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June-December 2003

Diary of Bread of Heaven 

June-December 2003

 5 June 2003

I was reminded today that several years ago Our Lord had shown me in visions some British men being held captive by a terrorist group in Lebanon. Their cell conditions were appalling. Illness was ever present due to the inhumane way they were being held and very rough treatment was meted out to them. They survived despite their captors and Our Lord told me He had kept them safe and subsequently freed them. These men were ordinary citizens being held for ransom and one, Terry  Waite, had gone there at the behest of the then Archbishop of Canterbury, Dr. Robert Runcie, to try to get the men released.

There are today many others being held by governments who oppose their views. Many of these are priests and other members of holy Church. Their 'crime' is that they will not bow down before these governments and obey wrong laws but stand in defence of all that is good and holy. These are our modern martyrs, many of whom have been or may be killed for their obedience to, and love of, God. In the Second World War people who are now Saints of the Holy Catholic Church were martyred in the death camps. Saint Edith Stein, Blessed Titus Brandsma and Saint Maximilian Kolbe all died for the crime of being Christian.

We are not to forget those who live in danger but offer our support and help wherever we can. We are to pray for the freedom of every person to worship God in the proper way and to pray for the end of all evil and the forgiveness of sin in this world.


6 June 2003

Throughout the past twelve years Our Lord has been speaking to me daily about the appalling violence in our world. He has shared His own thoughts and feelings on the many wars that have taken place. So many have died, from cities like Grozny in Chechenya, devastated by bombs, to Sudan, Congo, Bosnia and Serbia, Sierra Leone, Liberia, Rwanda, and recently in Iraq. The conflicts between peoples of the same land are equally ferocious, in Israel and Palestine, Britain and Ireland, Spain. It seems that not a day passes without more horror being revealed.

Today I saw some of the bodies of people who had been killed trying to escape from Baghdad. It was a gruesome sight, men and women who had been burned or shot. This world has become a place of punishment and it is Our Lord who is being punished most of all. In each of these places, and in many more I have not named, He has watched as His children are terrorised, mutilated and murdered. Today He showed me again that this is all the work of Satan and that many have become his followers. They have fallen into the traps of hate and revenge. Some even believe they are performing a holy duty in killing those they perceive to be 'the enemy' while the real enemy, Satan, laughs at the destruction.

Our Lord has said

 'My Sacred Heart is torn apart and bleeding'. 

'I am Crucified each day'. 

'They bomb, they bully, they detest Me, their Father'.

We must pray for peace and an end to all evil and the forgiveness of all sin. Our Lord does not want one of His children to be lost to Him therefore we must pray for the salvation of all souls.

The weapons of mass destruction that we hear so much about today are in the hands of many nations, and are frequently used by them. Our Lord does NOT allow this killing.

All war must stop. 

'Stop killing My children'. 'I Am PEACE Ever'. 'I Am Mercy Ever'.

I Love So dear ALL people.


22 June 2003

Today is the Feast of Corpus Christi.

I saw before me, suspended in the air, a human heart. This heart had a deep wound running across from the right to left side, which bled profusely. Our Lord told me that this was His own Most holy Sacred Heart and the wound was inflicted upon it by Longinus, the Roman officer.

The same wound is being inflicted upon His Most holy Sacred Heart every day by violence and every form of evil. We are to pray for forgiveness and for an end to all evil.


22 June 2003

I saw Pope John Paul II in Banja Luka, Croatia surrounded by pilgrims and in the sky above, but very near to them, the figure of The Most holy Queen of Heaven, robed in a blue gown with white veil, blessing Her children. I also saw, elsewhere, Our Lady of Sorrows.


Satan's attacks on me continue fiercely. He is doing all he can to stop me in this work for God. He will not succeed. Our Lord sustains me through everything.

Our Lord has been sharing with me what it was like to begin His work among friends and enemies in Israel. Alone and with no one to help Him, He taught thousands of people. He also had suffered the temptations and insults from Satan. He did all this for us, and gave His own Life, as the Greatest Act of Divine Love for mankind.


30 June 2003

The Power of Satan

In the past few days I have placed the message of Bread of Heaven - Manna for This Generation in the public domain. At first all went well and I received many welcome letters of support from different parts of the world. Then Satan struck. He bides his time and lulls us into a false sense of security by so doing. Suddenly came troubles with Satan causing dissent and distraction. Satan is strong but Our Lord Jesus Christ is All Power and Strength. Satan has been defeated in his evil plan to destroy Our Lord's message to the world by casting doubt upon its veracity. God is Good Always, Love Always and those who were entrapped by the evil one into disbelief will soon know the cause of their doubts. Our Lord promised that He would 'open the doors' for me and this He has done. I thank His Divine Mercy today and every day for all His Good Gifts to this world.

Each day I see Our beloved Lord  and Our dear Lady weeping, Their Most holy Hearts are greatly upset by evil. On June 25th we enjoyed and shared in the wonderful 22nd Anniversary Celebration of Our Lady's teaching in Medjugorje. May we all kneel to offer our humble prayers of gratitude to the One Most High and Holy God and to the Most Holy Queen of Heaven and Earth that we are so favoured and assisted in times of greatest peril.


7 August 2003

Normally when I pray Our Lord speaks with me but last night He said not a word. I was puzzled and upset by this. This morning while I prayed I heard His Voice, from high above me, saying 'Child when I am silent it is because I am weeping'. I saw Our Lady weeping too.

In different parts of the world the wars, violence, hatreds and injustices continue as before. May Our Lord forgive all evil acts in our earth. Marana tha. Come, Lord Jesus.


9 August 2003

Among the many things which Our Lord discussed with me over the years was His great Gift to the world of ending the distrust between the superpowers. It was Our Lord who brought about the arms treaties at Reykjavic and other places and the ending of Communism in Russia and the Eastern Bloc. He said 'I set free My people' and He ended the nuclear arms race that so threatened the world for a large part of the century.

Satan, however, is trying again to destroy Our dear Lord's Gift of Peace by bringing thoughts of furthering present nuclear capabilities to the minds of certain powers. It is said that one powerful nation wishes to develop a new and smaller nuclear weapon than those they have at present and smaller nations wish to become nuclear powers. This is NOT allowed by Our Lord. He Commands that ALL weapons be removed from His earth and He will never allow their return.


10 August 2003

Our dear Lord told me today about Saint Elizaveta [Elizabeth] who was mother of Saint John the Baptist. He said that this lady accompanied Our Blessed Mother on the day Our Lord was Crucified and that she stood beside Our Lady at the foot of the Cross. Her husband Zachariah had died some time before. She was a cousin of Our Blessed Queen and lived in Bethany.


15 August 2003

Feast of the Assumption of The Blessed Virgin Mary

Several years ago when I knew nothing at all about the Assumption, Our Lord told me, and I use His own words, that Our Lady is 'the only person never to have died on this earth'. He explained that Our Lady left earth without death and was assumed in body into Heaven where She was Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth.


28 August 2003

In prayer today Our Lord said 'Child I weep'. I have heard Him say this several times in the past few days. We are to pray for an end to all violence and hatreds in the world and for the restoration of faith, prayer, love and peace among nations, in families and in communities.

I was blessed to receive a vision of Saint Padre Pio, who was hearing the confession of a lady in a black lace veil. I heard him bless her at the end of prayer with the word 'Pace'.

We are to pray, fast, confess, read the holy bible every day, and attend Mass and Adoration as often as possible. The rosary prayer is to be prayed daily and family prayer is to be encouraged.

Dear Lord please forgive our sins and make us worthy of your own Most holy Name.

Blessed Mother please forgive us the multitude of ways by which we offend your dear Son.

Peace be with you dear Lord.

Peace be with you dear Blessed Mother

 


3 September 2003

In prayer this evening I saw in a vision, Almighty God with a ball of clay in His hands. From it He made a beautiful white dove that circled the earth. His Gift of Peace is represented by a dove.

Before this I saw Our Lord weeping.

Dear Lord please forgive the sins of this world.

Blessed Mother please forgive us all our offences.


4 September 2003

Today in America a man was killed by the authorities, by lethal injection. His crime was that he had killed two men involved in abortions. He claimed to have God on his side. From the killing of innocent babies, came the killing of a doctor who performed the operations, and finally the killing of the man who had killed him. Where does this chain of murder end?

Our Lord has made clear to me that NO killing of His children is allowed by anyone on earth and that He is the Righteous Judge of all our actions. Satan is strong and is leading this world to perdition in his war against the King of Peace. Satan uses many weapons in this war and places his own evil thoughts in people's minds, thoughts of hate, of revenge, of murder. Our Lord has said clearly

Stop killing My children

We are to pray for forgiveness of all the sins of this earth, for an end to all evil and for the Return in Glory of The King of Peace.


13 September 2003

Vietnam

Today I was again blessed with the Gift of Tears, which Our Lord has not given me for a while. I was watching a film about the Vietnam war when suddenly I began shedding tears. For those who don't know, these tears were not my own tears. They were an expression of Our Lord's grief at the violence being inflicted upon His children and the suffering they endured in this time. One of my friends is a Vietnam veteran and he knows well what I mean, for many still suffer today, soldiers and civilians alike. The horror of this war, as with all war, never leaves them. Neither has it left Our dear Lord who remembers clearly every action He saw there and who still remains beside each one, helping them.

Please pray for Peace in our world and for the forgiveness of all sin.


17 September 2003

Several times today I have seen Our Lord Jesus Christ wearing the Crown of Thorns with blood pouring profusely from His Head.

Please pray for an end to all evil and the forgiveness of all sin.


18 October 2003

On the day of the Beatification of Mother Teresa of Calcutta Our Lord described to me the Miracle of Healing that He had kindly granted to the lady in India. She had suffered from a tumour and following her prayer to Mother Teresa, and Mother Teresa's prayer of intercession, Our Lord granted the lady complete healing of her body.

Our Lord has told me how greatly He is suffering and has asked that we all pay close attention to His Words and change our lives to live in holiness.


2 November 2003

This evening while I was reading a message written by Saint Faustina I saw her face in front of me and she looked very ill, hollow cheeked and pale. Sometimes Our Lord shows me the people, as He did with Saint Therese, when she was ill. [I saw her in the garden in a wheelchair and the sisters working around her while she wrote her verses, and later in her room when she was very ill.] I'm pleased to say that I've been shown quite a few saints and it's lovely to see them for it brings them so much closer to me.

This is Saint Faustina's message.

October 20

Today, when the doctor [Adam Silberg] making his rounds came to see me, he somehow didn't like the way I looked. Naturally, I was suffering more, and so my temperature had gone up considerably. Consequently, he decided I must not go down for Holy Communion until my temperature dropped to normal. I said, "All right," although pain seized my heart; but I said I would go only if I had no fever. So he agreed to that. When the doctor left, I said to the Lord, "Jesus, now it is up to You whether I shall go or not," and I didn't think about it anymore, although the thought kept coming to my mind: I am not to have Jesus-no, that's impossible-and not just once but for several days, until my temperature drops. But in the evening, I said to the Lord, "Jesus, if my Communions are pleasing to You, I beg You humbly, grant that I have not one degree of fever tomorrow morning." (878)

Saint Faustina suffered a great deal with her illness but I think Our Lord could not have had a more loving and obedient daughter than this sweet angel. She is a fine example to us all.

 I have seen Our Lord weeping every day and the crucifix I wear shed mystical tears of blood today. Our Lord is deeply unhappy and suffering great Agony because His own very dear children have turned away from Him, from His love and care and refuse Him entry into their hearts. He is calling for peace and love every day but Satan has entrapped so many souls and they have become hatred of all that is holy. We must pray every day for God's Will to be done and for the forgiveness of all sin and the salvation of all souls.


18 November 2003

Today our world has fallen very low and it is causing immense suffering to the Most Holy Sacred Heart of Our Lord and to the Most Holy Immaculate Heart of Our Lady. Every day for twelve years I have seen Our Lord weeping, often wearing the Crown of Thorns and He has told me that Our Blessed Mother weeps every day. We have become a 'wicked and ungrateful Generation'.

When Our Lord lived among His children on earth He lived in similar times and He compares the present world to Rome of that time.

In those days there were many who worshipped, but as in the past when He sent prophets to Israel, many did not know who they worshipped, as the law of man had in many ways replaced the Law of God. His Love therefore made it necessary for Him to send Messengers of Peace and Love, to remind His children Who He IS. From the time of Abraham He has sent messages of goodwill to His people with the Divine Promise of Eternal Love and Happiness, that they would live beside Him in Heaven for all eternity, this Gift being granted to those who obey holy Law in every detail. This same Law is given for the benefit of mankind. All that He asked in return was that they return to Goodness and a Holy Way of Life. He asked His children to become like the holy angels, pure in thought and deed, considerate of one another, loving and caring as He is, and asked them to respect and to be grateful for all that He gives to the people on earth.

Today is sadly no different, as again the world and its false values have claimed many souls. Satan is fiercely aggressive in these End Times, and is doing all that he can to destroy faith and love, to destroy holy church and all worship, to destroy this beautiful Creation. If it were not for Divine Intervention nothing would survive and many more souls would perish in the Abyss.

Such is Divine Love that Our Lord spares no effort to save us and to save His earth from total annihilation. In the past 100 years He has sent many Messengers to warn us, the greatest of whom is Our Blessed Lady, Queen of Heaven, who has visited many nations to give us the certainty of that Divine Promise being fulfilled and calling us again to become a true family of God, children of whom He can be proud.

Have we completely forgotten, in our modern times, all that He gives us and the appalling Agony He endured for our sakes?

What does He ask of us? Only that we Trust in Him and return to His loving care. He asks that we pray night and morning, read the bible every day for half an hour, fast with bread and water on Wednesdays and Fridays, confess every month and attend Holy Mass daily if we can. He Commands that we obey Holy Law in every way. He requires from us not a lip-service approach to our faith, worshipping while condoning killing, but that our hearts be fully attached to His love and aligned to the Divine Purpose. The words 'Thy Will be Done' must be uppermost in all Christian minds.

We hear of Holy Days of Obligation. In these times we have a very great obligation to do as He asks, for He never asks more of us than He knows we can give. In everything we do He will help us, yet still we are far away, living by worldly standards and not by Divine Law.

We think of Easter as the Divine Promise of Eternal Life for all who love God, yet we should think more about Holy Thursday and Holy Friday for every day Our Lord suffers the same Agony that He suffered when He died to save us. 

How can God suffer now that He is Risen in Glory?

He suffers because His children no longer show love and respect for Him, nor for Our Lady and Saint Joseph and all the holy saints. We show scant respect for anything but ourselves. We refuse simple requests such as fasting and confessing, attending Mass only when convenient. Many people never pray nor worship in any way. The Christian Church was established at a very dear price and for our sakes, that we would always know and live in the Truth. It is our place of refuge, our safe haven in a dangerous world, yet we ignore the simple facts. Are we as Christians individually failing in giving to Him the same intense love that He gives to us? We prefer to hate His children rather than showing them the respect that Heaven grants each one of us, and many wars ensue with thousands, sometimes millions dead. We see one another as the enemy, rather than praying that those who have fallen away from the true faith will be forgiven and restored by the same Divine Love we ask for ourselves. We forget that we have no rights, that everything we have is a Gift, and refuse or are slow to accept our obligations to Heaven.

I saw Our Lord's life on earth in many visions over several years, and I would like to describe what happened from the time of the Last Supper, the prayers in the Garden of Gethsemani, His arrest and the questioning by Caiphas and Pilate, and finally His Scourging and Death on the Cross. To have seen this as I have, brings you very close to the real events of Easter. Our Lord showed me every detail by placing me there, at that moment in time, if you can imagine being in the Upper Room watching Him share the Passover Feast with His Disciples and being actually present at all events shown.

The Feast of Passover

I had seen the disciples finding the ass tethered outside the house and Our Lord's entry into Jerusalem, His teaching there in His Temple then I witnessed the Feast in the Upper Room. On that Thursday night as we know, one of those men would carry out the evil desires of Satan and betray Our Lord to a very agonising and cruel death.

There was a long table covered with a white linen cloth and the company was seated in chairs around the table. Our Lord blessed the food and they sang the Praises of God, then shared in the Feast. Our Lord was seated in the centre of the long table, similar to the Michelangelo representation. No-one there realised how serious an occasion this was to be as the eleven holy Apostles assumed that it was a normal Passover Feast. One person there knew only too well that He was about to be brutally murdered. He said nothing to them.

Folding a white linen cloth around His waist Our Lord washed their feet, humbly as a servant might do. He was removing from them all vestiges of earth with its evil values, for men who were Divinely Chosen must carry no part of earth with them but be seen to be Holy in all ways.

He prayed and sang with them, ate with them, yet gave no indication of the horror that was to follow. At one point He spoke to Judas Iscariot telling him to'do what he must do' and I saw Judas leave the room, clothed in a red cloak of the kind worn by the Romans.

Even then the Eleven did not know the full importance of what had happened. They assumed he was carrying our a request for Our Lord. How heavy His Divine Heart was at that moment that we should weep to remember it, for Judas had followed Satan and betrayed The One Most High and Holy God to His death.

In the Garden of Gethsemani I watched as the Eleven were overcome with sleep. Our Lord moved slightly away from them and was completely overcome with grief. It is unthinkable that any one of His children should refuse the Gift of Divine Love let alone that one should betray Him to death. His grief overwhelmed Him at that moment.

The Arrest

I watched as many men with swords and cudgels arrived in the Garden and I saw Our Lord and the Eleven walk down the hill to meet them. Judas then kissed Our Lord. This was the moment of ultimate betrayal. I had seen Caiphas and Judas plotting in Caiphas' house and now it had come, the Hour of Evil. Never has there been a time of such Darkness on earth when evil held sway over God's Kingdom. I saw Saint Peter raise his sword and sever Malchus' ear and Our Lord instantly raise His hand to that wound to heal it. Here were two Kingdoms in direct conflict - the Kingdom of Almighty God our Father and Creator, loving and healing always, while Satan for a short time ruled with his evil passions over the minds and hearts of some men. Our Lord was then taken to Caiphas' house where one of the soldiers struck Him a heavy blow to the left cheek, almost breaking His nose and causing it to bleed. The members of the Sanhedrin pronounced against Him, led by Caiphas and Annas, while outside Saint Peter had refused to acknowledge Him and Saint John the Evangelist had gone into the house to try to find out what was happening to Our Lord. The stars were bright, the night was cold, and a terrible evil reigned at that moment on earth. How broken was Our dear Lord's Heart, yet He spoke with great dignity. As always He told them only holy Truth.

When He was sent for scourging, the officer Longinus brutally kicked Our Lord on His left side, causing pain to His ribs and stomach. His back received twenty brutal lashes, causing the skin to be ripped off in places and leaving open wounds which bled profusely. The soldiers in their mockery made a Crown of Thorns and robing Him in an officer's red cloak, gave Him a stick, a small baton to hold as a symbol of Authority, and pressed the Thorns tightly into His head making it bleed. The wounds caused were very painful for the Thorns bit deeply into His flesh.

When their mockery ended they told Our Lord to walk to His Cross but He could not do so for His feet were tied. A soldier dragged Him by the hair across the courtyard to the Cross and the flesh on His back which had been torn by the scourging was pulled away and bled even more. Finally He was able to clothe Himself in His own garments and carrying the Cross He left the place of Scourging, walking through the streets bearing the heaviest burden any man has ever carried.

At the place called Golgotha, Longinus nailed first His left hand then His right and finally His feet to the Cross. The Agony suffered was indescribable. The Cross was raised into place and Our Lady stood below it accompanied by Saint John the Evangelist, and many friends. Our Lady's eyes never for a moment left Our Lord's face for the entire time of His suffering. She wept for Her heart was broken.

At the moment of death there was a small earthquake and a short time afterwards Saint Joseph of Arimathea asked permission to remove Our Lord's body to his own prepared tomb. To ensure that Our Lord had already died Longinus thrust his spear into His Divine Heart, causing blood and water to flow.

The Tomb

Saint John the Evangelist and another disciple removed Our Lord's body from the Cross, very gently laying it on the ground where Our Lady removed the cruel Crown of Thorns. They were inconsolable with grief. They carried Our Lord to the Tomb and there laid the white linen cloth on the ledge while Our Lady washed Our Lord's face with Her tears, kneeling on the ground and holding Him in her arms. When His body was laid on the Shroud Our Lady bathed His wounds and it was She alone who prepared Our Lord for burial.

The stone was placed at the entrance and Caiphas ordered a guard to be placed nearby in case someone should remove the body at night. I saw the guards asleep in the early morning and Saint Mary Magdalene hurrying along the path carrying the spices in her hands. The stone was rolled to the left side and when I entered into the Tomb as she had done, I saw two linen cloths neatly folded lying on the ledge and a most beautiful and radiant holy angel sitting there who pointed to the opening.

I left the Tomb and saw Saint Mary Magdalene speaking to a man she thought was the gardener, but who was Our Lord Jesus Christ, now raised from the dead. I saw Saint Peter and Saint Philip running into the tomb after she had told them and emerging with the two linen cloths.

Today

This same Agony is suffered by Our Lord and Our Lady every day because of the evil in our world. The time has come for us to make amends, to acknowledge that we are causing Immense Grief to His Most Holy Sacred Heart and to the Most Holy Immaculate Heart of Our Lady. We have been asked to do simple things. Satan's day is short and his power is soon ended. That is Our Lord's Holy Promise to us. If we repent our sins He will forgive and help us on our path to holiness. Our Lord Commands us to obey Him, asks us to act with love towards Him and promises that we will share eternity beside Him. If we follow His teachings Satan has no hold over us.

Where do we begin? 

Daily prayer - the holy Rosary prayer is requested every day, fasting on Wednesdays and Fridays with plain bread and water for all meals, unless we are sick when we are to offer a different penance, confessing every month and attending daily Mass. Reading the holy bible every day.

These are simple and clear instructions to start us on our journey to leading holy lives. We are to pray for peace, for Pope John Paul II and all who serve in holy Church, for an end to all evil and the forgiveness of all sin. We must lose our bad ways and attitudes and put Almighty God first in our lives and return to Our Heavenly Father with open hearts full of love, accepting His Love with gratitude and sharing that same love with all His children.

Our Lord desires that not one soul will be lost to Him and we are to pray earnestly for the salvation of the world.


I Am Crucified Each Day - My Sacred Heart is Torn Apart and Bleeding - My Agony is Great

My Blessed Holy Shroud Sheds Tears - God Sheds Tears on earth today

Our Blessed Mother Weeps each Day


29 November 2003

I saw Almighty God standing above me then felt a sudden severe and burning pain in my left hand. When I looked, a bright red circular mark had appeared in the centre of the palm. After a few minutes I again saw Almighty God and then the pain subsided and later the red mark was removed although I still see it but more faintly. In prayer I saw mystical tears flowing from the statue of Our Lady of Lourdes and mystical blood flowing profusely from the Cross.

Our Lord wishes everyone to know how very greatly He and Our Lady are suffering in our times, because of all the evils. We must amend our ways and return in faith, humility and love to Our Father who loves us, remembering His Great Sacrifice for us and showing by our daily lives our own love for Him.

We are to empty ourselves of all ego, to become empty vessels that He may then fill by the Grace of the Holy Spirit, in order to do His bidding. Each one of us is to participate in the daily giving of ourselves to Christ, submitting entirely to His Divine Will, and to be living reflections of the love which flows from The Most holy Sacred Heart of Our Lord. In this way we will act for Him, with humility and love, bringing His other children closer to His Divine Heart, and by our example, we will teach holiness to those we meet. In this way, by a life of prayer, fasting, penance and a complete giving of self to the Divine Will, many souls will be saved from perdition. We are to become 'slaves of Christ'.


7 December 2003

While I was in prayer I saw to my surprise that my statue of Our Lady of Lourdes had changed. Our dear Blessed Mother was holding a large bouquet of flowers of different colours. It reflects the offerings from many different loving souls to our dear Queen. Each flower is like a pure and loving heart which offers the daily Rosary and follows the requests of prayer and fasting, daily bible reading, monthly confession and attendance at daily Mass as taught by Our Lady in Medjugorje, Croatia and in this way we see that these Gifts from loving children become a fragrant bouquet in Our Lady's hands. In Medjugorje Our Lady has said that when we pray we become like spring flowers, which when they are washed by the snow, are much brighter in colour.

To give a flower to Our Lady is a lovely gift. To consecrate our lives to The Most Holy Sacred Heart of Our Lord and to The Most Holy Immaculate Heart of Our Lady is to offer a flower whose life will be everlasting, a flower of great beauty, in total obedience to the Divine Will of Our Father, an offering of love.


7 December 2003

Today I was greatly blessed to again hear and see Our Blessed Lady, speaking not to me this time but to Saint Bernadette of Lourdes, telling Saint Bernadette that she is the Immaculate Conception. To describe Our Lady's voice, it is, as Our Lord's voice is, the gentlest and most loving sound you could ever hear. The true voices of Our Lord and Our Lady are not remotely like the voices we have on earth but like the sounds of a most beautiful harp, perfectly tuned, very musical yet every word is clearly spoken and easily understood.

Their appearance too is radiant and has a wonderful beauty that is almost indescribable. All of Heaven is, in Our Lord's own words, 'more beautiful than anything you can imagine on this earth'.

We too, in our life to come, will be very different, radiantly beautiful and eternally joyous and I have been privileged to experience this wonderful feeling of peace and joy for only one hour yet it is unforgettable.

Never fear death for with it all our cares and troubles are cast aside. The only thing we need ever fear is losing the wonderful Gift that awaits those who love God and obey His Commands and who live according to His Divine Will. Fear Satan who is aggressively trying to destroy all souls and turn all people away from Divine Love and Mercy.   

Later I saw Our Lady in the Grotto offering pink roses to Saint Bernadette who was kneeling with her forehead on the ground. Our Lord has said that the flowers are Heavenly Gifts given to Saint Bernadette for all people on earth, a great Gift of Divine Love.


8 December 2003

When I began posting to the prayer groups today there was a very strong fragrance of lilies. It lasted a few minutes, went away and later came back but for a shorter time. The lily is associated with the purity of the Blessed Virgin and today again I saw mystical tears flowing from her statue.

In prayer Our Lord told me that He granted me the fragrance at the moment I was sending out Our Lady's message from Medjugorje for the lily is purity and the Pure Lily of Heaven, Our Blessed Mother is speaking to us by way of Her chosen and blessed children there. Our Lord desires that we each broadcast these messages from Our Lady to everyone around us, and follow Her requests for She is teaching all nations how to change our lives and live in holiness. At the end of these Times, Our Lady will be known as Co-Redemptrix.


 

25 December 2003

I was greatly blessed some years ago to be shown in visions the Birth of Our Lord in the stable in Bethlehem. I saw the shepherds in the fields with their sheep and the Heavenly Host who sang 'Glory to God in the Highest and on earth, Peace and Goodwill to all men. The stable was a clean and unused building, no animals were present and it was situated in a courtyard opposite the inn. I watched the lady of the inn walking into the stable, a middle aged lady whose name I was not told. I later saw inside the inn and it was very crowded.

At the time of Our Lord's birth, it was a very cold and windy night but without rain and the stable was sheltered. Three holy Archangels were in attendance upon Our Lady at the birth and these same three holy Archangels are in constant attendance upon the Most Holy Blessed Queen. I have seen them at other times, beside Our Lady in Heaven. After the birth of Our Lord which took place at 6.30 in the morning, Our Lady was comfortable and I saw Her holding the tiny infant in Her arms, a most loving mother. At the time of the visit by the Magi who were Kings in their own lands, paying tribute to the Most Holy King of Heaven and Earth, Our Lady wore a gown of gentian blue with a white veil and was seated upon a white linen covered bench, lovingly holding the precious infant in Her arms. Holy Saint Joseph stood beside Her on Her left while the three Kings made obeisance and presented their gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh. The Infant Christ lay contentedly in His mother's arms.

Our Lord Jesus Christ and Our Lady Queen of Heaven send you their blessing this Holy Day.

Peace be with you.


26 December 2003

The Feast of Saint Stephen

Several years ago I was saddened to watch the death by stoning of this lovely young man. I saw the coats lying on the ground in a heap while their owners collected and threw large stones, killing Saint Stephen with fierce blows to the head and body. I could see Our Lord Jesus Christ standing on a cloud and Saint Stephen calling out to the people that he could see the Presence of Our Lord at that moment. He died soon after. Jesus wept.

Our Lord has told me that Saint Stephen was a very good young man, one whom He highly praised. Saul of Tarsus had been watching the crowd at that time.