In memory of my child, who was born a angel of heaven July 18,2004!! Rest In Peace baby!
My baby was lost July 18,2004. I lost my mind when it happened I felt like I did something wrong. Even though everyone kept telling me I did nothing wrong! I didnt believe it I was very hard on myself. I went to the dr. appointment at about 9 and a half weeks and my dr. told me everything was good and the baby was fine. At 11 and ahalf weeks I was at my sister's house(60 miles from mine) and I was bleeding so I went to the clinic there in her town and they informed me I was having a miscarriage. The baby stopped living at 8 weeks, why my dr told me everything was fine well your guess is as good as mine.
"A Moment in
Time" Time
passes, You were with
us You were with
us You could not
stay,
I LOVE MY BABY . EVERYDAY I
THINK ABOUT HIM ... RIP Dear God...
I do not
understand. For her life
and death has brought me on my knees, to You. But, still
God, I feel cheated. Tell her that
her beauty has left me many priceless gifts. For the only
strength that remains is the strength which You grant me Amen
IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY DREAMS LAYS
MY SWEET BABY To
Mommy & Daddy
but not the love I have for you,
nor the ache inside of
me
because you are not.
for as long as God allowed.
You were real.
You existed.
You
counted.
for only a short time,
but it was time enough
to grow to love
you,
for you to make
a difference in our lives.
but thoughts of you
will forever remain,
as does the love this
day,
tempered by the pain.
Can you hear me?
Please, God. Do you hear my cries?
The
ones that echo pain deep within my mind and heart.
She is gone, God. My
little girl is dead.
And I love her so.
I've tried to pray, to seek and to
beg
Yet still, she is gone.
I would have given my life for
hers...
You see, God, she left so suddenly.
Without saying goodbye- or
even hello.
How can it be that she has changed my life so?
How can it be
that others think I should forget her so abruptly
and go on with my
life?
How can I pretend that she did not exist?
And now, I seek the peace,
which only Your midst can harbor
To ease this overwhelming grief.
I feel so very desperate for her presence.
I never
looked into her eyes
I never told her how much she meant to me.
I never
kissed her gently with the smile of a proud mother,
but only with tear
burdened eyes.
But you can God.
Please, please tell her for me.
For I
know she is in Your care.
Tell her that I think of her-
Everyday, every hour, every moment.
Tell her how deeply I love and miss
her.
Hold her in Your majestic arms, just for me, Lord.
Rock her gently
and whisper in her ear
Tell her that her Mommy aches for her, still and
always.
In knowing that You,
and only You, Father
Can love her the way that I do...
You are sad because I went away?
It was never meant for
me to stay,
As I was passing through, I needed to see
The kind of parents
God gave to me.
As I looked into your eyes and I felt your touch,
I was
glad I could feel that you loved me so much.
We know that God is loving &
God is wise,
And He needed an angel just my size,
To kiss the rosebuds
& polish the stars
So you could see the sparkle where you are.
You
must try to be happy & sing a song
Then you will find that the wait won't
be long
Until your work here is over & the gates you pass through
And
I'll say "Hi, I'm Your Precious Lil One, I was waitin' for you.
REST IN PEACE MY SWEET LIL ONE! MOMMY LOVES YOU
I BELIEVE IN ANGELS, ODD THINGS HAPPEN EVERYDAY AND NO ONE CAN EXPLAIN THEM BECAUSE ITS ANGELS WATCHING OVER THERE LOVED ONES. YOU MAY THINK IM A FREAK BUT I DONT CARE I BELIEVE THERE ARE ANGELS THAT WATCH OVER US EVERYDAY. MY DAD IS MY DAUGHTERS GUARDIAN ANGEL. THERE HAS BEEN SOME CRAZY STUFF THAT HAS GONE ON THAT MAKES ME BELIEVE 100% THAT MY FATHER IS WATCHING OVER MY DAUGHTER EVERYDAY AND IT SENTS ME AT EASE BECAUSE I KNOW HE'LL GUIDE HER IN THE RIGHT PATH. MY FATHER PASSED AWAY AUG. 19TH, 2002 AT THE AGE OF 48. HE WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN ALIVE! HE WAS VERY MUCH A PART OF MY LIFE AND I LOVE HIM STILL UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE YOU DADDY
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In Loving Memory