Song Lyrics
"Going Under"
Now I will tell you what Ive done for you
50 thousand tears Ive cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Dont want your hand this time Ill save myself
Maybe Ill wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought Id reached the bottom
Im dying again
Im going under
Drowning in you
Im falling forever
Ive got to break through
Im going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
Im dying again
Im going under
Drowning in you
Im falling forever
Ive got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me Im so far away
I won't be broken again
Ive got to breathe I can't keep going under
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"Bring Me to Life"
(feat. Paul McCoy - 12 Stones)
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where Ive become so numb without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I cant wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I cant wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing Ive become
Now that I know what Im without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I cant wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I cant wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing Ive become
Frozen inside without your touch without your love
Darling only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
Ive been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Dont let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I cant wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I cant wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing Ive become
(Bring me to life)
Ive been living a lie theres nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
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"Everybody's Fool"
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame don't you see me
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Without the mask where will you hide
Cant find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It never was and never will be
Youre not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool
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"My Immortal"
Im so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
Theres just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried Id wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream Id fight away all of your fears
And Ive held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now Im bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
Theres just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried Id wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream Id fight away all of your fears
And Ive held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Ive tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
Ive been alone all along
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"Haunted"
Long lost words whisper slowley to me
When all this time Ive been so alone inside
I know you're still there
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I won't let you pull me down
Hunting you I can smell you - alive
Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me
Watching me
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"Tourniquet"
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
I lay dying
And Im pouring crimson regret and betrayal
Im dying praying bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me
Im dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide
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"Imaginary"
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Dont say Im out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The Goddess of imaginary light
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"Taking Over Me"
You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream
And dream I do...
I believe in you
Ill give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
Youre taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
Ill give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
Youre taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you are taking over
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"Hello"
Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing
Hello Im your mind giving you
Someone to talk to
Hello
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know Ill wake from this dream
Dont try to fix me Im not broken
Hello Im the lie living for you so you can hide
Dont cry
Suddenly I know Im not sleeping
Hello Im still here
All that's left of yesterday
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"My Last Breath"
Hold on to me love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you and Im not afraid
Can you hear me
Can you feel me in your arms
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
Ill miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No ones there
Say goodnight
Dont be afraid
Calling me calling me as you fade to black
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"Whisper"
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No ones here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me into madness
I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away
Dont turn away
Dont give in to the pain
Dont try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Dont close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Dont turn out the light
Never sleep, never die
Im frightened by what I see
But somehow I know that there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain if I will it all away
Dont turn away
Dont give in to the pain
Dont try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Dont close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Dont turn out the light
Never sleep, never die
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all Ive fallen for I rise to meet the end
