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Alot happend in like one week. Maby all to much to write down today :P. Ike has bought me this golden ring wich i like alot :P. His parents were away since wednesday so he spended like a very long weekend here :P. We had fun but i had a little bit to much to drink last night and now i am stuck with a headache :P. I am gonna pick him up from work today but only if it stops raining 0o'. On the 13th of november me and ike will be together for one and a half year. For me , thats alot :P. So i am saving up alot of my money now so i can buy him a really cool present. I just hope he doesnt forget about it :P. Well i am gonna see how much i can save up and search for somthing cool he might like now so :P. Yesterday we found out that kevin and ramon ( ike his friends ) just went to some foreign country and diddnt even tell us about it! Ike and i think that kevin must have dragged ramon there becuase he doesnt seem like the type to do rational things :P. Atleast he never did such things before :P. Well i am gonna search for a cool present now so bb :P. ~ DarkYuna @ 15:23 ||| Kelly Clarkson - Since U Been Gone ||| Hello again :P. Sorry that i diddnt blog for a while but i had to clean out the computer and stuf so i diddnt really have time or it. Ike is very sweet for me last time, he bought nintendogs or me and even promises better things and stuff. He hugs and kisses me alot more and seems to really put effort into us. That means so much to me becuase i love him so much :P. Well anyway we went bowling yesterday with me, ike, my mom and dad, my best friend and my sis and her boyfriend :P. It was cool since i diddnt finish last :P. My dad was all like ow i can beat u all but he kinda finished last :P. On pristontale i am only lvl 11 but i dont really put much time into it since i have to find a job and do stuff for that so :P. I have been busy and if all goes right i will have work very soon :P. Last night i had this dream about somthing that happend like a month ago and i can't really get it out of my head. I keep waking up all sweaty and disturbed. Its really annoying :P. But ike is helping me with it alot and he doesnt really mind when i wake him up at 3 o clock in the morning while he has to get up at 5 :P. Those dreams are always coming down to the same thing. My fears about our relationship. I just wish they would stop for one night and that i could finally enjoy lying next to my boyfriend in bed. Well anyway, i am gonna clean my room a little so my parents will get off my back about it :P. ~ DarkYuna @ 15:51 ||| Nickelback - Photograph ||| So today i remade my blog and updated all the shit that i posted here :P. Still need to put up credits and stuff like that but after that i am pretty much done for today. I am officially off school and i can finally go and find work. I wanna live on my own as soon as possible. I can't really live here anymore since my father only whines and bitches on me and my bf and i tottaly had it with his stuff. I mean he expects alot from me but i can try as much as i can but nothing will ever be good enough. Anyway i will try and post as much as i can since my bf decided i can't pick him up from his work anymore so i will be able to post until 18:30. Then when i finally can see him i wont be on :P. Then i have more stuff to do :P. Anyway yesterday got me thinking about relationships. I wonder if people only want a relationship so they have some one they can turn to if they need them. Like a back up plan. I mean like what would you do if some one only wanted to see you when they want to. Like you dont have needs. I know a relationship comes from two sides but what if only one person decides when you'll see each other and what you are going to do? I mean doesnt that need to come from two sides? Like when one persons decides they want to see u less they expect it to happen right away. But they dont think about what you are used to and what youre feelings are. Like they only care about themselves. So that sounds like " well i will see u tomorrow but only after then because before i have better things to do". Well all i know is that there are better people out there who do want to be with you. And not only for the back up plan. I think there are enough people who are honest and loyal to people and ofcourse you can have time for yourself but you have to realise that the other person needs you to! Anyway i am gonna clean my room for now. Maby ill post again later tonight :) ~ DarkYuna @ 14:32 ||| Nickelback - This Is How You Remind Me ||| |