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Hey, alot happend in those 8 days <.<, christmas, the ending of the fight between me and my mom, how i am now, how it went at the cwi and so much more, ill just start at the beginning :P. How it all ended between me and my mom, well you know my dad wanted to get involved and i so diddnt want that to happen <.< so i woke up at the 21st and went to the cwi. After that i went to my mom and explained why i diddnt want my dad in it at all and she understood ad she told me a few things and i told her a few things and all was good again :P. Only that evening my dad was giving my mom a hard time because he wanted to get in on it and blahblahblah :P. But all is good now :P. So the 21st i went to the cwi and they completed my intake there and they said there database was down so they coudnt give me anything right there and then <.<. Well anyway he told me there is gonna be a bristol (cloths and shoe store) in my neighboorhood and i needed to check on that so thats my "homework" for tomorrow :P. Anyway on the 22 and 23th we spend alot of time at ike his house because jeffrey (his best friend) was sleeping over and all but it was fun :). And his mother told me she had her period for 18 weeks now and that she had to see a docter about it. So it might be cancer and all <.<. Ayway on the 23th she was operated and they cleaned it and took some tissue out to examine. She will have the results in 2 weeks so she can still go on her planned vacation. Well the 24th it was christmas eve and i had some cool presents. From my mom and dad 50 euro and from my sis spongebob candy canes :P. But the best present came from ike who gave me a charm bracelet with a golden heart charm on it and it was cool :P. The 25th and 26th we spend at my family and the second day at ike his family. The only thing that was weird is that my brother diddnt buy me a christmas present <.<. So i was a little upset about it, not that i diddnt get a present but i dont know, it looked like he diddnt care <.<. Anyway ike told me that i shoudnt buy presents for his family because i wasnt getting any to so i diddnt. It turned out that i did got presents :P and alot :P. So that was cool. Ike his parents are going on vacation for 2 weeks so he will be sleeping here for 2 whole weeks :). That will be fun :P. Also thursday we can go and pick up the fireworks we orderd. Ike has like 37 kilo worth 250 euros <.<, while i only have 4 kilo worth 21 euros :P. O well ill let you know more when we have it all! ~ DarkYuna @ 00:49 ||| DHT - Listen To Youre Heart ||| Hello, I am up way early because i had to go to an "intake" meeting with some people at the cwi only they decided to change the time to tomorrow even earlier. 9:30, i mean who is awake at that time <.<, i know i am not :P. But i need to go because i need a job badly :P. Well anyway as u can see i put up a new layout. A new christmas one :). I also put on a new font wich i like much better :P. Christmas is cool, and even better when u have someone special to share it with :). Only it is more difficult to buy a nice present for that person <.<, well tomorrow ill be in hoorn and enough shops to find nothing there! O well ill find somthing useless like always. Only ike doesnt know i have been saving money so i can buy a big present, i mean i know he has more money then me, so i saved up to buy a big present for him :). Well my parents wanna "talk" tonight but when my father means talking he means arguing so i am not looking forward to it. I get all the blame while my mother just ignores me and doesnt take any steps towards me so why should i? I mean i already tried to and that diddnt work. I can be stubborn when i want to <.<. Well anyway ill let u know when it is done <.< ~ DarkYuna @ 10:00 ||| Eminem - When I'm Gone ||| Well my mother isnt talking anymore to me so i am not talking to her anymore. For the first time since... ever my father is being the "good father figure". He thinks he can solve this. He sais he has never seen my mother so angry before but i dont really care. I am pissed of at her to so <.<. O well i think they all want to try ruin my life 0o'. Jeffrey is coming over to ike his house and he will spend the night there. It will be fun :). Ike is going to pick him up in like 1 and a half hours. And the weather is really shitty :P. Hagel the size of marbels 0o'. And it feel that hard to :P. Well since jeffrey is spending the night over at ike his place ( and he is not really the out-going type ) i will go out alone with my friends tonight :). That will be fun to :) ~ DarkYuna @ 12:50 ||| Nickelback - Figured You Out ||| I really fucking hate my parents, one minut they are all nice to you and the next minut they treat u like you mean nothing and youre way below them. Ike was supposed to sleep over and all of the sudden my parents (after like a whole year) make a big problem out of it. I am fucking helping my parents out by helping my mom with the house and stuff, cleaning her fucking mess up, because she has bad knee's. Well fuck it she can forget it. If she really thinks i am gonna just say yes to everything she says she has a big problem. I was being fucking nice and help her out and i was cleaning my room because they asked me to and i am helping my sis out because they asked me to. I am doing fucking everything they ask me and i am fucking taking no more. Its all over i dont give a shit anymore they can fuck themselves. Screw them. I dont need fucking parents to help me i can do it on my fucking own. I am listed at the cwi now so they can find me a job so i can finally get away from this fucked up family. My mother should work on her own goddamn marrige before she start judging my fucking relationship! She has no marrige because her believes go for everything and she wont let my dad even touch her. Not even fucking give her a kiss on the cheek. Well i have always been on her side but now she can forget it. Fuck Her! ~ DarkYuna @ 15:14 ||| Angerfist - My Style From The Dark Side ||| Hello :P, I have a commenting system to start with :P. I know its n00b and all but it is the best i can do for now :P. Second of all i have a new page, The More page :P Oehhh XD. For people who are interested in who i am :P. o i kinda updated the right bar with it and now i have to post it here to make the few people who come here realize that :P. Saturday was cool, it turned out to be great actually. Ike had fun and that wa my main goal, to show him that going out with my friends is cool to :). But he had a little stomach problem so we had to go home around 1.30 :). But it was owkeej if he is sick i am staying with him. And he was sleeping over at my place anyway. We also found a set of keys, so if u read this and you were in enkhuizen saturday and u lost youre key contact me!! XD. Like anyone from there reads this :P. Well today i had like 2 thank you's from my parents! That like ... never happens around here 0o'. And now i had like 2 in a row :P. I feel happy :P. I had 1 from my father who i had to put some kind of cream on his schoulder because it hurt :P. And 1 from my mom since i gave her my so beloved cheese XD. So with a happy evening i close my eyes :) ~ DarkYuna @ 22:23 ||| Linkin Park - Somewere i Belong ||| Hi!!, i got my new layout up and running and i know its maby to early for a xmas like layout but i loved the image and i had to make a layout of it :P. And it has somthing to do with winter aswell so i guess it still fits for the season :). Well me, ike, kelly and alot more friends are going out saturday again. But we have to wait for the dart tournament wich some friends are entering is over so we can go out again. Well thats it for now ^^ ~ DarkYuna @ 17:22 ||| Linkin Park - Numb ||| Wow... A girl who i used to be in class with in high school told me that another girl wich i could really get along with died. All of the sudden of flueds in her head. She went brain dead. And now she is gone all of the sudden. She is like fucking my age... And now she is just death. In class we could get along good and we had serveral projects togheter. I somtimes talked to her on msn and now she is just gone. Just dead... I mean wtf if that happens to some-one even closer to me, that they just get somthing die and dissapear out of my life. It could happen to anyone, it could fucking happen to me to. She was my age... my height and so on.. Well all i can hope for now is that she rests in peace :). Saturday was fun but i dont feel like talking about fun stuff. Next saturday we will be going out again. Thats all..... ~ DarkYuna @ 16:14 ||| Nickelback - Figured You Out ||| Well first off all i got my new layout on. Some of you might recognize it becuase i have used the image before for last year or the year before that 0o'. Well i like it and i am proud of it so! Last night we went darting and had alot of fun because we won most of it. It was the first time i went darting in about a year so but i still did pretty good on cricket :P. It was alot of fun :). As some of u migth already have noticed me and ike are back togheter and i am pretty happy about it. He realizes he does miss me and i realize i can let him go when he wants to. I guess this "break" was good for the both of us. I am just really happy that he is back with me because i really do love him alot and my feeling was always there i guess i only supressed it. Well thats all for now ( the new stuff that is :P ) and ill blog later :) ~ DarkYuna @ 14:58 ||| DMX - Bloodlines :P ||| |