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Oh why can I not let go?

I am confused

I have all these feelings inside of me

I don’t know what to do

Oh why can I not let go

How do you stop loving someone

That you thought was your life

How do you move on

When they still feel part of you life.

Why am I so stubborn?

When I know it’s no good

They don’t love me the way that they should.

Why can I not let go

I just know in my heart

It’s not the right thing to do

Am I kidding myself?

Why hang on

Why do I always hope?

That something will happen

And he will love me again

I feel I am stuck in one place

Going round and round

One minute thinking I have got over it

Then something happens again

He tried so hard to ignore me

Thinking I would go away

But he’s stuck with me

To the end

The end is where

How do I know?

I just want to be happy

And this way I am not

Why can he not admit?

He still loves me too

How long will I go on?

Tormenting myself again and again

Oh why can I not let go

Please tell me how and when.

Christine Lyons 29/3/01