~My Eternal Love~
This site is dedicated to someone I love dearly <3;;
The brother I never had, my best-friend, the person that would go through life with me.
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest, then you took my hand and nothing,
no nothing has ever felt the same <3;;
To that special someone named Tausiful...I wanna show you how much I care about you. I dont want to leave you with the thought of me being "just another girl"...because Im not. You're much more to me...so much more. I am writing this on behalf of my bleakness and where all my emotions are being oppressed. I cannot press on with life without telling you how I feel...about such an amazing person like yourself. Stop being so degrading, you are so wonderful. But you are blind to see that.
Cloud And Tifa*** If we were as perfect as them, I would be forever grateful for the wonderful life God has given me.
Since day one, I always felt a certain quality that I adored about you. And do I ever miss those days of Tech...where I was guaranteed to see you. But now, I feel like Im missing that certain someone. In the 4 months that we've been together, I've cherished every moment of it, treasured it like priceless gold. Your bright smiles brought so much joy to my heart. But I will never feel that way again knowing you're not there anymore. When embraced in your arms, it felt like heaven. I was in a place where I was safe and secure, free from the outside world. The promises exchanged between us kept me going. It made me believe that we could achieve this. I would never give up, no matter what obstacles came in our way, we would conquer them together. I believe that a lot is possible if you truly want it to be. I kept an oath to these vows, living on them. Now what do I have to live for? I know now that miracles do not meet in my life. Nothing blissful will ever happen. Everything will always become more pain and grief for me in the end. This is the life I am punished for.
I understand your family comes first in everything. You love them, they love you. They will always be at your beck and call. At your side, throughout your life. You and your family are immortally bonded and connected in a way that nothing will ever come in between. I will never understand the things you went through, nor will I ever relate to your feelings. Only family would. I was just an intrusion. Just a girl who entered your life, and thought I could make it all better. Instead of making your days happier, I screwed it up for you.
You dont understand the number of people that care about you. You might not realize it, but if something were to happen to you, nothing would ever be the same. You may treat everyone like nothing, and receive love and compassion in return. But it is the life you choose. Your life, you control what you do and it affects everyone. But know this, I dont care how you treat me...even if you give me crap...hurt my feelings...and tell me lies, I will always be by your side, looking after you. I love you, not just as a friend...but something more. Choose to remember me or not, but know I will always be waiting.
Im am truly sorry for making everything worse for you. I should just let go, for the better of things. You dont need to be burdened with me, Im just another one of your problems. As long as I know that you're still alive and breathing, I will be relieved. This is the end, but the beginning of a beautiful friendship...remember me. Don't forget me please.
- Tiffany
I live on a shattered dream, wanting you to come back, but I'll be waiting forever...
"A Miracle Hangs On A Single Thread Of Hope; And He Wields The Cut"
Tiffy says she loves you 
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