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Jesse's Boy

unlike Kidnapping  His Heart and Drunkin Truth or Dare i own the chars in this story

the lead is

Ricky he is in love with his best friend Jesse who is going out with his sister shara, Ricky must compeat with the whole school for the love of his best friend. With the help of his imaginary Declan can Ricky get the love that he's always wanted?

Chapter 1





“Jesse I hate you your always so cruel now I just can’t stand it” Ricky said as his eyes swelled with tears from the harsh pain that Jesse always inflected on his heart “like I care you little brat” Jesse shouted as a response “you could die and burn in hell for all care” and he stomped out of the room leaving Ricky to cry alone in the shadows of his room.
 
This was just a routine fight for Ricky it was something that happened everyday and yet he still wasn’t used to it. He hated the harsh things that would always come out of Jesse’s mouth.
“Ya know Jesse wasn’t always like this Ricky” a voice came from the bed “yes I know Declan, but it still hurts I’ve known him my whole and he doesn’t even trust me enough to tell me about anything, it was so much easier when we were kids”  Ricky said to the >imaginary< voice that was coming from his bed. Ricky lay next to Declan and laid his head on his chest and softly let his tears fall against hi face. “Just get some sleep Jesse will apologize tomorrow just like he always dose” Ricky nodded and let his vision slip into the deep visions of him self and Jesse as young children when they first meet under the fireflies of the June breezes.

    “Ricky you do know that one day I’ll make you mine and give you all the love I could ever cape within my heart” Jesse said as he gently stoked Ricky’s check  and raised his head up  gently to his and claimed his mouth in a loving kiss. Ricky opened his lips granting access to the tongue that was so desperately begging for an entry. “Jesse what about my sister, aren’t you going out with her” Ricky said as Jesse cuddled into his soft delicate neck. “I’ll never love her as I love you my dear sweet Ricky” and with that the entire world seemed to fade into the blackness that always came after he had a dream of Jesse. There was Jesse with his arms wide open in welcome to Ricky, but He began to fall into the blackness. The shadows pulled him deeper and deeper into his shadowed fantasy world of sadness, pain, and hurt. As he fell his sister wrapped her arms around Jesse and squeezed him tightly against her and gave her brother a look of total hatred that scared the life out of him. “NOO Jesse’s mine he screeched out in his sleep only to wind up face first into the star of his dreams chest.

“what the hell is wrong with you Ricky” Jesse said as he pushed him back into his bed and pressed his hand into Ricky’s paling forehead “I’ll see you after school, stay in bed you have a fever, if you get bored just read some of the books on your nightstand” and with that Jesse ran out of the room towards the school.

“Maybe he hates me because I never tell him how much I love him” Ricky said as he looked over at Declan who was posted on the bed post at the foot of his bed. “Maybe you should tell him how you fell Ricky, it might help a little” Declan said with a smile “but for now I’ll bring you some breakfast” and he glided out of the room. “Declan is right” “I’m always right” Ricky heard from the voice coming from the kitchen “smart ass but it’s true I should tell Jesse and maybe then he won’t be so mad at me any more” he said and smiled up at Declan as he placed the food in front of him. “Ok I’ll tell him first thing” Ricky said and stared to eat.

Chapter 2

                          
    "that brat, he better be in that bed when i walk into
this room" Jesse said as he opened the door to ricky's room.
He walked softly to the bed.the small boy lay asleep with a stuffed
bear nestled between his arms.
    "jesse" the small sound made jesse stop in his tracks.
    "what do you want brat" jesse said slaping ricky harshly on the
head.
    "jesse, didn't i tell you never to lay a hand on my Ricky" a voice
came from te foot of the bed.
    "so you are still alive, or am i wrong Dalton"jesse said as he threw
a sharp knife at Declan's head.
    "no, your right it is me and my new asighnmet is my sweet litte
Ricky" Declan sled onto the bed and sat next to Ricky, rubbing his soft hair
effectionatly. the room feel silant as they stared each other down. the room
lit only by Declan's eye and ricky's teddybear nightlight.
    "jesse w..what are doing"ricky said sitting up on his bed.
    "nothing just shut up and move over, i can't fit on the bed with you
hoging it" jesse said pushing ricky away roufly with his hand.Ricky did as he was told
and Jesse laid next to him.
    "hey ricky, about earlyer i'm sorry" jesse said with a sad look into Ricky's
 deep purple eyes.
    "really Jesse" ricky said looking up at him with happy eyes.
    "pew no, the way i see it you should be appolgising to me" "really how stupid
can a kid get, i'v pulled that stunt a billion times and he still dosen't know the out come
of it, really a three year old could get it" jesse thought to him self as heard soft wimpers
 in his ear.Ricky was nestled closly to jesse's chest, his face tilted up so jesse could see
 the tears.
    "go ahead cry i don't care" jesse unbuttened his top and began to work his way down
Ricky's shirt.
    "what the hell do you think your doing jesse, i told you to never touch Ricky like that"
Declan said as he grabed jesse arm and tryed to yank him of of the smaller boy, only to fail
because of Ricky's grip on his neck.
    "jesse, if i give you my purity would you be nice to me again" Ricky said his voice soft and sad.
Ricky lifted his gaze to jesse, his eyes glossy and full of tears.
"if i give myself to you would you love me again" ricky said as his voice cracked as his tears began to peak.
    "why of corse, i promise if you surender to me i'll love you with all my heart
and i won't ever leave your side unless you say" Jesse smilled an evil grin that mad ricky
push himself back into the sheets.
    "jesse, you can do as you wish" Ricky closed his eyes as his hands were brought up
to his head, he felt a rough kiss push at his jural vain.
    "ricky, don't let him take advanteg of you. fight back" declan shouted as a red
glow smashed at his body pushing him to the wall.
    "shut it, he already chose his fate.so don't enter fear" said a tall a man that steped out of the
shadows. "my dear sweet Dalton, ineeded you chose to run away. well let's see how it feels to be betrayed
by your best friend, he won't listen all he wants is jesse"
    "Maxion, i never left you on perpusde i.. i can't tell you why i left. Just trust me"Declan said as his
past partner walked slow to him. Maxion studd exactly 12 inches higher than declan, so what he saw first was maxion's
strong chest.
    "well Dalton, enjoy the sight of all your hard work going down the drain" Maxion sled his hand under Declans
chin and tilted it so he could see jesse and ricky perfictly. "enjoy" maxion said with a sick twisted smile.

    "jesse" Ricky said softly "what are they talking about"
    "nothing shut up or i won't be nice"
    "yes sir"ricky said closing his eyes again.