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Divine Gifts

The Beginning - Divine Gifts

I have gratefully received lovely Gifts from our Lord, among them many personal Gifts and things which must remain secret. I have been told about my own family and friends who are in Heaven and have received messages for certain people on earth.

At the very beginning of my Gift, my soul was purified, after which I was allowed to speak with Lord Jesus Christ. Until then I spoke only with my angel guardian. Our Lord baptised me into the holy Catholic church and placed a white gold ring on my hand and Consecrated me as a Bride of Christ. A garland of roses was placed on my head and Our Lady kindly welcomed and blessed me. It was Our Lord who instructed me in the ways of the church and taught me prayers. I was told I was an Apostle and later that I was a Victim Soul. I was blessed with the Gift of Tears, The Gift of Healing through Prayer, The Gift of Speech, The Crown of Thorns, The Pains of Scourging and The Marks of The Cross, albeit invisibly. Our Lord wrote sometimes by dictation, sometimes I copied the words of golden light which I could see clearly and at other times Our Lord moved my hand to write. In this latter way I did not know what was being said until I read what had been written.

Dreams

'Your young men will see visions and your old men will dream dreams - Joel 1'

Prior to meeting my angel guardian, I had received dreams, always crystal clear and unforgettable and very bright in colour. In one I saw the moon as if from my window. It was blue surrounded with white clouds like ribbons. I heard Our Lord and Our Lady speak to me, and at the end I heard Our Lord say 'Soon you will receive more, much more, more than you dreamed'. 

In another dream Our Lord was beside me and I asked Him to take me with Him. He said I would not be happy but I pleaded and was allowed to follow Him. I walked up a small hill to a field where people were busy with different things. Our Lord left me there and went away to attend to a man who was sick. I was lonely and knew no one and they didn't notice I was there. Several years later I saw the actual place on television. It was Czestechova in Poland. 

The other two dreams I should mention here are of walking with a small child through a very white landscape towards a great mountain while I explained to the child that we must climb to the top.

In the final dream, I saw a table in the night sky and two men robed as monks sitting there looking at a white paper. I asked what it was. A map, a chart? They told me it was a Plan. I asked 'what kind of plan? To do what?' They pointed to the earth, as seen from above, and explained it was a plan to overturn the existing ways of the earth. 

I had received other dreams, in childhood, but  hadn't realised they were sent by Heaven. On two separate occasions in my early twenties I was visited first by a man who didn't speak, stayed for a while then disappeared and later by a lady who sat on a chair, said nothing and didn't look at me. On the latter occasion I had just entered the house and was holding a very heavy suitcase. I stared at the lady, wondering who she was, certain she must be a ghost, turned for a moment to put the suitcase down and in that short time the lady too disappeared. Our Lord later told me they were Gifts of Heaven.

In Heaven

Several times I was taken to a very special place called by Our Lord 'The Secret Place of Gifts'. This was half hidden in a hillside and the way there meant that I had to pass between four trees, around each of which was a large black snake. The snakes did not move as I passed them. In the large white Place of Gifts I saw first a long table with a white linen cloth and on it the most beautiful rosary one could imagine. All the beads were precious gemstones, rubies, sapphires, emeralds, topaz with a giant pearl. In this way I was shown the greatness of the Gift of the Rosary Prayer. Next to this beautiful Rosary there was a scroll. At another time, referring to the scroll in the Book of Revelation, Our Lord said 'When I break the seal with My own hand it is completed'. The scroll I was given was the prophecy contained in this Book.

I was blessed to see a Feast in Heaven, where Our Lord sat at table, Our Lady and Saint Joseph beside Him, and with them the Holy Apostles. Fruit and wine were on the table, and holy angels were in attendance.

Angels guardian

Our angels guardian watch over us from cradle to grave and pray for us at all times. Should we go to Purgatory at the end of our earthly lives, it is our angel guardian who will accompany us until the day our soul has been purified and we are at last allowed to live in Heaven. I saw hundreds of holy angels, including Peter my own dear guardian. Angels differ in their facial appearance, as we do, but all are very beautiful. We are not to neglect the care and love of our dear angels but we must pray to them every day and thank Our Lord for the Great Blessing of our angels.

The Blessed Queen of Heaven

Many times I saw The Blessed Queen in Heaven, robed in a golden gown and veil with a small crown of twelve gold stars and accompanied by Her three holy Archangels who are in constant attendance upon Her Majesty. In the vision of Our Lady standing on that first day on the hill in Medjugorje, She wore a blue gown with a white veil. I could not see the holy Archangels. At Fatima I saw Our Lady wearing a gown covered with beautiful roses. Our Lady is undoubtedly the most beautiful lady ever to have lived on earth and is so gentle and kind. Her voice is loving and soft. The sound of the Heavenly voices is difficult to describe. It is not at all like voices on earth but is like the sound of beautiful harps.

God's Holy Abode

When I was 'lifted in spirit into Heaven' to walk around Heaven beside Our Lord I entered a Sun, like a very beautiful pearl, high above the Communion of Saints. Here it was all light and at different times, with other visits there, I saw different things and people. Most importantly I saw Almighty God seated on a Royal Throne and at His feet many holy angels prostrate in worship. At another time Our Lord showed me a Golden Altar where the holy angels were offering our prayers to God like fragrant incense. I heard too a loud sound coming from the place behind the Altar on the Last Day of the world as Almighty God ordered His angels to do battle with the evil one. I saw the Four Horsemen of The Apocalypse and a large army on horseback, some with white horses, some with black, as they came from Heaven to earth for the Final Battle.

The Great Sun in Heaven is a secret place and as I entered the first time it was full of people. I saw the holy Apostles, Saint Paul reading the Bible. Nearby were the Magi and the soldier from Capernaum. I received then my first warning about the Antichrist, who is not any one man but, as Saint Paul said, many men. They have no faith. They are the Great Apostasy. Our Lord told me 'The Antichrist is on the earth'. I was shown how the antichrist actively tried to stop us following Our Lord. They try to destroy our faith.

A Blessing from The Queen of Heaven

Our Lady, again robed in a golden gown and veil and crowned with twelve stars, stood beside a golden throne on which was a Golden Book, the Holy Bible. Beside Our Lady were Her three holy Archangels, in golden robes. I was invited to read this book. Every word of the holy Bible was written by Our Lord, not by men. They wrote as I write, by Divine Instruction and not by earthly thought.