FeistyRedTrouble

Who Am I?

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 Who  Am I?

Where do I  belong?

Who  am  I  to  become?

These are the questions  I  ask  myself.

Knowing  that  as  I evolve  I will find my answers.

Looking  forward to tomorrow,

closing  the past  pains and sorrows.

Understanding  that  the past  has helped  put me  on  this path.

Knowing there is  more  out  there  for  me  to  see  and do.

Wanting  to  try  it  all  at once,

knowing  that  baby  steps  is best.

Curious about  what  is  out there.

Wanting to explore  even  as  I  stay  true to  my  values.

Knowing  what  is  right  and  wrong,

choosing  to head  down  the path  of  rightness.

Discovering  who  I  am  deep  inside.

Knowing  that  my  beauty  lies  within me, instead of  on the outside.

Learning  to accept  my  faults.

Moving  toward  a positive way  of  life,

letting  go  of  the negative.

Learning  to be  more  free,

shadowed  with  more reserve.

This  is part of the journey I  am  taking ,

to  find  out  who  I  am  and  what  I  can  be.


w/b Kelly  Little

07/19/2006

Always the Fool!

Always the Fool!

Always the fool,
played by the pro.
Treated unfairly,
believing deserved that place in life.
Angry at one's own self,
for allowing this to happen.
Hurting beyond all belief, from lies and games,
slowing tearing apart inside.
Ashamed,
of one's self.
Wondering why,
let myself be drawn down so low.
Knowing deep down, but not believing,
I am so much more.
fighting to rise above
that feeling of inferiority.
Fighting to believe in one's self worth.
Feeling around in the emotional darkness,
trying to break the chains that,
have bound me here.
Tormented by demons no one sees,
craving an end to the torture, pain.
Wondering how to let go,
be free to traverse into the lightness again.
Attempt to free myself away from
the arms that pull me back down.
A never ending battle deep inside myself.


w/b Kelly Little 9/18/2007

Facades!

Facades!

Observing the different facades around you.
Caring, considerate,
cold hearted, self-centered,
duplicitious, game player,
user of many, needy
no remorse, secretive
manipulative.
Hurting on so many levels,
feeling betrayed.
Knowing I never truly knew you,
only the facets of what you presented to me.
Fearing the inability to walk away from
the love inside me for you.
Angry at the deciets about me.
Fearing being used to play
my own flesh and blood.
Knowing should this occur,
destroy me it would.
Rejected and tossed away.
Ashamed for having believed in an abherration.
Urge to run, hide from all,
the deceptiveness, ugliness.
Raging inside, crying on the inside.

w/b Kelly Little 9/18/2007

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