In memory of my child, who was born a angel of heaven July 18,2004!! Rest In Peace baby!


My baby was lost July 18,2004. I lost my mind when it happened I felt like I did something wrong. Even though everyone kept telling me I did nothing wrong! I didnt believe it I was very hard on myself. I went to the dr. appointment at about 9 and a half weeks and my dr. told me everything was good and the baby was fine. At 11 and ahalf weeks I was at my sister's house(60 miles from mine) and I was bleeding so I went to the clinic there in her town and they informed me I was having a miscarriage. The baby stopped living at 8 weeks, why my dr told me everything was fine well your guess is as good as mine.


                                         "A Moment in Time"                                    

Time passes,
but not the love I have for you,
nor the ache inside of me
because you are not.

You were with us
for as long as God allowed.
You were real.
You existed.
You counted.

You were with us
for only a short time,
but it was time enough
to grow to love you,
for you to make
a difference in our lives.

You could not stay,
but thoughts of you
will forever remain,
as does the love this day,
tempered by the pain.


 I LOVE MY BABY . EVERYDAY I THINK ABOUT HIM ... RIP


Dear God...
 
Can you hear me?
Please, God. Do you hear my cries?
The ones that echo pain deep within my mind and heart.
She is gone, God. My little girl is dead.
And I love her so.
I've tried to pray, to seek and to beg
Yet still, she is gone.
I would have given my life for hers...

I do not understand.
You see, God, she left so suddenly.
Without saying goodbye- or even hello.
How can it be that she has changed my life so?
How can it be that others think I should forget her so abruptly
and go on with my life?
How can I pretend that she did not exist?

For her life and death has brought me on my knees, to You.
And now, I seek the peace, which only Your midst can harbor
To ease this overwhelming grief.

But, still God, I feel cheated.
I feel so very desperate for her presence.
I never looked into her eyes
I never told her how much she meant to me.
I never kissed her gently with the smile of a proud mother,
but only with tear burdened eyes.
But you can God.
Please, please tell her for me.
For I know she is in Your care.

Tell her that her beauty has left me many priceless gifts.
Tell her that I think of her- Everyday, every hour, every moment.
Tell her how deeply I love and miss her.
Hold her in Your majestic arms, just for me, Lord.
Rock her gently and whisper in her ear
Tell her that her Mommy aches for her, still and always.

For the only strength that remains is the strength which You grant me
In knowing that You, and only You, Father
Can love her the way that I do...

Amen


IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY DREAMS LAYS MY SWEET BABY


 To Mommy & Daddy


You are sad because I went away?
It was never meant for me to stay,
As I was passing through, I needed to see
The kind of parents God gave to me.
As I looked into your eyes and I felt your touch,
I was glad I could feel that you loved me so much.
We know that God is loving & God is wise,
And He needed an angel just my size,
To kiss the rosebuds & polish the stars
So you could see the sparkle where you are.
You must try to be happy & sing a song
Then you will find that the wait won't be long
Until your work here is over & the gates you pass through
And I'll say "Hi, I'm Your Precious Lil One, I was waitin' for you.


REST IN PEACE MY SWEET LIL ONE! MOMMY LOVES YOU


I BELIEVE IN ANGELS, ODD THINGS HAPPEN EVERYDAY AND NO ONE CAN EXPLAIN THEM BECAUSE ITS ANGELS WATCHING OVER THERE LOVED ONES. YOU MAY THINK IM A FREAK BUT I DONT CARE I BELIEVE THERE ARE ANGELS THAT WATCH OVER US EVERYDAY. MY DAD IS MY DAUGHTERS GUARDIAN ANGEL. THERE HAS BEEN SOME CRAZY STUFF THAT HAS GONE ON THAT MAKES ME BELIEVE 100% THAT MY FATHER IS WATCHING OVER MY DAUGHTER EVERYDAY AND IT SENTS ME AT EASE BECAUSE I KNOW HE'LL GUIDE HER IN THE RIGHT PATH. MY FATHER PASSED AWAY AUG. 19TH, 2002 AT THE AGE OF 48. HE WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN ALIVE! HE WAS VERY MUCH A PART OF MY LIFE AND I LOVE HIM STILL UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE YOU DADDY

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