 October 2005 |
Mmmm. Mrs Teo is so.. funny.
I'm bored of this layout. It looks.. poor. I want a new one. But I can't think of a new layout. A new theme. Urgh.
♥ Gary
| Tuesday, 18 October 2005 |
How? I am so dead. 28 for Chem and 44 for Physics is NO JOKE. Hahah. Though I take it quite lightly still.. Well. Its failing both sciences. BADLY. I really wonder how I'm going to get promoted and remain in IP next year. But I've calculated, I probably passed my overall. But 60% is another matter. So as for now, 3 subjects under 60% for EOYs, and 2 exactly 60%. Mmmm.. these are really lousy eh?
NOOoooOoO. I don't want to start all over again in mainstream. Which also means taking chinese O'levels too? And noooo retaining please. I don't want to be older than the rest of them and still do worse than them. Not another year of torture! :(
Yes yes, school teachers are kind, but HC teachers? :( They probably wouldn't want me. If I were them, I wouldn't want myself either. I mean, 28 for Chem??? Mmm. But I'm not going to major in it what. What for study so hard and get so high lehh.
Excuses.
I'm so stupid :(
♥ Gary
| Monday, 17 October 2005 |
Okay. We got our Language Arts and Math papers back. Mmm. Math was much expected. I failed PaperI, and I have to take a retest next year. Urgh. Can I not? If nothing happens if I fail, I'm not going to study. Language Arts was :-O WOAH. I thought I got quite high. I thought comprehension was easy, at least easier than the rest, and I expected it to, well, pull my marks up a little, but I got 9/20?! Ha, ha. And I actually got 23/30 for paper 1 which is VERY GOOD, cause I expected myself to fail it. The whole paperI, I thought was.. tough, and summary and AQ too. But luckily, I passed AQ, 4/8. Summary sucked. HAHAHAH. 8, so expected.
Tomorrow's Chinese, Chemistry, Physics. Urgh. I'm going to fail both my sciences. -_-" Serves me right for not studying well, and spending my time watching TV. But serious, examtime TV's good to watch. :) And yes, serves me right for rolling my eraser half the time for both papers. I suck at sciences.
And I mean it.
I am not like people who say they suck at it and get an A or B. I aim for pass.
Anyway, just watched JinZhiYuYe (War and Beauty) and it was the last episode. How I love Lady Ru. :( She's intelligent, pretty, sweet and what not. <3 Poor her.
♥ Gary
| Friday, 14 October 2005 |
I think I'm down with a fever now.. Urgh. Cause I've got time.
Because I have time, I can run errands for you. And I deserve a scolding when I'm slow.
And because I've got time, I can stand in the rain with no shelter around for almost an hour. I can afford to fall sick and you can't cause you do not have holidays YET.
Yes, I've got time. Enough time to do stuff that I do not enjoy much. :)
I feel like studying now.
Too much time drives me crazy. I actually gave a stranger on the bus a lecture. BUT SHE'S REALLY WRONG WHAT. :( O man!
This stupid woman with cave
Oh well, I still feel embarrased about THAT.
Claudice is capable of playing 3 instruments at a time. Cello, guitar and piano. Joelle can play (>2), Violin and piano. But you'll never know when it comes to Joelle. She is soooo good.
And SarahLim eats Queens bread from Sun Moulin Isetan. $3.40 per loaf. Lots of people love that, cause its soft, spongy, and nice. YUCK. I'd rather put a dish washing sponge in my mouth. That bread soaks up more saliva than my sponge can. And I DETEST soft bread. Chewy and tough! <3<3
Okay. Enough of bread talk. (Mmm)
Good night. Sweet dreams!:)
I whine so much.
♥ Gary
| Wednesday, 12 October 2005 |
OH YEAH GREAT! EXAMS ARe over.
Watch my excitement die. Yep yep. No need to study now. No school for 3 days.
But I enjoy TV most during exams. Now that i have all the time in the world, its not all that great, is it? Nice TV programmes only during exam period. Now I'm back to sitting in front of the computer, and not watching TV. Serious. All the funny movies and nice Discovery Channel shows! :( Even Michael Buble was on Physics(?) day.
Nevermind. URGH. Now I don't know if I'll get retained. I screwed every single paper. (Haha! Though I got 18/20 for my SuoDuanChangWen AGAIN) SUCKS. I even got caught by Kuo for writing past the time. Oh well.
I want a new layout. But don't know what to make. SIGH SIGH SIGH.
♥ Gary
| Friday, 09 September 2005 |
Oh man. I thought such incidents only appear in HK dramas. And Audrey's getting VERY paranoid about it. She's watching CNA for this.
Urgh. Sick.
Well, that was what I've been doing instead of studying. :( I'm so lousy.
I ♥ Umbrella by Dntel. :)
♥ Gary
| Tuesday, 07 September 2005 |
HELLLOOOOOOO. I haven't blogged for long, oh well. I don't LOVE to blog like some people do.. And NO. I AM NOT TALKING A PARTICULAR PERSON HERE.
:D I love my Primary school. I'm sure you know that.
EOYS ARE NEARING. And I haven't really started. Well, one chap history. Does that even count? OHH WELL. AT LEAST I DID MY 4TH REFLECTIVE ESSAY ALREADY.
And I wasted my time away at J8 after LeeAhMooi's visit. Whee. And we met MR HONEY HAN (&wife. Whoo.) :) With >10 packets of Camel Sugared Peanuts for my sis. She lives on them. Well, she doesn't take proper food. A packet of nut's like, a meal?! And that contains lots of carbs! And she's so skinny and she looks nothing like me?!
Well, she's a typical prestigous peanut company owner's granddaughter. As for me, I don't even know what the company's called. I don't even like eating them... Well, at least not anymore..
(; Hi KaiHui. KaiHui reminded me that I actually OWN a blog.
AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE TILDA SWINTON! And I still love Natalie Imbruglia as well!!!:)
♥ Gary
| Tuesday, 30 August 2005 |
Mmm.. Tomorrow's teachers' day celebration already, still don't know if we're going back to PeiChun. Well, many are not, and I'm currently waiting for cc to come online to ask if she's going.
I loved primary school years:)
I was thinking about primary school and 5/6B. Such lovely times! :)
And I realised my favourite favourite person, you probably call that a best friend, I ever had/met is YIMKUAN.
I started laughing to myself when I thought of how I first knew her sister YimTong when I was in SwimmingClub (YESYESYES) when I was Pri2 and was in the same group as YimTong. And we became good swim friends. We only chatted in the pool, not outside. HAHA. And we all know YimKuan used to look like YimTong. So everytime I see YimKuan in school I would say "hi" to her, thinking she's YimTong.. She would always be like HUH? And one day she finally asked me who I was, and I told her I was from her swimming group. HAHAH. YimKuan was also from swimmingclub then. And she was sooooo confused until one day after the swim, I met both YimKuan and YimTong in the shower room and realised that YimTong had a sister all along. And when they walked past me (I didn't say anything), YimKuan asked YimTong "do you know her? She keeps saying hi to me" then BLUR BLUR BLUR YimTong was like "Mmm, she looks familiar, but I don't think I know her." WTH!!???!!?!
Come to think of it, big headed YimKuan probably thought I was interested in her.
Haha, another silly thing I remember soooo clearly was in Pri6. Somehow YimKuan and I were close friends since we got into the same class, 5B. I think it was cause we both were from MathsClub in Pri4(or 5?)(HAHA, Yes, we kept changing ECAs and still met). And soooo, YimKuan always had werid chinese stuff to say like "yuan1 yuan1 xiang1 bao4 he2 shi2 liao3" etc which were.. weird when we were that age. And once, we all kept saying "pao1 qi4". There was a period of time she started to be closer to CC&Rach. And I was very very sad :( and jealous as well. And that was when I got closer to Qianling&Mabel (who were equally nice people!!). And YimKuan got jealous as well. HAHA. So comical. And so, we kind of confronted each other, of course she initiated it, and she told me I pao qied her. WHICH WAS SOOOOO NOT TRUE. And said I don't go out with her that much anymore and she had to go with cc&rach. And I told her my side of the story and we began to argue who pao qied who. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Finally, we decided to compete and see who made most effort to be together to prove our point! Aiyoh, P6 still so lame!
Haha, nevermind, I still love YimKuan. And I miss miss miss YimKuan. <3
♥ Gary
| Sunday, 28 August 2005 |
WHOOO. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SHANNON! And previously it was Xiner and Gen's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUGIES. :D
I'm so happy, so happy! For that, I'm blogging though I should really be doing my history now. LOADS of work undone. YAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
XinYi FINALLY returned me QueerAsFolk disc 1:) Whee. So nice, I love mike and David. Actually, I'm beginning to like Brian as well.
PHEW. I'm really glad to hear that XinYing and Yanan haven't started on reflective 4 for history. PHEW PHEW. I have company now, other than Jiali, LingHuan and Marilyn. (;
♥ Gary
| Wednesday, 11 August 2005 |
Okay, I'm still not yet asleep and still talking to Gen. She's equally bored.
So I visited her blog. Ha, ha. And yes, I feel more patriotic this year. Well, I don't know why though. Probably Social Studies lessons have given us the sense of belonging we should feel for this nation ? Hur, hur. Once again, I shall repeat. I hate Rachel.
And its only this year when I'm feeling like I belong to the school. (; I love the school very much all of a sudden.
AND THANK YOU MAG. Guess what. MAG BOUGHT ME A MAO T-SHIRT. Oh how I love Mag. Wait, I'm no communist. Its just that I find Mao's face.. Somewhat artistic.
I'm so busy, so busy, so many things to do, many things to do. My mind's running low on capacity, like how my computer is as well, that its shutting down on me, hanging, lagging. URGH. I want a new one, with ALL the shit I have in this transferred to the new one. Without ANY bit of effort. Good, I'm busy, and LAZY. :D
I broke my promise, I NEVER EVER will be able to hand in my Reflective 4 by this week. :( I'm so sorry Mr Han.
As you can see, I spent my day on this new template, which I find okay. Well, if only I could be a weeny bit more artistic and draw better. the drawing's quite bad. But if you scroll down, till you cant see the "I flew into the sky.." part, its rather pretty, the layout when you can't see the boy. But I really like the green eyes. And the hair.
Anything. I feel happy looking at this. Very happy.
♥ Gary
| Sunday, 07 August 2005 |
I just got home, from shopping shopping and more window shopping. Quite boring. I spent most of the time reading the A-level history textbook in popular. Its... brief, but covers more than our text. Our text elaborates more, but doesn't have as much sources as that as well. Mmm ours more readable.
I got not so interested in that textbook, cause its really not very good. So I asked the popular person, any other editions? And the answer was "NO. Not many people take history for A's. One book is sufficient" GRRR. I rolled my eyes. I felt like kicking the attendant to Baabaaa land, somewhere prehistorically spastic. Where she will never be able to survive and start to regret not taking history lessons seriously and attending it purposefully. Hope she didn't know about the fire, the warmth, and freeze to death in her popular polo-tee and jeans. HISTORY IS A LIFESKILL. That I'll never forget, though I take it for granted sometimes. Sorry Mr Han, I haven't started on reflective essay 4 yet. But I'll hand in this week. I promise..
And though there was only ONE PATHETIC history textbook, there were LOTS and LOTS of Chemistry texts. EW. I hate this. Why is Chem so important!!! I suck at chem, and I'm positively sure I'm the worst student of Chem in the entire school..
I'm glad the test week's over. I enjoyed studying. I really did. It was aeons ago since I studied. Until this period of time, I felt so happy understanding all over again. I felt happy, but I fell asleep while studying as well. :( I hate falling asleep with my glasses and lights on. They say these give you eyebags.
I was just kidding. Eitherway, I have a plan to paste history posters all over my room already, and I'm still thinking if I should. It'll be a nice nice room:)
♥ Gary
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