Flame Sama's Portal

Hello, my name is Tristan (aka Flame Sama), welcome to Flame Sama's Portal!

I write a lot in my spare time, most of what I write I post here,
poetry, lyrics, short stories, game reviews, rants, you name it.
Even a blog (I prefer calling it a base-bloggers are generally stupid.)

Please, surf the site and read some of my work.
Enjoy the site and thank you for your time.
Flame Sama, webastard.

Also, feel free to post in my shoutbox!

I added a new song, She Hates Me, in the Lyric section.

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I added two poems, Pestilence and Skin Of My Teeth and a base post called Fuck Tecmo.

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I added a new song, Rock 'N Roll Slave.

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I added a new poem, Not Good Enough.

Base post MAYBE tomorrow.

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A while back I noticed that if I scrolled down to the bottom of my poetry page my brower would crash. Turns out that the QuickTime plugin used for site music a long time ago was screwed up and caused that. I uninstalled and reinstalled QuickTime-problem totally solved. So those "WARNING: DON'T SCROLL TOO FAR" notices on the Poetry page, and both Fan Fic sections are now gone.

As a result, now there is only one Poetry page again like before.

And yeah, I'll try to add that base post about the perfect game today...if I get a chance to write it.

Also, one month until my birthday *dances*

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I posted that long ago mentioned Lost Chronicles Of The Shirai Ryu Remastered as The Complete Chronicles Of The Shirai Ryu.

Two songs and base post coming when ever the hell I'm not tired...

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I've spent a good two-three hours working on my profile. Almost from scratch, it's divided into sections, covering my personality, my gaming, my music, my writing, my website, and my moniker/penname.

Two songs, a base post, and more in the future.

EDIT: I also added a Gears Of Wars 2 review.

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So I lied about more content...

Well, not really. It IS coming, just after I've relaxed a bit...school, you know?...

In that relaxing, I've played some Prototype. I beat the game and posted a review on FSP. I'm also adding Second Opinions to some reviews. They're just re-reviews of games I've already done. A few really need re-reviewing.

Enjoy and be back for more, coming soon is a look at what I think would make the perfect game.

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"No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks

Out for summer
Out 'til fall
We might not come back at all

School's out forever..."

To start the summer off, I posted a poem I wrote during second hour finals (which I didn't have to take *dances*) called "Oceans". And I'm also posting an alternate ending for a story called "The Lady Or The Tiger" that I wrote for an english assignment, named "To Live Is To Die". That'll be in the Misc. section.

Free at last, and more work coming soon,

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Added a new song "Gone Away". Might have a song called "Scarred by fire" soon.

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Added a new poem called "Betrayed".

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I added a new poem, Reverie Of A Lonely Man to Poetry II.

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I added two new songs. Darkest Before The Dawn and Something About You.

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I added two new song, Blood On My Hands and With Arms Wide Open, and a new short story called "The Journey".

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(Less than a month of school left, wootsauce!)

I added the song Lithium to the Lyrics section.

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I added a new song "Why?" and updated the Donald Follies in the Bored section.

Enjoy.

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Three new poems to christen the new poem section "Poetry II".

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I added a new song, All The Way.

New poem coming sometime.

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I added a game review for Guitar Hero: Metallica; since I got a new console I was able to play it!

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Just some updates around the site. Some Bored stuff too...

Spring break with no 360...well, this is gonna suck...

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I added a new song, Rotten Man.

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I added a new poem, 'Irony Of Deception'.

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I added a new 'About Me' page. I just noticed the old profile disappeared...

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I added a new song "Sickness" and a poem "Supernova". Both finished last night.

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Hmm, updates aren't showing up on the site lately...

Anyway, new song-Song For The Trapped.

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I added a new song "Shadows Cast Over Glass".

Got another one coming soon.

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I added a new Base post "Only In America...lulz."

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I added a new song, "Don't Tread On Me".

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Added a new Bored post, explaining my obsession with games and added two new poems, You Are Not Andromeda and Thick As Blood.

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I'm working on a new song called "Don't Tread On Me". Before I get done with that, I'd figure I'd give you a rundown on what each of my songs stand for.

Don’t Tread On Me:

“Don’t attack me, I’ll get back up and be twice as strong.”

Bloody Dove:

The peace and love of the sixties is now dead and gone thanks to us.

Set Me Free:

A soul is trapped inside of a weak body, a body slowly dieing off. This person just wants to die and be set free.

Torch:

A couple shares their pain and keeps themselves sane through their love for each other.

Suburbian Satan:

A pessimistic kid tries warning others about their actions, just to get pushed away. He gets the last laugh when he’s right though.

Cold And Blind:

The flickering ember of hope is slowly fading, leaving only depression in the dark.

Bullets We Bite:

Some people are willing to pay a high price and suffer mental trauma for love

I Walk Alone:

Sometimes you just want to escape life and it’s nuances.

Not God Bless Humanity, God Damn Humanity:

“God” sets up things in such a fucked up way, yet you all still cling to his ‘word’?

The Old Familiar Feeling:

A feeling of such numbing pain, you can’t even think straight.

I Come Undone:

An fallen angel is ostracized by society.

Welcome To My World:

The world is a pretty bad place looking at it full scale.

Stupid Bitch:

Ignorant skanks should be avoided, or else they could fuck up your life.

Death Is Not The End:

“I used to cry over your petty shit, now I’m stronger”

Going Alone:

Some people need to analyze themselves and figure out what they want of life. Some people need help from others to do this.

Flag Wars:

This country is built and sustained by greed and death.

Pleasure In Pain:

A serial killer is eagerly awaiting his execution, thinking about how hell will delight him.

Harbinger:

In a labyrinth, all shades of evil come out to play

Dogma:

Bravery and honor defeat any obstacles and nothing stands in the way of friends in need.

Perfect Harmony:

A girl is the perfect mix nice church girl and death-metal psychopath.

Hate Floats:

Kind of a “fuck you, I’m me, not you. I’m different, fuck you. You aren’t going to beat me.” song.

Broken:

A lament from someone who has reached their limit, feeling they are ‘broken’ and happiness will never come to them again.

Chasing Shattered Dreams:

Someone loves someone else who treats them like shit, but no matter what, they can’t forget or move on from that person.

Forgotten:

Forgetting the people who hurt you the most when you know you will never forgive them.

Lay Awake:

Someone likes someone else that doesn’t even know they exist.

Find My Way:

Redemption from those keeping you down and ‘finding your way’ to a ray of happiness.

Til next time, when hopefully I'll have something to post. This weekend maybe?

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Added the song Bloody Dove.

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I added a new poem, Black Wings.

Working on two new songs, "Bloody Dove" and "Don't Tread On Me." Bloody Dove is about done, Don't Tread On Me is when ever...

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I added a game review for Dead Space. 8.5 of 10.

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Added the song "Set Me Free" to lyrics.

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Wow, longest I've gone without updating in quite a decent while.

Finals, new semester in school, new schedule, and having to set up a new computer (old one went to my dad).

Anyway, I'm back now with two poems, 'Dirt Of Time' and 'Force A Grin And Bare It'. Also got a song in progress, 'Set Me Free'.

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I added a new game review for Mortal Kombat VS DC Universe. 4.5, crappy game.

A Base post and a Guitar Hero: Aerosmith review as well.

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I added a new lyrics for "Torch".

I also added a poem called "Iron Shadow".

Some poems coming soon.

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I added a new song "Cold And Blind".

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Added a poem called Dirty Mirror.

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I added a new Bored post about Metallica. And I have two songs coming in the near future called "Bullets We Bite" and "I Walk Alone".

EDIT: Added the two songs above.

Happy Assorted Holidays...

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I added two version of a new poem, "Only The Good". And posted a story I made based on that poem 'Kunoichi'.

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I added that 'I Am' poem, retitled to 'For What I Am' and added another poem called 'Kunoichi'.

And added a story to the Misc section about family problems.

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I added another new poem, called 'Abort Humanity'. Wrote it in English class... Yeah, and 'I Am' is just about done. I'm seeing if I can add anything to it. I'll probably post it tomorrow.

Also got a story coming about how my relatives changed my life forever...and not for the better.

Later...tomorrow.

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I added a new poem, election and Offspring inspired. Called 'Dance Fucker, Dance'.

Another coming soon, called "I Am" right now, subject to change. Eww, I hate the 'c' word now...

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I added a review for Far Cry 2, wrote it because I'm bored as hell.

7.5, a pretty solid game. Just beat it today.

It snowed...winter, you cruel fuck...

EDIT: Added three haiku to the Poem section.

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I added a new Bored rant, Thirty-One Flavors Of Bullshit And How We Lost Our Way.

Happy Thanksgiving

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I added a new poem. Finally feel a little better.

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Two new poems, Sea Of Deceit and Sentinel.

Enjoy that...

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I added a new song, Not God Bless Humanity, God Damn Humanity. And I added another Guitar Hero related post.

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I added "The Old Familiar Feeling" to the Lyrics section, and I added a small update to The Donald Follies. The Gigi story got a funny twist.

More to come, including at least one more song.

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I feel a hell of a lot better now, so I'll update a bit.

Two new songs coming, "Not God Bless Humanity, God Damn Humanity." and "The Old Familiar Feeling."

Those might be coming today, in the meantime, a new base post "Quality", about the quality of things, and an update to the Guitar Hero/Rock Band post abot the curse of Guitar Hero World Tour. Don't work with a bad game, or you anger the music gods.

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I added a new song, 'I Come Undone', my 'editor' called it her favorite, heh.

Enjoy. I might not be doing any more posting for a while, I'm sick right now. Shaking, hot, coughing, fever, all that good shit.

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EDIT: Added a new fire poem, return to form? IDK...

I added a GH:WT full review, as apposed to a 'I played for an hour' review.

This game is the reason Travis Barker was in a plane crash, god was punishing him.

Read it in my Review section (check the bottom). Far Cry 2 review as soon as I actually beat the damn thing.

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Posted the GH:WT review.

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I added 'Welcome To My World' to Lyrics.

GH:WT review tomorrow.

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I added a base post today, Far Cry First Impression.

Guitar Hero: World Tour First Impression coming Sunday.

Another song called 'Welcome To My World' coming soon.

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I added Death Is Not The End and that other song, which is now called 'Stupid Bitch'.

Two base posts coming soon.

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I added a new base post called 'Okay, Shut up about Gears Of War 2'.

I have two songs in the works, one is a song version of Death Is Not The End, another is an (as of now) untitled song.

And base posts for GH:WT and Far Cry 2 when they come out, 13 and 6 days respectively.

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A new poem created because of built up pain and anger, ‘Death Is Not The End’ is viewable in the Poetry section. Another, slightly longer version coming later.

Going Alone hasn’t been given a greenlight yet, she’s been busy I guess.

More to come. Nine days until Far Cry 2 is released, sixteen until GH:WT, sweet right?

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EDIT: Going Alone added.

Finished and added the poem 'Futility'. Also finished 'Going Alone' and waiting for Cristy's final readthrough. Then I got a little bit more stuff.

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I added a new song called 'Flag Games'. Fuck politics.

Now that that's off my chest, I got at least one more song called 'Going Alone' and a poem called 'Futility' in the works, coming soon.

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I added a new song and a new poem, more coming soon.

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I added two more songs, Dogma and Harbinger.

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EDIT: I added a SHORT Bored post on the election. I came up with that 'Dicks Are Dicks' line and went from there.

Added the Crackdown story to the Misc. section.

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I added the lyrics to "Hate Floats" to the Lyrics section, have two more in the pipe too, "Perfect Harmony" and "Big Dog (working title)".

I also added the Halo 3 Journal, happy B day Halo 3.

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Added an Rock Band 2 review to Game Reviews.

Poem coming later today or tomorrow.

EDIT: I added the new poem, "I Forget What Beauty Looks Like" and updated The List Of Hatred.

On a more personal note, I put the finishing touches on that poem and cried. Just finally let out the pain and anger I've been holding the past two weeks or so. I say that because it's a dark poem and it's good for you to vent from time to time. So go ahead and read that. Happened to count, it's my 74th poem.

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I added two new poems.

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Added the three songs. Might be having an all-night game for RB2.

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So, I posted the first of four new sets of lyrics today, the others should come tomorrow.

Now I'm just a lyricist though, go figure.

Anyway, the first song is just a parody of Ballroom Blitz, with lyrics coming from the Donald Follies.

'Midget Dicks' comes today.

'Forgetten', 'Chasing Shattered Dreams', and 'Broken' are coming tomorrow (unless my friend finds some problems with them).

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So, no Midnight Madness launch for RB2, that sucks...I was looking forwards towards a tourney like they had for GHIII.

Oh well, four days...

I added a base post asking why porn isn't on the XBLM...

Oh, and expect more lyrics coming soon, me and a friend are writing songs.

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Well...two years, huh?

Umm...

Not much more to say. I posted a plug or two on some forums and might have a few visitors.

Here's to the next few years of Flame Sama and my rants and poetry!

See ya.

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One day until FSP is two years old. I added Ninja On Fire's first seven chapters (and the only complete chapters), I began eight, but I'm not posting it.

Rise To Reform, I posted the beginning of, but the other chapter and a half I wrote will no be posted. Short, crappy, etc...

Crackdown: Rouge Agent will be up soon...

I removed the Links, Survey, and Characters sections in a attempt to trim the bullshit off the site.

I posted a placeholder for the Donald Follies again, and this time I'm actually going to write it...

I decided to keep the same temp for the site layout, but the new motto is "Finding happiness through apathy." Which also happens to be my bandname, lol.

More to come later today.

EDIT: I added Immoral Kombat II, Taven And The Swords Of Conquest, and The Donald Follies.

Around or ON September 25th, I'll post the short Halo 3 journal I kept a year ago detaling what Halo-related things I did leading up to Halo 3's launch.

Also, as you might notice, new Homepage, the old Homepage is the News Archive now.

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In three days, Flame Sama's Portal will reach two years old. As I did last year, I will be overhauling the site (probably tomorrow or Saturday).

Features include a new template, new content in my profile, a new motto, a new bored post called 'The Donald Follies', Immoral Kombat II will finally be posted, along with Taven. My Crackdown story will be posted as an incomplete work. My two original stories may surface as well. Rise To Reform may resurface as a short, Ninja On Fire will be left as an incomplete story. I will also add a look back on two year being webbastard of FSP.

But that's tomorrow and the day after.

No, for today, I just have a poem called Gold In The Black (not to be confused with 'Gold', but they have a semi-simlar theme), about a friend of mine who has a lot of problems with her family and some of her peers. Written out of respect for the unrespected.

See you tomorrow.

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