Kilmaeyon

"Please tell me you weren't about to sprinkle ibuprofen on your toast."

Chibi!Killy by Zoe

name: Kilmaeyon (kil-MY-on)
also known as: Killy, Kils, Muttface, Stop With The Damn Nagging Already
gender: Male
status: In the process of settling
primary form: Coyote
common forms: Cat, coyote puppy, harvest mouse
uncommon forms: Ferret, river otter, blue wren, sugar glider, red squirrel, margay, American mink, mountain goat, chinchilla, tree frog, red fox, New Zealand falcon, house mouse, meerkat, seagull, butcher bird, feather-tailed glider, swift fox, white admiral butterfly, gecko, elephant shrew, American kestrel, sea otter, bottlenose dolphin
cieday: 7th July 2005

Kilmaeyon is difficult to describe. Every time I think I have a handle on his personality, it changes, or throws up new variables. The more consistent traits appear to be a critical nature, a tendancy to be logical rather than emotional, a dry and frequently sharp sense of humour, and a certain bluntness. He is not widely friendly, he is not overly talkative, and he is in fact most accurately described as a butthead. That said, the notion that he loves me has never been in question, even in the early days when I was still trying to decide out whether this whole thing would work for me or not. We put up with a lot of crap from each other, but hate has never reared its head, and it remains a solid source of comfort to know that deep down I do have love and respect for myself.

I cannot really call myself settled, as I am still in a period where there's a lot to happen in my life, so I'm still changing a fair deal. However, it is all but certain that when I do settle, it will be the coyote form that continues to represent me best. Killy does not change forms often, if at all - something that can frustrate me - and only does so for brief and usually amusing periods. As such, he spends a good 97% of his time in the scruffy, yellowish, canine form, that I somehow think I'll only continue to see even more of.