"Confusion Is My Friend"
Confusion is my friend tonight,
A kiss a hug it holds me tight.
It does not allow to make since of what should be,
confusion is filled with jealousy.
Confusion is my new best friend,
and vows to be until the end.
Confusion loves me honestly,
and confusion will always stay with me.
Confusion has a hold on me,
confusion wants to make me bleed.
Confusion likes to make me cry,
confusion makes me want to die.
Confusion,Confusion want you please stay,
Confusion you're all I have through the day.
Confusion I would be lonely without you,
confusion I think I love you too.
Written By:
TexasMomma
aka
Ellan Arlena Halsell Bonham
4/30/2007
Closing Doors
When things get to hard too bare,
close the door so it's no longer there.
Crawl back in the shell you were in,
close the door don't let them in.
Don't come out cause if you do,
they may come and visit you.
Close the door and shut it tight,
Lonely sleeps with you tonight.
Close the door to your heart,
don't let anyone be a part.
Of the love you could have felt,
for this is just the hand you've been dealt.
Close the door to your brain,
don't allow yourself to think again.
Hurt and trial God has given to you,
you live through it well,this is just what you do.
Feeling is sometimes an awlful thing,
it takes away your very being.
It helps you come out of your shell,
So to my feelings go to hell !
Written By:
TexasMomma
aka Ellan Arlena Halsell Bonham
4/30/2007
"Misery Loves Company"
Misery loves company,
hey look over there is that angry I see?
Here comes hate walking through the door,
bringing with it a whole lot more.
Well over there is confusion and hurt,
and there is frustration playing in the dirt.
I believe that pain is here too,
who is that singing,I believe it is the blues.
Bad memories just walked in,
bringing along tears just one more of our friends.
Wishing I were dead has showed up too,
well hello lonely how do you do?
nobody cares is hanging around,
over ther is boredom laying on the ground.
disbelief just came through the door,
and denial is brought with it even more.
I must be really popular ,look at all these friends,
together we won't be alone,we'll stick together till the end.
Love and happy and all of the such,
go away please I don't miss you that much.
Written By:
TexasMomma
aka
Ellan Arlena Halsell Bionham
4/30/2007
A song I wrote
but not finished yet!
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Paper Room (chorus) Looking back on these memories,
I try to see,what lies before me, Written By: TexasMomma aka Ellan |