Dear whoeveryouare,

Thank you for coming to this page. It's mostly my lyrics/poetry, so if you like something you can e-mail me and tell me.

I'm not a perfect person, nor am I saint. I am a teenage girl who has been through too much, and just wants to be normal. My poetry is how I feel at that moment, my feelings, my thoughts, my desires, They are deeply personal so do not steal them.

Well have fun with my site drop me a line if it's any good.

Peace and Empathy

-Amanda-

 

Hi, my names Amanda
and no one really cares
about my thoughts or feelings
Theres only one reason why I'm there
to absolve everyone of they're sins
making their lives whole once more
no one will listen to my cries for help
no one really cares

They see me silently bleeding
waiting for them to see
my screams are getting louder
they just walk away
no one will ever love
this sorry mess of me
I guess I will just have to settle
settle for something less

I lie in bed thinking
while staring at the night sky
hoping that somewhere out there
someone is staring at that same spot
and for just a moment we are connected
for just a moment we are one
for just a moment we are together
just for a moment I am not alone

I sit here writing
paper touching skin
skins a much better canvas
for the pain I have within
all the truths are exposed
and for once I feel relieved
I feel no pain, no secrets, no shame
for once I feel normal
for once I feel like me

My name is Amanda, but all my friends call me Manda, or Manda B.

I am a junior at Harrison High School.

I am a freak and I know it. I am also proud to say it.

random bands that I have seen live  

mudvayne
godsmack (2)
sr-71
hoobastank (I have all their autographs and a pick)
Ima Robot (^^^^^^^^^^)
Lost Prophets (they are mean as fuck to people, but still ^^^)
injected
Powerman 5000
Eve 6
Seether
Breaking Benjamins
Finger 11
Social Burn
Soil
Sevendust
Breaking Point
Smile Empty Soul (2)
Ill Nino
Alien Ant Farm
Story of the year
Violent Femmes

I also love dancing in the rain