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Angel

Angel
You came in and showed me the light
the glory of life
To know you is to live
and to breathe
And to see the future as good and bright
oh my angel
sweet sweet angel
you saved me
my wretched soul
from the darkness that I was in
the warmth of your stare
the love in you voice
oh heavenly angel
my sweet sweet angel
you continue to guide me
thru the gloom and the cold
soon the sun will shine on the two of us
and life will be twice as nice
bind our hearts
share our love
our souls will merge as one
eternally yours I will be
my angel
my sweet sweet angel
I love you now and for eternity.

©Chilly 12-3-04



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Hey hello, do I bug you now?
How can that be if you wont speak to me?
I'm just a silly little girl lost in the whirl
Trying to find sanity

Frightened by the lack of love
No love no love no love

Where do I have to go to find you?
And when I do how can I forget you?
You come in and then you vanish
You come in and trash my identity

I've lost me because I've lost you
You took it all away
And when you come back will you stay?
No don't go away

Frightened by the lack of love
No love no love no love

Understanding you is like understanding a knife
You cut so quick the pain takes awhile to hit
See the blood oozing down my shirt and its over
Im ruined inside to never be the same

I gotta replace the blood you waste
I gotta fill this empty space
You violent fool you rotten thing
Too many pieces are lost in vain

Frightened by the lack of love
No love no love no love

Dark clouds fill my day
As the rain comes pouring down
Can't go out gotta stay
Stop giving my soul away

Pickin up the pieces from here and there
Today I just threw them in the air
Sit in silence sit and stare
5 months and Ive gotten nowhere

Lookin for resolution looking for fate
Lookin for your weakness to cut your vein
Find a donor replace the blood
I keep going thru duds.

No love no love no love
No love no love no love
Frightened by the lack of love (no love)
Frightened by the lack of love

Hey hello, do I bug you now?

©Chilly 11-9-04



Troubled Waters

Flies Flicker the flame

Go against the grain

Troubled waters and pain

Try to remain sane

 

Fighting with all your might

Gather your strength tonight

Throw yourself out of sight

The fading of the light

 

Farther away you fly

Got to try and try

Together will we die

Trust you or will I cry

 

Forget me you don’t care

Go away it’s not fair

Tomorrow pain will still glare

The end is here somewhere

©Chilly 2.16.04



First Love

eyes of brown
hair of dark
disappearing frown
feeling that spark
stolen kiss
stolen heart
ultimate bliss
never apart
together as one
life is light
like the sun
shining bright
by your side
forever I'll be
full of pride
just you and me

©Chilly 12,25,03



Game

Fire in your eyes
Some truth behind your lies
Fear of love, you hide
A knife in your back, you find
Power in the weak
When its authority you seek
And true love is lame
When you're a player at the top of your game.

©Chilly 10.16.03



Fate

Life is surrounded by hate
It's surrounding me by fate
I want to get out of this place
Go where no one knows my face
Or to a land of endless sleep
Where it's quiet I count sheep
Till the day I can live again
Away from this world full of sin
Life is good at a young age
Till life is filled with hate and rage
I love my friends whom I cry for
On the good life they have shut the door
I want to leave
Live where I can breathe
Found my hole to die in
To leave this hellish sin
My friends are sad and wish to join me
In a world of peaceful harmony
But such a world will not exist
For Satan has laid his vengeful fist
In our path to the gate
It's hell that has beome our fate

©Chilly



More Than A Friend.

I would rather die a thousand deaths

Then to have this feeling in my chest

To forever cry and to never sleep

My love for you was just too deep

To you I was no more than a friend

Whose time you liked to take and spend

Who is the one who always cared

 

I wish you felt the way I do

Return my love so strong and true

No one else seems right for you

Only the love of a real friend will do

I would rather die a thousand deaths

Then to love my friend any less

©Chilly

 



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You

you speak of love and friendship

as if youd always be there

then a secret you let slip

through your open stare

 

you were going to leave me

just hanging behind

youre moving to the city

out of sight and out of mind

 

no need for you to say goodbye

no reason for you to stay

no time to make up a lie

just say youre going away

 

one day you just disappeared

didnt know where you had gone

it seemed a little weird

when you woke at the crack of dawn

 

still no word from you

not one phone call

i know youre in Toledo

did you love me at all

 

at least send me a letter

tell me youre doing fine

itd make me feel even better

if youd visit sometime

 

you spoke of love and friendship

and all the fun times we shared

then you took a little trip

and decided to stay there

 

you just went and left me

just hanging behind

you moved to the city

out of sight and out of mind

©Chilly



©Chilly 2003


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