Diary 2008
January 1 2008
Last
night, as I usually do at midnight, I began to wish Our Lord a happy
and peaceful New Year. He did not reply with words this time for He
was weeping and gave me His own tears to share. He is weeping
because His children hate and the slaughter continues unabated. They
will not listen to His Voice calling for Peace and Love.
Our Lord is being ignored by His own children, those whom He so
dearly loves. Many do not have faith, do not pray or worship. Many
act as if they despise Him. Satan is entrapping many souls. We are
not far from the Day of Judgement.
We
are to pray every day for the conversion of the world.
Our
Lord has again kindly granted His Blessing of holy Peace to each one
who prays.
Peace
be with you.
January
4 2008
Satan's
ferocity continues without ceasing. In several places war continues,
there are almost daily suicide bombings, and many lives have been
lost. The latest outbreak has occurred in Kenya where young men,
objecting to the result of a Presidential election, rampaged through
towns and villages wielding clubs and machetes and killing anyone
they encountered. They threw flammable liquid into homes, setting
them ablaze and in one case people sheltering with their children in
a church were killed when the angry mob set fire to the
building.
Our
Lord has shown me one terrible incident, where, her house having
been set alight, the young mother tried to flee with her children,
holding her three year old son in her arms. One man took the child
from her and threw him back into the flames, standing guard at the
open door to make sure he could not be rescued. Such is the
barbarity of this present world.
We
must all be aware of the vicious ways of Satan, how easily he
infiltrates minds with anger, hatred and revenge, entrapping
many souls. We must pray every day for an end to evil and the forgiveness
of all sin for Our Lord does not want to lose a single soul. He
loves His children dearly and is suffering Great Agony looking upon
this world. He is closer than most people know. He sees and hears
everything. He weeps every day. He will never abandon us. He is
always beside His children, sharing in their suffering and helping
them.
February 18 2008
It is
often stated that Our Lord sends sufferings to His children as
a form of purification when we are still on earth. While it is
true that He accepts our sufferings when we offer them for the
salvation of souls, it is blasphemy to say that He causes us
to suffer. The opposite is true. Although suffering greatly
Himself, He is always near us, waiting to help us when we call to
Him in prayer. He wants His children to be happy. He is our good and
loving Father. It is Satan who claims that God is unmerciful, that
He will impose bad things in the lives of His dearly loved children.
Do
not be deceived. Our Lord waits to hear our prayers. He
always assists us. He never denies help and gives always that which
is best for us. He cares not only for our souls but for all aspects
of our lives, our bodies, relationships, means of living.
To
accuse Him of causing pain comes from Satan. Be aware of this evil.
I
was privileged to see Sister Lucia of Fatima. She did not speak,
simply looked at me.
April
6 2008
At the present time an extremely blasphemous
exhibition is being held in a Catholic Museum in Vienna. It portrays
The Last Supper as a homosexual orgy, and depicts
The Crucifixion in an equally lewd way . The ‘artist’ is a self
declared Marxist who shows no remorse for what he has done.
Satan is waging a very aggressive war against
Our Lord and uses every vile and disgusting thing to offend Heaven.
Our Lord is deeply offended by such disgraceful displays of hatred
towards Him.
Pray that such blasphemies will never again be
seen and that evil will end. Pray for all sin to be forgiven.
20 May 2008
The demonic attacks continue every day, audible, visual and physical
attacks. I have the consolation of knowing that they would not
attack me unless they were afraid of the work I was doing for Our
Lord. There are now over eighteen hundred members in the various
prayer groups I have opened on the internet and Satan is
displeased because all these good people from different nations
are joining together to pray as one Christian family. I know I
will come to no harm, unpleasant as the demons are, for I have Our
Lord's protection at all times.
Satan hates to see people strive for holiness and does all he
can to cast doubts in their minds. He tells them there is no God,
that there are no miracles, there is no Heaven. To some he slyly suggests
that the causes of their suffering come from Almighty God
Himself, that they are being punished for their sins while
on earth. He blames God for all the physical disasters that strike
us and leads people far astray with such lies, destroying their
trust in the One who loves them so dearly. He encourages
people of one faith to hate and kill those of a different
faith. We are all God's children, whatever faith we follow
and must never raise a hand against another. Be warned of his
deceit for it is all round us.
We are protected from evil when we lead a life of prayer and trust
in Our Lord and Lady to help us. Our Lady has said that 'the rosary is
the chain with which Satan is bound', so pray your daily rosary, read
the bible every day, confess each month and attend Mass as often as
possible. Many people say they do not have time to pray the rosary,
it's too long and they lose concentration. That is Satan at work, taking
people away from prayer. Our Lord and Lady have specifically asked
that we each pray the rosary every day. Make time for prayer for it is
crucial for our spiritual welfare.
I was recently blessed to see Padre Pio as I had seen him
before, just after his death. I saw Saint Faustina kneeling
alone before the Blessed Sacrament in her convent chapel. Both these
holy people were subjected to serious attacks by Satan. The more we
pray and trust in Our Lord the more we are attacked. Do not concede to
Satan. Be aware.
In the past weeks tragedies have occurred in Myanmar and in China,
with many thousands killed or made destitute. Part of Myanmar was
flooded by a cyclone and in China a very strong earthquake has levelled
several towns. I saw Our Lord walking among His children, helping
them. He is never slow to render Divine Assistance in every time of
trouble.
Today the British Government has voted to allow research
scientists to create embryos which will be part human and part
animal. They intend to use them for medical research before
destroying them. Our Lord does not permit blending of the species
for any reason whatsoever. A human embryo is, at conception, a
child of God and must never been destroyed or treated as something
to be mixed with animal genes, tested, and then disposed of. He is
very angry at the appalling blasphemies in our world and will not
allow them to pass without Judgement. Satan causes much grief to Our
Lord's Most holy Sacred Heart by instilling his own evil thoughts
into people's minds and even encourages them to believe what they
do is for the common good. Do not be deceived.
18 June 2008
The Rosary, Fasting and Holy Mass
Some things have come to my attention, from several people in
different places who have complained they find the Rosary prayer
too long, too boring, too time consuming and so they resort to
either abandoning it, shortening it, praying while driving a car,
listening to music, praying with a friend over the telephone and
other misguided ways. We must not, as one person said, attempt to
'liven up the rosary so it can be enjoyed'. We are not infants
playing games. We are grown people and we show irreverence and
ingratitude when we behave in these ways.
Prayer is a very important meeting between us and Our Lord and
Lady and while Our Lord hears all prayer it is a sad reflection on
us if we cannot even spend these few minutes to connect our hearts
and minds to His Life, Suffering, Death and Resurrection. In one
case the person reported turning on sad music in order to make
herself sad enough to pray the Sorrowful Mysteries.
I would like you for a moment to put yourself in Our Lord's
place, betrayed, severely beaten, mocked and crowned with Thorns,
Crucified in terrible Agony for three seemingly endless hours and
finally dying to save the souls of the people from everlasting
damnation.
How would you feel if those same people found it too wearisome
to pray, or needed special music to feel sad at what you had
endured for their sake, and in effect told you that showing proper
respect and love to you and to Our Lady was onerous, while
thinking of themselves as good Catholics.
Such is the sad state of our world today. He gives us life,
provides our food and everything we need to live a good and happy
life, always listens when we call to Him and never refuses to help
us in our times of trouble. He gives us sunny days, rain to grow
the crops, children and people to befriend us and in the Church
provides everything necessary for our spiritual needs, even being
Present in the holy Eucharist. All these things are given for our
benefit yet we continually insult Him by refusing to pray, to
fast, to confess our sins, to read the Bible, to attend Mass and
Adoration.
I have even been told by some that Mass is boring, that fasting
is not to their liking and they see no need for it. They state
that fasting with bread and water is too severe for them. They
want to eat three normal meals a day and maybe give up television
for an hour instead. Another reason given for not fasting is that
the person becomes bad tempered or gets a headache, [ although it
can't be as severe as the pain caused by the Crown of Thorns] .
If you were Christ what, in the face of such blatant
selfishness , would you do?
Our Lord is loving, caring and thankfully forgiving when we
truly repent our sins and disregard of Him.
Please be aware that there were mockers at the Foot of The
Cross and in other ways today He is still being mocked. The
penalties for disrespect have not changed since the Law was given
to Moses.
Fasting is given to enable us to show that we are truly
remorseful, that the Bread we receive from Heaven is of far
greater value than the bread we eat to fill our stomachs.
Prayer is given to assist us in all aspects of our lives.
The holy Mass is given so that we can truly be in the Most
holy Presence of Our dear Lord.
The holy Bible is given to enable us to understand the
truth of Heaven and earth and to learn from it how to lead holy
lives befitting God's children.
Intercession
We are often forgetful that Our Lady and the holy Saints
intercede for us and that we each have an angel guardian who
watches over and prays for us from the moment we are born until we
enter Heaven. Do we remember to thank them for their kindness?
We must remember that God is our Father and Creator, King of
all Heaven and Earth, Our dear Lady is Queen. It is correct to
kneel in their Most Holy Presences, not treat them with casual
disrespect that comes from Satan.
Homosexual Marriages
A further mockery is taking place with many homosexual people
'marrying', in one case even in an Anglican church. Our Lord does
not permit people of the same sex to marry.
Satanic attacks upon me are continuous and you will see
from what you have read above that Satan is attacking fiercely. He
attacks me because of the work I do for Our Lord, using all the
means at is disposal to prevent me praying, leading the prayer
groups or writing this diary. I see and hear him and his
demons. He wishes to lure as many souls as possible into the
Abyss and is aggressively waging war against Our Lord
and everything He holds dear.
Be aware of his demonic traps. The Rosary is the Chain with
which Satan is bound. Protect yourselves by daily prayer.
25th
June 2008
Today
is the 27th Anniversary of Our dear Lady's blessing in Medjugorje, Croatia.
This great miracle has produced wonderful fruits of conversion and healings
of body and spirit. Her message to us is always one of Love and Peace. In
the teachings given by The Most Blessed Queen of Heaven, we are
again learning the great importance of prayer, fasting, confession and
attendance at Mass and Adoration. She has patiently taught and guided us day
by day, to enable us to understand how very great is Our Lord's love and
care for each of His people.
There
has never before been a time like this, when we have been so blessed as to
be taught by the Mother of God how to become holy people,
being led away from lives of sin. By Her love and intercession for us many
souls are being saved.
We
must pay close attention to the requests of Our Lady and give thanks to Our
Lord for Her continued Presence among us.
This is the Message of Our Blessed Mother today:
“Dear
children! Also today, with great joy in my heart, I call you to follow me
and to listen to my messages. Be joyful carriers of peace and love in this
peaceless world. I am with you and I bless you all with my Son Jesus, the
King of Peace.
Thank
you for having responded to my call.”
Yesterday
I read a letter from a Catholic author in which he
stated that while a certain saint was now in Heaven and could hear our
prayers, he had no body and would not receive his glorious body until the
Last Day.
This
is a common misconception arising from a misunderstanding of the Book of
Revelation.
Those
who have died are not waiting for glorious bodies to be given to them. At
the moment of death, at the moment they entered into Heaven, they knelt in
the Most holy Presences of Our Lord and Lady, and were welcomed into
their new home. They had in an instant been given their new Heavenly
bodies. All souls in Heaven, Purgatory or Hell have bodies.
Our
Lord has said that at the moment of death we are born again into Heaven.
A
few days ago I was sitting at my computer when a sudden sound like the wind
blowing caught my attention. Looking to my right I saw my own dear angel
guardian standing above me.
Please
remember that we each have an angel who is our earthly guardian and who
watches over us with great love from the moment we are born until we are
born again into Heaven. We will
meet him on that great day. Our Lord asks that we do not forget this dear
friend but that every day, after our rosaries, we pray to thank our angel
for his loving care and his prayers for us.
The
following day I saw a dove in the same place where I had seen my angel. This
was his Gift to me.
2
August 2008
While
I was praying before a picture of Our Lord of Divine Mercy I looked up for a
moment and saw the face of Our Lord transposed into the face of Sister Lucia
do Santos of Fatima. This image lasted for a few moments and then she was
gone and I saw again the face of Our Lord.
In
the past weeks and especially in the last few days I have been besieged by
black demons, visually and audibly, doing all they can to deter me from holy
work. On a few occasions Satan accompanied them. They constantly call me to
leave the service of Our Lord, they make attempts to frighten me with snakes
and in many vile ways they mock me. They have the audacity at times to touch
me, leaning on me or holding my hand. I am not afraid of them. No-one who
leads a life of prayer and who has complete trust in Our Lord and in His
Mercy need fear the evil spirits for we are protected from harm by daily
prayer.
Martin
in Korea
28
September 2008
Our
Lord revealed some disturbing news to me today, and showed me what happened.
Martin was 37, married with 5 children. He found corruption at his workplace
and tried to report it. He was arrested, locked in a glass walled room
and gassed to death. He was dead within 20 minutes of entering the room.
This is the totalitarian regime in North Korea today.
Our
Lord has permitted me to divulge that Stonehenge is an ancient Temple.
People came from the surrounding district to worship there. They were
farmers who lived in small houses. Nearby is Avebury Ring, built with much
smaller stones. This was a meeting place, not a Temple. In a vision I saw
men and horses drag the huge stones across the fields to build
Stonehenge.
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