haiii person !!! :D
( well if youre a person
lolz )
xpp
my real name is carmille
but you can call me arni or moxxeh
thanks for jake for giving me the nickname moxxeh
XD
I love it
^.^
im 14 years old now
and soon to be 15 this upcoming September 8th
i was born in the Philippines
and im a true and pure Filipino
XD
Im a Roman Catholic person
But I dont go to church
lolz
I barely believe that theres really a God
but w.e
>.>
i have very very dark brown eyes
( i even thought that I have black eyes when I was still a little kiddo
XD
I have naturally black hair
but its starting to be a very very brown
and I hate it
and so I wanna dye it black and deep purple
XD
I think purple is aweshum
^.^
coz ALOT of people choose red hair dye
and I dont even know why
so I dont want to copy them
( if youre one of them
well I dont wanna copy you
lolz )
i can speak 2 languages which are Tagalog and English
and 2 dialects which are waray-waray and cebuano
my family and I moved to Livermore, California last year ( feb 9, 2007 )
and moved again to North Carolina
also last year ( july 24, 2007 )
where i now currently live ... x]]
uuhhh im a really, really shy person at first if you meet me irl
>.<
you can even barely hear one word from me I think
-_-
but im talkative in internet even though I just met you seconds ago
xpp
I dont know why
lolz
I have very low self-esteem and anxiety
since I got here in NC
maybe this place freakin hates me
aaaahhhh !!!
I did start cutting since december
? last year until january
?
coz idk
makes me feel better with all the problems in my life
i easily get mad and I say im a bad person in my house
thats why my family always yell at me
and idk
but my friends think im nice
maybe im just nice towards my friends
lolz
but dont worry
i wont kill you
or would I ? o.O
lolz
no
jk
XD
i stopped cutting because the school staffs forced me to go to a hospital to make me feel better
?
and I didnt want to go back there so I didnt continue cutting
I wont say that I love my life coz I actually hate it
>.>
<.<
... i LOVE's ...
~ black and white colors (its my favorite)
~ watch movies (especially horrors)
~ listening to heavy metal, metal, rock, punk, punk rock, emo, screamo, alternative
~ sleeping
XD
(I can sleep 20 hours straight
xpp)
~ eat (not really anymore)
~ hanging out with friends
<(^_^)>
~ playing computer (especially imvu
:D)
~ playing badminton
~ staying up late
~ playing guitar (but im not really good at it)
~ shopping
~ taking pictures coz im a camera whore
XD
~ being alone most of the time
~ to sing along with the music
(but my voice is not really good so
STFU !!! XD)
~ COOKIES (yuuuummm
:3)
~ chocolate
O.O
(yyyuuummmeeerrr
XD)
~ dogs and cats
~ gifts (who doesnt ?!?! O.O)
~ my friends (theyre aweshum !!! XD)
~ dancing
lolz
random dance
xpp
~ poems
~ designing my page
(this page)
~ making avi pics, banners and name tags
^.^
~ my shop
~ black nailpolish !!!
mwuahahaha
lolz
... i HATE's ...
~ people who hates me
>.>
~ writing essays and doing work
~ limited time
~ people yelling at me
~ lectures
~ going to study halls
<.<
~ people forcing me to do something that I dont even wanna do
~ to be called by any other names that are not mine and shits like that
~ people who teases other people and also to me of course
~ chain letters on my page (this page)
~ MY LIFE
~ my enemies
(ddduuuhhhh)
~ English subject
lolz
~ waking up early
I prefer night
<3
~ people staring at me
~ projects at school
~ HOMEWORKS
~ my brother (hes my enemy
we fight almost everyday when we see each other)
~ exams, finals, quizzes, pop quizzes
~ reading books
~ going to school (it sucks)
~ wearing skirts
~ going to church
~ studying
~ I hate hate
? XD
stop hatin !!! XD
