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Well this will be my last blog a january and i have no shit to talk about :P. My life has been borinng and not much has happend so. Ill share some never written before memories with you guys :P. First, i had to baby sit jo-ann ( kelly her little sister who is 4 ) and her older brother ( mitchell is 10 now i believe ) for a few hours because there parents wanted to go somewere alone and not having to take the kids with them everytime. So when i was baby sitting jo-ann sits on my lap and starts playing her princess game :P. So i had to wear a tiara xD. But then all of the sudden she decided the inside of my shirt is more interesting then the tiara :P. And she pulled my shirt and my bh away and she was like " ooooh, do i get those 2? " And i was like << wtf :P. But appareantly she already did this with her mom to so it was not such a big deal. But she scared the shit out of me when she did that xD. Looking back on it i laugh :). My head feeld empty, i feel like i want a new layout but then again.. i dont. And its pretty confusing, like when bob gave his lecture to me and ike about school and jobs and stuff. I knew what he was talking about but it just faded away after a while. Like i had no storage .. no brain <<. Nothing to keep everything in :P. O well time to make my Februari page soon :P. Only some things left to do. Get a birthday present for my little sis, her birthday is on friday. I have to already start thinking what i am gonna give ike for valentine <<. Its hard :P i am not that good with presents and to top that... Ike his birthday is on the 16th <<. So i have to be original again xD. Ill live :P. ~ DarkYuna @ 0:31 ||| Nickelback - Far Away ||| Hi all. New layout is up and i am doing work on a amin site with just more things then my blog on it. But that will take some time :). I’m mostly playing ragnarok all the time. Its a funny game but it just keeps me wondering, ( like i did when i liked pokemon ( like 5 years ago )) why can’t it be real. It just all seems so easy. I wonder were i am with my life right now. I have no job, no education and no own home to life in. I just wish i had all my stuff worked out. I wish i had a job so i can make money and live on my own and enjoy stuff on my own and maby ( like he told me yesterday ) live together with ike. But for now that all seems like hopeless. Without a job i can’t start my education and can’t live on my own. I don’t even know how i am gonna take all the pressure when i have a job and do home studies aswell <<. O well i wish it could have been 5 years later now. ~ DarkYuna @ 13:12 ||| Chris Brown - Run It ||| Well, i still have not blogged every day but i am working on a new site layout and i still need a better commenting system so if anyone likes to volenteer give me a hand :P. You know, i get worked up about a lot of things lately. How things happen, what i have to do, how it al goes and just runs i guess. I get worked up if somthing does not go as planned or if it just get worser and worser and worser. Maby i need to chill out and stop stressing for a while. I mean i can be a very jealous girl at times. I am not very easy with stuff that “normal” people would refer to as “normal“ things. I am a very ... weird person and i would like it if my emotions would just back off from time to time. But they keep showing up and i am left with this weird feeling in my stomach that does not go away. It sounds like i am the only one dealing with this problems but its affecting my relationship to. And it just seems like i can’t handle it all at once. Like for instance this one day a friend of me and my bf ( a ex of him ) decided to go talk with his mom. Well that was fine by me but she decided to take a co-worker from ike with her. Now you ask why don’t i like this girl. Well because all the co-workers from ike claim they have somthing going on and stuff like that. I know i have to believe ike on his word so i do, and just let all the other things slide by. But still, in the back of youre mind there is this weird thought and a weird feeling in youre stomach that won’t go away, whatever you do. I wish there was somthing that could help me because this is not anyone’s fault but my own. It is my own insecurity that is slowly consuming my relationship and everyone around me. I wish that i could find somthing that helps me control my emotions badly <<. But for now, ill have to do it on my own. ~ DarkYuna @ 00:55 ||| Eminem - When I'm Gone ||| Well hi, i havent updated in a while, posted a new layout and havent noticed it here in like a week or so. This is because of my new addiction called ragnarok and lack of fun things to do <<. So first of all this is my new layout, wich sucks, so i already need a new one. I dont really feel like making one right now but it will do. I will find a picture tonight and update it later on maby. I am not really in a creative mood or anything. O well creators / writing block like for a couple of weeks now. Second of all the new addiction i have is called ragnarok. It is a rpg game and its fun and all :P. I play it like 3 qaurters of the day now and i really like it. I have a archer wich now has job changed to hunter. But for my next job change i need job lvl 50 ( wich i have ) and lvl 99 ( wich is impossible << since i am only like 80 ). But i play this game at a hacked server so everything is going 10 times as fast ( drop rating, experience points ect. ). So i guess it would have been alot harder to get to this point if i was playing normal sever :P. I had to go to the cwi again thursday but i kinda diddnt go. I freaked out and was to nervous and scared to go i guess. So instead i went with ike to the mall and he bought me new earring. Wich reminds me i bought myself new earrings and a charm to puton my bracelets wich is a doggy paw. Because our dog bruno has this tumor and the docter day he hasnt got more then a year to live so. I wanted this gold dog head but it costs like 120 euro's wich i ofcourse dont have <<. Well thats it for now and ill try to blog more from now on :P. ~ DarkYuna @ 23:50 ||| Eminem - When I'm Gone ||| Hi everyone! Today i made a new layout since the christmas one was a little out dated :P. And i liked the snow and i really liked the bunny in this picture alot! Well anyway so after christmas and all and after we picked up our fireworks jeffrey was coming over and he was sleeping at ramons house. But then he told me on msn he coudnt make it and that ike had to pick him up on the 31th. While the evening before that there was a weather alert and it was storming and snowing :P. But they settled that ike was going to pick him up in the afternoon around 2 o clock. So ike was all exited and the 31th we got up at 8th in the morning <.<. Because we can set of fireworks from 10 in the morning :P. So we packed a little bag and at 9:45 we started walking towards ramons house to set of fireworks. Around 1 o clock we were back at my house and ike called jeffrey up and he left to pick him up around 1:30. So i finally could sit since my back and feet were hurting from walking all the time :P. I scorched my thump from a fuse <.<. It was silly but it hurts :P. So ike was back around 3 because they were delayed <.<. So we called up ramon and told him to get over to my house because we were all there (me, ike, jeffrey, rick and michelle) and they were coming over. So around 5 o clock they left back to ramons house to eat and we ate over here. They were supposed to return around 7 but they showed up at 9 -_-. So the evening afterwards it was fun and all and the fireworks were pretty. The only downfall was that they started smoking hasj as soon as kevin showed up (i really hate that guy <.<). But they left like 00:15 so ike and i went inside and had some drinks and went to bed because he was tired and me to from all day walking :). Well i dont know any more to write onnly that i have a new addiction on ragnarok and that i am trying to stop nailbiting. Like thats ever going to work <.< ~ DarkYuna @ 00:49 ||| Green Day - American Idiot ||| |