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I'm a sophomore in high school...though most people think I'm already in college. My brothers mean the world to me…I'm not a Barbie...I probably own two Hollister shirts. .My sport is trapshooting, which involves shooting shotguns at orange targets. i dare you to make me mad :).Soccer is the only amazing sport besides shooting. I would play that if Centerburg had one. :(.Though I don't go to WCS, I've got a bunch of friends there. They rock :).I ahhhdore smiley faces :).I have insane blue eyes. like, they change colors. Sometimes they're light blue and other times they are teal. really weird. I am overweight. Yes, that means I'm not anorexic. And yes, it means I eat too much junk. I love people. MUSIC = life. I play the guitar, the piano, the recorder, and a little bit of the cello. I’m insane :).I love horses. I’m a Christian. That means I have standards, morals, and true freedom. Ask me about it sometime. I struggle with depression alot. maybe it's part of the whole "stuck at home for school all day" thing...i don't know. All I know is that if I don't talk to my friends, I feel like crap. I love hugs . Normal people are scary. I believe God created man because he was disappointed with the monkey. :).I don't have a boyfriend. And at the moment...I don't want one. My favorite colors are anything related to pink, blue, or green. I pick up accents very quickly. just ask any of my shooting buddies...those kids from Tennessee make everyone talk like them lol. I burn. Meaning I’m one of the whitest or pinkest people you will meet. weren't you just dying to know that? I wear contacts and they make my eyes red. I hate them..I like to wear camo stuff ...i even stole one of my brother's old BDUs haha. I'm desperate :).Fall is my favorite season. It's sooo cool. I talk waaaay too much. Sometimes I really need to shut up ...and I need people to tell me that haha..I'm the kinda girl who is a friend to all the guys but never gets a boyfriend. Sometimes I go out in my woods and walk for hours. When I don't know anyone, I get quiet and shy. Of course, who doesn’t?. I love to work. There's something amazing about pushing myself to the limit and exceeding at something. Even though I like to work, I'm also pretty lazy. Again, a homeschool thing. I live for days when people call me out of the blue, shout "hi" at me from across the room, jump up and hug me with everyone there. I guess that's why i do that for other people...but it doesn't happen to me much. .sigh. here I go, getting emo again haha..I don't like to swim in a swimsuit . For one, I think I'd scare everyone who saw me haha but also...shorts are more fun :) I like to roll up my tee shirt sleeves so that it looks like a wife-beater. I know, i look like a guy. Though some people don't know it, i'm scared to death of what people think of me..I love to help people. I like to listen to people...even though i talk alot.