About Me:

TOO MANY THOUGHTS TOO LITTLE SPACE I'm Maz, I'm 19 and havent really got a clue what i want to do/be in life but then again i have my whole life ahead of me dont I? so theres no rush. I'm very random and unpredictable at times and recently i randomly shaved my hair into a chelsea its starting to grow back now though I guess... I'm currently working on a lil project with my brother, Its a music project that has nothing but good going for it, it just needs to be perfect before we release anything. perfection for me and him is the be all end all, if it isnt perfect it isnt worth it.... I'm a pretty easy going person, If you treat me the right way. I hate people that think they are better, just because their words are longer and they come across as intelligent doesnt mean they are intelligent people, some of them are just well educated and they are good at hiding behind that. sorry but if your like that i dont want to know you. Some people think my lack of education makes me stupid... I assure you i am anything BUT stupid. I might not be able to spell every word in the dictionary correctly or know what every word in there means but i do have to admit i never wasted time reading it, haha. I'm obsessed with dolls and anything to do with them, I try my hardest to look like one, I love their silence, their constant watching, their frozen smile, their glassy eyes, they are still beauty and should be respected. I also love the 50's gangster look! so i try to put dolly ganster look together :) I like to go out and get drunk with my mates but ive cut down on it a little lately as I live pretty far away from my mates. I live half the world away from one inparticular he came over and we had a great time :) cant wait to see him soon. I live in hell as I like to call it, the smallest village ive ever seen that consists of about 6 streets and a whole load of old people...kinda scary, although it does have interesting industrial works at the bottom of my street that makes incredible noises at night, very eerie, very me! nice to read horror books with the bedroom window open, makes it feel like your capturing the fear of the person/thing in the book thats in danger at the time, very scary. I used to live with my trusty fluffy ginger sidekick, FORFUCKSSAKE aka Dandilion my cat (she gets for fucks sake because shes always doing something/destroying something she shouldnt be.) shes ran away though :( I live with my Fiancé and his cat Reich, I have been with him for ages now, his cat is annoying as hell and snores so fucking loud but you gotta love him. I love zombies and zombie movies. I love spiders too, They are the most beautifully designed creatures (natures own pesticide)I feel it difficult to understand peoples fear of them, all i see is a brilliantly designed killing machine, designed especially to keep us humans from being over run with vermin and parasites. remember that next time you go to kill one. I have two tarantulas a red knee called Tiny and a chilean rose called Nancy, they are beautiful and i adore them its a shame i have to keep them thier tanks. My mates are pretty much my life, especially Lisa they mean the world to me and i would do anything for them, without them i would be torn. I have trouble trusting people as most people are two faced backstabbers, I wont accept anyone as a friend if they havent talked to me. I really hate when people ask to be added oblivious to this fact as they have just skimmed through this and not took a single bit of notice. thats all i have to say for now, if you want to know more feel free to ask, what you see is/if what you get, take it or leave it...