MY MUM

My mum so full of life

So full of beans

She could talk to anyone

Full of personality and glee

My mum at work

So vivacious and alive

Loved by all

Always the centre of attention

Let out of the cage

Like an animal set free

My mum is old and grey

Still full of life

That faded away

But what a waste

So lively and energetic

Oh what could have been!

A man stopped you on the way,

from being your own person.

But mum

You were not wrong

Don't live your life regretting

Filled with bitterness and sadness

You do not stand-alone

No man will stop me doing

What I want to do

I will not live in a cage

For no man

My life is my own

I have learnt from you Mother

And understand you now

All the hurt and frustration,

was not a waste of time.

I will not be caged

Like you were

by any one or man.

 WHY MUM?

Mum, been thinking about you

today.

It’s been four years

Since you been gone

It’s not been easy,

Mum.

I feel I missed so much,

Not being close to you,

Like Mother and Daughter

Should have been,

I think I know,

It was not easy for you mum,

But

You should have tried harder,

Mum.

Mum,

I wish you could see,

What I have achieved,

in such a short time.

The house,

The council,

And dad,

We can’t forget dad.

He misses you so much,

I just wish he had treated you better.

That’s why I forgive you mum,

All the hurt and pain

You must have suffered

I can feel the pain

And I can feel the hurt

You should of talk to me

Mum

You should have talked to me?

Mum you should have,

Never gave-up.

I know you never wanted me,

You should never have said that.

Because I feel and felt;

I never ever belonged.

Mum,

That is all I ever wanted.

Just to belong

I always felt

Alone,

Left out,

If you ever felt that way,

Then you should have known.

Mum,

Did you not wonder?

How I felt?

How alone I was?

Mum

I needed you,

I wanted you,

Then you died

Now that will never be repaired

But, mum

I forgive you.

But will I ever

Forgive myself?

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