The
Beginning - Divine Gifts
I have gratefully received lovely Gifts from our
Lord, among them many personal Gifts and things which
must remain secret. I have been told about my own family
and friends who are in Heaven and have received messages
for certain people on earth.
At the very beginning of my Gift, my soul was
purified, after which I was allowed to speak with Lord
Jesus Christ. Until then I spoke only with my angel guardian.
Our Lord baptised me into the holy Catholic
church and placed a white gold ring on my hand and
Consecrated me as a Bride of Christ. A garland of roses
was placed on my head and Our Lady kindly welcomed and
blessed me. It was Our Lord who instructed me in the
ways of the church and taught me prayers. I was told I
was an Apostle and later that I was a Victim Soul. I was
blessed with the Gift of Tears, The Gift of Healing
through Prayer, The Gift of Speech, The Crown of Thorns, The
Pains of Scourging and The Marks of The Cross,
albeit invisibly. Our Lord wrote sometimes by dictation,
sometimes I copied the words of golden light which I
could see clearly and at other times Our Lord moved my
hand to write. In this latter way I did not know what
was being said until I read what had been written.
Dreams
'Your young men will see visions and your old men
will dream dreams - Joel 1'
Prior to meeting my angel guardian, I had received
dreams, always crystal clear and unforgettable and very
bright in colour. In one I saw the moon as if from my
window. It was blue surrounded with white clouds like
ribbons. I heard Our Lord and Our Lady speak to me, and
at the end I heard Our Lord say 'Soon you will receive
more, much more, more than you dreamed'.
In another dream Our Lord was beside me and I asked
Him to take me with Him. He said I would not be happy
but I pleaded and was allowed to follow Him. I walked up
a small hill to a field where people were busy with
different things. Our Lord left me there and went away
to attend to a man who was sick. I was lonely and knew
no one and they didn't notice I was there. Several years
later I saw the actual place on television. It was
Czestechova in Poland.
The other two dreams I should mention here are of
walking with a small child through a very white
landscape towards a great mountain while I explained to the
child that we must climb to the top.
In the final dream, I saw a table in the night
sky and two men robed as monks sitting there looking at
a white paper. I asked what it was. A map, a chart? They told
me it was a Plan. I asked 'what kind of plan? To do
what?' They pointed to the earth, as seen from above,
and explained it was a plan to overturn the existing
ways of the earth.
I had received other dreams, in childhood, but hadn't realised they were sent by Heaven. On two
separate occasions in my early twenties I was visited
first by a man who didn't speak, stayed for a while then
disappeared and later by a lady who sat on a chair, said
nothing and didn't look at me. On the latter occasion I
had just entered the house and was holding a very heavy
suitcase. I stared at the lady, wondering who she was,
certain she must be a ghost, turned for a moment to put
the suitcase down and in that short time the lady too
disappeared. Our Lord later told me they were Gifts of
Heaven.
In Heaven
Several times I was taken to a very special place
called by Our Lord 'The Secret Place of Gifts'. This was
half hidden in a hillside and the way there meant that I
had to pass between four trees, around each of which was
a large black snake. The snakes did not move as I passed
them. In the large white Place of Gifts I saw first a
long table with a white linen cloth and on it the most
beautiful rosary one could imagine. All the beads were
precious gemstones, rubies, sapphires, emeralds, topaz
with a giant pearl. In this
way I was shown the greatness of the Gift of the Rosary
Prayer. Next to this beautiful Rosary there was a
scroll. At another time, referring to the scroll in the
Book of Revelation, Our Lord said 'When I break the seal
with My own hand it is completed'. The scroll I was
given was the prophecy contained in this Book.
I was blessed to see a Feast in Heaven, where Our
Lord sat at table, Our Lady and Saint Joseph beside Him,
and with them the Holy Apostles. Fruit and wine were on
the table, and holy angels were in attendance.
Angels guardian
Our angels guardian watch over us from cradle to
grave and pray for us at all times. Should we go to
Purgatory at the end of our earthly lives, it is our
angel guardian who will accompany us until the day our
soul has been purified and we are at last allowed to
live in Heaven. I saw hundreds of holy angels, including
Peter my own dear guardian. Angels differ in their
facial appearance, as we do, but all are very beautiful.
We are not to neglect the care and love of our dear
angels but we must pray to them every day and thank Our
Lord for the Great Blessing of our angels.
The Blessed Queen of Heaven
Many times I saw The Blessed Queen in Heaven, robed in a golden gown and veil with a small crown of twelve
gold stars and accompanied by Her three holy Archangels
who are in constant attendance upon Her Majesty. In the
vision of Our Lady standing on that first day on the
hill in Medjugorje, She wore a blue gown with a white
veil. I could not see the holy Archangels. At Fatima I
saw Our Lady wearing a gown covered with beautiful
roses. Our Lady is
undoubtedly the most beautiful lady ever to have lived
on earth and is so gentle and kind. Her voice is loving
and soft. The sound of the Heavenly voices is difficult
to describe. It is not at all like voices
on earth but is like the sound of beautiful harps.
God's Holy Abode
When I was 'lifted in spirit into Heaven' to walk
around Heaven beside Our Lord I entered a Sun, like a
very beautiful pearl, high above the Communion of
Saints. Here it was all light and at different times,
with other visits there, I saw different things and
people. Most importantly I saw Almighty God seated on a
Royal Throne and at His feet many holy angels prostrate
in worship. At another time Our Lord showed me a Golden
Altar where the holy angels were offering our prayers to
God like fragrant incense. I heard too a loud sound
coming from the place behind the Altar on the Last Day
of the world as Almighty God ordered His angels to do
battle with the evil one. I saw the Four Horsemen of The
Apocalypse and a large army on horseback, some with
white horses, some with black, as they came from Heaven
to earth for the Final Battle.
The Great Sun in Heaven is a secret place and as I
entered the first time it was full of people. I saw the
holy Apostles, Saint Paul reading the Bible. Nearby were
the Magi and the soldier from Capernaum. I received then
my first warning about the Antichrist, who is not any
one man but, as Saint Paul said, many men. They have no
faith. They are the Great Apostasy. Our Lord told me
'The Antichrist is on the earth'. I was shown how
the antichrist actively tried to stop us following Our
Lord. They try to destroy our faith.
A Blessing from The Queen of Heaven
Our Lady, again robed in a golden gown and veil and
crowned with twelve stars, stood beside a golden throne
on which was a Golden Book, the Holy Bible. Beside Our
Lady were Her three holy Archangels, in golden robes. I
was invited to read this book. Every word of the holy
Bible was written by Our Lord, not by men. They wrote as
I write, by Divine Instruction and not by earthly thought.