Who Am I?
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Who Am I?
Where do I belong?
Who am I to become?
These are the questions I ask myself.
Knowing that as I evolve I will find my answers.
Looking forward to tomorrow,
closing the past pains and sorrows.
Understanding that the past has helped put me on this path.
Knowing there is more out there for me to see and do.
Wanting to try it all at once,
knowing that baby steps is best.
Curious about what is out there.
Wanting to explore even as I stay true to my values.
Knowing what is right and wrong,
choosing to head down the path of rightness.
Discovering who I am deep inside.
Knowing that my beauty lies within me, instead of on the outside.
Learning to accept my faults.
Moving toward a positive way of life,
letting go of the negative.
Learning to be more free,
shadowed with more reserve.
This is part of the journey I am taking ,
to find out who I am and what I can be.
w/b Kelly Little
07/19/2006
Always the Fool!
Always the Fool!
Always the fool,
played by the pro.
Treated unfairly,
believing deserved that place in life.
Angry at one's own self,
for allowing this to happen.
Hurting beyond all belief, from lies and games,
slowing tearing apart inside.
Ashamed,
of one's self.
Wondering why,
let myself be drawn down so low.
Knowing deep down, but not believing,
I am so much more.
fighting to rise above
that feeling of inferiority.
Fighting to believe in one's self worth.
Feeling around in the emotional darkness,
trying to break the chains that,
have bound me here.
Tormented by demons no one sees,
craving an end to the torture, pain.
Wondering how to let go,
be free to traverse into the lightness again.
Attempt to free myself away from
the arms that pull me back down.
A never ending battle deep inside myself.
w/b Kelly Little 9/18/2007
Facades!
Facades!
Observing the different facades around you.
Caring, considerate,
cold hearted, self-centered,
duplicitious, game player,
user of many, needy
no remorse, secretive
manipulative.
Hurting on so many levels,
feeling betrayed.
Knowing I never truly knew you,
only the facets of what you presented to me.
Fearing the inability to walk away from
the love inside me for you.
Angry at the deciets about me.
Fearing being used to play
my own flesh and blood.
Knowing should this occur,
destroy me it would.
Rejected and tossed away.
Ashamed for having believed in an abherration.
Urge to run, hide from all,
the deceptiveness, ugliness.
Raging inside, crying on the inside.
w/b Kelly Little 9/18/2007

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