Et Lux In Tenebris Lucet (And the Light Shineth in the Darkness) ~PG-13 Long series. Spoilers for "The Gift" and S6. Spike manages to save Dawn, but pays a terribly high price. Will he be able to find meaning in his suffering? (A/N: This title is taken from Viktor Frankl's book "Man's Search for Meaning.")

Nominated at the SunnyD Awards for Best Drama, Best Episode Re-write, and Best (Conventional) Pairing.

Won Best Saga and Runner-Up for Best Revamped at Round 8 of the Vampire's Kisses Awards. Won Best Long Fiction and a Judge's Choice at the Lost in Spike Awards, Round 4. Thanks to those who nominated and voted.

Won Best Saga at the Love's Last Glimpse Awards.

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Confluents ~PG-13 Set in BtVS S7 after "Same Time, Same Place." Buffy decides it's time to haul Spike out of the basement, only to find that the First is haunting him. Her attempts to protect him don't go quite as planned, but then again, when do spells on the Hellmouth ever go right? Complete

Chapter 1     Chapter 2     Chapter 3     Chapter 4     Chapter 5

Chapter 6     Chapter 7     Chapter 8     Chapter 9     Chapter 10

Chapter 11   Chapter 12   Chapter 13    Chapter 14    Chapter 15

Chapter 16   Chapter 17

Won runner-up at the Raison D'Etre Awards for Best Romance. Also won a Judge's Choice. (For June Challenge- William).
  

Nominated at the Love's Last Glimpse Awards for Best WIP, Romance, Buffy, and William.

 
Nominated at the Blood-Ties Awards for Best Long, Best Romance, and Best William.

Won at the Shadows and Dust Awards for the Slay Me category.

Bring Out Your Dead and Seas Between Us (Broad Have Roared)

Bring Out Your Dead ~PG A short little prequel set after In Harm's Way. Wesley and Spike find out they have more in common than they thought.

Received honorable mention for Rolled Out of Bed at the Bedtime Story Awards.

Seas Between Us (Broad Have Roared) ~PG-13 What would have happened if Andrew hadn't kept his mouth shut after Damage? Let's just say that the presence of the Slayer in L.A. changes everything. Complete.

Chapter 1     Chapter 2     Chapter 3     Chapter 4     Chapter 5

Chapter 6     Chapter 7     Chapter 8     Chapter 9     Chapter 10

Chapter 11   Chapter 12   Chapter 13   Chapter 14    Chapter 15

Chapter 16   Chapter 17   Chapter 18   Chapter 19    Chapter 20

Chapter 21

When It Don't Come Easy ~PG-13 (or maybe a little higher) Begins during Entropy and goes rapidly AU from there. Spike makes a couple of wishes that change everything. What is Buffy going to do when presented with a very different Spike--one who doesn't feel quite the same way about her anymore? Complete. (Sequel to The Lonely Hearts Club and The Way to a Poet's Heart)

Chapter 1      Chapter 2      Chapter 3      Chapter 4      Chapter 5

Chapter 6      Chapter 7      Chapter 8      Chapter 9      Chapter 10

Chapter 11    Chapter 12    Chapter 13    Chapter 14     Chapter 15

Chapter 16    Chapter 17    Chapter 18     Chapter 19

Nominated at the SunnyD Awards for Best Characterization, Best Drama, Best Plot, and Best Romance.

Won a Judge's Choice at the Solemn Graces Awards.  

Fix You ~PG-13 Desperate times call for desperate measures where the First is involved. In order to prevent the end of the world, Buffy asks Willow to do a spell that's supposed to fix everything, and Spike goes along for the ride. *Complete (Banner by effulgent_girl.)

Chapter 1     Chapter 2     Chapter 3     Chapter 4     Chapter 5

Chapter 6     Chapter 7     Chapter 8     Chapter 9     Chapter 10

Chapter 11   Chapter 12   Chapter 13    Chapter 14   Chapter 15

Chapter 16   Chapter 17   Chapter 18    Chapter 19   Chapter 20

Chapter 21   Chapter 22   Chapter 23    Chapter 24   Chapter 25

Chapter 26   Chapter 27   Chapter 28    Chapter 29   Chapter 30

Chapter 31   Chapter 32   Chapter 33    Chapter 34    Chapter 35

Chapter 36   Chapter 37   Chapter 38    Chapter 39    Chapter 40

Chapter 41   Chapter 42   Chapter 43    Chapter 44    Chapter 45

Chapter 46   Chapter 47   Chapter 48    Chapter 49    Chapter 50


 

Useless Desires ~R A slightly darker fic than my usual fare. Spike leaves Sunnydale after the events of a slightly altered "Seeing Red," returning five years later to find things have drastically changed. (If you're not at least 17, read at your own risk.) *Complete*

Judge's Choice at the Lost In Spike Awards. 

Best  Non-Spuffy Het Winner at the Fang Fetish Awards.

Winner at the Shadows and Dust Awards in the Believe (Best Original Character) and Wonder (Best non-canon pairing) categories.
 

Prologue  

Chapter 1     Chapter 2      Chapter 3      Chapter 4      Chapter 5

Chapter 6     Chapter 7      Chapter 8      Chapter 9      Chapter 10

Chapter 11   Chapter 12    Chapter 13    Chapter 14     Chapter 15

Chapter 16   Chapter 17    Chapter 18    Chapter 19     Chapter 20

Chapter 21   Chapter 22    Chapter 23    Chapter 24     Chapter 25

Chapter 26   Chapter 27    Chapter 28    Chapter 29     Chapter 30

As the Seeing Are the Blind ~PG-13 Spike goes to see Buffy after he's made solid again, and his worst fears are realized. What's a vampire to do? (10,000 words)

Nominated at the Lost in Spike Awards for Best Unconventional Couple.